Chapter 50: Each has a ghost
Song Bin turned his head and looked for prestige.
I saw that not far away, Xiang Wanying was holding Rui Rui, and her eldest brother was still on the side, holding a dish in one hand.
And at this moment, Shu Lin happened to pounce on Song Bin, and from Xiang Wanying's angle, the two were intimate, and Song Bin was still holding Shu Lin's waist with one hand.
It's over!
Song Bin's face turned white, and he hurriedly let go of Shu Lin and was about to step forward to explain to his wife.
But the brother-in-law was full of black lines, snorted coldly, glared at him, and pulled Xiang Wanying to turn around and leave.
For a while, all kinds of emotions were mixed in Xiang Wanying's heart.
She didn't know how to face Song Bin, she didn't know what she was afraid of?
Song Bin won't cheat, she knows it.
But Shulin seemed to be more suitable for Song Bin than her, her brows frowned at the top of the bridge of her nose, the muscles on her face constricted to the middle, and she wanted to cry but couldn't.
It's like a puddle of mud on my face, and I don't know what expression to make.
The mood is like a ball of thread, and you can't untie it.
However, this ball of thread is in a hurry to use, and it can't be clicked with scissors, so it can be cut open.
At this time, there were many people visiting the vegetable market, and after a corner, Xiang Wanying's figure disappeared.
Song Bin looked around, looking for her and Rui Rui, looking for each one that looked like her back.
His emotions are very complicated, this worry is very strange, Song Bin is not only worried that Xiang Wanying has misunderstood him, but also a little worried that he really sees her and her brother-in-law, how can he explain it?
Yes, he definitely wanted to explain.
Lost, worried, anxious, happy?
Damn it...... How can there be such emotions?
Come to think of it, we may have felt this way in the past
When I was studying, I had that kind of ignorant love for a certain girl, and I imagined countless scenes of meeting her in my mind, and I looked forward to it and missed it when I didn't see it.
I saw it, but I was overwhelmed, and I even felt as if it was better to miss it silently.
In fact, most people are not really sure of this kind of love, maybe it is just a habit, and they have been deeply hypnotized.
In "No", Watanabe thinks that he is in love with Naoko, but as time goes by, "Memories are still far away from me step by step, and I have forgotten too many things." ”
From a clear face at the beginning to only a meadow in the sanatorium, to all the background about Naoko, as for the protagonist in the background, there is only a vague face in the end, and even the deep well that has never been seen before is clearer than her.
After thinking about it, the most ideal woman in Watanabe's heart is probably not Naoko, not Midoriko, but Hatsumi......
Of course, Song Bin's emotions were not so strong, and he only had a good impression of Shu Lin.
This feeling may be like a seedling growing savagely, or like a feather plucking, and the itching sensation spreads from the depths of the heart to the whole body with the rushing blood, and then spreads to every cell.
Of course, that's all for later.
Out of the vegetable market, Xiang Wanying walked very slowly.
She secretly looked back from time to time, and her emotions at this time were very similar to Song Bin's.
I was expecting someone from behind to rush out eagerly, but I was scared......
She didn't know what she was afraid of.
How can it be so contradictory?
"Why are you waiting for him? I just left, and I hooked up with a woman again! I've seen through this kind of person, is it necessary?"
"Let's go!"
A few words from the eldest brother pulled Xiang Wanying out of her complicated and sad emotions.
She took a deep breath and opened her mouth to explain and defend Song Bin, but she didn't spit out half a word after all.
In the wet market.
Xiang Wanying chased after her from behind and asked worriedly, "Did your wife just see it?"
Song Bin sighed and nodded in disappointment.
"Then what should I do? Hurry up and explain it to her!"
Song Bin smiled bitterly: "It's useless, her brother is on the side, I'm afraid he won't give me a chance to explain at all, forget it! Buy some vegetables and go home to cook!"
Shu Lin actually blamed herself, but she was a little happy, she didn't want to destroy Song Bin's family.
But she envied Xiang Wanying, she liked the feeling of staying with Song Bin.
In the scorching heat, holding it by herself, and bearing it by herself, she has not yet found that balance and has not made a choice.
Perhaps she had already made a choice, just waiting for something to happen, so that she felt that she was passive, forced to adapt to the development of events.
I bought a few dishes, all of which were chosen by Shu Lin, and she liked to eat them.
When he got home, Song Bin hastily made these dishes.
The three of them sat at the dinner table, eating silently without saying a word.
Shu Lin tried to break this silence several times, but it took hundreds of millions of brain cells to come up with the words that stopped when they came to her mouth.
Just eating bite by bite and sandwiching the dishes.
Today's dish doesn't seem to have the aroma of breakfast porridge with eggs.
Da Zhu's eyes looked back and forth between the two, and he couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?"
"Binzi, what's wrong? ”
Song Bin shook his head: "It's not sullen, it's just that some things haven't been figured out." ”
Shu Lin lowered her head to eat, wanting to hide herself from this topic.
"I saw Yingying and Rui Rui today. ”
Dazhu said, "That's a good thing, have you talked to her, and when will she come back?"
Song Bin shook his head, took a deep breath, temporarily hid these suppressed emotions, changed the topic and asked him, "Except for Miss Zhou's, how are the decoration plans of the other two customers doing?"
Dazhu patted his chest and said confidently: "Leave it to me, rest assured! The design has been rendered, and I will show you later." ”
"Don't say it! It's really a shame that Xiaoshu brought the computer, otherwise it's really difficult to get the design drawings. ”
"Okay, I'll go and see the picture first, you can eat!" Song Bin took two bites into his mouth, then turned back to the room to look at the design.
Before entering the door, he instructed Dazhu again: "By the way, after eating later, you can send Xiao Shu." ”
"Done!"
After eating, Dazhu sent Shu Lin downstairs, and Shu Lin drove away from Song Bin's house.
In the car, she held the steering wheel with one hand and opened the window, through which cold air poured in.
She drove slowly, weaving through city streets, passing through street junctions.
The feeling of loneliness came back to my heart.
When you get home, turn on the lights.
The place she rented was minimalist and the house was empty and there was no sound other than her.
She exhaled deeply, rubbed her sore temples, took a shower, and fell asleep.
The other side.
A few sparrows were perched on the telephone pole, facing the window of Song Bin's bedroom, and the lights were still on.
Song Bin and Dazhu are still busy, refining the two sets of decoration design drawings.
After finishing the design drawings, Dazhu went to bed and fell asleep.
Song Bin began to scribble on the straw paper again, thinking about what Miss Zhou's appeal was, and thinking about the time when he was at the same table with Xiang Wanying in high school.
Playground, school song, school bells......
"Wait!"
Song Bin slapped his head suddenly: "I know!"