XXXV. Inside and outside the examination room
I was woken up at 3 a.m. by a mosquito bite and couldn't sleep again. Sitting on the bed, it was dark in front of me, thinking of the upcoming college entrance examination, I didn't have any bottom in my heart, so I decided to hug the Buddha's feet temporarily, at least I could talk to comfort when the time came. With that up to my mind, I immediately turned on the lamp, turned over and lay on the bed, grabbed the Chinese textbook that I had thrown away at the bedside last night, and flipped through the pages one by one. But after only a few pages, I got bored, and I didn't read the contents of the book at all.
I couldn't help but wander, and then I remembered Lele......
My beloved Lele, you must still be asleep now! I just wonder if there will be me in your dreams?
I kept thinking about it, and before I knew it, it was 7 o'clock, and I climbed out of bed and looked out the window, it was overcast, and it seemed that it was about to rain.
"Xiaobei, I'll accompany you to the exam room later!" My mother was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and when she saw me walk out of the room, she turned her head and asked me.
"No. 1 Middle School is so close, I'll just go by myself. "When I'm so old, I still have to be picked up by my parents, so it's strange that I won't be laughed at when I say it! I hurriedly refused my mother's kindness.
"Then go out early and be careful on the road!" my mother didn't force me when she saw that I was unwilling, but just took the trouble to advise.
After all, it's the college entrance examination, and it's always good to get to the exam room early. I hurriedly washed up, rechecked what I was going to bring for the exam as I got dressed, grabbed a loaf of bread from the table, put it in my mouth, and ran out of the house without looking back.
The examination room was in No. 1 Middle School, and I had just arrived at the gate of No. 1 Middle School, and I saw Ms. Li, the homeroom teacher of our class, and it seemed that she had been waiting there for a long time. The homeroom teacher seemed even more nervous than we were, craned her neck like a giraffe and looked around looking for her adorable students.
After signing in with the homeroom teacher, I walked into the school gate and quickly found my classmates in a shady corner next to the playground. Everyone is getting together and talking to each other about topics that have nothing to do with the college entrance examination. After chatting for a while, I suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly raised my head and searched around absentmindedly. But after looking for a long time, I suddenly remembered that Lele was assigned to the examination room of the second middle school, and he was not here at all.
Somewhat disappointed, I found a step to sit down, and by chance I found a plum standing on the lawn not far away, peeking at me, and from the eyes of the plum, I seemed to see Lele three years ago.
My heart shook with Umeko's eyes, and I couldn't help but ask myself, "Was the decision made that day right or wrong?, do I really like Umeko?"
Just when I was struggling, the exam preparation bell suddenly rang, and the candidates immediately flocked to the teaching building from all directions. Although the staff in the examination room shouted hoarsely to keep everyone in order, everyone still scrambled to squeeze through the improvised blockade.
With the crowds, I stumbled all the way to my exam room, and I just came to see the exam room yesterday, so I easily found my seat. Sitting in my seat, I took out my stationery, closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and comforted myself, "Isn't it just an exam?
When the candidates basically arrived, the invigilator began to prepare for the exam, checking the admission ticket, distributing the test papers, pasting the line code, and browsing the test papers.
Today's first test is Chinese, to be honest, I am not afraid of Chinese, and the invigilator is not as terrible as the previous class teacher said, and even they themselves have an indifferent expression. I didn't sleep well last night, and now my head is a little groggy, and I subconsciously press my temples to try to keep myself awake all the time.
After the whole exam, except for the silent writing questions, which gave me a headache, the rest was quite easy, and the essay happened to be guessed by me in the review before the exam, so it took less than 40 minutes to write the 800-word essay.
Half an hour before the end of the exam, I handed in my paper.
When I walked out of the examination room, there was a light rain in the sky, but I didn't want to use an umbrella and went home alone in the rain......
In the afternoon, I took the math test, and for a math idiot like me, there wasn't much I could do, and in just half an hour, I had done all the questions I could. Seeing that the paper was empty and uncomfortable, I also randomly broke down the questions that I couldn't do, and the whole exam paper was actually full of me in the end. It's still very early before the paper is handed in, and I can't speak, listen to mp3, or play mobile games in the exam room, which is really boring!
The college entrance examination on the first day ended in this turmoil.
With the lesson of the previous night, before going to bed, I deliberately lit mosquito coils. Although there is no more mosquito harassment, the nightmares are one after another. I woke up from my dream in the middle of the night, drank a glass of water, and lay back in bed, fantasizing about the upcoming three-month vacation, and the Lele who had drifted away from me......
The next day, the rain stopped.
In the morning, I took the comprehensive liberal arts exam, history, geography and politics are all subjects that I am more interested in, and I also have a good foundation, so I successfully completed the exam paper. Instead of rushing to hand in the papers, I turned my eyes to the window with a heavy heart. Rays of sunlight shine through the gaps in the green leaves, quietly sprinkled on the windowsill, and looking at the beautiful scenery in front of me, I can't help but recall the promise I made with Umeko not long ago.
Time flies, it's time to confess to Meizi tonight, but do I really like Meizi? Although we have always had a good relationship, I'm not sure that this is love. It seems that there is a long, long distance between us.
"You're taking revenge on Lele!" Suddenly, I had such a thought.
"Don't be stupid! If you do this, will she care? No! She won't care! She doesn't like you anymore!"
Thinking of Lele, I couldn't help but get irritable again, looked up at the invigilator in the classroom, gritted my teeth, I stood up straight and handed in the exam paper.
The end of the comprehensive exam means that my college entrance examination is also over.
The English test in the afternoon was just to complete the task, looking at the rows of unfamiliar words, I picked up the pencil and casually covered all the multiple-choice questions, and broke a few lines of composition, trying to fill the word count as much as possible, so that the test paper would not seem so empty. After doing all this, I fell on my desk and dozed off boredly.
Whatever the outcome, at least it's all over now.
For me, there is no pressure, no nervousness, and no illusions......
(2010.8.18 This chapter has been revised)