"Yixi, I regret it. It's me who I'm sorry for you, it's me who didn't take good care of the four of you, and I've always wondered how I can make up for it, so that my children don't blame me in their growing years......"

After giving birth, Shang Luoyu and Huang Yixi tacitly did not mention his parents again, and Huang Yixi didn't care on the surface, but there was always a thorn in his heart.

Shang Luoyu's always resolute face showed a painful look, mixed with remorse and guilt, and showed it to Huang Yixi unabashedly.

Only then did she realize that Shang Luoyu was not without feelings-

His indifference, his indifference, just to hide the fragile self that he cares about at all.

He is accustomed to showing people with a mask of indifference, and is accustomed to ignoring his own heart, and in the end he convinces everyone that he is cold and ruthless.

Huang Yixi stretched out his hand, held his, and said in a low voice: "I'm not sorry, you did a good job, Xiaoyu, you have done a good job." ”

She remembered that he came to her after returning to China, and her alienation and resistance to him, if it weren't for his insistence, he would still be single now.

After getting married, whether it was a husband, a father, or even her mother's family, he did nothing blameless.

How can a person who has been coldly violently violated by his parents face them with the greatest kindness?

Thinking of this, Huang Yixi's heart began to throb, tears poured down, and he couldn't speak: "I shouldn't either, I ...... it"

Shang Luoyu was held tightly by Huang Yixi with one hand, and raised the other hand, wiping away the endless tears on her face, and said with some distress: "I knew you would cry, so I won't say this." ”

Huang Yixi shook his head, bit his lower lip tightly and didn't make a sound.

Shang Luoyu's fingertips were completely different from Huang Yixi's soft cheeks, and he cherished those tears, those tears shed for him.

He was accustomed to everyone's indifference and neglect, and he knew that he was sorry for her, and never thought that she would shed tears for him. Huang Yixi cried silently, and warm tears burned Shang Luoyu's heart.

He believes that a man must stand up to the sky, but it does not prevent him from occasionally being weak in front of the woman he loves.

He was glad that his woman understood him and allowed him to relax at home without having to hold on.

However, a man's weakness can be done occasionally and for a short time, but it will be hypocritical for a long time.

The man said in a dumb voice: "Okay, don't cry, a handful of snot and tears, dirty." ”

disgusted on the lips, but gently wiped her tears on the hands.

Huang Yixi choked and raised his head, pulled his sleeve to hold his nose and tears: "I'm distressed, you person, why don't you understand ......"

Shang Luoyu originally felt that the past was unfair, but when he saw Huang Yixi's more aggrieved appearance, he couldn't help laughing. He reached out and hugged Huang Yixi in his arms, and heard her cry even louder.

"How can she do this to you! You're so good, I, I can't spare her!"

Seeing her incoherent, she cried like a child, as if venting all the tears he had never shed. The depression in Shang Luoyu's heart slowly dissipated in Huang Yixi's cry.

He hugged Huang Yixi's warm body and comforted her over and over again in her ear: "It's all over, it's over." ”

After Huang Yixi's intense emotions slowly calmed down, Shang Luoyu let go of her.

The shoulders are already wet and cool, and I can't see it because the clothes are dark, but the sense of presence is very strong.

Obviously, she was the one who couldn't stop crying, but Huang Yixi asked Shang Luoyu: "Are you still uncomfortable now?"

The man looked gentle, combed the hair on Huang Yixi's forehead with his fingers, and said to her, "It's not uncomfortable, it's not uncomfortable for a long time." I have children and daughters now, and I am an adult, and I have to fight and work hard for my children. ”

People have different roles in this life, and now I'm a dad, and I want to protect them so that one day they can prepare their bags as high as they want to fly. ”

A minor can blame others, and when he is an adult, he can only rely on himself, and now he has a heavier burden, it is really the old and the young, and so many people have to rely on him.

Shang Luoyu and Huang Yixi are actually similar in personality, the two can be said to be the same kind of people, and their original families lacked their childhood, but neither of them blamed this for their misfortune, and they sank into the idea that it is not me who can't do it, but the whole world is sorry for me.

This is perhaps one of the biggest reasons why two people can be attracted to each other and come together.

Seeing that Huang Yixi's mood was much better, Shang Luoyu smiled dumbly, although the woman in front of her often disliked her mother as a virgin bun, in fact, she was not so kind, she never remembered the malice of others towards her, and she would always be a confidant sister in front of unfortunate people.

Shang Luoyu poured osmanthus wine, rubbed the wine glass, and took a sip slowly.

He frowned lightly in distress, and said to her: "Yixi, the last thing I want to go is not you, it's me." ”

Huang Yixi was stunned, and thought silently for a long time before he understood what Shang Luoyu meant.

Shang Luoyu grew up so lonely since he was a child, perhaps he never imagined that one day he would have family affection that he couldn't give up.

Huang Yixi rarely saw Shang Luoyu's distressed look.

In her eyes, Shang Luoyu has always been calm and decisive, and when he was separated from her in the past, he was also neat and tidy, without dragging his feet.

But now Shang Luoyu, who has a tangled expression, is even more real and cute.

She couldn't help but bend her eyes, snuggled beside him affectionately, and said softly: "When the children are a little older, I will take them to you." ”

There is no practical difficulty in not going to Kyoto, she is freelance and can leave at any time.

As for the house, if you don't have money to buy it, you can rent it, as long as the family is together, it's better to live than to be separated.

What I don't want to go to is my own heart knot, and once the heart knot is solved, there will be no problems.

Huang Yixi, who was in a good mood, drank too much without paying attention, which was of course the result of Shang Luoyu's connivance.

Huang Yixi, who drank too much, woke up late the next morning, she opened her eyes and saw that the children were not in the house, but there was a glass of honey water on the bedside table, and a note with dragons and phoenixes dancing on it: "You have a good rest these days, and you are also weaned, and I will take the child." ”

Huang Yixi coped with 3 children alone, the milk was not enough for a long time, fortunately, the cows and goats were raised at home, all of which were fresh, and the three little ones were not disliked, and after 4 months of meat, the children were more suitable for the days of adding rice cereal and fish soup, so when he was 6 months old, Shang Luoyu proposed to wean, but Huang Yixi was reluctant, so he dragged it until now.

Last night, Shang Luoyu just thought of weaning while he was there, so he didn't prohibit Huang Yixi from drinking.

"You should take what you bring, and let you experience the time of joy and pain, lest you keep thinking that your children are angels. ”

Huang Yixi muttered, drained the warm honey water in one go, and lay down again.

She has always been restrained, she has not tasted a hangover for a long time, and she just took this opportunity to lie in bed and sleep again.