121. Remorse

A certain year, a certain month, I gave birth to the baby strongly, almost half a life, the doctor said that suddenly hemorrhage, fortunately I am brave, I don't want to find you so soon, how to bring the baby up, only to see you, the baby named Xi Yichu, my love for you is as good as the beginning, nickname Panpan, because I still look forward to your return, I decided not to do confinement, milk powder money, mother-in-law's treatment fees are all money, I said, to earn back everything you lost, look at it, I can.

β€”β€”On the day of the divorce, in memory of Mr. Le, he left with peace of mind, but I'm sorry, I have been hiding the matter between me and Lezun, so that you can't see the real grandson and daughter-in-law, Brother Le is a good person, he helped me so much, without him there would be no me today, Brother Xiao, you bless Brother Le can find someone who loves him, I can't do it, because my heart is full of you, and I can't accommodate a second person. And five years later, he and I are still innocent.

See here.........

Xi Junxiao's heart collapsed, what he said, what he did, a woman who loved him so much, he used that suspicion to question her, how much suffering she has suffered in the past seven years, how many tears are written in this notebook, he cried, silently shed two lines of tears, the pain of the heart, he is the stupidest man in the world.

He should have come back, but seven years ago he insisted on going his own way, insisting that she had betrayed him and left resolutely, that time of passing by was caused by himself, if he could stand up at that time to go back to Xiao Wenwen and prevent their wedding, he was fully capable of protecting her, pinching his thighs frantically, and stimulating his nerves with pain, but why he couldn't squeeze out a little memory, he could imagine the bitterness and helplessness of Xiao Wenwen every time he wrote a page.

He closed his scarlet eyes, and with an urge to redeem it, he picked up the car keys and went to Panjun's house.

In Panjun's house, Xi Junman brought Zeng Lang in, sat beside his mother and told his heart, Zeng Lang hugged her water snake waist and showed off to Gong Na: "Auntie, I'm back, forgive me for coming to see you for so long, why are you still sleeping? Do you know that the boss is back? If you want to see him, you should wake up quickly." I would like to ask for your opinion, is it okay for me to marry Junman?"

Xi Junman patted away his salty pig hand, feeling that he was a little frivolous, bringing foreign enthusiasm to China, which seemed very uncomfortable, Zeng Lang did not flinch, but hugged her tighter and tighter, knocked his head on her shoulder, and let her resist with a hippie smile, he found that he had to put a hot face on his cold ass for Xi Junman, and the effect was excellent. Suddenly, there was a serious knock on the door, "Jump!"

Zeng Lang put away his joking expression and became serious, "Junman, who will come to this point?

She shook her head, unlike the style of people she was familiar with, her voice was very urgent, Zeng Lang let go of his hand and went out to open the door, Xi Junman followed closely, and when the door opened, both of them were stunned, Xi Junman was so excited that Xiong hugged Xi Junxiao and shouted: "Brother... Elder brother... You're back, sister-in-law didn't lie to us, you really didn't die. ”

Zeng Lang was stunned there, the feeling of reunion after a long absence was indescribable, and he slowly spoke: "Boss." ”

Xi Junxiao was very uncomfortable, the clothes on his body were soaked, a snot and tears flowed on him, his expression was very nervous, he didn't see the person he wanted to see, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Xi Junxiao pushed her away and looked left and right, "Where is Xiao Wenwen?"

Xi Junman wiped away his tears and took two breaths of fresh air, "Didn't she go to you?"

Xi Junxiao said guiltily: "I drove him away." ”

Xi Junman frowned, and said incredulously: "Why did you drive your sister-in-law away? Don't you remember her? You don't remember who is bad, don't you remember Xiao Wenwen? ”

Zeng Lang also echoed, "Boss, it's not me talking about you, I really can't stand it, a girl can take a child, drag her family and mix now, do you know that she also asked for Xiaobang back for you, everything, the hardest is her." ”

Xi Junxiao covered his ears, full of shame and overwhelmed him, "I don't know, I really don't know." ”

Xi Junman took his hand in a fit of anger and walked into the room, Gong Na was sleeping in it, with various tubes inserted in her body, her face was still the same as seven years ago, it had never changed, there was a faint sadness, she pointed to the person on the bed, and said: "Brother, Mom just heard that you died, and you became a vegetative person, you should have come back a long time ago, but where did you go? ”

Xi Junxiao took two steps closer, said sorry, turned to leave, and silently said in his heart: Forgive me for the fact that I don't remember anything.

Zeng Lang immediately chased after him and shouted to him: "Boss, what do you mean?

The hand tightly pinched Xi Junxiao's shoulder, not letting him go away, Xi Junxiao subconsciously grabbed his hand and twisted it easily, pressing him against the wall with his backhand, "I'll go to find Xiao Wenwen and tell me where she went?"

