Chapter 347 My sister doesn't cry
Chapter 347: Sister Doesn't Cry
(This chapter is too tired to write, ask for a monthly pass)
As people grow older, those memories of the past will gradually be forgotten, especially those memories when they were children, the more they grow up, the more they will remember clearly, but some memories will become memory fragments, sealed in the depths of the brain, and only when they return to the familiar environment, will the past reappear, I believe many people have such experiences.
When Qin Sheng returned to this place that he was extremely familiar with when he was a child after more than twenty years, the fragments of those deep memories instantly burst out and began to appear in his mind, and the strange place began to become familiar, giving him a sense of déjà vu.
What's more, when Qin Sheng was taken away from Beijing by the old man, it was when the child began to remember, and those memories had been deeply buried, so that he would definitely not be able to remember it if he forcibly and deliberately thought about it, and it would only reappear inadvertently, such as at this moment.
When Qin Ran hadn't opened his mouth yet, Qin Sheng felt that this place was somewhat familiar, and when Qin Ran said that this was our home, Qin Sheng suddenly lost his mind, and then muttered to himself.
Qin Sheng looked at the surrounding environment a little confused, for some reason his head hurt a little, and his memories were getting more and more, but they always flashed away. He tried to try to catch and piece together a complete picture, but he couldn't try, which annoyed him a little.
It's just that Qin Ran didn't pay attention to Qin Sheng at this time, she was still staring at that familiar position, since her mother died and her brother left them to move, Qin Ran didn't know how many times she had been here, and every time she was alone. Sometimes she comes suddenly in the middle of the night, sometimes when she's in a bad mood, and she comes over for the New Year's holidays or her mother's birthday.
Because here is the only memory that belongs to the family of four, after leaving here, there is nothing. So no matter how bad Qin Ran's mood is, she will be very calm every time she comes here.
It's just that she doesn't know how to face her mother every time she comes here, because she is afraid that her mother will ask her: Ranran, have you found your brother? She knows that for more than 20 years, her mother must have been very worried about her brother, and she hopes that their family can be reunited as soon as possible.
When Qin Ran came back to his senses, he found that Qin Sheng's eyes were distracted, his face was pale, and he frowned even more to show a painful look, Qin Ran hurriedly helped Qin Sheng and asked, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Sheng waved his hand and said, "I'm fine, can we go up?"
Qin Sheng seemed to know that because he didn't have enough memories, he couldn't put them together, and he was eager to go up and see the places he had been in when he was a child, because if it was really the place where he had been when he was a child, there would definitely be more memories to reappear, and he would definitely be able to remember those things when he was a child.
"Okay" Qin Ran nodded, and then helped Qin Sheng towards the entrance of the building, no one else followed, just waited below, this will be the time that belongs to the two sisters and brothers, whether Qin Sheng can remember what happened when he was a child, it seems that it depends here.
The two walked slowly into the corridor, the tungsten light that used to be yellowed had already been replaced by a voice-activated LED light, but other places had not changed at all, Qin Ran took Qin Sheng to climb the stairs step by step, and at the same time talked about those things when he was a child, such as who lived in this family before, who their children were, and what kind of relationship they had, especially those playmates of Qin Sheng's childhood, Qin Ran would focus on introducing.
Finally arrived at the floor where the Qin family was located, there were two families on this floor, and before Qin Ran could say which one was their home, Qin Sheng had already subconsciously walked towards the one on the left. Because his mind had floated out of his previous memories, he knew that behind this rusty iron security door was what Qin Ran said about their home.
Qin Ran was stunned, she didn't know if Qin Sheng remembered what happened when he was a child, or if he guessed casually, but she preferred the former. So she couldn't wait to walk over, slowly opened the two doors with the key under Qin Sheng's gaze, and then took the lead in and turned on the lights.
Although this room has not been inhabited for many years, but it is still kept very clean, just a little bit of dust, an old aunt in the community will come to clean every week, that is her mother's old friend, and the relationship with her mother was particularly good, like sisters.
As for the furnishings in the room, etc., they are exactly the same as back then, and they have not been impressed at all, but the walls are full of various photos, all of which are photos of their family of four, including father, mother, brother and her, whenever she sees these photos, she will smile very happily.
When she was not sensible before, she didn't know why her father never came here, she thought that her father was too busy or liked the new and hated the old, and she didn't understand until she was sensible. Because this is not only a memory that belongs to her, but also a memory that belongs to her father, the reason why her father moved out of here is because of the accident back then.
She has no mother and no brother, and her father also has no wife and no son, she always can't help but want to come back to see, and sometimes she will break down and burst into tears. And Dad never came back, because these familiar scenes will also make Dad emotionally broken, here is his wife has the memory of his son, but he is a man who makes many people in Sijiu City look up to, he doesn't want to be defeated by emotions, he can't show a little flaw, as long as he can move forward with a heavy load, not afraid of any enemies and setbacks.
