Chapter XVII: Relapse

Walking on the road that the two of them had walked before, Feng Ranran was full of emotion for a while, she actually couldn't understand why Lin Chen didn't want children at the beginning, even if the two broke up, he seemed to think that it was expected. Feng Ranran walked to the place where she met Lin Chen for the first time, the place was still the same, nothing had changed, just a little old, she sat on the chair that Lin Chen used to sit on, watching the cars on the road.

The old house she rented for the first time had been demolished, and it had been converted into a small shopping mall, she walked into this strange shopping mall and wandered aimlessly, walked to a café and ordered a cup of Meika and looked outside, suddenly he seemed to see a familiar figure, the person she had never dared to think of in recent years. She sat stunned and watched as the man walked into the toy store with a little girl about 4 years old. Feng Ranran's heart was in pain, she opened the bag she was carrying, found the medicine, trembled and swallowed the coffee. In less than half a minute, Feng Ranran felt like a century had passed, and she felt the tearing pain and the violent madness in her bones when she saw the person who had been in the car accident for the first time. She thought that the little girl was his daughter, he got married in the second year of her departure, it turned out that he was just himself here with self-pity and self-love, and his feelings for himself were so perfunctory? Thinking about it, Feng Ranran felt that he had just become a joke for others. Thinking about it like this, she felt like her blood was about to boil, her face was pale, and cold sweat flowed on her head. The waiter saw it and immediately walked over, "Miss, are you okay?"

"Miss, Miss" The waiter slapped Feng Ranran's face worriedly and called, she was also afraid of what to do if something happened. And the man who was picking up toys with a little girl in the toy store suddenly felt as if his heart was going to suffocate, he wondered how he could be like this, he hadn't felt like this for several years, the last time he had this feeling was 5 years ago, and then he went to check that there was nothing abnormal.

"Help me... Put the medicine in the bag... Take it" Feng Ranran forced himself to sober up, so weak that he could only say intermittently.

"Thank you, sorry for the trouble"

She got sick 2 times in just one week when she came to S City, it seems that she really came to the right place, she must cut the grass and eradicate the roots, and pick this heart demon, otherwise there is no way to live a normal life. Feng Ranran thought fiercely in her heart. Through the past few years, she has clearly known that she is not ruthless to herself, and she will never know how strong her explosive power is, and she has such an attitude from work to life.

After taking the medicine, my mood is much better, but my face is still very pale. Feng Ranran sat down and rested for a while and walked out of the café, she just left the toy store and walked out of an uncle, seeing the familiar figure, he wanted to catch up, but the little girl on the side asked him to hold it, and when he finally chased out of the mall, he didn't see anyone. Lin Chen shook his head, he felt that he must have been thinking too much.

"Uncle, what are you looking for?" asked the pretty little girl leaning on Lin Chen's shoulder

"It's nothing, I guess Uncle is wrong, let's go, let's take you to eat something delicious. "Lin Chen has searched all the streets of S City in the past few years, but he has never found Feng Ranran. Feng Ranran's previous colleagues also inquired and didn't hear any news, and in the past 5 years, Feng Ranran seemed to have evaporated from the world, without any trace.

Lin Chen moved all the luggage in the hotel to the rental house, she had to let herself feel painful again, otherwise it would relapse in the future, she looked at the room furnishings that were exactly the same as 5 years ago, she sat on the sofa and looked in a daze, and thought of the scene she saw in the mall during the day, she lay on the sofa and shrunk into a ball, her eyes were dazed, and finally the ringtone of the mobile phone made her regain her spirit.

"Eldest sister, do you miss me again?" Feng Ranran looked at Li Mei's call and felt much better, but she was still a little weak.

"How do you feel powerless, you shouldn't be overindulgent. Li Mei joked over there that since Li Mei and Hong Yusen lived together, she has become more and more rotten in her words.

"Well, I guess I just didn't find anyone. Feng Ranran forcibly cheered up, she didn't want Li Mei to worry about her anymore.

"As long as you shout a lot of people to send them to the door, you just fall in love with me, and you can't love me. Li Mei said with a snort.

The two exchanged jokes for a while and hung up