148. Abandon the past
Xi Junxiao walked out of the gate, this is Shu Leju, the territory that belongs to Lezun, he occupies Xiao Wenwen and squanders it under his roof, it is a very undesirable thing, perhaps, he wants to let their mother and son move back as soon as possible.
Le Zun didn't think much about it, he stood awkwardly, uncomfortable, and said, "I'll come back tomorrow." β
After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, and Xi Junxiao stopped him: "Lezun, Wenwen and I have reconciled as before, and I have bothered you during this time." β
This is not like the tone that the arrogant Xi Junxiao should have, this time he took off all his defenses and talked to him heartily, he got it, and he had to keep a low profile, although he was defeated.
Le Zun couldn't believe it, they were reconciled in one day? Or was it caused by his own weakness and not being brave enough? He shook his head directly, he didn't believe it, he was very calm and calm, he said, "I don't believe it." β
Xi Junxiao said seriously: "Over the years, thank you for taking care of Wenwen and Panpan, I am not a hypocritical person, I should be grateful and grateful, but this is not love, according to the rules, you know what to do." β
Le Zun saw his attitude and sincerity in speaking, but he didn't believe that so many years of warm hospitality and sincere dedication could not withstand a person who returned rashly, he felt that he had been bruised all over his body, but he still had to laugh in front of people, Pan Pan ran out at this time, this situation, maybe let him calm down, Pan Pan walked to his lap and said: "Le Dad, my mommy accepted my father, but don't be sad, you will always be my Le Dad." β
Panpan flashed tears sensationally, and his voice was full of emotion, how could the pain in Lezun's heart be soothed in a few words?
Xi Junxiao also felt that he was not kind, and thought: In this matter, he can't back down, sorry Lezun.
Slowly said to him: "Lezun, you can find me if you have any questions in the future, I will not hesitate to go to the soup." This place belongs to you, I won't even occupy your house, I will move away with Panpan and Wenwen. β
Le Zun was faintly sad, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, a bitter smile, more ugly than crying, touching Panpan's hair, soft touch, and said calmly: "Well, Panpan, you go back first, I'll talk to your father." β
When he said 'your father', he had already admitted Xi Junxiao, and he would bear the rest of the pain by himself, he was a man, and he understood that love and possession were two different things, as long as she was happy, this was also his ultimate goal, in her world, he was a supporting role, singing a one-man show alone, and he should go back and lick his wounds alone.
Pan Pan hesitated, relieved, and looked at the two of them meaningfully, what if the fight started, he didn't want anyone to be injured and be in a dilemma, Xi Junxiao also said: "Help me see if those dishes are cooked, don't worry." β
Panpan turned around and left, turning back in three steps, Le Zun was sad but just said to him indifferently: "My departure today does not mean that I give up, it is because she chose you, if she is well, it will be a sunny day, don't let me know that you owe her a little bit, if so, he will come back one day, there will be no fair competition, open and secret fighting, any means will be made." β
This was the first time he had spoken cruelly about 'love', and it was so powerful under his weak appearance, and the courage of love drove him to feel that there was a light in him.
Xi Junxiao admires a man like him, dare to love and hate, really, if he died seven years ago, Lezun would indeed be a good choice, if you want to blame them, they are too firm with each other, and they are destined to pass by her.
Xi Junxiao spoke hard and forcefully, "It's necessary." β
Lezun didn't cry or laugh, he walked away directly, slowly walking in the shade of the trees, his back covered in scales, looking a little lonely, Xi Junxiao said countless sorry in his heart.
Le Zun packed his luggage, Shu Leju he didn't go, leave it to them as a final gift, he tossed and turned here for a long time, packed up his mood to look at the outside world, he wrote a letter heavily, the handwriting was sloppy, but densely covered with two pages, all the voices were written in it, on behalf of his last speech, maybe he would come back or he would never come back.
People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless, he still has people and things to worry about, put a full stop on the letter, put down the pen, follow the thoughts in his heart to do, inexplicably drip tears that have been withheld for a long time, the handwriting on the paper is a little blurred, but he is smiling, dragging the suitcase away, his last concern is Jigong.
Jigong accompanied Xi Junman and them in Panjun's house, and also took care of their living and safety, he came quickly, parked the car outside, and walked quickly, he habitually slapped his palms to call Jigong, Jigong's ears were sensitive to hear, or the original feeling, familiar people, his huge body swayed towards Lezun, licked his face excitedly, found that his face was very stiff, seemed to have encountered trouble, he sat aside, watched, Lezun and told him his heart:" Jigong, hello, I'm leaving, I'm actually very reluctant to let you go, but staying here is also in vain sadness, what you can't get is always in turmoil, I will be moved when I see Wenwen, and I will be sad to see their affection and love, or try to learn to let go, you have to take care, you know?"
