Chapter 181: I've always been there
When she came out of the hospital, Shen Jia was more angry and desperate, but on the way back, she realized that she was sad and sad, why?
The scabbed wound in her heart was torn open again, and the suffocating pain once again engulfed her whole person, and tears fell silently, Shen Jiayue closed her eyes slightly, even her fingertips were weak, she really didn't want to care about anything.
Back at the unit, Shen Jiayue applied for annual leave, her annual leave has not been taken, adding up to almost a month, even if Shen Changfeng does not agree, she will take him to Shanghai, she is not as good as he wants, this time, she will not choose to bear it alone, along the way, she has suffered enough, there is no need to pretend anything.
"Boom", the sound of a knock on the door came.
Shen Jiayue was sitting on the sofa in a daze, and the knock on the door made her react, she had just finished asking for leave, she only felt physically and mentally exhausted, and she had also thought about how to call later, and she had thought about what to say, but she hesitated again.
"Shen Jiayue, you open the door, I know you're inside, can you open the door?"
Jiang Yi's voice was full of anxiety, and the sound of knocking on the door was also very urgent.
After Jiang Yi knocked for almost five minutes, Shen Jiayue finally got up, walked to the door and opened the door.
Jiang Yi's newly raised arm was stunned in mid-air, and when he saw Shen Jiayue, his hanging heart relaxed.
"What are you knocking for? Don't you have a key?"
Jiang Yi hugged her into his arms, his voice revealing a trace of trembling and uneasiness, "Why don't you answer my phone? Don't reply to messages? How many times have I told you, don't cut off contact with me, Shen Jiayue, do you know how much torture you are for me? I've been worried about you for the past few days, but I'm afraid of disturbing you, what's wrong with you these days?"
Being held by Jiang Yi, Shen Jiayue's originally extremely empty heart slowly gained a trace of warmth.
"Jiang Yi ......" Shen Jiayue's voice was very flat, but it was also very weak.
"I'm here. ”
"I went to Shanghai the other day to see my father's doctor, and he told me that my father might have cancer. ”
Shen Jiayue's words were undoubtedly a thunderbolt, and Jiang Yi's original words were shattered in an instant, and there was nothing left.
Holding her strength, he tightened again, "I've always been there." ”
Shen Jiayue didn't speak, just reached out and hugged him back, Jiang Yi could feel a wetness coming from his neck, and he stroked her back to soothe her emotions a little bit.
I didn't expect that she had encountered such a big thing in the past few days, and she planned to carry it alone, if he hadn't come over, it is estimated that she would not have said it, Jiang Yi's heart was also more determined, he wanted to be by her side, no longer let her be alone, no matter what happened, he had to share it with her.
"What are you going to do next?"
Jiang Yi pulled her to the sofa and sat down, he saw that her eyebrows and eyes were full of tiredness, if it weren't for Jiang Yi supporting her, maybe she didn't even have the strength to stand, her psychology was full of distress, he also secretly blamed himself, he obviously knew what kind of character she was, why did he wait for her to take the initiative to contact him? If something serious hadn't happened, Shen Jiayue wouldn't have suddenly cut off contact with him.
"I took annual leave, I plan to go back and bring him to Shanghai, no matter what the result is, I will do what I can, I don't want to ask too much, maybe I haven't cared enough about him in the past ten years, but I don't want to lose it so suddenly, I won't compromise so easily. ”
Jiang Yi clenched her hand, hoping to give her strength, "If there is anything you need my help with, just say it, my father also knows this kind of doctor and expert, if you need to handle a transfer or something, you can tell me." ”
"Jiang Yi, thank you. ”
"You know, if you are unhappy and sad, I will also empathize, I just want to be by your side, do you need me to go back with you?"
"No, I'll go on my own, there are always things that I have to face between me and my father, and you have given me a lot of strength. ”
"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”
This sentence made Shen Jiayue's tears flow out uncontrollably again, she knew that her tears in the past few days had added up to more than the tears she had shed in the past ten years, but let her be willful once, there were too many things in her heart, and tears should be regarded as a breakthrough to vent.
Jiang Yi didn't speak, just let her lean on her shoulder, and wordless comfort would be more effective than real words.
Early the next morning, Shen Jiayue drove back to her hometown, and on the way she called Dr. Li, and he also told her the results of the examination for Shen Changfeng a few days ago.
"Alas, your father is really stubborn, I see that he has been in a good mood recently, and I thought that he was recovering well, and some of the usual examinations have not been missed, and the results are normal, but he has always refused to do a full body examination, I finally pulled him to do an examination, only to notice that something is wrong, I guess, I told him those things that he can't eat before, he has been eating, and those things are incomprehensible......"
"I see, Dr. Lee, thank you. ”
"Miss Shen, you still have to be mentally prepared, but compared to the illness, I always feel that your father has something on his mind, otherwise he would not have ruined his body so much. ”
Worry...... Hmph, what else can he have on his mind, since he has something on his mind, then let's say it all.
When the car drove to the door of the house, Shen Jiayue saw Shen Changfeng sitting in the yard, holding a photo album in his hand, looking at it very seriously.
When he heard the voice, he looked up in surprise, "Jiajia, why are you back?"
"Why? Don't you know why I'm back?"
Shen Jiayue got out of the car and saw the photo album in his hand, and his heart tingled.
Shen Changfeng closed the photo album in his hand and sighed slightly, "Doctor Li called you, right?"
"What are you doing with this turned it up? Why, you suddenly remembered to repent, didn't you? Then you were a little perfunctory. ”
"Jiajia ......"
As soon as Shen Changfeng said a word, Shen Jiayue had no intention of listening anymore, she walked in directly, first entered her room, dragged a suitcase, and went straight to Shen Changfeng's room.
When Shen Changfeng walked in, he saw that the door of the wardrobe was wide open, and there were a pile of clothes on the bed, and Shen Jiayue folded the clothes one by one and put them in the suitcase.
"Jiajia, I'm fine......
Shen Jiayue ignored him, the movements in his hands did not stop for a moment, and soon the clothes had been packed by her, and she was ready to pack up the daily necessities.
"Jiajia ......"
Shen Jiayue stopped and looked at him fixedly, "Do you think there is a bit of truth in what you said?" Shen Changfeng, I thought that even if you didn't care about my daughter, but you felt guilty about my mother, now it seems that you are a completely selfish person, do you think that you are the biggest punishment for me by doing this?"
"I'm ......," Shen Changfeng choked for a while.
"I'm coming back this time, I'm taking you to Shanghai, check it well, you can treat whatever you want, I don't have anything to be sorry for you, I won't follow your wishes. ”