149. Wandering the world
She really didn't know why Xi Junxiao's taste was so bad, and asked, "Are you sent by the monkey to tease me?" β
One thing drops one thing, Xi Junxiao was speechless, she didn't expect that her casual decoration would make her so disgusted, but when she heard the bad taste, she couldn't help but complain, "Wenwen, I don't agree, if I have bad taste, how can I pick you?" β
Xiao Wenwen rolled her eyes, looking at everything, if it passed through her hands, it would definitely look new, and it would give people a different feeling.
Xiao Wenwen browsed every corner again, a door loomed open, she walked in, a hanging ornament caught her eye, that was brought by Lezun, and it was also the only memento that his father gave him before his death, how could it be in Xi Junxiao's house?
There are two pieces of paper pressed under the ornament, dense handwriting, Xiao Wenwen involuntarily picked it up and looked at it, the doctor's unique cursive script, Le Zun has taught her, she knows that this is written to her, time is frozen here, while looking at her while recalling, his help and love for her, Xi Junxiao looked at it, he couldn't understand it, and when he looked back at Xiao Wenwen, his eyes were already moist.
Le Zun only left this letter and accessories for her, as a skew, his letter was sincere, affectionately written:
Wenwen, it's time to say goodbye, watching you change from a little girl to an independent mother, seven years, do you have a trace of nostalgia for me?
We have been a fake couple for five years, trying our best to make you laugh and accompany you through every hurdle, I thought I could move you, but later I found out that I was wrong, I was ridiculously wrong, moving is not love, I have always been no match for your love for Xi Junxiao, I want to be the one who looks like you is me, not him. Do you know?
I'm so stupid, I think I can compete fairly with Xi Junxiao, but I forgot that your feelings for him have been ingrained, so deep that you can't see others at all, and always act alone in a one-man show, I'm afraid that you will be wronged a little, when I see you crying, I always want to protect you, and when I see you laughing, I will be very happy, thank God for letting me know you, even if he is the same as Lin Wenhua's predecessors, why not be alone for love?
After loving Fang Zhi, the time is short, whether it's stupid or stupid, it's like that anyway.
And Panpan, I have always treated him as my own son, he won my heart, I taught him a lot, when you are unhappy, he will accompany you like a pistachio, I don't know when I will come back, in short, I am ready to wander the world, wander around, burn more incense for me in front of my father's grave, forgive me for this unfilial son, Wenwen, you must be happy, otherwise my withdrawal will be meaningless, if Xi Junxiao dares to abandon his wife and children, I will come back, when the time comes, whether you agree or not, you are mine. Goodbye to the pure and flawless little girl in my heart, goodbye to the son I regard as my own, goodbye to my father, don't miss it.
After Xiao Wenwen read it, tears wet the page, full of two pages full of how much he said, he never said it in person, just paid silently behind his back, and she still insisted on choosing Xi Junxiao, she owed him too much, she couldn't count it, Pan Pan watched her mother cry sadly, she was deeply affected, and then cried, which made people feel very distressed, hugged Xiao Wenwen and said: "Mommy, don't cry." β
Xi Junxiao took the two of them into his arms, even if he couldn't understand it, he probably guessed it, it wasn't a taste in his heart, Lezun left a sad text when he left, which made people feel guilty, and Xiao Wenwen also ate this, he felt sorry for her tears, and comforted: "Be good, don't cry, Lezun doesn't want to see you like this, in fact, I admire him very much, he is honest and kind, dare to love and hate, we pray that he can meet a girl who is more suitable for him than you, okay?"
Xiao Wenwen sniffed, the emotional tears could not be stopped, and they crackled down as soon as they touched it, what she said now is useless, he said that he was going to wander the world, this world is very wonderful, wave and wave, maybe there will be a lot of chance encounters, he is a good person, a bad person, there must be a good girl to follow him, the last thing I want him to obsessively guard a hopeless relationship, like Lin Wenhua, lonely and old, and no biological children of their own, these are all regrets in the future, she doesn't want to see it, and silently prays for him in her heart, so that her heart is betterγ
Xi Junxiao wiped away their tears, and the intelligent Pan Pan also knew what was going on, so he didn't make a sound, staring at them, silence was better than sound at this time.
The night is getting darker and darker, a huge bed seems to be tailor-made for them, it doesn't hurt to accommodate a few more people, Pan Pan washed and rolled on the side, after his strong request, he can finally sleep with his parents for one night, the three of them are lying on the bed, the mood is complicated and changeable, Xi Junxiao knows that Xiao Wenwen is still entangled in the matter of Le Zun leaving, he does not allow the behavior of sharing the same bed and different dreams, and prevents Xiao Wenwen from thinking about Le Zun again, and said: "Mrs. Xi, take into account the feelings of the next people, okay? Your man is here." β
Xiao Wenwen suddenly had a dream, turned her head to look, and Li Vortex smiled lightly, "Yes, sir." β
She said suddenly: "I said sir, you found me, and you really earned it." β
Xi Junxiao smiled helplessly, this is a necessary thing, let her be proud, Panpan is very redundant between the two of them, they frowned unscrupulously, thinking: It's okay now, Xi Junxiao obviously stole his limelight and killed the baby.
