Ninety: Goodbye Chuchu

A few days after returning home, the Olympics began.

On the evening of August 10, the Chinese men's basketball team will play against the Dream Eight team, which is composed of NBA all-star teams. Although the result has been predicted for a long time, for us fans, even in front of so many stars, this game is a must-see.

Haozi called me to go to his house to watch the game, and by the way, I reminisced about the past.

I haven't seen you for a long time, and when I saw Haozi at a glance, I really couldn't recognize it. It's no wonder that Hiroko has graduated and has been busy looking for a job recently. Walking out of the ivory tower, it is natural to be different from before.

Walking into the living room, Haozi's parents were not there as usual, turned their heads to look at the TV, Sun Zhengping and Zhang Weiping were already chatting happily in the studio. Listening to them analyze the key to the victory of the Chinese team in this game without suspense one by one, I really don't know if I am too pessimistic or they are too optimistic.

Hiroko went to the kitchen to get a drink, so I found a random place on the sofa and sat down.

I don't have any extravagant hopes for the result of the game, but in fact, it's just a fun picture. While drinking, Haozi told me about the troubles he encountered when looking for a job, and the atmosphere in the living room was inexplicably depressing. Looking at Haozi's bitter expression, I couldn't help but start to worry a little about my future.

Borrowing wine to kill sorrow is naturally more sorrowful, and before we know it, we all drink a lot. Patronizing and talking, I didn't pay much attention to the game, and it seemed that the Chinese team lost more than 30 points in the end. When I got up from the sofa, I found that I was so drunk that I couldn't walk, so I simply called home and told my mother that I couldn't go back at night.

When he came out of the bathroom, Haozi was already asleep, and his body almost dominated the entire bed. I used all my strength to breastfeed before I moved Haozi aside, and there was always a bit of déjà vu in this situation.

I don't know if it's because of the stimulation of alcohol, but the sorrow that has been buried in the depths of my memory for a long time suddenly overflowed my heart again.

Haozi slept like a dead pig, snoring like thunder. And I have the impression that Haozi never snored before......

I slept until noon the next day, and as soon as I got home, my phone rang, and I was surprised that it was Chu Chu. Chu Chu asked me to come out for dinner in the evening, and I immediately agreed without hesitation.

It seems that after graduating from high school, Chu Chu and I have hardly been in contact with each other. Except for the first winter break of college, we had a chance encounter at an Internet café, and in retrospect, we hadn't seen each other for about two and a half years. Despite this, I know deeply that in the deepest part of my soul, my feelings for this girl have never changed.

At 6 p.m., I arrived at the Xinhuadu shopping mall in the center of the city, where Chu Chu said she had recently worked as usual.

There was a light rain in the sky, and I saw Chu Chu in front of the mall, dressed in green, selling unified green tea. I saw Chu Chu squatting there packing up the things on the ground, and it seemed that he was about to close the stall.

I put away my umbrella, silently stepped forward, and stood behind Chu Chu. I didn't shout Chu Chu, just stared at the familiar figure in front of me, and then I couldn't help but remember the scene when I was lying on my desk and looking up at the girl at a 45° angle.

"Hey, Beizi Pig, you're here!" Chu Chu found me the moment he got up, and the girl's face suddenly showed a look of excitement, "What are you doing, don't say a word!, are you shy to see your sister?"

"Yes. "I kept my head down and didn't look at Chu Chu squarely. After all, after being separated for so long, I feel more or less unaccustomed to meeting like this.

"What? Do you look down on my sister's dress?" My strange expression made Chu Chu feel very inexplicable.

"......Ahh No......" I quickly raised my head, "It's you who have become pretty, I'm embarrassed to look at it." ”

"Bah, let's break you!" Chu Chu glared at me fiercely, making a beating look, "Okay, don't mess around with you!" ”

Before I could speak, Chu Chu had already thrown the satchel to me, then bent down, pulled out a bag of clothes from a corner full of clutter, smiled at me, and then turned around and ran into the mall.

After waiting for half an hour, Chu Chu finally came back.

I saw Chu Chu stuff the changed clothes into the space under the stall, and then got up and said goodbye to his colleagues who were still packing up. After doing this, Chu Chu walked up to me unhurriedly, naturally grabbed my arm, and said with a smile: "Let's go, let's eat." ”

After following Chu Chu around the street for a long time, we stopped in front of a restaurant with a fairly fine decoration.

