Chapter 190: He built a city in his heart
"Doctor Lu, what kind of discipline do you study? You are also very knowledgeable about psychology. ”
Lin Yuezhu turned the medicine list in his direction, and saw that his handwriting was crossed out a few times, and the doctor's unique handwriting below modified the medicine list.
Lu Ze raised his hands high, and he could see the lines and veins of his hands clearly under the sunlight, just looking at the calluses left by the filming of "The King of Fighters", which made him smash his mouth with some pity.
"A pair of hands that don't shake at all with a scalpel...... It's a shame that it's so bad, oh! You're asking me what I'm studying, right?"
Put his hands down, put his hands on the table, picked up the teacup and shook it gently, Dr. Lu looked down at the constantly rotating tea residue at the bottom of the cup, his hair fell down when he lowered his head because of the hairspray, he helped him up again, took a sip of tea, raised his head, and his smile was still so warm.
"I am a clinical medicine in this science, I majored in surgery when I was a graduate student, and my doctor is MD, I dare not be erudite, but I have dabbled in various disciplines of medicine, and I have heard of you before, Stanford Doctor of Psychology, and I am ashamed of myself. ”
Lin Yuezhu was not surprised at all that Lu Ze had heard of him, judging from the academic qualifications of the sub-personality, the main body must have filled in the life experience of the "doctor" and perfected the entire timeline to maintain the stability of the sub-personality, and would not cause the collapse of the sub-personality because of something that he did not understand.
As for why Lu Ze, the main body, doesn't know himself, this is also normal, and this has to talk about the concept of time forgetfulness.
Many people with multiple personality have a parapersonality that is a complete stranger to the subject, for example, a subject personality itself speaks with a strong dialect and cannot be changed at all, but the parapersonality is fluent in Mandarin, and when the subject masters the physical initiative, he does not know that he can speak Mandarin at all.
Why is this happening? It is a ghost of forgetfulness, or fragmentation of information, in terms of psychology, it is equivalent to stuffing redundant and useless information into the trash, but just such a bunch of garbage information, at certain times or occasions, spelled together to become a real "person", is not terrible?
"I can't say that, after all, the environment in foreign and domestic countries is different, but I'm very curious, Mr. Lu, where did you go to school at that time?"
"What a high level can you count there, being the head of the Department of Surgery in the Army General Hospital, not as easy as your life, only endless patients every day, and one operation after another. ”
Dr. Lu held the teacup, turned to look at a piano behind him, the sun was shining on his face, golden, dazzling, but it made Dr. Lu very emotional.
Shen Jinghan was already frightened, sitting in a chair in a daze and couldn't say a word, can you imagine a very familiar person, you treat him as a nephew, but he suddenly became another person, how terrifying is this?
Putting aside Shen Jinghan's prosperity in the field of agents, in fact, after leaving this honor, she is just an ordinary woman with good cultivation and good maintenance, although her high emotional intelligence is terrifying, but when she is afraid, she is still no different from an ordinary woman.
Lin Yuezhu didn't see Dr. Lu's expression, just lowered his head and was silent, his brain was running wildly, and finally he couldn't hold back and asked Dr. Lu.
"Counting Mr. Lu himself, the old man, the doctor, and the interior designer, there are already four personalities, I don't understand, why are you all called Lu Ze?"
"Who told you we were different?"
"Mr. Lu is twenty-eight years old this year, can you mix with the chief of surgery and estimate that the age is also forty years old, right? The old man can go without saying, there is only one designer left, I don't know the age, but it is estimated that it will not be small, there is an essential difference in the timeline, isn't this right? I am quite curious about how Mr. Lu maintains your image from collapsing, after all, even the personality of the old man can be created, and the requirements for mentality and age are very high. ”
After drinking the tea, Dr. Lu turned around, put the teacup back into the teacup, dragged a few pieces of paper to wipe the water stains on the table, threw the paper ball into the trash, and shook his fingers at Lin Yuezhu a few times.
"No, no, no, we are the same, we have a common mother, a common father, and a loving sister, no matter how our thinking changes, the root is the same, Dr. Lin, I have great respect for your professionalism in psychology, but we want you to be more complicated than you think, so don't bother to guess. ”
"But you're prescribing medicine to yourself, I still can't understand this, why would you want to destroy yourself?"
