"Come to us, whatever you want. Zhang Chi took off his military hat and dusted it, "We know that you are in a difficult situation now, basically no one in the country takes you seriously, we have also eaten in the same pot, and the brothers don't say secret words, join us." ”

"What are you doing?" was stunned for a long time, not knowing what kind of madness Zhang Chi was making when he came in, and he was full of nonsense.

Zhang Chi smiled: "It's not to praise you, you are a rare talent in the domestic computer industry, and our director has been paying attention to you for a long time." Come to the army, we don't have a roll here, we speak with one voice, as long as you can make something in a real way, what you say is the truth. ”

"This ......" has been a little tempted for a long time, after all, the recent events have hit him a little hard, and it is really a bit ......

"I see that you are also a man, how to decide something is also a mother-in-law. Zhang Chi said, "In this way, you also have to have your own ideas, you think about it, whether you bury your head in the wall everywhere, or have us escort you to show your ambitions." You are still young for a long time, and the country needs you, so do it yourself. After speaking, Zhang Chi put on his military hat again and walked out.

I was stunned in the house for a long time, and I had nothing to say. These few minutes and a few words almost shook the heart for a long time.

I have tried my best to dig out the research and development technology of hollow out my mind, come up with ideas for others, and avoid development risks, but in exchange for this kind of ending, the cutting-edge products developed have been artificially set up obstacles and blocked in front of the market.

The so-called people can't drill the tip of the horns, and it is difficult to get out if they get in, and this state is a bit of a problem for a long time.

After thinking about it for a long time, the soot was scattered all over the ground, and the moonlight seemed to grow a layer of white hair on it.

The more I think about it, the more aggrieved I become, the more I think about it, the more confused I become, and I can't find an answer.

Is it for the sake of his own vanity to make up for the ruined life in his previous life? Impossible, the money in his hand now can already live for several lifetimes, so why work day and night like this.

If you want to say that you are serving the country, you don't seem to have such a high consciousness, not to mention that there are so many restrictions in the country, and I have long known about it.

It seems that he is still cheap, and he has to do what he dreams of becoming an independent and powerful country, as if he can gather his younger brothers with a shout, and he can make tens of thousands of teams with the spirit of a king, how can he not be as lucky as others, and he can compete for the king and hegemony after crossing?

Not only has the IQ of the people of this era not declined, but the power is endless, their heads are stiffer than the other, and if they don't change, they will just block their own road to a strong country, where to start.

After thinking about it all night, I finally found out sadly for a long time, from ancient times to the present, this society is the same, there is no wishful thinking, even if you want to strengthen the country, you have to dedicate your flesh and blood to this country, even if you dedicate everything yourself, it depends on whether others agree or not.

No one wants someone else to arrange everything for themselves, even if it's good, isn't that freedom?

Long suddenly lost his soul, from this aspect, it seemed that everything he did was meaningless, he was like a fool, pushing a boulder up the mountain, and then he was driven down.

Frustrated, he gave up all his efforts in the capital for a long time, and did not even reply to Zhang Chi's words, and went back to Shenzhen directly.

What rich country and strong soldiers, what world first, what chasing Britain and beauty, are all fucking bullshit, what good things can their own people do except for the suit.

The Japanese don't know if they are dragons, anyway, so many Chinese people are definitely worms, what else can they do except play mahjong and choose a woman?

After a long time off the plane and stumbling, I returned to the Shenzhen headquarters of the research laboratory, and the large office was empty, and it was all on vacation.

The mess of pieces of paper, models, and various elements are mixed together, and the whole space feels drowsy.

Looking at all these scenes for a long time, I suddenly didn't feel where the sadness came from, and I couldn't help but fall a drop of tears.

He's still a child, a big boy of eighteen or nineteen years old, although the aura of his appearance is enough to make people look up, but what is left after the hard shell contained in the outside of his body is shattered?

For a long time, he naively thought that he selflessly served the country, with his own knowledge, not to mention catching up with the United States, at least it was still possible to let China not take a detour.

The setting sun slanted into the office, casting a dazzling white light, and the flickering electric fan hummed weakly, unable to dispel the sultry air, but blowing the paper everywhere.

In the corner, a thin body twitched, silently venting thirty years of resentment and sorrow.

With a "squeak", the door was pushed open, and he was still unconscious for a long time.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Yi held the key in his hand and looked at Chang Chang in surprise.

The body shook a little, facing the wall, and he didn't speak for a long time, but wiped his eyes with his arm, stretched out his tongue to lick the residual tears from the corners of his mouth, and moved his facial muscles again, before he turned around slowly and said, "It's all on vacation, what are you doing here?"

"Are you crying?" Zhang Yi didn't answer for a long time, but asked persistently, his eyes were red, and no one knew that something was wrong with this big boy.

