Chapter 191: Success is also a system, and defeat is also a system

The evening sun was golden, and although the curtains were drawn, there was a gap left, and the sunlight squeezed out of the gap and shone on Lu Ze's eyes.

Sitting up suddenly, he looked down at the quilt on his body and the soft bed under him, he got up and put on his shoes, pushed open the door of the small single room, and found that he had not left Lin Yuezhu's studio, nor did Shen Jinghan.

Shen Jinghan sat in the hall of the studio, his hands quickly tapping on the keyboard of his laptop, heard the sound of the door being pushed open, turned his head, saw Lu Ze, and smiled.

But Lu Ze is an actor, he can see the worry in Shen Jinghan's eyes, his heart sank, he pulled the stool opposite Shen Jinghan and sat down, the assistant brought Lu Ze a glass of water, Lu Ze cocked Erlang's legs, held the water glass, and looked out the window, it was the evening rush hour, and there was a long queue on the road.

"Do you sleep comfortably?"

"It's fine. ”

The chat paused, Shen Jinghan looked at Lu Ze, Lu Ze looked out the window, everything became quiet, Lu Ze reached out and pinched the corners of his eyes, wanted to speak and stopped, and finally didn't hold back.

"Am I ...... Sick in front of you?"

"No, it's just that you fell asleep in the middle of the conversation, and seeing that you slept soundly, I didn't want to wake you up, moved you to the bed, and let you continue to sleep. ”

This is the result of Shen Jinghan and Lin Yuezhu's research, and the two decided not to tell Lu Ze about this matter for the time being, after all, this is more than 1,200 personalities, if they really tell Lu Ze like this, it can only bring a bigger blow to Lu Ze, who is now in an extremely unstable mental state.

More than 1,200 ah..... Lin Yuezhu was frightened, and even began to wonder if Lu Ze's brain utilization rate was 100%, how big a brain could carry the thoughts of more than a thousand people?

Even if Lu Ze was mentally prepared for this matter, they would slowly inform Lu Ze of the specific situation, so as to ensure that Lu Ze could slowly accept this matter in a fairly stable state of mind and start treatment.

As for how to treat it? Lin Yuezhu didn't know, the ghost knew how to treat a monster, and the number of known patients with multiple personalities in the world was twenty-two.

But now Lu Ze has refreshed this record, and it is far beyond the value of twenty-two, which is as much as 57.6 times the original first, so that Lin Yuezhu has no clue.

Perhaps, Lin Yuezhu is going to contact his professor at Stanford tonight.

Shen Jinghan's words Lu Ze didn't believe it, she was lying, because the worry in her eyes did not disappear, but had a tendency to gradually expand, but Lu Ze didn't ask, after all, he had already found the answer from Shen Jinghan.

"In the past few years...... Has it always been like this?"

"What?"

"That's it...... Is it always like this to imitate other people in order to improve your performance?"

"Hmm. ”

Shen Jinghan's emotions were suddenly a little excited, Lu Ze could see that her eyes quickly turned red and glowed with a crystal luster, she turned her head and didn't look at Lu Ze, her long hair covered her side face, so that Lu Ze couldn't see her expression clearly at the moment, but from her gentle snot and a little trembling voice, Lu Ze knew that she was very sad now.

"Why are you pushing yourself so hard? I know you are carrying the burden of the family, but now you can easily carry the burden, why do you still torture yourself so much? I and the company don't need you to progress so fast, you have already surpassed the vast majority of young actors at that time, you can slowly temper your acting level, like all old actors, no one will ask you to have the level of old drama bones in your twenties, why can't you make your life easier?"

Lu Ze was silent, looked down at the water glass, covered the cup with his hands, felt the warmth brought by the water, and thought for a long time to speak.

"Maybe it's jealousy...... I am jealous that others are better than me, I am jealous that others are more famous than me, I am jealous that others earn more than me, in short, my heart is very small, I hope they have, I have them, and I have to have them. ”

"But you have enough time to get what you want, why do you have to rush it?"

