Chapter 431: Immersed in the October Sunshine

I continued to listen to Lee Mi-hye share her views.

"You have a little bit of a phobia tendency, mind you, it's not a phobia, it's a tendency. The usual manifestation of a person with this tendency may be to appear fearful and worried about certain things, that is, timid. Let's say someone is afraid of snakes, someone is afraid of rats, someone is afraid of heights, someone is afraid of squares, and there are people like you who are afraid of accidents. In fact, all people who suffer from phobias, what they really fear is not snakes, dogs and the like, but the fear of death, and they combine death with these specific things, so they will have a fear of these things. When the phobia is severe, a phobia will form, and psychotherapy is necessary. The best thing to do is behavior modification therapy, which is the best outburst of treatment for phobias. The so-called behavior modification training method refers to a method of learning the principles of psychology, especially the laws of conditioned reflexes, such as reinforcement extinction, demonstration, etc., to help people with abnormal psychological and behavioral disorders change abnormal behaviors and form new adaptive behaviors. ”

I smiled and said, "You are indeed an expert in psychology, and I have a friend who also does your business, but the Tao is not as high as yours." ”

"Why do you listen to me, I'm like a charlatan, and I'm still good. ”

"This is a compliment to you, so Deng Qiuju's condition has changed from depression at the beginning to persecution paranoia, I want to know too much what happened to Deng Qiuju to become like this, I can only dream, this is also the limitation of current medical technology. ”

"This ...... That's true. ”

I got up and said, "Thank you, I'll be the east another day, and I'll invite you to a big meal." ”

"That's not a bad word, I'm a foodie. "Lee Mi-hye also has a cute side, which makes me reacquaint myself with this girl.

I closed the door of Zuomi's office and secretly came to Ye Xuan's office, this girl's door was unlocked, I wanted to surprise her.

"Wow. I shouted loudly, startling Ye Xuan.

"Brother, what are you doing, you almost scared me to death, you lost such a beautiful and lovely girl, are you worth it?"

"I just wanted to surprise you, haha. ”

Ye Xuan regained his demeanor and said warmly: "Isn't my brother resting today?"

"I came to see you, I originally planned to travel to Huanglongxi with Zuo Mi and Wang Yirou, but I drove back halfway. ”

"How did you drive it back?"

"You can't explain it clearly for a while, Ye Xuan, it's noon soon, what are you eating?"

"Brother, you're not going to come to me to eat, are you?"

"You're really right, you know, my money was confiscated by Zuo Mi, and now I have to save money to buy a pack of cigarettes, I don't want to borrow some from you." "I was embarrassed to hold my head, a little shy, a big man asked someone to borrow money from a little girl.

"Brother, you said it earlier. "Ye Xuan transferred 5,000 yuan to me from her mobile phone.

Ye Xuan smiled: "Is it enough, brother? ”

"Enough, enough, Ye Xuan, you are really generous, of course, my brother doesn't eat white food, I will pay you back later, once the financial crisis passes, I will pay you back with interest immediately." ”

"Ye Xuan doesn't want my brother to return it, you can keep it, we've known each other for so long, and I haven't done anything for you. ”

"That's right, Ye Xuan, is that Lin Xinyue of the Lin Group and that kid still harassing you?"

Ye Xuan's eyes were a little dim, and he said weakly: "I come to our house every three or five days, I'm annoyed to death, but there is no way, my mother is like reciting scriptures to me every day, and my head is big." ”

"In this case, I'll figure it out, let's go, eat first, I'll treat you." ”

"Don't go outside, brother, I have a phone here, let them send it over, I still have a lot of whispers to talk to my brother." ”

"Ye Xuan, your coquettish appearance is so cute, I think of the day I saw you for the first time, full of memories. ”

"Brother, I will never forget that day, it was the day I confessed to you, but I was rejected by you, I am very sad brother. ”

I stroked Ye Xuan's head and said, "Take your time, I'll go down and buy a pack of cigarettes, and eat first when the meal comes." ”

"Well, brother, be quick. ”

Lao Zhang didn't open the door today and didn't know where to go, I walked a few more steps, until there was a Hongqi supermarket in front, and bought a little soy milk for Ye Xuan by the way.

The October sun is quiet and bright, like a lot of blue, gold, orange and many other colors, with a little warm red. It seems to be pouring out of a freshly completed oil painting, and the sunlight makes people want to pick up the brush, dip themselves in these colors, and paint a new painting to see if they can paint as vivid as they imagined. When the sun fell on the balcony on the second floor opposite, I happened to be standing in front of the back window and saw that the little girl had come out again. He was six or seven years old, wearing a white lace sleeveless dress, and he walked out onto the balcony and looked down and fiddled with a pink thing, I guess it was about two beautiful headbands with pink. At this time, the phone rang, and I continued to look at the little girl opposite while answering. It's Ye Xuan urging me. It was only about five or six seconds, five seconds was a short time, and a kingfisher's chirp was about five seconds, and I was distracted. His eyes were always on the little girl, and a blue fruit came to mind, and he thought of a small wild fruit that was very similar to it-"sour and slippery". I know, it was the little girl who distracted me? The fruit I remembered was blueberries, and what I remembered was a wild fruit that was very similar to the taste of blueberries, commonly known as "sour yoyo", smaller than blueberries, with a lot of water, and similar to blueberries, but not as beautiful as blueberries, growing in the grass or wilderness by the roadside, and not being noticed.

