When I left the exam room, I was not as excited as I had imagined, but I felt a little nervous, a kind of vague anxiety about the unpredictable future. What exactly tomorrow will bring, no one knows.

Walking all the way out, the whole playground was full of candidates happily discussing exam questions and summer plans, three by two, and I was the only one, which seemed so abrupt.

"Xiaobei, how did you do in the exam?" Xiao Yi came out of nowhere.

"It's okay. I hung my head and said casually.

"It's okay, that's good!" Xiao Yi smiled and put his shoulder on it, he could see that he was extremely excited, he should have done well in the exam, "Haha, do you want to go back to school to play?"

"Playing ball?" I subconsciously glanced at my left knee.

As soon as Xiao Yi's words came out, he realized that he had lost his words, and he hurriedly lowered his head and patted his head: "Uh, Xiaobei, I'm sorry......"

"Hehe, it's okay......" I shook my head with a dry smile, "there's something going on in the evening." ”

"Well, okay, then I'll go first!" Xiao Yi nodded slightly, then made a cheering gesture at me, and quickly ran through the crowd and towards the outside of the examination room.

After Xiao Yi left, I was left alone, walking on the street boringly, and I unexpectedly met Meizi. But Meizi and her two best friends walked past me talking and laughing, but they didn't see me, or they did, they just pretended not to see me.

When I went home and put down my things, I called Meizi: "Meizi, at half past seven in the evening, you can wait for me at the station opposite the high-roller on East Street!"

"Yes, yes. Meizi replied mechanically, and I couldn't hear any emotion in her voice.

I couldn't find anything to watch on TV, so I had nothing to do, so I lay down in bed and listened to music with earbuds on.

Before I finished listening to a song, Liu Han called me: "Dead dog, why don't you come to the Internet? Team training, just waiting for you!" Because I always think of myself as a pervert in front of everyone, and the wolf and the dog are a little related, and I don't know who took the lead first, and after a long time, everyone followed and barked one dead dog after another.

I couldn't help but say in my heart: I am a wolf, not a dog! I am a wolf, not a dog......

I remember that Master Confucius once said: "Come and don't be rude." "In retaliation, I also nicknamed a few of them one by one. Liu Han is a stupid cow because his surname is Liu, which is homophonic with the cow; Lynch's name has a strange name, which makes me think of the mascot Qiqi in KFC, so he became a stupid chicken; Ye Hui has the word Hui in his name, the homonym turtle, I naturally think of the turtle.

"Uh, stupid cow, you guys fight. I'm not going, I'll have something to do later. "Thinking of the date with Meizi in the evening, even the college entrance examination that just ended didn't make me as nervous as I am now.

I didn't have any interest in playing, I hung up the phone, I used my phone to set the alarm, and then put the quilt on my head, and fell asleep groggily......

When I woke up, it was already dark outside. Seeing that the time was almost up, I hurriedly jumped out of bed and ran out of the house.

The place where we agreed to meet was very close to my house, and across the street, I seemed to faintly see the plum sitting on the guardrail of the flower garden opposite. It's a street away, but I can't take a step.

Crossing the street, I tiptoed over to Meizi, only to see Meizi curled up with earplugs and backpack......

"Plums. I cautiously sat down next to Umeko, about a fist's distance between the two.

"You're here. Seeing me, Meizi quickly took off the earbuds, unzipped them casually, and threw the earbuds into her bag.

The two of them sat side by side, and I was so nervous that I didn't say a word for a long time, and the atmosphere around me became more and more dull.

After a long time, I finally mustered up the courage to propose, "Have you eaten?" Why don't we go to the high rollers...... and I ate a little bit of lunch, and by now I was so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back.

"No, I've eaten it. Meizi politely declined my invitation, "You won't have eaten yet!"

Meizi's words made me almost faint to the ground, and I blamed myself for not making it clear to Meizi at the time, which caused the current situation: "No...... No, no, I just ate it. I lied insincerely, and then reached out and touched my cooing belly. Hey, I had to endure it!

"You...... Do you have anything to say when you came out of me today?" asked Meizi, biting her lip tightly.

I fell silent again, and after another painful struggle, I finally uttered the words that had been brewing for a long time: "You...... Can you be my girlfriend?" I breathed a long sigh of relief.

This time it was Meizi's turn to be silent, and looking at her expression, it seemed that she was making a difficult choice. Although the bus stop is not far away, few people noticed the situation on our side with the bustling crowd around.

"Why?" Meizi suddenly raised her head and looked at me very seriously.

Being looked at by Meizi like this, my face couldn't help but redden: "Because...... Because I like you. "Is it love to like someone? I don't know, and I don't want to know.

"All I like is myself......" Meizi's voice was very low and low.

"Really?" surprised me by Umeko's answer, and I adjusted my sitting position to get closer to Umeko.

"Well...... Umeko nodded vigorously, and then curled up tighter.

"So, are you rejecting me?" At this moment, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad, so I could only numbly raise my head and stare at the people coming and going in front of me, seeking the only answer that belonged to me.

"No ......" After a long time, Meizi finally made a statement, "Xiaobei, I can be your girlfriend, but you must agree to my request." ”

"Say it. I sighed softly.

"What we are doing together, can we ...... Can you not tell anyone?" Meizi looked at me very sincerely, and her tone was very hesitant, "I ...... I know it's not fair to you, but ......"

"Well, I promise you. "Somehow, I agreed to Meizi's conditions without hesitation.

"That'...... Then I'm tired, can you send me home?" Meizi stood in front of me with her bag in her arms and made a joke casually, "I'm older than you, so this is not an old cow eating tender grass." ”

I didn't answer Meizi, but I just stood up, and there was no joy in my heart......

And Meizi just walked down the street one after the other, without holding hands. It seems that in my heart, I miss more than the plum who called me an employee in the past.

Perhaps from the beginning, we were wrong......

(2010.8.18 This chapter has been revised)