A depressed winter has passed, and everything is revived and vibrant. This is the cycle of nature and the continuation of life. The spring breeze blows the curtains, gently flips through the dusty memory, holds it in the palm of your hand, and lets the breeze take it away and drift into the air......

This spring rain has been raining for a whole month, and it is so fine that people don't even notice its existence. Heavens, are these the tears you shed for me? I looked up at the sky and slowly stretched out my hands, trying to keep the rain in my palms.

Time flies, and before I know it, you've been away from me for half a year, and it's the Qingming Festival soon, Lele, maybe I should go back to see you.

Flipping through the address book of my mobile phone, I dialed Lin Hui's phone with some hesitation.

"Let me go with you......" Hearing me say that I wanted to see Lele, Lin Hui didn't seem to be at ease.

"No...... No need, I want to talk to Lele alone...... "Although I knew that Lin Hui was out of kindness, I didn't hesitate to refuse her.

"Well, well, if you have something, remember to call me......" Lin Hui didn't mean the slightest reluctance, but just let out a long sigh of helplessness......

I went out alone, and it was raining lightly all the way, and it hurt so much that my heart hurt, and the cemetery was full of bustling people, people with different purposes, who came to participate in this annual grand memorial.

I didn't hold an umbrella, and let the rain drop by drop and soak through my clothes.

The golden chrysanthemums on both sides of the road swayed helplessly in the wind and rain, and the steps were so heavy when walking on the long stone steps.

Keep telling yourself that after seeing you, you are not allowed to cry, and what you like should not be yourself who is crying. Lele, I must tell you everything that has happened in the past few months with a smile, and happily say to you that I am doing well now.

I don't want to be remembered by you all the time, forget the past, and go on the road with peace of mind......

As I get closer and closer to you, my heart suddenly tenses for no apparent reason. I haven't seen you for a long time, but I didn't expect it to be such a scenery when I said goodbye, the cold wind was blowing in my ears, and I shivered. Everything in front of you is as hazy as a dream, and your smile is faintly in front of you. Gently approaching you, it turns out that you are just asleep, sleeping so soundly, I can't bear to wake you up.

I have never forgotten how many nights you snuggled up in my arms like a kitten and fell asleep. How long has it been? How long has it been since I smelled your hair again, I haven't touched your body temperature again, I haven't heard your soft words again, and from now on my right hand, will there never be your left hand? Lele, tell me, will you never wake up?

Lele, do you know? In the days when I left you, every day I was smiling to hide my helplessness, sinking you to the bottom of my heart, how many nights I numbed myself with alcohol, but I tried to control a little sobriety. Perhaps it is only when I face you again that I will realize that the forgetting that has been on my lips is nothing more than a lie on my own lips.

Carefully pulling a ring out of his pocket, he bent down and gently placed it in front of the stele. The ring is mundane, but it's the style you love.

"I want to be your wife. ”

"Ahh......h We're still students, and we're ...... And I'm not old yet......"

"Don't you want to?"

"No...... No, of course I do, it's just ...... at home."

"My dad loves me the most, he won't object!"

"Yes...... Why are you in such a hurry? We're all young, wait...... It's not too late to graduate!"

......

Lele, didn't you say you wanted to be my wife? I promised you, I promise you now, as long as you wake up soon......

Standing in front of the tombstone without saying a word, his mind blank. I didn't want to speak, I didn't have anything to say, and I was surrounded by the noise of the crowd, but I clearly felt a terrible dead silence. Touching the cold stone weakly, as if touching the inseparable past.

"Hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son. Perhaps that's what this says! Piggy, do you think we'll be able to get to that day?"

Lele, promise me...... Promise me to come to school with me as soon as I graduate...... We're going to have a lot of puppies and a lot of kids in the future......"

......

The past is like yesterday, and I can't help myself for a while. I still cry, but I can't tell what is rain and what is tears on my face.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and only Lele's childlike innocent smile in the photo was left in the haze......

turned around and was about to leave, and suddenly, I unexpectedly saw Lin Hui.

Lin Hui was holding an umbrella, standing on the top of the stone steps and watching my every move from afar, seeing that I was discovered, Lin Hui hurriedly turned around and left. But she had only taken a few steps before she stopped again, and she seemed to hesitate in place, then turned back and walked towards me.

"Sister Hui, why are you here?" Seeing Lin Hui approaching, I quickly wiped the rain from my face and reached out to take the umbrella in her hand.

"It's not that I'm worried that you won't be able to think about it, do stupid things...... Lin Hui looked me up and down, and after confirming that I didn't have a broken arm or leg, then turned sideways and squatted down in front of Lele's tombstone, only to see Lin Hui caressing the uneven curve on the inscription with a blank face, and finally fell on the ring in front of the stele.

"You put this here?" Lin Hui picked up the ring, looked up and asked me.

"Yes. I held my umbrella and nodded noncommittally.

"Fool. Lin Hui lowered her head and thought for a moment, then held the ring in the palm of her hand, and stood up holding the tombstone, "Xiaobei, do you believe me?"

"Believe ......," I replied quickly, although I didn't know what Lin Hui was going to do next.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Lin Hui stroked the outline of the ring with her hand, "You put it here, as soon as the front foot leaves, the back foot will be taken away, I don't think this is what you want to see!"

I had already expected this outcome, but for some reason, I did it anyway.

"Maybe I can help you bring it to Lele ......" Lin Hui's voice was very soft, very soft.

"Bring Lele, but she's not ......," I couldn't help but look at Lele on the tombstone in confusion.

"Uh......" Lin Hui hesitated for a moment, "Yes...... It's a different way to bring her ......"

"I ...... Trust you. I reluctantly smiled at Lin Hui, although I was still skeptical, but in the end I chose to believe it, after all, she was Lele's sister.

(2010.10.12 This chapter has been revised)