Lu Ze watched Lin Yuezhu leave, and when he completely disappeared from his sight, he turned his gaze to the tombstone again, she smiled quietly, Lu Ze couldn't imagine what kind of life she had lived in the past few years.

"So, this has been the case for the past few years? I am so tired every day, but I still work hard every day? Jiang Wenshu...... You're free now, but you've kept my conscience at ease for the rest of my life. ”

"I've been thinking a lot these days, how nice it would have been if I hadn't left at that time, and if I had been adamant not to leave that night, would you have ....... You won't leave like that, you're hypocritical, in this way...... died, but told me not to think of you again, sorry, I can't do it, and I don't know if it's to your liking. ”

Lu Ze sat on the marble fence of an empty tomb next to Jiang Wenshu, and looked into the distance, the flowers were green, there were mountains and rivers, and the scenery was pleasant.

"Depression, it sounds terrible, but what about me? You heard that too? I'm sick too, we're both patients, I know your pain, but I'm still trying to live, so...... Why can't you give yourself a chance? Your mom cried so much that she hadn't stopped for three days, your dad ...... Your hair is all white, do you regret it now?"

"To be honest, I understand your pain, because I often wake up and forget who I am, I may be a doctor, a thief, a white-collar worker, in short, is it possible for him, is it possible, am I not in pain? I am also in pain, because I just want to be me, I don't want to be someone else, I can only be me. ”

"But even if I am tormented, I am trying to live, so that my parents, my good friend, will not be as sad as me when you die. ”

Lu Ze turned around and touched the stele behind him that had not yet been engraved, it was moist, very smooth, and it felt good, and Lu Ze could feel its heaviness.

The ancients said...... Full of warm thoughts**, so I didn't like anyone when I was poor, and now I'm not poor, I'm rich, so, I may also like you, now say ....... It was too late, but while you were lying there, I realized that I was pretty cheap and thought I didn't have a mental cleanliness, but in reality, I did. ”

"But now that the person is dead and the skin is useless, I have come to my senses, in fact, it really doesn't matter, I am sick, I don't know how long I can survive, so I bought myself a tomb, this is your home, this will be my home in the future. ”

Lu Ze patted the tombstone, he bought two tombs next to each other, and the one next to Jiang Wenshu was his own, maybe it would be used in a few decades, or maybe he would move over in two days.

"I quite believe in these gods and ghosts, so if you are cold, hungry, and have no money to spend, give me a dream, don't give it to your parents, the old man is really half collapsed after this scene, don't toss them, just tell me what you want, I'll do it for you." ”

"Alas....... You're relaxed, I still have to live, so I'm leaving, I can't accompany you, you said how good you are alive, you can see me with a phone call, or a ticket, now what? I have to come to see you every other time, you say you're not bad, I'm leaving, you stay here by yourself, who let this be your own choice, regret going~"

Patting the rain-stained pants, Lu Ze got up, wiped the rain on her tablet, turned to leave, just took two steps, he still stopped, turned his head and smiled.

"Actually, I love you too......"

The road down the mountain was a little slippery, Lu Ze walked a little slowly, and happened to meet Jiang Wenshu's parents who had burned the paper money, accompanied them to the gate of the cemetery, and sent the old couple to the car, Jiang Wenshu is from Wuxi, his parents live in Wuxi, and Lu Ze is going back to the magic capital.

"Xiao Lu, why don't you go to your aunt's house to sit down, this trip has been hard for you, you have been accompanying me and your uncle for the past few days, busy before and after, if it weren't for you, I really don't know what to do, I didn't eat a bite of food from the magic capital early this morning, Auntie cooked a meal for you, eat and then leave." ”

Jiang Wenshu's mother held Lu Ze's hand, in fact, she and Jiang's father always thought that he and Jiang Wenshu were boyfriend and girlfriend, after all, Jiang Wenshu often mentioned Lu Ze when he was at home, and the old couple thought that they were playing the entertainment industry to conceal their relationship, and they had also secretly studied Lu Ze's family situation, and were very satisfied with Lu Ze's innocent family situation, even now, Lu Ze has not denied it.