"Eliminate yourself? I just want to prove that what you are doing is useless, don't waste your efforts, this matter has to be solved by Lu Ze himself, and others can't help him." ”
"You still say Lu Ze, not "me", so you are still different, but you don't want to admit it? Or what?"
"Zhengshan small species, Jin Junmei...... Yes, is there anything else? I want to have another drink. ”
When Lin Yuezhu heard Dr. Lu's words, he shrugged his shoulders, called the internal landline, asked the assistant to brew the back end, took the teapot, poured a cup for Lu Ze personally, and after sitting down again, he dragged his chin with his palm, and was ready to listen to Dr. Lu's explanation with great interest.
"Ha~ We are in common, it's just that we hate him, many people hate him, and few people like him. ”
"You mean...... Can you tell me how many?"
"Bang!"
Lu Ze stood up suddenly, slapped his hands on the table, made a loud noise, knocked down the teacups, and the tea flowed on the table.
"Does it have anything to do with you? I warn you, don't let him be unhappy, or else...... I'm going to chop you, and your parents, wife, and children, do you want to know what it's like?"
This is not actor Lu Ze, nor is it doctor Lu Ze, Lin Yuezhu can be sure of this, if the actor Lu Ze's temperament is very stable and atmospheric, the doctor Lu Ze is gentle and kind, and the Lu Ze in front of him, his eyes are like snakes, particularly vicious and fierce, and most importantly, extremely irritable.
Shen Jinghan and Lin Yuezhu were taken aback, there were only three of them in the room here, and he didn't think about preparing some self-defense weapons in his office, looking at this strong man who was more than one meter and eight big, two hundred pounds, Lin Yuezhu was decisive, raised his hands at shoulder level, and shook his head with a wry smile.
"Well, I was wrong......"
"No, no, no, it's okay, you don't have to worry about his words, relax Dr. Lin, I'm sorry, I scared you. ”
Lu Ze sat in his seat again, and just by virtue of his temperament, Lin Yuezhu could tell that Dr. Lu had regained the dominance of his body.
"It's okay, it's just that he's fierce enough. ”
"The fugitive who killed more than 70 people, this character is very normal, I actually hate him very much, after all, my profession is to save lives and help the wounded, and he is just an inhuman executioner, of course, he didn't kill people in reality, you don't have to call the police, it doesn't hurt to tell you, count me, plus a foreign fool girl, plus Lu Ze himself, 1,268 people. ”
"How many !??"
Lin Yuezhu was frightened, he had seen a girl with a five-fold personality, don't think that five is very little, that girl was tortured by the other four personalities and committed suicide twice, that kind of pain is not something that normal people can bear.
He was ready to break a record today, but more than a thousand people?
"You heard me right, so I said you can't take care of it, alas...... Time is running out, and a friend sees that your piano hand is itchy and wants to play a song, do you mind?"
Lin Yuezhu's mind is very messy, more than a thousand people? Are you kidding? And just like the murderer who came out just now, how could it be beneficial to Lu Ze? What if he ran out and walked around, and it was boring to kill someone to play?
"I don't mind ......"
"Come and play, I've been bragging about how good you are at playing the piano, I'll listen. ”
"No problem, friend. ”
The elegant man sat on the piano bench, looked at his hands with heartache, looked at this piano with disdain, straightened his back, and played the tune.
Neither Shen Jinghan nor Lin Yuezhu had heard this song, it was very sad and desolate, it seemed that Lu Ze, who could play the piano, had unspeakable pain in his heart.
Until the last note fell, the elegant man got up and walked to the huge floor-to-ceiling window, the sun shone on him, he closed his eyes, felt the warmth, turned his head, and looked at the two sitting at the desk.
"Do you know why we hate him? He built a city in his heart, or a prison cell, in which there is no concept of time, space, life and death, and we just wait and wait and wait, wait for an ending that may never come, and the people in it, some of them are crazy, some are still waiting for someone they can't see, and they can't even die if they want to, how can we not hate him? right?"
He walked to the desk, sat in his place, and stretched out his hand to Lin Yuezhu, who was stunned for a moment, and then hurriedly shook it with him.
"Alas...... Maybe we won't see each other in the future, but thank you very much for lending me the piano, thank you. ”
"No thanks......"
"Reacquaint, my name is Lu Ze, a pianist, it's a pleasure to meet you. ”
"It's also a pleasure to meet you. ”
"Goodbye then?"
"Goodbye ......"
Lu Ze closed his eyes, and there was no sound in the room.
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