On the opposite side of the rental house on my student street is a barbecue restaurant owned by a husband and wife, and the business of this shop has always been quite good, and every weekend, the store is crowded with groups of students who come out to meet to improve their lives. And every night, I would come over and order a few barbecues to satisfy my cravings, and I quickly got to know them as a couple.

Today is September 25, 2008, a big day worthy of our Chinese forever remembering, at 21:10 p.m., the Shenzhou 7 manned spacecraft will be launched. In order to witness this historic moment, the students chose to come to the student street to celebrate, and just after 7 o'clock, the barbecue restaurant was already overcrowded, and even the tables and chairs in the aisle outside the store were filled with students.

The preparations for the launch of the rocket were being broadcast on the TV, and everyone was even more absent-minded, and from time to time someone turned their heads and looked at the TV, for fear that they would accidentally miss the rocket launch.

Since I can also watch the live broadcast on the computer, I didn't plan to go to the barbecue restaurant to join in the excitement, but not long after watching the live broadcast, my stomach complained uncontrollably. I had no choice but to grab the keys and go to the barbecue restaurant to pack a supper.

As soon as I walked to the door of the barbecue restaurant, I heard someone calling me, and when I turned my head, it turned out to be Xiaojing, Xiaoru and Xiaochen who was in the same dormitory as them.

"Li Xiaobei, what are you doing? Come and eat barbecue together!" Xiaojing saw that I was stunned, and couldn't help but shout at me again.

"Oh. I hurriedly agreed, and then scratched my head and slowly came to the table of the three beauties.

Xiaochen then moved a seat next to me to sit down, then stretched out his finger and pointed to the barbecue on the table, and said to me with a playful face: "Eat whatever you want, go and order it yourself!"

I unceremoniously grabbed a string of squid and was just about to eat it, but I heard a sudden burst of earth-shattering cheers from the crowd around me. I turned my head in astonishment to find that the people who had just been sitting comfortably outside eating barbecue had already left their seats and were pouring into the store and gathered in front of the TV.

It turned out that Shenzhou 7 was about to be launched! With the sound of the countdown to the launch on the TV, the audience also boiled, and everyone invariably shouted: "10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, 0......"

As the countdown ended, the rocket carrying the Shenzhou-7 spacecraft rose into a long flame and soared into the sky. The rocket was successfully launched, and the atmosphere of the audience was also pushed to the maximum.

After being lively for a while, everyone gradually began to quiet down, and they all returned to their original seats and continued to eat barbecue and chat. Xiaoru drank for a while and went to the adjacent table to chat with a friend from the next class, and Xiaochen also went to the bathroom in my rental room, so the whole table was left with me and Xiaojing.

Xiaojing didn't seem to be in high spirits all night, and when Shenqi was launched just now, she didn't see any excitement, just looking for someone to toast. Catalyzed by alcohol, Xiaojing suddenly told me about the boy who called her a girl and often liked to rub her head. The difference is that Xiaojing talked a lot this time......

She said that the woman was really not someone he was worth protecting for the rest of his life, not worth it. But in his heart, there was only the woman, not himself. Listen to Crystal tell her story about him, and then imagine the scene of the final moments of the story in your mind. I suddenly found that the person who is addicted to love is really stupid and stupid, so stupid that even I, the person who listens to the story, can't help but feel sorry for him. Is it that when people encounter emotional entanglements, they will become particularly vulnerable, so fragile that they can even ignore their own lives.

Suddenly I felt a little funny, as if I had done similar stupid things, but he succeeded, and I chose to retreat, now what right do I have to feel sorry for others? In fact, as long as people can choose life and death according to their own wishes, whether it is right or wrong, it may be a very great thing......

I listened quietly, without speaking, and at this moment, I was just a listener. It can be seen that Xiaojing has actually endured her sadness all along. Finally, without warning, she lay on the table and began to cry so sadly that I was at a loss for a moment.

"Little ...... Xiaojing, you ...... Don't you ...... like this" I couldn't think of any comforting words, and I didn't know what to do, so I hurriedly took out a few tissues from the paper bucket next to the table and handed them to Xiaojing.

Xiaojing took the tissue, wiped her tears, and sobbed in a low voice, looking at her crying with tears in her eyes, I couldn't help but feel a little sad, the same end of the world has fallen, I think I can feel Xiaojing's sadness.

For those who have left, we are undoubtedly happy.

I comforted Xiaojing so much, and at the same time comforted myself.

It's going to be the National Day again, and I remember how much I was looking forward to going back at this time last year, because there was my beloved Lele there, because we said okay, when she came back from Jiuzhaigou, we would go to eat wheat together. I never forgot the agreement I made on the phone, and when I went back, Lele would show me the curly hair she had just pulled......

The five-year relationship will be dispersed, and a good person will not be able to say no. Today, a year later, I am suddenly afraid to go home, afraid to see things and think about people, afraid that the clock will go to that moment again......

Xiaojing was probably tired of crying, and lay there in a trance, without movement. I didn't dare to disturb her, I just ate the barbecue on my plate, maybe only by chewing constantly, can I bite the sadness in my heart little by little, and then swallow it.

By the time Xiaojing and the others went back, it was already late. Walking back to the room with some depression, I suddenly remembered that it seemed that I hadn't been to Lele's space for a long time.

"Let's go check it out. I said to myself.

But when I opened QQ, I found that Lele's account was actually stolen, and the last memories of Lele disappeared. My head turned blank in an instant, and I wanted to curse the person who stole QQ, but I was in no mood, I just felt so tired and tired.

Lying numbly in bed, I woke up more than ten times throughout the night, and every time I woke up, I had to dig out the text messages Lele sent to me a year ago from my mobile phone, and then dream of her in tears......

I didn't turn off the computer at night, got up the next morning, habitually turned on the monitor, and then saw Xiaojing's message on QQ:

“...... Before that, I had never experienced the sadness, the despair when someone important left me. Some things are really destined, but there are too many unwillingness, how good it is if there are no accidents! A person's life may be very long, but there are definitely not many precious memories that can really be taken out! I have to remember him well even when I die! I have also written it down in a diary, and I believe it will be a lifelong friendship!

Xiaobei, do you know, for the sake of those who have left, we have to live twice as well, and live his (her) share, they will not want to see us decadent! Absolutely not!

As soon as I drink, I'm very sensational, alas! No way, I don't understand why this is the saddest thing so far, so all of a sudden all the other worries will be gone, there will only be one left, and then I can vent it with alcohol, and every time I cry, it's quite comfortable!

Hehe, we all have to come on! Come on, come on!"

After silently reading this long message, I couldn't help but suck my slightly sour nose hard, and then selected a smiley face from the QQ expression and gave it back to Xiaojing.

As you say, I'll be sure to do it!

(2010.10.18 This chapter has been revised)