"No, Auntie, I still have some things, so I'll go back to the magic capital first, another day, I'll go to see you and your uncle if I don't have a job, you and your uncle also have to take care of your health, Wen Shu doesn't want you to be too sad, the road is slippery, be careful." ”

Jiang's mother opened the window and kept looking back at Lu Ze, the car drove away, she cried again, Lu Ze stood in place and waved to them until the car drove away, and was not ready to leave.

took out the cigarette case and took a cigarette in his mouth, Lu Ze touched all the pockets on his body, but he didn't find the lighter, he should have handed the lighter to Jiang Wenshu's relatives to burn the paper, and he didn't want to come back, so he had no choice but to put the cigarette away.

"Click......."

The one-dollar lighter ignited a spark and was handed to Lu Ze......

The right hand holding the cigarette stopped moving, Lu Ze's whole body froze, his brain was blank, and he quickly turned his head, Wang Zixuan held the lighter and looked at him expressionlessly.

After thinking for a while, Lu Ze leaned over and lit the cigarette, pausing several times during the movement, and finally lit it before taking a deep breath.

"Thanks, how did you come?"

"Brother Liu sent me. ”

"Oh. ”

Lu Ze turned around and walked towards the car he was driving, Wang Zixuan followed behind Lu Ze in silence, ready to get into Lu Ze's car.

"Let's take Brother Liu's car back. ”

"Brother Lu......"

"I'm annoyed right now, please don't bother me, I'm really annoyed! Can you give me some personal space?"

Lu Ze looked at Wang Zixuan's eyes, the two looked at each other, Wang Zixuan's body would not move when she was watched, and finally lowered her head silently and walked towards the car driven by Liu Bin.

got into the car, put down the handbrake, hung up the gear, lightly clicked the accelerator, the car went out, Lu Ze opened the window, elbowed on the window frame, took the cigarette from his mouth with his left hand, stretched out the window and flicked the cigarette ash, the bottom of his palm supported his head, Lu Ze turned his head sideways, and overtook one car after another in front of him.

His eyes were a little moist, but eventually there was still liquid flowing down, and he was still expressionless, and wiped his tears with the back of his hand, but in the end the tears still broke the embankment.

Turn on the right turn and stop on the side of the road where temporary parking is allowed, Lu Ze tilted his head, the bottom of the palms of his hands covered his eyes, and clenched his teeth.

"Ahem....... Hiss....... Ahem......"

In fact, these few days are like a dream, even if Lu Ze dealt with her funeral, watched her being cremated, and watched her being buried in the ground, he still felt a little unreal, and his subconscious did not want to admit the fact that Jiang Wenshu left.

The woman who remembers his birthday, comes to accompany him every year even if he is busy with work, and spends the first twenty-five years of his life on his birthday, and likes to light a cigarette for him like a little brother the most, and the whole person is satisfied every time he lights it, is really dead.

He owed Jiang Wenshu a word of sorry, but he never had a chance to speak again.

The nanny car behind him was driving double flashes, but no one bothered the man who was thirty years old this year, he was no longer young, his tears were more valuable than before, and they would not fall easily, but when they fell, they would also be painfully sad.

Twenty minutes later, the car restarted, got on the highway, and ran quickly at a speed of one hundred and four, and two and a half hours later, Lu Ze got out of the car and arrived at the door of the house.

He pressed the car keys, tugged on the door again, and made sure it was locked, before entering the lobby and taking the elevator back home.

As soon as the elevator door opened, Lu Ze was stunned, the elevator door began to close, he didn't slow down and walked out of the elevator, held down the elevator door with both hands, dragged Lu Ze out of the elevator, gave Lu Ze a big hug, patted Lu Ze's back hard, and made a knocking sound.

"It's all gone....... You have to hold on, be strong, and the days have to move forward. ”

Song Guiyuan rushed over from the imperial capital early this morning, squatted in front of Lu Ze's house for a long time, and didn't think about calling Lu Ze to disturb him, the purpose of his coming was to give Lu Ze a hug he deserved.

Friends, at this time, should make a shining debut in a superhuman-like appearance.

"My daughter-in-law goes to work today, and I threw my son to Zheng Yi's house, tonight I will fly at 7:20, go back to pick up my son, what kind of drink you can give me depends on your ability." ”

“.......”

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