This is not Shang Luoyu's exaggeration, to say that Huang Yixi does not have a strict ratio like others, she is casual, but it tastes great, three small only every time

Huang Yixi's heart moved slightly, under such candlelight, she found that Shang Luoyu's voice was so good that people's ears were a little numb.

Xu was the first glass of wine, and Huang Yixi's face couldn't help but be dyed with a faint pink.

She met Shang Luoyu's gaze, looked at him with the same serious eyes, and said uncontrollably: "In my heart, you are also different. ”

After saying this, Huang Yixi felt as if his face was about to burn.

She rarely confesses so outwardly, but today she thought that Shang Luoyu would leave soon, and the couple would be separated again, so she drank some wine again, and couldn't help but use wine to complain.

She poured two more glasses of wine, so as to avoid Shang Luoyu's burning eyes, which suddenly brought heat.

Shang Luoyu didn't ask what this difference meant in Huang Yixi's heart, he was not a wood, so he could naturally hear her affection contained in this simple sentence.

Yes, he finally felt Huang Yixi's feelings for him in hindsight.

For a while, the dark gray gloom that Shang Luoyu had been suppressing in his heart seemed to suddenly open up.

He was accustomed to silence and forbearance, and was used to ignoring all the wounds and pains on his body, but Huang Yixi's existence, and the care and affection she poured into him, made these habits no longer necessary.

The warmth and brightness she gave him were something that Shang Luoyu had never enjoyed in anyone close to him.

Now there are more children, and the crystallization of love between the two of them, love and affection, entangles and binds them into one.

"Yixi ......"

He always thought that he was a cold-hearted person, but Huang Yixi's warmth made him reluctant and unable to give up.

Shang Luoyu felt that his heart, which had never had a sense of presence in his chest, began to beat violently, and his eyes became brighter and brighter.

Huang Yixi's face was hot when he looked at him with a burning gaze, so he had to hold the wine glass again: "Okay, always watch what others do?, no matter how good it is, don't you have to leave." ”

In a fit of rage, she snorted another glass of wine in one breath.

The mellow aroma and sweetness of lychee went down the throat, and the tip of the nose and mouth were full of light fruit and wine aromas, but Huang Yixi drank bitterness.

Then she asked, "Isn't it delicious?" Why don't you drink it? ”

She poured another glass of wine and drank it all: "If you don't drink, you won't drink, if you don't accompany us, you won't accompany us, anyway, you haven't left, anyway, you don't care about our mother and son......."

Shang Luoyu looked a little drunk, and Huang Yixi, who was unreasonable at first, felt funny, and was even more distressed, rubbing the porcelain cup with his fingertips, pursing his lips, and drinking it all.

This time, he didn't need Huang Yixi to pour it, he poured himself a glass of wine and dried it up in one go.

"When I just remembered, I knew that my mother and my dad had a bad relationship, my second uncle's career was prosperous, but my dad couldn't move for many years, she always thought that my grandparents were biased, and left all the resources to my second uncle, she hated my grandparents, and didn't like to live with them, I could understand her at that time, but later found out that the same thing, my brother did at least make her smile, and no matter how hard I tried, all I got was blame. ”

"I don't know how to please her, and sometimes it seems as if my presence can annoy her. I had to stop talking, or show up less in front of her. ”

"Even if I get the first place in the exam, she won't be happy, saying that there are people outside the world, but if I don't have the first place in the exam, she will say anything ugly, I don't want her to be angry all the time, so I rarely appear in front of her, even if we are together, I rarely speak, but in the end, she began to scold me for being dull, and even outsiders know that she doesn't like me, and she will always complain to others, saying that what is the use of being born, being born to collect debts, not remembering kindness, and not even saying a word of good obedience. ”

If Luo Huifen didn't care about what she said or did before, Shang Luoyu still had an attachment to her, but this sentence was like a sharp knife, which hurt his heart to a thousand holes, and slowly, he began to not expect mother's love, and his dedication to his mother was just a kind of support and reciprocation.

"Later I learned that no matter how much I tried to satisfy her, it was pointless. Because in her heart, whatever I do is wrong, and if it is wrong, how can I meet her demands?"

He talked about Luo Huifen in a low voice, as if he was telling the story of someone else's family and talking about an irrelevant person. But Huang Yixi could clearly feel the confusion and pain behind these words.

In Huang Yixi's impression, the only child like her is the top baby of her parents, but Shang Luoyu is the only one who studies and makes money desperately, just for his mother to have a smile and a word of praise.

But Luo Huifen refused to give him even a little warmth.

Huang Yixi also had this feeling, when he was a child, his father worked alone in Baishui Prefecture, and most of the money he earned was given to his three cousins by Yu Meiqing, and when he went back, he bought either one for each of the four children, or most of them were cousins and their school supplies, and the children in the village laughed at her, saying that her father didn't like her because she was a girl, didn't want her, and wanted to call one of the cousins home, she ran to the back mountain alone, and asked God with tears in her eyes, is it the original sin to be born a girl?

But no matter what, she still believes that her parents love her, and that feeling has never changed.

She wondered if Shang Luoyu would still have such a meager hope after countless disappointments, hoping that his mother would love her?

"I thought in her mind that I was just the one who didn't like her...... She likes her younger brother, eats and drinks well for him to study, and I have never said a word, I have no objection to the family property I earned said that I would leave it to him, I can earn it for her to use, and I won't mind who she wants to leave it to, and later, she forced me to die, let me save my father, and study abroad with her, I also left, thinking in my heart, go, give birth to grace, isn't this how I can pay it back?"

"In the years I went there, I thought about you every day, I couldn't sleep every day, even if I took sleeping pills, I had to read books over and over again, and at the same time play a few jobs to distract myself, these are all things I should bear, nothing,. ”

The man's voice was still so flat, as if he had never been wronged. But the more Shang Luoyu was like this, the more Huang Yixi felt a sourness in her nasal cavity rush to her eyes, and she carefully restrained her breathing to prevent the choked sound from coming out.

Until he raised his head and looked at Huang Yixi, his eyes flashed with agitated emotions, and his words became intense: "But she shouldn't have said when you were pregnant that you shouldn't have a child with your genes, she did this, how can I believe that she didn't mean to treat you and the children like that when you were in labor, she shouldn't have left you with a way to live! I thought that it would be a family after all, but I never knew that the mother I called for 30 years couldn't even tolerate my wife and children!"