Chapter 5: Betrayal
"Teacher, I know she's not worthy, but I'm still hurt a lot, and there's a reason why I don't want to find another partner. It has to do with what we've been going through since then, and to be honest, with how well I know you, what I'm going to tell you about is my secret, and it should change your mind about her. With that, Qin Yan took out his wine bottle, took a sip of wine, and continued。。。。。。 But Qin Yan's hands trembled more and more, and he didn't even know how to control his emotions, and the story that came to his mouth made him swallow.
"So, Qin Yan, what happened to you next, how could that girl hurt you so deeply?" Seeing this, Professor Wang began to really pay attention to this matter, which was the most difficult problem in the psychology cases he had ever encountered—the psychological counselor's body had an extremely serious tendency to psychological distortion, which was a very serious problem. In a general sense, the psychological counselor's treatment method for psychological distortion is to rely on one mouth to persuade each other, but this also leads to the inability of two people who are also psychological counselors to persuade each other, because psychological counselors themselves have a fixed language structure and communication style for persuading different types of psychological distortions, and psychological counselors themselves often have a certain psychological defense line when they are informed, which also makes the method of persuasion no longer applicable. This means that once a psychological counselor has a psychological problem, it is usually a very serious problem.
"Qin Yan, you relax first, lie on this sofa, imagine that there is a grassland in front of you, you stand on the grassland, the breeze blows from your face, the air is filled with the fragrance of grass and the aroma of earth, the sky is blue, and a few clouds blow from time to time. The old professor said softly, that language was like a simulation, which made people feel drowsy, but at this time Qin Yan said, "Teacher, you want to hypnotize me." But why doesn't it work at all?"
Professor Wang's heart sank and said, "I think I should have taught you about the situation that you can't be hypnotized now, right?"
"I'm not able to enter a deep conscious sleep state due to my mental overstress, right?" Qin Yan said.
"Yes, that's right, but then it's even more serious. The old professor said: "Qin Yan, you should know what this means, your psychological problems must be faced by yourself." Although I know that for you, that is the last thing you want to face in the past, but people can't let go of the past, can't grasp the present, and can't see the future. I don't want you to be the same, the best way to let go of the past is to face the past, if you don't even have the courage to face it, what are you talking about letting go?"
"Okay teacher, I see. Qin Yan took a deep breath, calmed down, and began to tell what happened next.
They are together, and in the days they are together, Qin Yan has always regarded her as the center of his world, and he can't wait to give everything he has to Ouyang Meng. Every night, Ouyang Meng would supervise Qin Yanzhun to go to bed, even if he was in the laboratory, he had to rest on time. Qin Yan knew that she was good to herself, she knew that Qin Yan's heart was wrong, and she still chose to stay by Qin Yan's side.
One day, Qin Yan said to Ouyang Meng: "You said, if I can't hold it one day and have to have surgery, it's still a particularly dangerous kind." What if I don't make it?"
"Xiao Qin Qin, no, when will your crow's mouth pass? Don't say it anymore, I'm in a hurry with you! Besides, how can it be? You give me a good life!" Ouyang Meng said angrily.
"Okay, good, I'm alive," Qin Yan said with a smile.
Every day Ouyang Meng would send a message to Qin Yan in the middle of the night, if Qin Yan didn't reply, it meant that he had fallen asleep, and then Ouyang Meng could sleep with peace of mind. Qin Yan knows all of this, Qin Yan has a biological clock that gets up at half past 5, and he also knows that her biological clock is usually 10 o'clock in the morning. So Qin Yan also tacitly did not contact her before 10 o'clock, so as not to disturb her rest.
The days passed like this, until one day, Qin Yan came to Ouyang Meng for a date as usual, Ouyang Meng's mood that day was very gloomy, as if he had something on his mind. "Xiao Qin Qin, if I fell in love with someone else, what would you do?"