Because his name is Qin Chang'an, he is the man of the Qin family and the pillar of the Qin family.
Qin Ran knew that her father had women outside, and there was more than one, but she never said about it, because her father was a normal man, she could understand, and because no woman had ever stepped into the door of the Qin family, this was her father's bottom line for her, and even more so for her doting on her.
Sometimes when he was in a good mood or too busy to come over for a long time, Qin Ran would also come and go, and then he would sit quietly on the sofa, listening to Li Ronghao's old street, recalling those things when he was a child, with a faint smile on his face, and fell asleep unconsciously.
After Qin Ran came in, he had been thinking about these things, and he seemed to have forgotten about Qin Sheng who was following behind. didn't know that when Qin Sheng stepped into the room, it was like a completely different person. Mu Ne looked at everything in front of him, all the memories began to reappear, more and more memories in his mind, and more and more familiar images, as if he was replaying an old movie. When he saw the family photo hanging on the wall, Qin Sheng trembled like an electric shock, staring at the woman in the yellowed family photo.
The background of the photo is an old courtyard, there are a few trees and a lot of flowers and plants in the yard, the season looks like summer, because they are wearing summer clothes, the time should be afternoon, and the sun is not so dazzling. In front of the woman, a little girl was holding the hand of the little boy, the two children were smiling brightly, and next to her stood a handsome man.
Women are particularly beautiful, even in this era of makeup and plastic surgery, they can be said to be amazing beauties in the world. Dressed in a white dress, her jet-black hair is tied up at will, the corners of the skirt are slightly raised, and the hair is slightly messy but charming. Thin cheeks, not fat or thin, just right. The high bridge of the nose rises to heaven, and the tip of the nose is full and the wings are evenly proportioned. The eyes are the best-looking, not big or small but particularly smart and pretty, the whites of the eyes and the eyes are as clear as white paper and black ink, physiognomy says that such a woman is kind and pure, not to mention that her eyes are clear to the bottom, and make people feel kind and serene. A pair of willow leaf curved eyebrows, and smart eyes are like a natural fit. As for the height of a woman, it is obviously not low, because wearing high heels has reached the ears of men.
Such a woman, no matter what any man sees, will be amazed. That temperament is a bit unearthly, as if it doesn't belong to this world, but it's very integrated with this world.
Qin Sheng just stood like that, staring at it, I don't know when his eyes began to blur and then moistened, and then tears overflowed out of the frame, and then went straight down the stream, reaching the corners of his mouth and chin, but he couldn't stop it, like an open faucet.
Qin Sheng just cried silently, without speaking or making a sound, letting his tears run wild, as if time had stood still at this moment.
Why?
Because Qin Sheng had already recognized who the woman in the photo was, it was a woman he didn't know how many times he had dreamed in his dreams, but every time he could only see a blurry appearance, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't see the real appearance clearly. He didn't know how many times he chased the back of the woman leaving in his dreams, and then called out the two in a heartbreak: Mom.
Yes, she is the woman in the dream, she is the woman who comforts and encourages him every time in the dream, she is his mother.
"Mom" Qin Sheng finally couldn't help but blurt out.
I don't know when, Qin Ran had already come back to his senses, and noticed that Qin Sheng was standing in front of the family photo in a daze, and then silently shed tears, looking very sad.
Qin Ran was slightly stunned, and then a happy smile appeared on her face, because she knew that Qin Sheng had already recognized the family of four in the photo, because she knew that Qin Sheng finally remembered those things when she was a child.
When he heard Qin Sheng shouting out his mother, Qin Ran finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears in an instant. At this moment, it seems that all these years of waiting are worth it, and everything is worth it.
Qin Sheng was staring at the photo and crying, Qin Ran was looking at Qin Sheng crying, her crying finally brought Qin Sheng back to his senses, Qin Sheng looked at the woman in front of him, and a slightly warm smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. Because those memories have been found, those pictures have been pieced together, he finally believes that the woman in front of him is his sister, he has finally found his long-lost relatives, and he has finally returned to the home that truly belongs to him.
Qin Sheng didn't wipe away his tears, because these were tears of happiness, because he was no longer an orphan, and from now on, his soul would have a harbor of docking, and he would no longer wander around and be homeless.
Qin Sheng slowly walked towards Qin Ran, walked towards his sister, and then stretched out his arms with some trembling, hugged Qin Ran tightly in Qin Ran's expectant and shocked eyes, and then said softly in Qin Ran's ear, "Sister doesn't cry"