He puffed out of his nostrils and kept pouting, Xiao Wenwen hugged him, Xi Junxiao hugged them unceremoniously, what a happiness this is, just like this, quietly asleep, their good dreams for their night.
When they woke up in the morning, the three of them opened their eyes in unison, a rare tacit understanding, the moment when the three of them were separated at the same time, they really wanted to take pictures with the camera, Xi Junxiao said gently: "This weekend, let's go to the amusement park, and go back to Panjun's house for dinner in the evening, and bring my mother and sister back." β
Panpan's mind is full of speeding cars, roller coasters, big pendulums, and drifting compositions, blinking with excitement and clapping his hands. Xiao Wenwen agrees very much, as she thought, it has been a long time since the family has eaten and drunk Lazar together, everyone comb it, Xiao Wenwen is dressed in neat gray casual clothes, tied with a ponytail, like a vigorous girl, no matter how she dresses, she can't hide her light, especially fresh and beautiful, I can't see that she is twenty-five years old at all, Xi Junxiao nodded with satisfaction, and applauded: "Beautiful, my wife is beautiful." β
Panpan is not far behind, dressed very creatively, Naruto's dress, he is a big fan of Naruto, he especially likes Naruto's strength and innate sense of mission, and he also admires his style, and his small body is filled with Naruto's energy.
Xi Junxiao is simple and neat, black T-shirt and Korean slacks, altitude and figure are inspiring, the three of them walk, there will be something big happening, set off quickly, and started the early morning movement.
When you come to the amusement park, you can immediately feel the cheerful atmosphere, red, green and green amusement measures, feel thrilling, Xiao Wenwen shrank her neck in fear, it's not that she is timid, she always can't pass the level in her heart, so she has never been here, and she heard screams everywhere, "Wow..."
"Ahh
"Help..."
The miserable cry irritated her eardrums, and she was even more discouraged.
Panpan was happy, holding her parents and preparing to line up to try, but Xiao Wenwen never moved, he was puzzled, "Mommy, you won't be scared, will you?" β
He is like a manly man, he speaks very firmly, although he has not tried, but he has the courage to challenge. Xiao Wenwen smiled embarrassedly, and Xi Junxiao stroked her face, "Don't be afraid, there is no accident with me, even if the sky falls, I will hold it." β
Xiao Wenwen still didn't dare to move forward, she always felt that it was a group of devils, and kept shaking her head, "Can you not do it, I hope you don't play, Mommy is really scared." β
Xi Junxiao encouraged her, he is a big man and doesn't like to play with children's things, but it is also an attempt, for the sake of the child, of course, he also has to give face, he persuaded: "Wenwen, do you remember what I taught you that day, shouting out, the mood is great, in fact, it is a kind of catharsis, you can make your dreams come true, how do you know if you can't if you don't try?"
Xiao Wenwen thought about it, Pan Pan's little hand kept pulling her wrist, encouraging eyes, her feet worked hard to take a step, a roller coaster that circled around the entire amusement park, ups and downs, twists and turns, the image is scary, Xi Junxiao held her hand tightly and passed the power to her, Xiao Wenwen was forced to go into battle, double seat, Xiao Wenwen glanced at it and said: "Just two people sitting, you go, I'll wait for you." β
Xi Junxiao had an idea, he nodded first, took Panpan's hand to the seat, and fastened his seat belt for him, "Let's two father and son come." β
Panpan shouted loudly: "Okay." β
As the roller coaster rumbled to start, Xiao Wenwen closed her eyes and didn't dare to look at them, they were fearless, laughing excitedly, stimulating pleasure, the whole heart fluttered with it, it was simply fast and furious, in just 50 seconds, they rode the roller coaster through every corner, when the roller coaster slowly came back, their hair was messy, it seemed to be stereotyped, Xiao Wenwen deer jumped around, wave after wave of screams, deafening, Xi Junxiao had returned to her, bowed his head and kissed her cheek," It's so cute, you see, there's nothing, it's very exciting. β
Panpan hurriedly showed off her feelings: "Mommy, it's super cool, it's a pleasure to pour thousands of miles, it's a pity if you don't sit." β
Xiao Wenwen was skeptical and asked, "Then why are they screaming so badly?"
Xi Junxiao leaned over her ear and told her, with a ridiculous taste, "Then why are you screaming so happily when you are so comfortable?"
Xiao Wenwen's face turned red in an instant, and she patted him on the shoulder, making her very ashamed for the old disrespectful guy.