Of course, Yu Zhe had heard this story, but the words that Twilight admitted to being a lie at the time now sounded true.

He didn't choose to continue, he had already begun to notice that Twilight was in a trance, and if these things were absolutely impossible to say under normal circumstances, even if he was curious, he didn't want to take advantage of others at this time.

"Ah...... I remember. Twilight laughed out loud, and seemed to be in a worse state, "I told you my story when we first went to dinner...... It's just that I immediately denied it, saying that I was lying to you, hehehe, it's all true, I've been deceived~"

"You need to take a break. Yu Zhe can guess that now Twilight is controlled by drugs, and her mouth is no longer controlled by the brain.

He didn't dare to ask Twilight why he was using such a dangerous potion, for fear that she would say anything "exciting" again.

"I'm not tired at all now, why rest. Shi Duluo tilted his head and looked puzzled, if it weren't for the empty eyes, it might have been quite cute, "You weren't very curious about my background before? ”

"I hope you really want to tell me and let me take care of what is on your mind, not that you are now under the control of the drug and you don't know what you are talking about. ”

"What medicine? I just want to tell you this...... You won't be because I'm not what you think I am...... So you're impatient, aren't you?"

She looked angry, but she looked like an emotionless artificial intelligence, reacting to a certain sentence without any vitality.

In desperation, Yu Zhe directly parked the car on the side of the road, turned to look at Shi Duluo, put his hands on her shoulders, stared at her eyes, and said unquestionably,

"I don't mean to be impatient, as long as it's what you want to say, I can always hear tomorrow, but you really need to rest now, go get some sleep, I'll call you when you get to the airport, if you still want to tell me these things when you wake up, I'll listen carefully, okay?"

"I can't sleep. Shi Duluo let Yu Zhe grasp it, I don't know if I don't want to resist or don't have the strength to resist, "Generally, I can't sleep without Mo Lin guarding, we always take turns to keep vigil, otherwise it will always be unsteady......"

"I'll keep it for you, and you'll be fine. Yu Zhe subconsciously wanted to caress Shi Dusk's cheeks, but considering the current relationship between the two, it didn't seem appropriate to do so, so it was better to respect each other, so he restrained his movements.

"It's really fine......"

"Trust me. His eyes reflected the figure of the twilight, and his tone was as soft as water, adjusting the angle of his seat for her, and watching her gently close her eyes.

The car continued to drive, but within a few minutes, Twilight opened his eyes again and looked at Yu Zhe blankly.

"What's wrong?" Yu Zhe asked, sensing the gaze.

"I said I couldn't sleep......"

"That'...... What can I do for you?"

Shi Duluo was silent for a while, and suddenly replied, "Why don't you sing to me~"

Yu Zhe pursed his lips, he was not good at such things at all, but he still thought about the few songs he knew in his head.

"You can't sing, I'll sing it to you~"

She was indeed not awake anymore.

Yu Zhe thought so, and Shi Duluo had already hummed softly, and he couldn't hear the lyrics clearly, but he felt that it was a sad and soothing nursery rhyme.

The corners of her mouth were hooked upward, her eyes looked into the distance, and every note drifted into Yu Zhe's ears, the sound was not like a silver bell, but it was comfortable to listen to, and it seemed that the whole soul had calmed down.

But while singing, tears not only didn't seem to flow out of her eyes, but the way she laughed and shed tears over there broke people's hearts.

"You know, it's the only song my mom has ever sung to me. Her voice choked a little, and tears began to fall, "But that's the only song that the bastard ever sang to me." ”

Yu Zhe didn't dare to speak, she wanted to comfort her but didn't know where to start, she thought about it carefully, and the amount of information was a bit big.

"It's really interesting for them to talk about loving each other, but none of them are free from that lust for power, money, and lust. Twilight burst out laughing, but it sounded like she was crying, "Why should the love debt of their generation be repaid on me?!"

Yu Zhe resisted the urge to ask, and did not respond to her words, just drove forward silently.

"He should have killed me in the first place, and he also taught me that he should not show mercy to the target, otherwise he would leave a curse?! I am the biggest bane he left behind! From the moment he decided to take me back to cultivate, he should have understood that he would die at my hands sooner or later!"

She was in a state of madness, berating the man who had led her into the abyss.

Yu Zhe stopped again and took her into his arms, he figured it out a little, it was useless to simply tell Shi Duluo not to say any more, she had accumulated too many negative emotions, she usually didn't say it, but this time she could only vent it with the strength of the medicine.