"Nothing. Chang Chang tidied up his clothes again, and explained embarrassedly, "I turned on the electric fan just now, and a handful of ash got into my eyes." ”

"What a liar. Zhang Yi glanced at him, "Did you just come back?"

Long shook his head.

"Come to my house and eat!"

When there is pressure, it must be released, and this is reflected at least in the long term. After a long period of clumsiness in the kitchen staged several hot, bloody, and violent scenes, he was finally blasted out by Zhang Yi, at least his mood calmed down a lot.

"It's delicious, Sister Zhang's craftsmanship is really good. "He gobbled up for a long time, his mouth was stuffed with food, and he could barely speak.

It's not cheating, it's really been a long time and almost a day without eating, and after the mood turns, I only feel unspeakably hungry.

Zhang Yi didn't move a few chopsticks, he drank a little soup and looked at it for a long time, and couldn't help but feel pity in his heart, this child really suffered a lot, and he took on too much hope at a young age, not imposed by others, but on his own back.

I may not think it for a long time, but others can see it clearly, but everyone seems to be like this in this era, and Chang Chang is particularly prominent.

For a long time, he usually said that he was a human being, what he did not be a victim of reform, and what he wanted to take himself as the direction of development, in fact, it was all bullshit, at least Zhang Yi felt that this little guy had done his best for the country, even if it was the most critical juncture in the research and development of the switch, as long as the country called, he had no hesitation.

"Eat slowly and drink the soup. Zhang Yi gave a bowl to Chang Chang, "How did it become like this, is there no one in Beijing to take care of you?"

"I'm just lazy myself, hehe. He smirked for a long time, his mouth full of rice.

"Don't tire yourself out, your body is still your own. ”

He stopped his chopsticks for a long time, as if he remembered something: "Sister Zhang, you said that we opened this research room and made the first switch in the country, for what?"

"To sell it for yourself. Zhang Yi blurted out, looked at his face for a long time, and then added, "Maybe I can make some contributions to the country, yes, fill the gap in the country." What's wrong with you, what's so difficult in Beijing?"

Chang smiled bitterly: "You don't have to comfort me, I know you can see it, yes, the switch didn't pass in Beijing." We have done it successfully, but we can't reach the market yet. ”

"The success of a product does not depend on whether it can be sold, it has its historical significance, and someone will remember your invention in the future. Zhang Yi comforted him softly.

"It's not like that, it's my own thoughts. Chang Chang shook his head and put down his spoon, "I've mixed up commercial R&D and technological powerhouses. In fact, the prosperity of the country is not my business alone, how can I have room for a small ordinary person to intervene in the national development policy, how can I do this?" laughed for a long time, but it was a little bitter.

Zhang Yi didn't speak, just comforted him with his eyes.

"I thought about it, instead of being tied up in China, it would be better to go to Hong Kong. Chang Chang continued, "It's not a market on the mainland, you can do big things anywhere, no one wants to listen to the words of a hairy boy, it's ridiculous that I still try to influence the development of the country, it's really beyond measure, it's good that the world can take care of itself." If everyone can be good, the world is estimated to be close to stability and prosperity. ”

Zhang Yi was surprised by the long-term madness and didn't know what to do, but he was relieved to see that his eyes were gradually clear, far from the confusion just now.

I slept at Zhang Yi's house for a long time, and when I woke up in the morning, I was refreshed, as if I had changed a person. The so-called life goal can make great strides, and if we are not allowed to do it at home, we will go abroad, how big things can be, do you have to send people under the fence, everything depends on people's faces.

Sooner or later, I want them to invite me back, and I think of it with hatred for a long time.

This is not a lie, there are too many things in Huaxia that bloom inside and outside the wall, and the things that are not recognized in China are always praised by foreigners, and then they are respectfully welcomed back by the Chinese, as if a gold-plated fart abroad is also fragrant.

No one knows, anyway, the trend of admiring foreign countries is gradually spreading, and local goods are no longer popular, so let's gild, and after making up my mind for a long time, I still want to go to Hong Kong, where there should be more space.

It's just that he can't let go of his team, that's a comrade-in-arms, he has entrusted Zhang Yi to arrange these things for a long time, and he passed the customs the next day.

In this year, Dr. Yu also withdrew, not because he didn't want to do it, but because the country had invested considerable manpower and material resources in the research and development of 5 micron technology, and the funds alone consumed hundreds of millions.

Other difficulties can be overcome, but gradually the supply of funds is not available, and it is either reduced or misappropriated, which is really unbearable. In the end, this once-famous and huge project died silently, leaving a mess behind, but that's another story.

Dr. Yu submitted his resignation after Cao Changchang arrived in Hong Kong, saying that he was unwell and could not complete the work, and the project team did not embarrass him, but still politely approved.

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No more masochism, I compromised and went to Hong Kong......