"Lao Qin, the patient who made the appointment has arrived. A man in a workplace suit, with black-framed glasses, a medium but very handsome man, pushed the door and walked into Qin Yan's office and said, but Qin Yan, who looked out the window, did not respond.

"Lao Qin, Lao Qin!" He stepped forward and pushed Qin Yan, who was reading, at this time, Qin Yan reacted: "What's the matter, Lao Ding?" Ding Chen didn't have any temper at all, so he could only shake his head and say, "Lao Qin, the patient with the appointment list has arrived, and he is waiting for you in the reception room!"

"Oh, okay, got it, thank you, old ding. At this time, Qin Yan came back to his senses, stood up, took a deep breath, stretched his waist and said, "Didn't you say that it would arrive at half past two? Why did you arrive so early?" He turned around, looked at Ding Chen beside him with a smile and said, "Old Ding, thank you!" After speaking, he got up and put on his suit, ready to receive patients.

"Old Qin, do you miss her again?" Ding Chen looked at Qin Yan, who had just come to his senses, and said a little worriedly.

"It's okay, don't worry!" Qin Yan turned back to Ding Chen and smiled, and said, "Those who do our business can't bring personal feelings to work, this is the fundamental principle. After saying that, he took a breath, showed a small professional expression, and walked into the reception room.

In the consultation room, a 20-year-old girl sat on a chair with her legs together, looking a little haggard, but she had just put on a light makeup, although she wore a little blush, but it still didn't cover up her haggard face. His eyes were slightly red and swollen, and he looked like he had just cried not long ago. After seeing the girl's expression, Qin Yan had basically guessed the reason why she asked him for psychological counseling today.

Qin Yan stepped forward with a smile and said in a relatively gentle tone: "Hello, I am Qin Yan, the psychological counselor you made an appointment with, I guess you have a little problem between you and your boyfriend?" The girl nodded and said, "Yes, we broke up, but I can't let go of him, and I still think about him, it's the kind that thinks about him and can't live." ”

Qin Yan listened to this, smiled and said, "Then can I ask, did you and your ex break up at that time for what reason? Or so, can you tell me the story of how you got along with each other? ”

When the girl heard this, she was stunned for a moment, and then said, "It started with an accident between us, and it was ....... that day."

The girl talked for a long time, and told Qin Yan all the past between them: the girl's name is Ning Yichen, a student at a key university in City B, and she has just come to City B, and it has not been a year yet. His name is Chen Qing, and he is also a student at the same university. To be precise, the two have been classmates since high school.

Chen Qing's popularity in their class is actually very average or even a little bad, which actually has nothing to do with Chen's personality, the class they were in at that time was a class full of top students, but the top students generally have some more or less quirks, or have certain flaws in their personalities. Many people have been top students in various schools since they were young, and they have been held in the palm of their hands by teachers since they were young, so they have more or less some ego. But Chen Qing didn't have this kind of emotion, Ning Yichen said that Chen Qing was actually not a student with particularly outstanding academic performance since he was a child, and he didn't have much sense of existence, but Chen Qing liked to help others. This was originally a good thing, but it also caused many classmates in their class to look down on him and think that he liked to show off himself, which also made him very distressed for a while. Fortunately, there is one person in their class who has never felt this kind of emotion, and that person is her. Chen Qing said that he had liked Ning Yichen for a long time, and he said that Ning Yichen was like a rare ray of sunshine in the sky full of dark clouds, allowing him to sweep away the haze brought to him by the people around him.

Later, in the college entrance examination, they agreed to come to City B to go to college together, but they were admitted to the same university by coincidence. But at this point in the story, they haven't actually determined the relationship yet, and what really pierced this layer of "paper" was an accident. That day was the class reunion of their class, and Chen Qing and Ning Yichen also attended. At the party that day, a few male classmates with bad intentions took turns to toast Ning Yichen, Ning Yichen was already too strong to drink, and he couldn't drink too much, and she began to blush and heartbeat after two glasses of beer, and in desperation, she had to say that she couldn't drink, but those male classmates still wanted her to drink, which made the whole atmosphere embarrassing. Just when the atmosphere was awkward, Chen Qing stood up silently, took her wine glass in her hand, and drank it all. After that, he said to all the classmates on the spot: "From now on, Ning Yichen is my girlfriend, whoever dares to bully her, I will pay her back a hundred times!"

Later, on the way home that day, Chen Qing said to Ning Yichen: "Chenchen, I want to marry you, I hope I will have you for the rest of my life." Ning Yichen blushed and almost fainted when she said this, she also had a good impression of him. Ning Yichen took a deep breath and said, "Then I'll call you husband now!" They are together, and the days they will be together in the future will be beautiful, happy and dull, although there are occasional little things, but they all survived.

Until one day, Chen Qing said that she went to the hospital for an examination, saying that she was not feeling well, and she wanted to accompany him to the hospital at that time, but he refused. At this time, Ning Yichen felt that something must have happened, but her husband didn't let her go, so she followed his advice. But after coming back, Chen Qing was weird, always looking out the window, or sometimes looking at Ning Yichen in a trance, always preoccupied. It wasn't until the second month after he went to the hospital for an examination that he said to Ning Yichen, "Baby, let's 。。。。。。 Let's break up。。。。。。 Ning Yichen was stunned for a moment: "Why?!" she asked with an almost growl.

"I'm afraid that if I leave one day before you, I won't be able to stand it. He said with a little grievance: "I found out, I have acute myocarditis, I will have an operation soon, the risk is very high, I am worried that I will not be able to get off the operating table。。。。。。 ”

"That's why you chose to abandon me, didn't you? We said at the time that we would go through it together no matter what the difficulties were!" Ning Yichen was a little broken, and when she said this, she began to cry, and the story began to be untold. Seeing this, Qin Yan silently handed over the tissue and said to her, "So, what is the purpose of you looking for me for psychological counseling today?"

The girl looked up slowly, tears still rolling in her eyes: "Do you say, should I get him back?"

After listening to this, Qin Yan said: "Actually, the choice is still in your hands, all we can do is to provide you with some advice." Personally, I think your separation is entirely a sign of love for each other, but it's not as good as it could be. In fact, birth, old age, sickness and death, human nature, when two people decide to walk through their lives hand in hand, they are destined to face the birth, old age, sickness and death of one party and die early. There will always be a period of time in life in a state of losing a loved one and walking alone. But this is something we can't change, what we can change is when we live with our beloved, make every day worth remembering, do not regret when we are lonely, and when we recall the time together, it is full of memories and sweetness. I think that's enough, we can't control our own life and death, we can only make our lives wonderful. After speaking, Qin Yan looked at the thoughtful girl, smiled and said, "We just told you the stakes of each choice, I think you already have an answer in your heart at this time." Then follow your heart so that you don't regret it. ”

After listening to this, the girl nodded, turned around and left the psychiatric clinic, and took a taxi to the hospital.

"Poor child, he has this strange disease at a young age. Qin Yan sighed and said. "Old Qin, what do you say?" asked Ding Chen. In fact, it was not her boyfriend who got sick, but herself. Qin Yan said. "How can you see it?" Ding Chen was puzzled. But Qin Yan just turned his back and hummed one of his favorite English songs, "You took my heart away". Leaving Ding Chen alone to be confused.