"My boyfriend is eating with friends inside!" Chu Chu stretched out his hand and pointed to the glass window of the restaurant, and couldn't help but show a happy expression on his face, "I'll introduce you later!"

"Eh, didn't you see it last time in an Internet café?" I said lightly, suppressing the embarrassment in my heart.

"Oh, yes? I don't even remember. Chu Chu glanced at me, immediately let go of the hand on my arm, and the two of us walked into the restaurant one after the other.

Choosing a seat inside, Chu Chu and I sat down face to face. When ordering, Chu Chu's boyfriend also came over from the next table, he naturally put his arm on Chu Chu's shoulder, leaned over and whispered a few words to Chu Chu, then raised his head and greeted me with a smile: "Hi, hello!"

I gritted my teeth and nodded, which was a salute in return, and at the same time, I accidentally saw the surprised expression on the face of the waiter next to me. I think that before Chu Chu's boyfriend came over, she always thought that Chu Chu and I were a couple.

After saying hello, Chu Chu's boyfriend whispered to Chu Chu for a long time, and then reluctantly walked back to his seat.

"His name is Zheng Long, we've been together for three years, why can't you see it!" Chu Chu said to me proudly while tearing the packaging on the outside of the tableware.

Soon the food was served, and Chu Chu took the empty bowl in front of me as a matter of course and helped me fill a full bowl of soup, like an elder. I watched Chu Chu's movements helplessly, then reached out to take the soup bowl and said thank you with a wry smile. Chu Chu then sandwiched a few more pieces of beef into my bowl......

After eating, I came out and walked with Chu Chu on the empty path, Chu Chu walked on the left, I walked on the right, under the background of the dim street lamp, my thoughts seemed to go back to the past.

"Li Xiaobei, are you a pig? You don't have any gentlemanly demeanor at all! How can there be any reason to let a girl walk outside the road?" Chu Chu glared at me dissatisfied, looking at Chu Chu's murderous eyes, I couldn't help but feel a little creepy.

Helplessly, he stopped, turned around and went around to Chu Chu's left side.

"By the way, I forgot to ask just now, what about your girlfriend?" Chu Chu's face was full of curiosity.

She ...... She's gone......" I replied lightly.

"Then find another one!" Chu Chu looked at me happily, I think she probably misunderstood the meaning of the word "go" I said, but I didn't want to explain anything, even if it did, I had heard enough of those comforting words.

"Whatever. I shrugged my shoulders with a resigned expression.

"Eh, Beizi pig!" Somehow, Chu Chu suddenly put on the appearance of an adult educating a child, "Sister told you, you always like to say casual, so girls will think you are very unassertive! Mom, my boyfriend is like this, casually all day long, making my sister feel like she is in love with herself......"

"That's him being good to you and respecting you. I couldn't help but defend Zheng Long and myself.

"Respect a P! Oh yes, and your temper is too good, you should never quarrel with your girlfriend!" Seeing that I didn't deny it, Chu Chu continued, "Yes, people may think you're good at first, but after a long time, they'll think you don't care about her, understand?" Chu Chu gushed endlessly, completely unaware of the change in my expression.

Chu Chu, that's how you've always felt about me, right? I really don't know if I should cry or laugh now.

The station wasn't far from where we were eating, and it didn't seem to take long to get there. There were only three or four strangely dressed boys on the long platform, Chu Chu secretly glanced at them, and then involuntarily stuck behind me, and whispered in my ear: "Those few really look like little hooligans......"

I smiled at Chu Chu, patted my chest and said, "It's okay, there is me." "Actually, there are a few pounds and a few taels, I still know it myself, and when I say this, it's just talking about masturbation......

One day 6 years ago, I met a girl who looked quite ladylike, but she was giggling like a crazy girl all day long. Although she is often ignored in a corner, she only thinks of me when she is bored. I was often bullied by her, drawing turtles on my arms and asking me to help her carry textbooks.

But it was the happiest year I've ever had, when we tutored together, skipped classes together, surfed the Internet, and then drove her home. When I helped her get her ear pierced, my face was flushed with nervousness, and I was so moved when she gave me a birthday present.

Gradually, I became more and more attentive to her. I always think, if one day without me, who will take care of her? The crazy girl is so fun-loving, she will definitely be deceived in the future.

Actually, those are all excuses, she knows how to take care of herself better than me, and I can't do without her.

I thought, I'd rather not know that person than be like I am until one day watching her put on her wedding dress and become someone else's bride......

Looking at the bus in the distance, I couldn't help but fall into deep memories.

(2010.10.17 This chapter has been revised)