The blueberry flowers are beautiful, exquisite, elegant and delicate, and are held up by green calyxes. It is like a small porcelain bowl in the shape of six petals, which is lifted up, and people are worried that they will be broken if they fall to the ground. It is also like a little girl in a white dress standing in the green grass, her skirt is blown up by the wind, and she looks very cute.

This season, about "sour" is ripe, and "sour" is green at first, pouting and pouting. Secretly clustered together, like small emerald green beads, swaying in the wind. Soon, the color turns purple, and it is ripe. I picked a slug and put it in my mouth and chewed it, and the sour, sweet juice was flowing all over my mouth, and there were some small seeds the size of sesame seeds jumping in my mouth.

After eating this time, he was almost full, and his little hands and mouth were dyed purple and black. It's been a long time since I've seen "sour". I don't know if there is such a wild fruit in the field now, and even if there is, the children in the countryside have long disdained to eat it, right? Picked from the field, the packaged blueberries are more delicate than other fruits and are not easy to store. It is about leaving the original growth environment, lacking fresh air, and it is easy to rot. The washed blueberries are shining, like a girl who has just bathed, blinking a pair of black grape-like eyes, looking at you timidly. Put one in the palm of your hand, and the purple pearl is generally tickled in the palm of your hand, and put it in your mouth, and bite it gently, for fear that the juice will flow out. After all, it is not an unrestrained child, especially sitting in an elegant living room with so many gentlemen and ladies around, who doesn't want to be gentle? However, at that moment, I miss the childhood time of eating "sour" without restraint.

The little girl was still on the balcony, a little dazed. Oh, maybe it's a reminder of my parents' trip to the countryside! I guess she must have never eaten the "sour yoyo" I ate when I was a kid. She was on the balcony, and the two butterflies on her head were enough for her to think about for a while, the October sun was swaying on her, and the little white dress was infected, changing, showing patterns, and I thought about the source of those colors. Yellow corn, red sorghum, white wild chrysanthemum, half yellow and half red maple leaves. Wild fruits of various colors. To tell you the truth, I really wanted to go over and pick her down, take her out into the field, find a "sour" plant for her to eat, and see her frown at the sour taste, and then laugh heartily. At this time, it is a joy to go to the field, to chase real butterflies, and to taste the sweet and sour wild fruits. Time flies, the years are quiet, I just stood in front of the window in a daze, looking at the little girl on the balcony on the second floor opposite, the fine sunlight fell on her, looking like a little angel in an oil painting. At that moment, I was stupid, and under the October sun, this ordinary but special picture.

I don't know why, but I'm always fascinated by these little scenes.

The flying winter snow, the drizzle, the spring water, the falling autumn leaves, the bloom of a flower, the swing of a small grass in the wind, and the greetings of friends. The smiles of passers-by, the back of the puppy wagging its tail, the smell of food wafting from the neighborhood, the steaming heat of the porridge pot in other people's kitchens, the changing clouds in the sky, the occasional gust of wind, and even the attentive expression of a little girl all moved me so much. I am so in love with these small details of life. The hustle and bustle of the world, the small details that often appear in my sight, the many scenes that are extended in their beautiful state, like moving oil paintings, give me spiritual nourishment, the water of life is clearer and clearer, how I am happy and grateful for this gift. The world is bustling, the world is bustling, why do you come, why you go. As far as life itself is concerned, it is not important, in the quiet years, as far as the eye can see, you can capture the beauty of the sun in time, and silently appreciate the meaning of life, how leisurely. At such a moment, in the face of a touching oil painting, I had a lot of thoughts, and I also felt a brightness and warmth in my heart, as if falling into some October sunshine.

My phone rang again, oops, the light was immersed in this beautiful moment, and I forgot about Ye Xuan.

Back to Ye Xuan, my mother, the dishes are cold, and Ye Xuan didn't eat because of waiting for me.

"I'll go to the microwave to heat up, I'm sorry Ye Xuan, I was a little delayed just now. ”

"Brother, you are really, I bought a pack of cigarettes for so long, you see, the dishes are cold, I ordered your favorite fish-flavored shredded pork. ”

I'm really moved, Ye Xuan hasn't been with me for a long time, and she has seen the bits and pieces of my life quite thoroughly, Ye Xuan is serious about me, and I feel a little guilty.

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