Strange, how can this thing stab so painfully? The careful Tian Tian couldn't help but look at it carefully, and from time to time touched the edge of the envelope with his fingers one by one, and finally found the culprit, it turned out to be the sharp edges and corners of the envelope, like a sharp knife tip.

The heavy envelope was pressed on his hand, and Tian Tian couldn't help but open it. With the tearing sound of "hiss", the letter was opened, and she couldn't help but panic in an instant.

What caught my eye was still unusually neat and handsome, and I counted it, thirteen pages, thirteen pages of letterhead.

Sweet:

Hello!

When you receive this letter, perhaps, I am no longer in S City, Guangdong.

You know? I resigned.

You must be particularly shocked, right?

I am about to leave the factory that I have struggled for nearly eight years, and leave the familiar environment and business, yes, I am a little reluctant. But I had to endure the pain of parting my love, and went to W City, Zhejiang Province, thousands of miles away from Guangdong, and everything started from scratch.

You're going to think I'm stupid, right?

Yes, in the past eight years, it has not been easy for me to go from a small dispatcher, to a warehouse manager, to today's department head. But......

That day, when I received your letter and the little padded jacket sent back, my heart was broken. Tian Tian, I understand what you mean.

Perhaps, you already have a better candidate in your heart than me, perhaps, I do not meet your standards, or maybe you have your troubles...... Of course, no matter what, I can't force people to do it, and I'm not used to forcing people to comply.

There are three kinds of men in this world, one is that there is no love, but he will unscrupulously pursue a goddess who is admired by many people, just to prove his ability, in order to prove that he is a great master of love; one is to love him, he will be desperate to get her, possess her, once he has it, but he does not know how to cherish and appreciate; the last is to let go, when a person really loves another person, he will respect her choice, understand her as much as possible, give her full freedom, and hope that she will really be happy, and he is just silently watching her from afar and congratulating her。

There is no doubt that I belong to the latter group, so, that's why I chose to leave.

If you really appreciate someone, you don't have to be possessive, but let go, stop annoying her, stop bothering her, and let her live a peaceful and happy life.

I heard that KTV is the best place to vent bad feelings. That night, I never entered the KTV for the first time alone in that all-night roar, when I was intoxicated with one after another melodic and my favorite songs, I felt that "the world is only me", and all the unpleasantness was thrown out of the clouds. During this period, I once thought that KTV was really a good place to release stress and wash the boredom. However, when I put down the microphone and walked down the street, the frustration came back like a tsunami, and I couldn't let go of it for a long time.

When I handed in my resignation letter, my boss tried his best to keep me, saying that I was a rare talent in the factory, and even did not hesitate to give me a salary increase of 500 yuan. But I have already made up my mind, so I am still the same, unmoved.

I understand what it means to be "cut off and be in turmoil."

Yes, in our journey of life, we will inevitably face choices and give up.

Before I met you, I would take a closer look at your smiling and red lips and pure angelic images every day before I went to bed.

Therefore, I always dream that you in a white dress are laughing and running towards me from a distance, and your bursts of laughter, which are as crisp and pleasant as silver bells, echo and echo in the air for a long time......

When I met you, I found that you were more beautiful than you in the photo, and you were as quiet as a pool of turquoise and calm water, which made me embarrassed to disturb you, and I couldn't bear to speak loudly.

However, there seems to be a hint of melancholy in your black grape-like eyes, which is obviously not the look you should have at your age, and I want to ask why. I'm embarrassed to ask, because after all, it's the first time we're meeting, and I don't know if you're willing to say it.

I think you must have something on your mind.

Tian Tian, as a good friend, I want to say that there are some things that you can't always hide in your heart, you might as well move it out in time to bask in the sun and blow the wind, otherwise, it will be moldy!

Would really like to help you if I could. I really hope that you have a red sun in your heart, and you smile and are carefree every day!

I know that you are a very caring and filial girl, who always thinks about her parents and relatives in everything, but never thinks about yourself.

Admittedly, I especially admire your noble quality of "putting others before yourself, selfless dedication"!

It's just that some things can be done at the same time, and you don't have to sacrifice yourself. Yes, parents want to know their children's living conditions at any time, and they want their children to come home often, so they don't want their children to be too far away from them.

However, there is no parent in the world who does not want their children to be happy and safe, are you right?

In fact, instead of living next door to your parents and embarrassing the old man by fighting every day, it is better to marry farther away and live a peaceful and happy life. Moreover, now the transportation is developed, cars, trains, airplanes...... Wherever you want to go, lift your feet and go. Why are you still bothered by "distance"?

Compared with your good-looking appearance, slender and slender figure, extraordinary temperament, unique opinions, etc., do you know what I value more about you? is simplicity and kindness.

Beauty may fade with the passage of time, but spiritual beauty will not, it will only last longer.