Xi Junman saw their stiff scene, "Brother, maybe my sister-in-law went to Lezun, you can go to Shu Leju to find them, in fact, I don't blame you, because you forgot everything, I just think my sister-in-law is very pitiful, you have to chase her back." ”

Xi Junxiao started the car quickly and galloped away. Inside, Xiao Wenwen held her mobile phone, she didn't think about turning it on, she left without a sound, for fear that Xi Junman would worry about herself, but she didn't bring anything to her clothes, and she was hesitant what to do.

Le Zun walked indoors, with a sunny face, obviously a little proud, he carried the prepared clothes, and said to her: "These are what you left at that time, I didn't throw them away, and they have been kept until now, do you think they can still be worn?"

She glanced at it, they were very familiar, she took a lot of things with her when she left, and today it seems to be full of memories, but the more she looks at it, the more sad she feels, and she can't sew up her feelings, these memories will let it pass, she smiled and said: "No, can you help me change into new clothes, these are too old." ”

In Lezun's opinion, the old does not go to the new and does not come, she is slowly letting go of the prelude to Xi Junxiao, and immediately said in a loud voice: "Okay, I'll buy it now." ”

Xiao Wenwen looked at the ceiling, her eyelids were heavy, she wanted to feel drowsy, she should rest for herself when she was tired, she couldn't be irresponsible for herself anymore, and immediately called out to Xi Yichu, "Panpan, come here, rest with Mommy for a while." ”

"Oh... Here it comes. ”

Le Zun walked out of the door, he was obviously in a good mood, he felt that the sky was clear, the sun was shining all around, stepping out of the door, Xi Junxiao walked towards him, he did not flinch at all, and walked directly towards him, the two of them wanted to collide with sparks in their eyes, very hot.

Xi Junxiao focused on the bag in his Lezun's hand, which seemed to be clothes, his preconceived thoughts, as if this was his home, and asked in the name of the master, "What is this?"

Le Zun said leisurely: "This is the old thing that Wenwen asked me to throw away, don't do it." ”

His cold facial features have formed a freezing point, "I want to see her." ”

Xi Junxiao swept past him and was about to go in, Le Zun's eyes were quick to block in front of him, "Xi Junxiao, I used to respect you as a man who dared to act, but now you make Xiao Wenwen sad, and even hurt her again and again, slandering her reputation and feelings, I don't need to back down, she is mine." ”

Xi Junxiao pushed him away, his body was unstable, he was pushed back two steps, but he stood strongly, Xi Junxiao said cruelly: "You can't take care of my affairs with her, I thank you for taking care of their mother and son for me for so many years, but it doesn't mean I don't want to." ”

Le Zun smiled, thinking why this man was so ridiculous, "At least I know her better than you, she has lived with me for far more time than you have been together, if she hadn't kept her promise, she wouldn't be waiting for you today, since she chose me, you don't have to be entangled anymore." ”

Xi Junxiao didn't care about his image, and shouted outside the gate: "Xiao Wenwen, you come down, let's have a good talk, okay?" Xiao Wenwen, Xi Yichu!"

Xiao Wenwen, who had just fallen asleep, woke up, thinking that she was hallucinating, patted her cheeks, and could still vaguely hear the echo, Pan Pan rubbed her eyes, pulled the corner of her clothes, and was so noisy not long after she fell asleep, thinking: The sound insulation effect is so bad, bad review.

The voice is very familiar, and the voices of the two can be heard louder and louder, "Xiao Wenwen, forgive me for my superficial ignorance, I forgot everything when I woke up seven years ago, the only thing I saw was the photo in my wallet, I looked for you, I saw you walk into the hall with my own eyes that day, I felt very bad in my heart, blinded by resentment, I should believe you." ”

Xiao Wenwen was unmoved, although she heard his true words, her mood was low to the bottom, he also witnessed her wedding, and missed seven years in vain, maybe this is fate, she didn't make a sound, sat quietly on the bed, and pouted and said, "I'm so touched, Mommy, I'm about to cry." ”

Xiao Wenwen sneered, the only thing she was glad that her choice was not wrong, giving birth to him, giving her great expectations, and making herself laugh from time to time.

Like a little adult, he explained Xiao Wenwen, and said earnestly: "Mommy, I support you in any choice you make, but the role of dad is not something that anyone wants to do, I'll see who is more worthy of you, and there are still many more tests and tests, you know? ”

Xiao Wenwen looked at him in surprise, she couldn't imagine that these words came out of Panpan's mouth, so charming, the two of them were head-to-head, and she whispered softly: "Panpan, where did you learn to be so sharp-toothed?"

He pursed his lips proudly: "Of course Mommy tells me a bunch of stories about chicken soup for the soul every night, and then each of you is so talented and subtle." ”

Suddenly, soothing Xiao Wenwen's hand, "I'll come when I go." ”