"Miss Shen, the situation is a bit urgent, you have to be mentally prepared. ”

"Miss Shen, there are still a few hours, why don't you go and rest for a while. ”

"Miss Shen, there is a certain degree of difficulty in the excision position at present, we are still working hard, if the situation is not good, a critical illness notice may be issued, you must be mentally prepared. ”

"Miss Shen......"

"Miss Shen......"

Shen Jiayue sat outside the door of the operating room like this, no matter what the nurse said to her, she calmly dealt with it, at this moment she felt that everything was like a dream, she was like a robot, all the responses were set by herself before, she no longer had real sensory emotions.

And the moment his father was pushed into the operating room, he didn't open his eyes, and told her, she just watched Shen Changfeng being pushed into the operating room, and the scene of her mother's death suddenly appeared in her mind.

For a moment, the more Shen Jia thought that he could wake up, she would definitely cry and beg him for forgiveness, everything was her fault, begging him not to leave her, she had lost too many things, and she thought that her heart would not hurt anymore, but at the moment she was suffering from the pain of tearing her heart.

Dr. Zhou was also very worried when he saw her like this, but he didn't know how to comfort her, and saw that her mobile phone was flashing, and someone should have sent her a message.

"Miss Shen, do you want to look at your phone, maybe something, don't worry, what they said before is the worst outcome, it is to make you mentally prepared, maybe your father's operation will be very successful, you have been sitting here for a long time, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to bear it, you can eat something more." ”

Regarding what Dr. Zhou said earlier, Shen Jiayue didn't seem to hear it, and she directly put away her mobile phone.

"I've made sufficient preparations, Dr. Zhou, you don't have to comfort me anymore, I'm not that fragile, thank you. ”

"I know you're strong, but you can't go without eating or drinking, I'll go get you something to eat first, you pad it, and you'd better go out and eat some by yourself later." ”

After Dr. Zhou finished speaking, he left, and Shen Jiayue didn't have the strength to stop him.

After waiting like this for nearly ten hours, Shen Changfeng finally came out of the operating room, and Shen Jiayue wanted to step forward, but his legs were weak and he almost fell.

Dr. Zhao changed into a surgical gown, came out of the operating room after washing, and found that Shen Jiayue was still sitting at the door of the operation, she looked at herself, and her eyes showed a trace of expectation and hope.

Anyway, what needs to be said is still to be said.

"The operation was relatively successful, but a part of the tumor under your father's stomach cannot be completely removed for the time being, if the resection is not done properly, it may cause heavy bleeding, and even the cancer cells will spread on the spot, we need to discuss a complete set of feasible solutions, see how your father responds after the operation, and we will arrange another operation at that time." ”

Shen Jiayue understood what he meant, this result was neither good nor bad, and there was not much possibility, as long as she could stay with Shen Changfeng for a while longer, she would already be very grateful to God.

"Thank you, Dr. Zhao, if you have any questions, please tell me as soon as possible. ”

"This is what we should do, but Miss Shen, your face is not very good, you better go back and rest for a while, your father is in the ICU now, and he can't wake up for a while, even if he wakes up, he can't eat, you can't do anything, taking care of your body is the most important thing." ”

Shen Jiayue followed Dr. Zhao's advice and was going to go back to take a shower and change her clothes, she had to cheer up, so that Shen Changfeng would feel at ease when he saw it.

On the way, he received another message, and Shen Jiayue looked at it full of words of apology and concern, but he didn't know what to reply.

Jiang Yi was apologizing for his behavior yesterday, he shouldn't have argued with Shen Jiayue in such a situation, but today was surgery, and he knew that he had better not disturb her, but he was really uneasy, thinking of how helpless she should be waiting alone in front of the operation door, he didn't dare to make a phone call, so he could only send a few more messages, hoping that she would read the message and forgive him.

But waiting left and right, but I never saw her reply, she said that after the end, she would talk to herself, and he had to press the anxiety in his heart and wait for her reply.

After waiting for two days, Shen Changfeng woke up, and when he saw Shen Jiayue sleeping next to him, his face was very tired, and he knew that she must have stayed here for a long time, and he felt a burst of self-blame and guilt in his heart.

I wanted to reach out and pat Shen Jiayue's hand, but I didn't have any strength, my heart was full of depression, and I knew very well that his disease could not be cured, and he had deliberately aggravated his condition before, so dragging it out was just continuing the pain, wasting not only time every day, but also Jiajia's money.

Pain and chagrin blurred in Shen Changfeng's heart for a while, the corners of his eyes gradually moistened, and a warm tear slowly slipped from the corner of his eyes.

At this time, Shen Jiayue woke up from her sleep, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw the tears that slipped from the corners of Shen Changfeng's eyes, she was slightly stunned, and her heart ached suddenly.

"Dad, is there anything wrong with you?"

"Jiajia, I dreamed of your mother. ”

The atmosphere was quiet all of a sudden, and Shen Jiayue didn't know what to say, so she got up and wanted to call the doctor, but Shen Changfeng's words made her pause in place.

"Jiajia, I want to go back. ”

Shen Jiayue stopped, turned to look at him, her fingers slowly tightened, and after a long time, she showed a smile, "Okay, we'll go back after curing your illness, I'll call the doctor first." ”

After saying that, she walked out quickly, forgetting that there was a button to call the doctor in front of the bed.

She looked for Dr. Zhao over, but Shen Jiayue didn't follow, she found a place to sit, she thought of Shen Changfeng's tears, she knew what it meant, but she didn't want to give up, she was afraid that once she gave up, there would really be nothing.

At this time, the phone rang, looking at the name on the screen, this time she didn't hesitate and pressed the answer button.

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and Shen Jiayue didn't speak.

After all, the other party didn't hold back, "Jiajia, I'll go see if you're okay?" It was my fault last time, I won't say those words again, uncle, are you awake?"

"Jiang Yi. ”

"Well, I'm here. ”

"I was a little scared. ”

"Jiajia, I'll come to you now, okay?"

"Jiang Yi, let's calm down like this for a while, I'm really tired, when it's over, I'll contact you, don't worry, I know what I'm doing, I won't choose to run away anymore, you do your own thing, I don't want you to leave any regrets, let's do it first, good night." ”

No longer giving Jiang Yi any chance to speak, she hung up the phone directly, stood in front of the window, looked at the traffic outside, and let the tears fall.

If everything is destined to be lost, then her previous insistence is still extremely ridiculous in the end, she and Jiang Yi are still moving in different directions after all, I thought that the two of them could go forward together and go further, but she was really tired.

"Jiang Yi, you must move forward well, don't stop, our world is still not on a parallel line after all......"