In this vain and flashy society, many girls only have money and material desires in their eyes, and you don't.

You are like a slim lotus standing in the water, you don't like enchanting and flamboyant, and you don't like luxury and fame.

You are indeed a good girl, no matter what, I am very honored to meet you, really! As for the fact that you and I cannot go on hand in hand all the time, it only means that I do not have that blessing.

Whenever I read your letter and write to you, it is my happiest moment, all my worries, all my tiredness, will disappear without a trace.

It's just that, perhaps, that wonderful moment will no longer exist. Tian Tian, perhaps, this is my last letter to you!

............

(I wish you eternal happiness and good health!)

Huang Chengkang

On the evening of January 13, 1996

After reading this long letter, Tian Tian felt very uncomfortable, feeling that he was simply a ruthless, ruthless and unrighteous executioner.

didn't expect that he would hurt others so deeply, he didn't hesitate to stay away from this land, and he didn't hesitate to quit his high-paying job.

At this moment, Tian Tian felt extremely guilty! Her throat became tighter and tighter, and she couldn't help but apologize to others in her heart: "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"

I thought: At this moment, has he entered the factory? Is he a general worker or a manager? How is the treatment? Is there a fellow villager who sympathizes with each other?

Tian Tian thought about it, and actually fell asleep unconsciously.

The next morning, when Aunt Lian woke up, she found Tian Tian sleeping soundly.

So, in order not to wake up Tian Tian, Aunt Lian tiptoed to put away the bed and put it in the corner, combed her hair three times and five by two, and then gently opened the door with a basin and toothbrush and went out.

Tian Tian may have slept too late last night, and she hadn't gotten up after Aunt Lian made breakfast. In order not to let the soup powder get cold, Aunt Lian had to use another empty bowl to buckle it.

It's a little cold today, and there is a strong cold air moving from north to south and has reached Guangdong, so the north wind is blowing outside.

When Ouyang Kunpeng walked into the ward with a cold wind, he couldn't help but keep rubbing his hands to keep warm.

Aunt Lian was not there, Tian Tian was still sleeping, he felt a little incredible. Because everyone who is so lazy has gotten up, why hasn't Tian Tian gotten up yet?

So, Ouyang Kunpeng walked over and wanted to wake her up. Suddenly, however, he felt as if he had stepped on something under his feet, and hurriedly raised his foot, and when he looked closely, it turned out to be a letter full of words. He hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but it had already been stamped with a large, very clear shoe print, and some of the words had become indistinct. He wanted to pat it clean, but there was still a mark on it.

Out of curiosity, he roughly glanced at the top page and found that it was a letter written by a man to Tian Tian.

For some reason, Ouyang Kunpeng's heart suddenly became sour.

Really, Tian Tian is not his own person, what kind of vinegar does he eat! Immediately, he couldn't help but blame himself indignantly.

Could it be that Tian Tian slept very late last night?

"Eh, why are you so early today?" Hearing Aunt Lian's greeting, Ouyang Kunpeng turned his head and smiled at her.

"Why hasn't she gotten up yet?"

"I don't know. ”

"What time did you sleep last night?"

"I went to bed at a little after ten o'clock, I don't know what time my sister went to bed. ”

"Have you had breakfast?"

"I've eaten it, but my sister's soup powder is going to be cold. With that, Aunt Lian got up and opened the lid to take a look.

"Wake her up! it's almost nine o'clock, still sleeping!"

So, Ouyang Kunpeng walked over and lifted Tian Tiantian's ears.

This trick really worked, Tian Tian was woken up, she opened her sleepy eyes, swept the front lazily, and then turned her head and wanted to sleep again.

However, suddenly, she opened her eyes abruptly again, rubbing her eyes repeatedly in disbelief, and when she did see Ouyang Kunpeng sitting beside the bed, she was extremely surprised.

"Eh, you're here so early?"

"Morning, miss, what time is it?"

As he spoke, Ouyang Kunpeng raised his wrist to show Tian Tian.

However, the hands of the watch were so small, and his sleepy eyes were hazy, Tian Tian didn't see a few points at all. Still, she struggled to sit up and leaned back against the head of the bed.

Perhaps, Tian Tian really hasn't slept well yet, and I saw her yawning again and again.

"Did you go to bed late last night?"

"Hmm. ”

Tian Tian suddenly remembered the letter he was reading last night, so he looked left and right to find it.

"No need to look for it! here it is!" Ouyang Kunpeng raised the letter in his hand.

"You...... How could it be with you?"

Tian Tian was surprised when he saw the letter in Ouyang Kunpeng's hand, and suddenly fell asleep.

When she snatched the letter, she saw a big shoe print on the top page, and she couldn't help but be stunned: "Ah, what's going on? Oh, how can this be?"