Chapter 289: Guilt

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Guilt, what is guilt? I can't define it exactly, but Bing said that it took him only a week to emerge from the shadows when he completed his first mission under Belmode. But is Ice a cold-blooded man? No, I've never felt the slightest indifference in this boy. For me, for Mary and Taiyi, plus Sister Shizuru and Shirley. We have never felt strange or afraid of him. But that's how it is. In the face of the enemy, he can take the lives of one person after another cleanly without the slightest emotion. He.. What kind of person is he?

- Annihilation Angel Ling

As the minutes ticked by, the children were still hesitating, but I was very calm, sitting behind the three children, quietly waiting for their results. You know, it's a difficult choice to make. Thinking back to my previous life, the first time I killed someone was at this age. But I wasn't assassinating a single civilian, I was actually encountering an enemy on the battlefield. Oh, a boy who is less than fifteen years old, but he has to shoot the enemy soldiers who are fighting bloodily on the opposite side with a heavy steel gun. It's an unequal battle. Luckily, I managed to resist my fear and pull the trigger first. It also allowed me to survive that war. For the next few days, I was depressed. Until I was overwhelmed by the next mission. Since then, killing has become a habit for me, and on the battlefield, several people die under my guns every day. This kind of insensitive life only ends after knowing that I met Mingya. It was that little girl who gave me the desire for a normal life. When I had completed all my training and left the mercenary colony with Minya, I had found what I called freedom.

Different from the previous life, I came to this world with the memories of a lifetime, although it is still the life of a killer, although I have not had much to do with other main characters, but in this life, there are Ling, Zhibao, and the company of Jingliu, so that the so-called emptiness and numbness of this kind of feelings, there is no way to talk about it.

And now, children have to deal with entering such emotions. Under my influence, their conscience has not been completely lost, which is the real reason why they have not become murderous puppets. While they may have killed more than one child on their first day in the Order, this is no longer the case. Now their consciousness is more mature, and the situation they have to face is far more severe than the ignorance at the beginning.

For a long time, the children had not yet escaped from that entanglement, but the rich merchant's family was hoarse from crying for a long time, and the fat woman even fainted from lack of oxygen. Only the little fat man and his fat rich businessman father were left begging for mercy.

"Whew... The first to break the silence was Taiyi's long sigh. I saw him pick up the dagger that had fallen beside him and turn to look at me. "Brother Bing, what if... If you can, please give me another order!"

"Yes. I stood up and said with a relaxed expression. "Suzuhara Taichi, I order you as your immediate boss Iceine, seal the seal. No, it's the order for you to kill that fat man!"

"Yes. Taiyi responded unusually calmly, and his eyes were no longer hesitant, but a determination, clenched the dagger in his hand, and Taiyi walked towards the fat rich businessman. Coming to him, without even the slightest hesitation, he sent the blade of the dagger into his heart. Scarlet blood instantly spurted out and sprayed on Taiyi's body.

"Uh!!!" The fat man's eyes were sudden, and his fat body shook violently, and finally he had to let out a hoarse cry and lose his breath.

When the little fat man saw that his father had died so miserably, his face full of fear turned pale again. He let out a pig howl. Unfortunately, the howl had barely been exited, and a sharp blade turned into a bolt of lightning and nailed it to his throat, and blood flew everywhere, and he lost his voice after a few coughs. It was Ling who made a move.

"It's noisy. Ling's voice was cold, and her eyes were filled with a hint of murderous intent. The murderous aura emitted by this moment's movements couldn't be retracted in an instant. But it did a great job.

Taiyi and Rei had already completed their tasks, and seeing this, Mary did not stay any longer, came to the unconscious woman, lifted her up, and stood behind her, covering her mouth with one hand, and slicing her carotid artery with a dagger with the other. A large amount of blood spurted out, soaking the floor and staining the carpet red, but it did not spill on Mary's body in the slightest. This whole set of actions is done very cleanly.

“。。。 Alright, you guys are waiting for me at the door. "Seeing that all three of them had lost their breath of life, I beckoned the children to go out. I started to clean up the finishing touches.

Footprints, fingerprints were removed, and hair was checked. After making sure everything was okay, I wrapped the three of them together with a sheet. Just left on the bed. Walked out of the room with the children.

"Mary, Taiyi, you sleep in that room tonight. I pointed to the other side of my room. "When you go back to your room, remember to take a shower, and give you a change of clothes, shoes and socks. With that, I drew a set of clothes from the necklace and handed them to them, and the two of them just nodded and went back to their room. And I myself walked back to our room with Rei.

"Bing, why are the two rooms separated?"

"Hmm, don't you want to be alone with me?" I joked with a slight flirtatious joke.

“。。。。。。 Listening to my reply, Ling's face turned a little red. "I really want to... It's just that I feel a little uncomfortable now. ”

"Of course, the first time I killed someone, I was in a bad mood. I dragged Ling into the room, "Let's go take a shower first." We'll talk about that later. ”

———— the taste of the orchid, the taste of lavender, the taste of the home & the wings of the angel, the wings of the devil, the wings of the guardian————

The rooms are luxury en-suite, while bathrooms are also two. So Ling and I took a shower at the same time. The same goes for Taiyi and Mary's room. After taking a shower, I lay down on the bed, turned on the TV, and waited for Rei to come out of the bathroom.

It didn't take long for Ling to get dressed and walk to the bed, and without saying a word, she opened the quilt and got in. After reaching out and putting his arm around me, he let out a long sigh of relaxation.

"What?" I didn't mind Ling's actions, and I didn't take my eyes off the TV, just asked softly. "Haven't you recovered yet?"

"Bing, are you human?"

“。。。 Huh?" I was stunned by Ling's question.