Jigong understood his words, and kept humming and saying, but unfortunately humans couldn't understand a word, he was very grateful for Lezun's care, and when he heard that he was leaving, he was in a low mood, Lezun smiled and said: " You see, I cried when I knew I was leaving, don't be sad, I came to you when my brain was open, in fact, I always wanted to thank you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have met Wenwen, I don't regret loving her, I'm not there, you have to supervise Xi Junxiao well, don't let him bully Wenwen, you too, every time you help you mate, you are reluctant, you want to be lonely and old, you can find a girlfriend, how good is it to leave a baby, as cute as Panpan, promise me okay?"
Jigong shook his head, kept nodding, and barked, "Okay." β
Lezun stood up and returned to the car, everything that should be said had been said, and he had no regrets, he didn't know that there was a girl who sat in his car silently and hid without anyone noticing.
Lin Zixin squatted in the parking space, for fear that Xi Junman would find out that she had run away, she didn't want to take a flying car, she wanted to go back to find Xi Junxiao, but unfortunately she was stupid, she was a road idiot, there was no one around, her savior was this car, hoping to take her out of the encirclement.
Who knew that after waiting for a long time, the owner had not come back, and he actually fell asleep comfortably in the car, and Lezun did not notice that there was someone behind him, and drove away directly, thinking: goodbye, city, goodbye, all the people he loves.
may be that God sees him too pitiful, and creates a different encounter for him, and sparks different from Lin Zixin.
When night fell, Xiao Wenwen slept for nearly a day, her whole body was paralyzed, and when she woke up, the hot soup was served in front of her, Xi Junxiao took care of her carefully, for fear that she would have any mistakes, Xiao Wenwen's stomach just gurgling, smelling the fragrance of rice, and constantly swallowing saliva, she didn't dare to imagine whether the things made by Xi Junxiao were delicious, patronizing the mentality of wanting to fill her stomach when she was hungry, Xi Junxiao blew on the soup to make it not so hot, and gently sent it to her mouth, Xiao Wenwen gave a thumbs up and boasted: " Sure enough, I have the talent to be a chef, it's not bad, I'm so hungry, I want to eat quickly. β
Regardless of thirty-seven twenty-one, he took the spoon in his hand and started immediately, the reason why he was hungry was that he felt that everything he ate was appetizing, and he didn't replenish his strength, how could he compete with Xi Junxiao?
Gobbling it up until its stomach felt full, Xi Junxiao stared affectionately, felt that her appearance was very cute, and wiped her mouth very tacitly, he slowly spoke: "Wenwen, this is Lezun's home, let's move back, you are in charge of the family, you can design and place it however you want, I always feel that it is not a taste to occupy someone else's home." β
Xiao Wenwen felt the same way, "Okay, let's move back now, I'll make a phone call and apologize and make it clear to Brother Le then." β
Xi Junxiao was silent, he didn't want to put too much pressure on her, so he packed up her things, in fact, all her things had already moved over that day, and there were very few that could be cleaned up.
Xi Junxiao called Panpan, "Son, you pack everything you want to take away, and let's go home." β
Panpan was called remotely, feeling inexplicable, all at night, only to say moving, complaining that Xiao Wenwen had been lazy for a day, and he still obeyed the command in action, he has lived here for a few years, it is inevitable that he will also have feelings, and he will go to a strange home, curious but looking forward to it, since he was a child, he is also very independent and assertive, and he can do his own things well, the three of them hold small hands, Xi Junxiao dragged their packages and set off, the way home is not far, but for the first time, it is so Qi people, Xiao Wenwen suddenly burst out with a sentence:" Brother Xiao, I think that when the time comes, I will pick up my mother and Junman to live together, and Jigong, this is the family. β
She wrote such a picture in her mind, thinking about the feeling of being very good, harmonious and happy with each other, it is a complete home, she likes the life of a big mansion, Xi Junxiao listened to her vigorous request, it was very pleasing to the eye, and agreed to say: "Okay, you like it." β
Pan Pan waited with anticipation, Xiao Wenwen returned here, still quite a lot of feelings, up and down in his heart, Xi Junxiao found that the lights inside were dim, Lezun's car was no longer here, he really left, smiled and led their mother and son, walked in, there was no grand welcome ceremony, it was an ordinary homecoming, the moment the lights were turned on, it lit up everywhere, new traces everywhere, deserted, this is the feeling of no one living, Pan Pan felt that the golden and brilliant pattern was still very satisfied, that is, if there were more people and things in the huge space, it would be perfectγ
Xiao Wenwen threw away a sentence: "Really, the light is too dim, I want to change, the wall is gray and lifeless, repainted, the quilt is golden, bad reviews, the tone is serious and the taste is heavy, no, the decorations are boring and boring, lost, and there is space everywhere..."
Xiao Wenwen's occupational disease has been committed again, and she will have a bad review of such a result that is not designed by her own hands.