"At their age, to achieve the same level of achievement that they did, it made me ...... Can't get excited. ”

"I'm sorry Mr. Lu and Ms. Shen, Dr. Lin has chatted with the guest, for the sake of your privacy and that of others, I need to help you pull the screen. ”

The assistant interrupted the communication between the two, pulled the white screen to block the two of them, the door of the room was pushed open, and the two heard Lin Yuezhu and a woman talking.

"It's okay, Miss Zhang, you go back and rest more, just make sure you get enough sleep, don't think too much, the cause, development, and result of things are all for a reason, this is doomed, it is impossible to be broken, okay, then I won't send you, I still have guests, well, pay attention to safety on the road, goodbye." ”

The assistant folded the screen and pushed it aside, Lin Yuezhu walked over, sat on the chair next to Lu Ze, crossed his hands on his legs, and asked Lu Ze.

"How's the rest?"

"It's okay, it's pretty good. ”

"That's good, I like to sleep in soft beds, so I'm quite worried that Mr. Lu likes to sleep in hard beds. ”

"So my illness can be diagnosed? schizophrenia?"

"Hmm...... It's complicated, there are so many types of schizophrenia, it has many types of manifestations, and it doesn't refer to just one problem, but one big category, just like leg diseases and head diseases are both surgery. ”

"So I'm multiple personalities?"

"For now...... Yes, but Mr. Lu, you don't have to be too nervous, in fact, each of us will not have only one personality, for example, we are the same at home, and we will change when we attend important occasions, in fact, everyone has other personalities, this is not a special case, but some people show it, and some people choose to conceal it, this is not a major disease, such as cancer, leukemia and other terminal diseases, it can be treated, relax, cooperate with my treatment, there will be improvement. ”

"Okay. ”

Lu Ze nodded, took a sip of water, and did not speak, Shen Jinghan also reluctantly managed his emotions, closed the notebook and put it in his bag, and smiled at Dr. Lin.

"It's not too early, I've delayed you for half a day, Dr. Lin, I'm sorry, then I'll leave with Lu Ze first, and I'll react to you if there is a situation in the future." ”

"It doesn't matter, it's all normal, the medicine has been bought, right, just take it normally, pay more attention, observe more, if there are drug rashes and adverse reactions, stop the drug in time, go for an examination, I won't send the two, be careful on the road, pay attention to safety." ”

went down to the underground garage, the soft sound of the door closing and the roar of the engine starting could be heard in the distance, Lu Ze helped Shen Jinghan hold the computer bag, Shen Jinghan carried a small red bag, and his high heels stepped on the ground, which was pleasant.

"I'm sorry...... I've always cared too little about you other than work. ”

Shen Jinghan's mood fluctuated again, until Lin Yuezhu qualified Lu Ze, her first reaction was, it's over...... Probably Lu Ze....... I can't be an actor anymore.

Lu Ze likes to be an actor, from "My Group" to "Big Guy", he can carry the high-intensity shooting of six consecutive film and television dramas, if it weren't for the love from the heart, he would have reached the burnout period a long time ago, and while filming, he also added a burden to his shoulders and worked overtime to do imitation exercises, which is fascinated by filming to the core.

Now that Shen Jinghan has taken all the fault on herself, she feels that if she can care about Lu Ze's life, even a little bit, it is estimated that it will not lead to the current result.

A new star in the entertainment industry, a young man who loves acting and is extremely talented, was ruined in his own hands, Yu Gong, this is her dereliction of duty as an agent, and it is the biggest mistake she has made since she has been in the agent industry for many years.

Yu Private, she regarded Lu Ze as her nephew, but she didn't care much about him in her life, never asked him if he was tired, and never asked him where he was uncomfortable, now that he has become mentally ill, Shen Jinghan has a hard conscience.

Wiping away her tears with the back of her hand, she didn't dare to look at Lu Ze, she just lowered her head and sobbed, and walked towards the parking position.

Lu Ze was not as calm as he appeared, his future was ruined by illness, could he not be sad? Just looking at Shen Jinghan who was gradually collapsing, he knew that this matter had nothing to do with Shen Jinghan.

Success is also a system, and failure is also a system.

His right hand was placed on Shen Jinghan's shoulder, and he patted it lightly a few times, and he didn't say a word, and accompanied Shen Jinghan down.

“......”

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