"The clouds will always disperse, don't think about anything, or tell me what you want, it's full, I'll go first." ”

The two came to a very small, but very private restaurant, the boss was a friend of Song Guiyuan, and when he saw the two of them enter the house, he took them to the private room on the second floor, and the wine and food were quickly served, Lu Ze tasted it, and it tasted very good.

The Xifeng that the two of them drank, it was still cold on this day, and they scalded it with hot water a little, and then poured the liquor into a wine cup with blue and white patterns, which was small, delicate and exquisite.

Lu Ze didn't fall, he touched a glass with Song Guiyuan, picked up the wine cup and poured it into his mouth, the entrance was not spicy, and it was warm and hot in the stomach, comfortable.

"I haven't slept in the past few days, okay? The eye circles are like being beaten, you can stay silent, because I'm here to comfort you, I don't care if you talk or not, just listen to me, hey! Don't do it, eat some food." ”

Song Guiyuan sandwiched a piece of fish meat and put it in Lu Ze's bowl, poured the wine full, leaned on the seat and looked at Lu Ze, playing with his Dupeng lighter in his hand, lighting the fire, and then turning it off.

"To be honest, if I were you, I wouldn't be able to stand it at this moment, really, I'm not pitying you, nor is it a girl's chirping pity for you, just think about it from your point of view, what a fucking fuck, this circle will eat people, you know, come on~ Gentlemen. ”

"Ding~"

The wine cup made a crisp sound, Lu Ze was indeed hungry, and after the second cup, he took a large mouthful of vegetables and stuffed it into his mouth to chew, put down his chopsticks, and looked up and sighed.

"It's actually not important now, when you pick up this bowl of rice, it's yourself who eats enough, and it's yourself who chokes to death, this is a certainty, whether it's dead or alive, it all depends on creation. ”

"What you said is not right, this is not a fixed number, it all depends on how you think and how you go, although Jiang Wenshu and I are not familiar with it, but because you have a connection in the middle, I have also spoken to her, she is a good person, but her choice, to say something unpleasant, is indeed too radical. ”

Lao Song sandwiched a chopsticks and cucumber shreds, chewed them in his mouth, and waved his hand with chopsticks between his fingers, Lu Ze's point of view he really disagreed, because in his eyes, nothing is important to life, she chose this way, but her acceptance ability was too poor, and it had nothing to do with fate.

"She has depression, it's serious. ”

"Oh, then I was wrong, then this is fate, it is cause and effect, if you get it, you can't get rid of it, apologize to her, and go again. ”

The cup was a little unpleasant, Lu Ze picked up the wine glass and poured it for himself, and drank almost two taels in one go, Lao Song didn't stop it, put his thumb and index finger to his mouth, spit out the fish bones and threw them on the table, waiting for Lu Ze's next words.

"Do you think I'm too?"

As an actor, you have joined the crew, you are controlled by the director, you have entered life, and you are controlled by the company. ”

"It has nothing to do with that, since I came out to the present, I have been instigated many times, I have turned a deaf ear to many things, I pretend not to know, or ignore it, many people say that I cherish feathers, I am too arrogant in front of my juniors, and I never want to bring up my juniors, and I say anything snobbish, in fact, I know it, I don't refute it, I admit that I am like this, why? Because I dare not ....... I have a family to raise, and one wrong step in this circle will collapse globally, so I am careful in every step I take, talking about a harmonious and prosperous life, and retreating if I can. ”

"Is this wrong? Who is not like this, you are a young man, I married a daughter-in-law, and after I had children, I was like this, I was afraid of offending people, in order to support my family, is this wrong?"

Lao Song spread his hands and felt that there was no problem with Lu Ze, he married a wife at the age of thirty-four and had a son at the age of thirty-six, for him, there was no problem with Lu Ze's approach at all.

"But I didn't come forward when I should, and in the end it's me who regrets it, and I don't want to do that. ”

The speed of the two of them was very fast, less than half an hour to drink a pound of liquor, opened the second bottle, from half past eleven at noon, until more than five o'clock in the evening, the last person was a pound and a half, plus a case of beer, Song Guiyuan was getting more and more confused, he found that he couldn't drink Lu Ze.

"It's over, now I'm not your opponent, it's really over, I can't drink you, I'll wait...... I'll answer the phone, hey, daughter-in-law~ I'm here in Lu Ze, ah?"

Song Guiyuan had a big tongue and was happy while talking, but he couldn't understand it to Zhuang Xue, Lu Ze was anxious, and got up to take Song Guiyuan's call.

"Sister-in-law, I'm Lu Ze, Brother Song is here with me, drink some wine with me, son? What son? Oh yes! At Zheng Yi's house, let Zheng Yi's daughter-in-law take it, well, drink too much, sleep with me tonight, and let him go back tomorrow, okay." ”

Lu Ze was also dizzy now, hung up the phone, Song Guiyuan smirked at him, he didn't tell Zhuang Xue this time, Zhuang Xue was frightened, and felt that Lao Song had lost her son, and he was still so slipping away in his thirties, it is estimated that Lao Song is such a person.

"Sister-in-law went to Zheng Yi to pick up your son, you live with me tonight. ”

"Yes, no problem. ”

Seeing him like that, Lu Ze checked out and took him away, the two of them staggered out the door, took a taxi and went home, Lao Song also fell in the community, and his palms were bleeding, but after drinking, the two of them were nervous, and they didn't pay attention to it.

