After the operation, Shen Changfeng's face was as pale as paper, he couldn't eat anything, he relied on infusions to maintain his life, and his whole person was losing weight at a visible speed, and he didn't even have the strength to hold things.

Shen Jiayue was still taking care of her, but this time, she didn't keep asking Dr. Zhao, there were some things, even if Dr. Zhao didn't say it, she could guess some things.

However, when other doctors came over, they would suddenly mention, "Miss Shen, why didn't your boyfriend come over?"

Shen Jiayue noticed Shen Changfeng's gaze, and just said lightly: "He has been very busy with work recently, I asked him to work first, and when it is over, he will come over." ”

Shen Changfeng knew Shen Jiayue's character, and he no longer mentioned going home, but he didn't talk much, he would often be in a daze when he was awake, and when he was asleep, he would often let out a few muffled snorts from time to time because of the pain.

On this day, Shen Jiayue finished scrubbing Shen Changfeng's body, and he said: "Jiajia, I can feel that my body is not getting better, it is getting more and more painful here, do you think it is possible for me to be cured for another operation?"

Shen Jiayue stood still and didn't speak, and suddenly put the basin in his hand heavily on the table, with a hint of tremor in his voice.

"What do you want me to say? Do you want to tell me that no matter how hard I try, I can't change the facts? Or remind me, don't dream, I'm going to lose everything after all, I don't deserve to have family affection, I don't deserve to have people who care for me, do you?"

"And ...... Koe"

"Xiao Jiang Xiao Jiang, you talk about him every day, so how did I spend my time before he appeared? Shen Changfeng, you are always so selfish, have you ever asked my opinion? Could it be that I must be with him? If you arbitrarily arrange my life, I must go on the trajectory you arranged?"

"Jiajia, I'm sorry ......"

"I've heard too many of these three words these days, don't you just want to go back?" I'll ask Dr. Zhao, if the second operation is not successful, then everything is up to you. ”

With that, she pushed the door open and went straight to Dr. Zhao's office.

Shen Jiayue no longer wasted time and directly asked Dr. Zhao what was the chance of a successful second operation.

Dr. Zhao didn't know why Shen Jiayue suddenly had such a big mood swing, but he still asked Shen Jiayue to sit down first and poured her a glass of water.

"Since you are so direct, then I will also say it bluntly, the success rate of the second operation is not high, and you have also seen your father's postoperative recovery, his body is very weak, I do not recommend another surgery, you can use slow chemotherapy, but in this way, it is just a drag, and you have to cooperate with medication. ”

"In other words, it's just to prolong life, and it's impossible for the body to recover to before, right?"

Dr. Zhou's expression was apologetic, "Miss Shen, for cancer, it will take some time in medicine, but your father's illness, if you choose to treat it slowly, maybe one day there will be a possibility of cure, but it requires a lot of confidence and perseverance, I don't know if your father is mentally prepared for this." ”

The words were very clear, Shen Jiayue's heart had already sunk, she didn't know how she got out of Dr. Zhao's office, she just found a random place, slowly squatted down and hugged herself, buried her head deep in the crook of her arm, she really didn't care about anything now.

Shen Jiayue sorted out his mood, had already made a decision in his heart, and walked towards Shen Changfeng's ward, but a voice came from behind him, "Jiajia......"

turned around and found that it was Jiang Yi, he looked at Shen Jiayue, his eyes were a little uneasy and flustered, he didn't see him for a few days, he seemed to be a little haggard.

Shen Jiayue looked at him like this, there were a lot of things she wanted to say in her heart, but she didn't know how to speak, there were some things she should have told him, since he was already here, then make it clear now.

Jiang Yi saw that she looked at herself but didn't speak, and the uneasiness in her heart was magnified little by little.

"Jiajia, it was me who was wrong before, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, I shouldn't have let you do what I liked at that time, everything was wrong with me, can you forgive me? I will definitely consider your feelings in the future, Jiajia, I know that I shouldn't come to you now, I asked the doctor about your father's body, it's okay, we can transfer to the hospital, my father knows experts in this area, and there will definitely be a possibility of cure......"

Jiang Yi babbled like this, because he just saw her eyes, but his heart couldn't help but tighten, the panic that was hidden by him was gradually magnified, he always felt that her eyes contained something he didn't like very much, if he didn't speak, maybe what he had been caring about would be completely lost.

So he didn't have the patience to continue to wait, she said calm down for a while, so what if her thoughts were going in the direction he had been afraid of? Once she calmed down, maybe there was no way to change some things, although he was confident in this relationship, but she had been through too much during this time, he always felt that something seemed to be starting to change.

Jiang Yi was still talking, but Shen Jiayue spoke in an indifferent tone, and there didn't seem to be a trace of irrationality.

"Jiang Yi. ”

"Huh, Jiajia, what I said is my sincere words, can you forgive me?"

"Let's break up. ”

In the past, Jiang Yi had always felt that places like the hospital were really noisy, and when he didn't see Shen Jiayue, he was still a little disgusted that these sounds disturbed his thoughts, the sound of footsteps, and the shouts of the patient's family members were very noisy.

Why are these voices gone at this moment? Jiang Yi could clearly hear the sound of his own heartbeat, and he only felt as if he was frozen, like a dream.

And at this moment, Shen Jiayue was standing in front of him, and her eyes clearly told him that what she just said was true, and there was no joke.

"You said calm down, is this the result of your calming down these days?"

Jiang Yi heard his own voice, and thought that he would be angry and incredulous, but he didn't expect that he could speak in such a tone.

"Jiang Yi, a lot of things have happened during this time, we are moving in different directions, what you insist on is very different from mine, you can't understand me, I can't walk side by side with you, what I said is what I've been thinking about for a long time, without a trace of joking and anger. ”

These words, word by word, are resounding, just like a person with a very high status and status, with a solemn and solemn face announcing a decision that has always been very important.

"Shen Jiayue, do you remember what you said to me when you were in Hangzhou? I don't understand, what are the things we can't overcome? You already know what I like, haven't you always encouraged me? Encourage me to keep going, you said that we will move forward together, even if you want to stagnate, I can wait for you to ......"

"Jiang Yi, don't you understand what I've said so much? We can't come together, I don't like what you like, I have too many things to do, and you can't help me, just like my father's illness, I'm powerless, you can't do anything, you can't even share my pain, I still have to take time to deal with you, I'm really tired, let's stop here." ”

Jiang Yi shook his head, he stepped forward and held her hand.

"That's not the case, I know you're lying, I can see that you like COS, otherwise how did you do the original shooting? Jiajia, there is still hope for your father's illness, I will contact my father, you go through the transfer procedures, everything is still in time. ”