"Hold back!" Qin Yan smiled, just as Ouyang Meng had made a joke, but he felt that something was not right. The next day, he sneaked in to contact her roommate, who said, "You don't know yet, they've been together for days。。。。。。。 ”
Qin Yan heard it like thunder exploded in his ears, yes, he was cuckolded. He immediately went to ask Ouyang Meng: "What do you want?" "The person I like is him." Ouyang Meng said: "You calm down first." ”
"Do you know what kind of behavior you are doing? You put a green hat on me! You still want me to calm down? What are you thinking about?!" Qin Yan said emotionally, his voice slightly roaring: "What's so good about that little white face?"
"Don't you talk about him like that!" "He doesn't have a good word for me! I think he's lifting him up when he says he has a little white face!" Qin Yan turned around and said, "Get out, get out of !!" said, holding back the abnormal beating of his heart caused by tears and grief, and walked away without looking back.
The next day, Ouyang Meng sent a message: "Qin Qin, don't be angry. ”
"You still want me not to be angry? Let me tell you, since we came together until now, I have a clear conscience about you, don't you know who is good to you? Also, to be honest, I don't owe you anything, really, I have a clear conscience about the relationship between us, but now, you say, can you have a clear conscience about the relationship between us?" Qin Yan's hand when sending the message trembled a little.
"Scold me. ”
"To tell you the truth, I don't even bother to scold you, you know? Do you know what you're worse than a bitch? What do you say to pursue true love, and to cuckold others so high-soundingly, you are really saying it, you. ”
"You scold, just be happy. ”
"I didn't want to scold you, but now I feel like I'm dirty with my mouth when I scold you. Don't come to me in the future, no matter what you can do, you don't deserve it. Don't use me as a spare tire, and don't come to me the day you know who's nice to you, because you really don't deserve it!"
After that, Qin Yan deleted her friend position.
As a result, the next day, Qin Yan received a request from her friend: "Give you a face, add it back." Qin Yan almost died on the spot when he saw that he didn't have a heart attack, but he added it back, yes, he relented, he still couldn't let her go - even if she betrayed him. "If there's a fart, let it go!"
"How can you forgive me?"
"Do you think you can afford it?"
"No, so the master decided not to pay it back, so he didn't owe it. ”
"Hehe, let me tell you, Ouyang Meng, I can't forgive you, it's impossible in this life. By the way, I promised you a meal before, and I'll come out in two days, and then only you owe me. Let me tell you, I will repay you. ”
After that, Ouyang Meng didn't send any news, Qin Yan contacted his sister, his sister Qin Shudi is a professional model, and she is a year older than him: "Sister, do me a favor。。。。。。 Pretending to be my girlfriend。。。。。。 "Brother, what's the matter with the Dharma Body?" Shudi asked with great concern. Qin Yan told her about these things.
"Okay brother, I promise you, tear green tea!"
Qin Yan picked up his mobile phone: "At half past four in the afternoon on July 22, let's see you in X hot pot." ”
Qin Yan knew that she would definitely take that little white face with her, so he took his sister to go: "Introduction, my new girlfriend。。。。。。。 ”
That day, looking at each other speechlessly, he saw the little white face, yes, it was indeed just a little white face. The corners of Qin Yan's mouth rose slightly and said to the sister beside him: "Sister, look at it, two years at most." His sister smiled and said, "This kind of thing can still make our brother like this?" "Okay, sister. ”
After returning home, Qin Yan once again deleted all her friend positions, leaving only a sentence: "Go and live with your little white face, don't come to me, you don't deserve it!"
Qin Yan said this, and did not continue. The professor also knew that it was impossible to open all the knots in his heart at once. So he said: "Qin Yan, let me tell you the truth, how about it, is it better to say it? In fact, what you need now is not a suggestion, but a person who can make you fully believe to listen to your story carefully." ”
"Thank you, teacher, I feel much better. As he spoke, Qin Yan smiled, bowed, and walked out of Professor Wang's office. When he came downstairs, he saw Ding Chen who was waiting for him.
"Why has it been so long?" Ding Chen complained.
"Took a little time to sort it out. Qin Yan smiled: "Let's go, let's go back, we still have to open." ”
With that, the two drove back to their psychiatric clinic.