"Today's food in the canteen is really good, I found that since the last incident, this canteen not only makes the same meals every day, but also has a great change in taste, I go back from work at night, and I have to pack a supper to take home." ”

At noon, Tang Nian'an cooked well, and when he saw that Shen Jiayue was also there, he sat opposite her, but after saying something, Shen Jiayue didn't react, and kept eating with his head down, without lifting it.

"Jiajia, did you hear me?"

Shen Jiayue put down the chopsticks in his hand and did not speak.

Tang Nianan stretched out his hand and shook it in front of her eyes, "What's wrong with you? Why are you so unrelenting? Did you quarrel with Jiang Yi?"

Shen Jiayue tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly, "No, we're fine, the food has been really good recently, by the way, how are you and Xingshen?" I heard Jiang Yi say that you are going to Shanghai, have you already been there?"

Tang Nianan shook his head slightly, and sighed softly, "Originally, I was going to go, the event you and Jiang Yi participated in before, Xing Shen also went, we said that we would go after the end, but then he told me that his mother was busy with work, let's talk about it later, I always feel that there is something going on here." ”

"Then let's talk about it another day, and you don't have to think about it. ”

Shen Jiayue had something on her mind, and she didn't have the heart to comfort her more, she also went to Shanghai two days ago, Dr. Zhao's words made her unacceptable, just now, she felt as if she was in a dream, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know how to deal with it, she had always been calm in the situation, this time she seemed to be really at a loss.

"But I have a hunch, I know that his mother is a doctor, we have gone over first, play for a few days, and wait for his mother to have time, there is no need to change the day, do you say that he doesn't want to take me to see his parents, there should be no gap between us, what is the reason why he said this?"

Shen Jiayue took out her mobile phone, thinking about how to call Shen Changfeng later, she knew Shen Changfeng's character, and she was stubborn, it was useless to say anything, just like he had to be with that woman at the beginning.

"Jiajia?"

"What's wrong?"

Tang Nian'an's voice made Shen Jiayue withdraw from his thoughts.

"What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong? If so, you tell me, I'll see if I can help. ”

"It's nothing, I've already eaten, I still have something to do later, you eat slowly, I'll go back first." ”

Shen Jiayue said as he cleaned up his plate and prepared to leave.

"Hey, you have to pay attention to your body, how can work be more important than your body, then you are done, you will rest." ”

When Tang Nian'an was halfway through his words, Shen Jiayue had already left quickly.

"How do you feel that she is weird? I really sympathize with Jiang Yi, my girlfriend is so ambitious. ”

Tang Nianan muttered to himself, continuing to think about himself and Xingshen.

And Shen Jiayue returned to her office, once again lost the courage to make a call, recalling the events of the past two days, like a movie, playing it over and over again in her mind.

After participating in the event, she rushed back to rest, wanting to have a good spirit to take the exam, she was naturally confident, and she also knew that what Jiang Yi said was for her good, so she no longer put so much pressure on herself.

After the exam, she had already guessed the result, so she was in a good mood and was about to call Jiang Yi, but at this time she received a call from Dr. Zhao.

"Hey, Dr. Zhao, do you have something to do with me being my father?"

"Miss Shen, that's the case, you'd better be mentally prepared, I have contacted Dr. Li, your father's body does seem to be recovering well during this time, and he is very cooperative every time he comes for a check-up, but he is particularly reluctant to do a full body examination, at first your father said no, he is already much better, Dr. Li advised him, he didn't listen, so he didn't continue to insist. ”

After a pause, Dr. Zhao continued: " But every month of physical examination is necessary, although your father repeatedly refused, Dr. Li still gave him a mandatory examination, through the film, Dr. Li felt that your father had a foreign body in his stomach, not very clear, so he took the film to me, I also watched, according to my years of experience, this foreign body should be cancer, although it is not advanced, but it is difficult to remove, and it will be very painful, I want to ask you, do you have time to come over recently, it is best to bring your father over. ”

Shen Jiayue held the mobile phone, feeling a little out of her body, was the voice in her ears real? What did he say? Why couldn't she understand a word.

"Miss Shen, are you okay?"

"Tomorrow, I'll go over tomorrow. ”

Is this voice hers? Shen Jiayue wasn't sure if the person who spoke calmly was herself.

Hanging up the phone, she looked up at the sun hanging high in the sky, the weather was very hot, why was there invisible cold water poured down?

Is God punishing her? punishing her for being so indifferent to her father all these years, punishing her for being ruthless, so you have to take away all the people around her one by one?

So the day when the pain didn't end at all, everything was just that she was too naïve, no matter how hard she tried, it was all in vain, and nothing changed from beginning to end.

Shen Jiayue went home in a daze, sitting alone in the living room in a daze, her mobile phone was ringing over and over again, and she saw the word "Jiang Yi".

My brain is messy, I'm really tired, why do I have so much to do? Why can't I be quieter?

The screen was still flickering, and Shen Jiayue had an impulse to drop the phone, but her mind was very clear, but her body was unwilling to move, and finally fell into silence again.

But soon it rang again, it was the sound of information, she took her phone over, and saw the message sent by Jiang Yi.

After all, I couldn't bear it, so I sent him a message back, and then threw my phone on the sofa, not wanting to ask anything more.

She asked for leave from the unit, she went to Shanghai, and what Dr. Zhao said to her, the same as on the phone that day, there was no more punctuation, but only emphasized the pain of chemotherapy, and the possibility of cure was unknown.

"You mean, my father's body used to be fine, and all of a sudden he changed, didn't you? And he didn't want to check? So, it was all his own doing? He knew it was going to be like this, right?"

Shen Jiayue's mind has always turned quickly, and from Dr. Zhao's words, she quickly sorted out this information.

"Miss Shen, I know that there is a misunderstanding between you and your father, in fact, these wishes are also related to his heart knot, your father has always hidden a lot of things in his heart, and he is depressed, which is also related to the development of the disease, I think if you and your father do not completely open the heart knot, then the treatment of the disease will not help. ”

"I know, it turns out that after so many years, he also has a hatred for me in his heart, so he chose to punish me in this way, it is really a good means, it seems that he has already thought about everything, I will tell him, thank you Dr. Zhao, I will contact you again if there is something." ”

After Shen Jiayue said this, he got up and left.