"We've been training together since the first day we joined the organization, and although we have been separated for most of the time, and we have Belmode to guide you alone, but even so, why is there so much difference between us and you?" Ling asked, looking up at me. "Marksmanship, body skills, skills, fighting, experience, and now even the psychological quality has lost to you. Are you a human or a monster?"

"Haha, what should I be? "I was amused by Rei's words. "All I can say is that I'm so talented that I can't explain anything else. As for those abilities you are talking about. I wouldn't have been able to achieve that effect without long-term training. Maybe I had some exercise before I lost my memory, but I just didn't know. ”

"You... Ling looked suspicious. "You can't be a tissue culture cyborg, right?"

"Ahem, ahem... What are you talking nonsense? I reluctantly pinched her pretty nose. "I'm a normal person. A pure human being who has seven emotions and six desires and eats grains. I quipped. Yes, I'm just normal. It's just that the body contains the soul of an adult. Of course, I won't tell Ling about that. Even if you have to say, now is not the time. Maybe one day, I'll have that chance.

"Forget it, I won't ask. Ling said unhappily. "But... I feel really humiliated today. ”

"Why?"

"Because... It was preempted by Taiyi. ”

"Be the first?" I frowned. "You mean ... ”

"Yes, I'm the one who should be the first to do it, but I'm hesitant because of the appearance of those three people. Ling looked aggrieved. "I'm sorry for the ice. I've let you down. ”

"Good. Hearing this, I reached out and pinched Ling's cheek. "It doesn't matter, as long as you can complete this task and pass this hurdle, you will be qualified. As for how fast or slow, it doesn't matter. If you really want to say what I care about, tell me how you're feeling right now. ”

"Hmmm... Ling's purple eyes dimmed slightly, "Actually, as early as when I hesitated, I felt panicked in my heart, but after Taiyi took the lead, I felt that hesitation disappeared in an instant, replaced by unwillingness and anger, and then killing intent." With Ling's words, the coldness that had just been washed away by the water returned to Ling's body again. "I felt angry at why I wasn't the one who set an example anymore. I was carried away by my own indecision. Didn't complete your orders in the first place, so ... I feel very uncomfortable. ”

"Well, go ahead. ”

"Later, after stabbing the child to death, I felt that the anger in my heart did not dissipate, but wanted to continue... I want to kill that woman too. Bing, is this killing intent?"

"Yes. "I gave an accurate answer to Ling's doubts. "That anger gives you murderous intent, and with that comes murderous intent. It's just that you can't control it yet. That's why you feel angry again after you say a few words, don't you?"

"Indeed... Feeling her excitement, Ling let out a long exhale to calm her mood. "Bing, how the hell do you control your emotions? I remember once when Shirley was being taught firearms, you showed us your murderous aura. However, that cold aura disappeared in the next second. How do you manage to do that?"

"Get used to it. I shook my head and smiled dismally. "You don't have to think so far, at this stage, let's learn all the basic subjects I gave you first, and when you get to a certain amount of time, I will teach you the murderous aura and control methods one by one. ”

"But, now I can't control it well... What the hell should I do?" Ling was a little anxious. That's right, how can the murder that I just experienced be eliminated in a while?

"For newcomers, my recommended method is... Vent. ”

"Vent?"

"Yes, vent. I said calmly. "Vent a series of negative emotions such as anger, nervousness, fear, and so on in your heart with the means you want, so that you will slowly calm your heart. After a long time, I will slowly teach you to control this emotion. Not affected by them. ”

"That... What am I going to do?"

"Are you nervous right now, or are you desperate to drive yourself crazy and vent your unknown emotions?"

“。。。 Well. Ling nodded.

"Then vent. There is no limit to the way. I rubbed her purple hair again. "Quiet people like to listen to music, get some sleep and drink some red wine. And some excited people will choose to do some sports, run, go out and fight boxing with others. Or drink all night. And those who go too far will use some extreme methods, and they will continue to hurt others, or hurt themselves. Or... Go to a special place outside and find someone to vent thoroughly. ”

"This... Ling's face changed slightly. "Why do you know this?

"Huh. I looked at Ling and smiled slightly, "What do you say?"

"Could it be Sister Jingliu?"

"How is it possible ... I gave Ling a blank look.

"That's Shirley?"

"Don't make a fuss... ”

"Well, it can't be Bell. Woo woo woo ... ”

"Can't you just put me in the most extreme group?" I covered Rei's little head with a pillow. "You should take care of yourself now. Whoever I am so much ... ”

"Tell me about Bing, people are curious. "Ling's negative emotions have been swept away. Instead, it was a touch of curious excitement and a little star in his eyes.

"Looks like your way of venting is gossiping about me, right? "I voted for Ling a half-moon eye. "Okay, okay, let's go to sleep when you're a little recovered. I'm sleepy. With that, I turned off the TV and turned over to ignore Ling's gossip. Although she was still pushing me in my ear.

"Hmph, I've decided, my way of venting is to pester you and tell me everything I want to know. After speaking, Ling covered her head with a quilt like a grumpy child, and stopped talking. A moment of relaxation loosened the tight string in her heart. Soon, she fell into a deep sleep. After all, she was nervous all night, and she also needed to rest.

"Huh. . . "I turned around and looked at Rei, who was already asleep. I couldn't help but sigh and said silently in my heart. "yes, the way to vent... The way I vented back then, I won't tell you, Ling. Indeed, I am the most extreme group. But that was a lifetime ago. In my last life, the person I vented to was called Mingya. She is my assistant and my tool for venting. But it was because of her that I slowly crawled out of the abyss of hell and became what I am now. I don't know, Ming. You're on the other side of the parallel world, are you okay?"

(me?I suddenly opened my brain.,Do you want to see me write a biography of Kaoru's past life?Urban Wind 23333)