After entering the house and throwing Lao Song on the bed in the guest bedroom, Lu Ze turned around and walked out of the house, sat on the sofa and drank saliva, his brain was very dizzy, but he didn't want to sleep at all, lit a cigarette, and silently listened to Lao Song's snoring like thunder.

In a daze for two hours at the TV, Lu Ze felt that he hadn't drunk enough, got up and rummaged through the refrigerator, but there was no wine in it, after thinking about it, Lu Ze took the key and left the house again, and took a taxi to a nearby bar.

He seems to have never been to this kind of place since his debut, and before that, he used to work as a waiter in a bar in Lu Hua.

opened a booth, asked for a table of drinks, poured a glass of Highland whiskey, and the female resident singer on the stage sang a gentle song, which was the theme song "Shape of My Heart" of "This Killer Is Not Too Cold", this song Lu Ze liked very much, hummed softly, raised the wine glass and drank it all.

"Handsome guy himself, do you mind sitting here?"

Lu Ze didn't refuse, the girl sat next to Lu Ze, her makeup was a little thick, she couldn't see her age clearly, she poured herself a glass of wine, and gently touched the glass with Lu Ze.

Lu Ze's hat is pressed very low, the bar is dark, the girl can't see Lu Ze's face clearly, she doesn't mind what Lu Ze looks like, as long as she doesn't look too ugly, this kind of person who comes to borrow wine to kill her sorrows is her favorite, anyway, she often goes out to clubbing at night, and she doesn't have much money on her, she is used to being taken away by men, doing something she loves to do with a man who is quite eye-catching, and by the way, find a place to live for herself, maybe she will be given a small gift by a man the next day.

The two didn't communicate much, the girl mentioned the topic several times, and Lu Ze's interest in answering was not high, which made her a little unsure of how to chat, her mouth curled, and she listened to the song and played with her mobile phone.

Until more than ten o'clock in the evening, she was used to playing on the stage, and at this time the nightclub also began to jump, and ordinary men would not mind going around again, but she met Lu Ze, a boring man.

"How old are you?"

"Twenty, what's wrong?"

Lu Ze glanced at her up and down, accustomed to seeing the group of trainees in the company, he grinned: "Is there really twenty?"

"Yes, is there a problem? or am you my elder? Hey, you are Lu ......."

"Here, find a place to live, and go back to school tomorrow to study hard. ”

The girl seemed to recognize Lu Ze, and her expression instantly became very exciting, after all, Jiang Wenshu and Lu Ze had a lot of trouble this time, how could people of this age not know each other.

Lu Ze didn't continue to talk, but just took out all his cash from his wallet, about two or three thousand, handed it to the girl, and got up to leave.

Before the change, he didn't care where the girl lived, even if she was alive or dead, because it had nothing to do with him, and maybe he wouldn't even let the girl sit next to him.

Give her some money now, whether she will take the money to go to a nightclub to spend it, or really find a place to live, Lu Ze doesn't believe that a word of advice from himself can make this girl who is actually sixteen or seventeen years old get back on the right path, the reason why he gave her money is just to make herself happy, other than that.......

Nothing else.

In fact, he didn't drink much in the bar, but it was estimated that he had drunk fake wine, and when he saw the wind, Lu Ze walked to the corner and vomited on the ground, and then his brain was completely dizzy and down, and he stopped thinking.

He wanted to go home, but as he walked, he realized, "Is this him?"

He didn't know where he was, but he just found a place to sit down and block out the biting wind.

A person walked up to him, Lu Ze glanced up and smiled.

"So...... What are you doing again?"

"Can you get up? Catch a car and go home, sit here, don't freeze your joints. ”

"No, I'm so confused that I can't stand up, so do you want to use my body?"

Doctor Lu looked down at Lu Ze, his expression was a little complicated, but he shook his head, in fact, he drank like this, and he could still only walk and draw circles with his body, this kind of dizziness, he didn't want to suffer for Lu Ze.

"I remember....... You must have taught yourself psychology, right? Did you see that she was sick?"

"I can see it, but this is your life, no one will interfere, this is what you should bear, not one of us to bear. ”

"I didn't say let you bear it, even if you didn't give me a hint while she was alive, I knew that it was impossible to give a hint, it didn't matter, it's all over. ”

"No one gives us hints in our lives, so why should we give you hints in your life?"

"But you don't have more than a thousand people in your head in your life. ”

"But our life is not as long as yours, you are a lifetime, we are a few years, more than ten years, for you, it is only one night. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, Lu Ze took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it for himself, pointing at Doctor Lu and shaking his fingers.

"I have a clue and I seem to know what you're up to. ”

"Then I'll see. ”

Doctor Lu left, walking farther and farther, until he couldn't see his back, Lu Ze closed his eyes.

"Neurotic......."

The ragged scavenger left scolding, not knowing what messy things this drunk man sitting on the garbage pile was talking to him, then stopped, glanced back at Lu Ze, hesitated, walked over quickly, rummaged through Lu Ze's pocket, opened the wallet, it was empty, and threw it on Lu Ze.

The ring on his hand he clenched his fist very tightly and couldn't take it off, so the man simply gave up, put his watch and mobile phone in his pocket, and ran away.

“.......”

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