If she cares too much about it after the big deal, just pretend to be stupid, in this state, maybe when she comes to her senses, she can't remember what she said.

He didn't ask questions, she just said what she wanted to say.

"He always said that I was supposed to be his child...... But I have another man's blood in my veins, and he wants revenge, so he wants to control me from head to toe so that I no longer belong to anyone......"

Images flashed through her mind, and the man named Liao Fan was instilling fallacies in her ears all the time, telling her how despicable the blood in her body was, making her doubt herself, and being forced to swear that she would take revenge on this blood one day after another.

She remembered how many years when she was seven years old, when the deafening sound of gunfire combined with the hideous face of her mother who fell to the ground before she died.

She struggled to escape, but the man followed her unhurriedly, as if playing with prey, and he knew that she could not escape.

Finally, the muzzle of the gun was against her heart, and life and death were in the other party's thoughts.

She gave up, her feet were weak and she fell to the ground, her whole person was already crying, and she had a natural fear of death.

Gunshots rang out, loud noises crashed between the walls of the house, and finally silence returned.

She opened her eyes and found that Jean was still alive, and the moment the man fired, he pointed the muzzle of the gun in a different direction.

There was no time to celebrate the aftermath of the catastrophe, the man picked her up like a kitten, pulled her hair and looked at it, and could only laugh strangely and knock her unconscious.

At that time, she probably could not have imagined that this was the beginning of her tragic fate.

Her tears kept flowing, Yu Zhe only hugged her, and the temperature calmed her down slightly.

"Now, you know me now, don't you...... It's stranger. Shi Duluo lay in Yu Zhe's arms and muttered softly.

"How could it be? I thought I was getting to know you again, and if you had been in love with me in such an capacity, it might have been good. ”

"Say something nice. Twilight retorted with some reproach, "Who doesn't want to be with someone who is pure and clean, especially someone like you and me who has been in sin for many years, you need a lover who can pull you back to the light, not me who will push you deeper into the abyss." ”

"But you never thought about it...... Will I be willing to fall with you......"

Twilight shook her head, "I don't want you to do this, I've deceived too many people, but you're the only one...... I don't want to ......"

For a moment, she seemed to regain her "senses", and her brain began to fight against her mouth, swallowing back all the words she didn't want to say, but she still failed.

I have to say that drugs still can't be used indiscriminately.

Yu Zhe was suddenly speechless, according to the current situation, Shi Duluo was under the control of the medicine, and what he said should be 100% true, he thought that most of the cases were just his own passions, and Shi Dusk only used him, but now it seems that maybe ...... A little bit of sincerity?

"If only all my lies were true. She suddenly sighed, "I also want to live an ordinary life...... But...... I chose my current life, and I can't blame anyone. ”

Select ...... Yes. ”

"I've been making choices since I was a child, and I'm like this, and I'm also piled up by my thousands of choices, and I'm responsible for all the consequences......"

"There is also a certain element of necessity...... Yu Zhe said with a wry smile, although the life experience that Shi Duluo said is not complete, but it can be heard to some extent, and there are too many helplessness in it.

"No...... The so-called last resort...... It's all used to deceive people...... Like the first time I killed someone...... I can obviously choose to maintain my bottom line, and when Maureen is going to save me from leaving, I can obviously choose to go with him...... I'm ...... Choosing a peaceful life ......"

The more she talked, the lower she became, and suddenly she asked Yu Zhe again,

"Didn't you ever realize this? Don't tell me that you didn't choose to put down your knife when you killed the first man. ”

"Of course I have...... I just feel that I'm not in the same situation as you. Yu Zhe recalled his past, in fact, as long as he listened to a word of persuasion, he would not be able to eat in this industry now.

"What's different?"

"I put down the knife and still live, but you, if you don't kill, you will be killed. ”

"What a difference. Her tone weakened, and she couldn't hear any emotion, "After all, I'm scared...... But that's not an excuse for me to kill people for it......"

She paused, and finally said in an almost sad tone,

"People like us will not die well after all, and being killed simply and neatly may be the most perfect ending...... But if there really is such a day...... I hope it will die at your hands......"

"......" Yu Zhe hugged Shi Dusk, and after hearing this, he only felt that he had mixed feelings in his heart, maybe he ...... There really would be such a day, but if he had a choice, he would have liked it to come later.

When Twilight stopped talking, Yu Zhe realized that she had fallen asleep, and her face was so calm, no different from ordinary girls.

He gently put Twilight back in the passenger seat, put on his coat, restarted the car, and finally, it was all over.