Chapter 6: Let Go
Qin Yan was sitting in his reception room looking at the novel in his hand, yes, it was still the book "Alive". At this time, a slow and crisp knock sounded, Qin Yan raised his head and said, "Please come in." A man in a white shirt, black Korean trousers, and leather shoes walked in. The man's hairstyle is neat, and it looks carefully groomed, although his thin figure makes his original height of nearly 180 show a sense of 185, although his face is still a little white, but his mental state is still good.
"Doctor Qin, I'm here for a review. The man spoke, and the familiar voice was Zuo Tianci, who came to Qin Yan for psychological treatment a few days ago. When he came a few days ago, it was completely just two people, although Qin Yan knew that it might just be the effect of paroxetine hydrochloride.
Qin Yan smiled and said, "Mr. Zuo, how have you felt in the last 24 hours?"
"It's still pretty good, I also figured it out, she is just a passerby in my life after all, we couldn't be together, it's the arrangement of fate, and she herself failed to grasp me. She made herself unworthy of me. I confessed, really, I accepted my fate. She doesn't deserve to share my life, I want to live my own life like she regrets, I want to let my people live like she can't imagine the high-end atmosphere and high-grade appearance, so that she regrets it. The more Zuo Tianci spoke, the more excited he became, and even his expression was slightly distorted.
"Have you finished taking paroxetine hydrochloride according to the instructions?" Qin Yan asked, seeing some clues in his eyes.
"Dr. Qin, I haven't taken it for the past two days, and I found that I can't sleep after taking the medicine in the past few days, and I feel very excited. So I stopped taking the medicine without permission. Zuo Tianci said cautiously, for fear that he would not be able to take the medicine on time according to the doctor's instructions and make Dr. Qin think that he did not cooperate with the treatment.
"Very good, it seems that paroxetine hydrochloride still has a certain effect on your condition, but paroxetine hydrochloride still reduces the level of serotonin in your body too much. You are not allowed to take any medicine in the future. Rest assured, I won't assume that you are not being treated as my doctor prescribes. Qin Yan smiled slightly: "And although I have different values from you, I don't deny your way of self-consolation and your next life goals." As the saying goes: 'A gentleman takes revenge, ten years is not too late', she made you suffer so much, and I can understand your current state of mind. Well, now I don't think you need me to do more psychological treatment, but in order to prevent you from having a recurrence of depression in the future, you can come to me every month for a review from today, rest assured, we do not charge for the review of medical expenses. β
"Okay, thank you, Dr. Qin. Zuo Tianci stood up, bowed slightly and said.
Qin Yan sent the patient away and sighed, his meaningful eyes making people wonder what he was thinking for a while. At this time, Ding Chen pushed the door and entered: "Lao Qin, there is a girl looking for you outside the door, she looks very familiar with her face, but I don't know where I have seen it, saying that it is your ex? Ding Chenyan flickered with a hint of worry.
"Let... Let her inγγγγγγ Come on in. Qin Yan's tone unexpectedly changed, and Qin Yan, who had always been calm and calm in the reception room, was actually nervous in a rare way. This was also something Ding Chen didn't expect - he never thought that Qin Yan would have such a big reaction.
"Xiao Qin Qinγγγγγγ The girl said, her voice trembling a little and a little regretful in it.
"Don't call me that, I can't afford it. Qin Yan said in a low voice, it was obvious that he was forcibly suppressing his emotions: "So, Ouyang Meng, do you really have the face to come to me now?"
"I γγγγγγ Ouyang Meng wanted to speak and stopped.
"Okay, don't talk about it, I really can't listen to anything now. Saying that, Qin Yan rushed out of the door, as soon as he went out, he saw Ding Chen, who had been worried about him, standing outside the door, Ding Chen saw his good brother so excited, and he also grabbed Qin Yan who was about to return to the office: "Old Qin, calm down, don't forget what your identity is in the reception room!"
This sentence brought Qin Yan back to reality, Qin Yan thought: Yes, I am a psychological counselor and psychiatrist in the reception room, no matter who I come to, I am my patient. Thinking of this, he began to calm down, and said to Ding Chen: "Old Ding, do me a favor, the timer starts when I enter the door, and 30 minutes later I enter the door to interrupt our conversation, if the reason is that my teacher is looking for me to hold an academic conference." β
"Which teacher?" asked Ding Chen.
"Professor Wang, of course. After speaking, Qin Yan returned to the examination room: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper just now." Did you come to my room for anything? β
"Qin Yan, I just want to know how you can forgive me, how we can start over, I know it's wrong, and I also know that the only person who is good to me is you. Forgive me, shall we start again?" Ouyang Meng said with a slight cry.
"So let me guess, did you break up again, the first one?" Qin Yan said calmly.
"Can we stop talking about this. Ouyang Meng's crying became heavier and heavier.
"Ouyang Meng, I think I once said that I don't want to be a pick-up man. What do you mean by looking for me to take over now?" Qin Yan's voice was unusually cold. In the past, Qin Yan couldn't see through Ouyang Meng's true thoughts because Ouyang Meng was the person he loved, and he maintained his subjective emotions in front of Ouyang Meng. And now Qin Yan maintains an absolutely objective perspective to look at Ouyang Meng, which allows him to easily analyze Ouyang Meng's heart.
"How can I mean that?" Ouyang Meng said very aggrievedly.
"But aren't you doing such a thing now?" Qin Yan asked, his voice cold to a freezing point. "I said, you can come back to me, but you have to weigh the match first, now 5 years have passed. Do you know how I've spent the past five years? You hurt me like that dog back then, and now you want to start over with me, do you think I'll accept it? You betrayed me back then, and in the past five years, you have managed to make yourself live as if you were not worthy of me. I'm going to answer you now: You don't deserve it! Besides, you still want me to forgive you, dream! Do you think that love debts are so easy to repay? I don't need you to change them, anyway, you remember one thing, we won't go back to the past, this is what you made, you suffer by yourself. Qin Yan looked at Ouyang Meng, who had already begun to cry quietly, and said, "I'm sorry I may have spoken a little heavier just now, but you remember, what I said is the truth." If it's you, let's swap identities, will you forgive me?"
"I will!" Ouyang Meng said without thinking about it.
"You will, I won't! If you reply, forgive the person who betrayed you! Cause and effect reincarnation, this is counted. Don't come to me again to ask for forgiveness, but if you want to see me for counseling, please call me to make an appointment. With that, Qin Yan walked out of the examination room and said to Ding Chen at the door: "Old Ding, send off!"
That night, Qin Yan was still reading in the office as usual, and he had regarded the office as his home in the past few years. Ding Chen walked in and held two cups of coffee: "Lao Qin, your coffee." What do you say?
"Not yet. Saying that, kiss, you drank coffee in your cup for a short time, and the hand holding the cup shook obviously: "For me now, I still haven't completely put it down, I hope this time, I can let me put it all down." β
"Hopefully. Ding Chen said, and suddenly his phone rang: "Hey, still, what's the matter? What? I'm going to be a father?!"
"Don't hurry home to accompany my wife, I'm fine. By the way, it's okay to take care of the Gu family lately, I'm fine. Qin Yan smiled, although there was still a bitter element in his smile.