XXXIV. The eve of the college entrance examination

On the eve of the college entrance examination, I sat at my desk, but I couldn't read the book. After 12 years of hard study, I was inexplicably a little excited.

But somehow, unconsciously, I suddenly remembered Lele again: "Lele, what are you doing now? Are you doing well after the breakup?" I couldn't open my wallet by myself and took out the photo with Lele. Staring at the beautiful face of the girl in the photo, I couldn't help but feel sad, and tears flowed uncontrollably out of my eyes.

"That's enough, fool! they've all broken up, why are you still thinking about her?" a voice kept echoing in my head.

At this moment, the CD on the side is playing the "Brave New World" that Lele gave me three years ago, and I remember hearing Lele say that her favorite group is S.H.E.

It turns out that music also has memories, "Brave New World", "Magic", "Ocean of Love", "No Substitute" Listening to the familiar melodies in the album, I seem to have a lot of warm pictures when I was with Lele again.

Dear Lele, the good things we used to have are now in the past. A few days ago, I just promised Meizi that I would ...... with her when the college entrance examination was over I'm sorry Lele, although I still miss you to this day, I know that we will not have tomorrow.

After the last song ended, the room fell silent for a moment.

"Xiaobei, tomorrow's exam, don't be too late tonight, remember to go to bed early!" At this moment, my mother pushed open the door and walked in with a bowl of ginseng soup.

"Oh. I hurriedly answered, my eyes unconsciously glancing at the CD player that had just stopped, and I couldn't help but secretly rejoice in my good fortune.

"Remember to drink the soup while it's hot. "My mother was afraid of disturbing my review, so she put down the ginseng soup and went out, and closed the door with her.

The room was quiet again, and I couldn't take my eyes off the steaming bowl of ginseng soup in front of me, and I couldn't help but recall the unforgettable people and events in my three-year high school career that was about to end.

Haozi, Xiaoyi, Liu Han, Ye Hui...... Familiar figures came to my mind like slides.

"The final is going to be played in the afternoon, and for some reason, I am a little nervous. ”

"Yes, a predictable battle!"

"Excited?"

"Sort of, a bitter battle you've been looking forward to for a whole year is just around the corner, and everyone will be excited!

"Oh, really?"

"Last year, it was such a good weather...... Today is the last battle!"

......

I seemed to see Xiao Yi sitting side by side with me on the edge of the court that day, clenching his fists and looking confident.

It's a pity that our class still didn't make it to the end after all, and the 5-point advantage was maintained by the senior three (3) class until the last second. Although he lost the game, I think Xiao Yi should be able to have no regrets.

Remembering that game, I couldn't help but reflexively touch my left knee, which had long since healed. Lele, although we have broken up now, no matter what, I still want to thank you! You have always been by my side in the darkest moments of my life......

At this moment, the discordant voice in my brain sounded again: "It's still Lele! Why can't you forget her?"

My thoughts were so confused that I didn't want to remember anything more, so I simply stood up and paced back and forth in the room. But the more I didn't want to reminisce, the more the past kept coming back to me.

Suddenly remembered Chu Chu again, it seemed that he hadn't contacted Chu Chu for a long time. Thinking of this, I immediately took out my phone from under the thick stack of exercises on the table, found Chu Chu's number in the address book, and then couldn't wait to dial it.

"Hey!" Chu Chu picked up the phone in a daze, listening to the voice, she didn't seem to be fully awake,

"It's me, Chu Chu. I secretly laughed in my heart, I actually went to bed so early, and it was really a pig!

Chu Chu said angrily: "It's you! It's you! How do I know who you are if you don't say your name?" Dahao Chunmeng was ruthlessly interrupted, no wonder Chu Chu was so annoyed.

"Chu Chu beauty, I'm Li Xiaobei, don't you remember?" waited until Chu Chu finished venting, and then I cautiously followed.

"Hmm, Xiaobei, it's you! Ahhh

"Well, actually, it didn't ...... It's nothing, it's just that I'm going to take the college entrance examination, and I'm a little bored, I just want to talk to you. "I felt like I was running out of words.

"Okay, what do you want to talk about?" Chu Chu yawned again.

"Why don't we talk about life......" I said with a wicked smile.

"Discuss your size! Beizi Pig, is it that my sister hasn't beaten you for a long time, and her skin is itchy?" Chu Chu suddenly raised his voice and pretended to be fierce.

"Sister Chu Chu, Chu Chu beauty, how dare I!" Chu Chu's words made me feel as if I had returned to the good times when we were at the same table three years ago, and I hurriedly flattered Chu Chu with a pitiful tone.

"Hmph, I'm too lazy to bother with you!By the way, how are you reviewing? Are you sure about tomorrow's exam?" Chu Chu changed the topic and asked me with concern.

"Well, I don't know, it's okay to do it, die early and be born sooner. "To be honest, I'm not sure about tomorrow's exam.

"Haha, then you have to come on, and when the exam is over, my sister will invite you to dinner. Chu Chu smiled and encouraged me.

I have been at the same table with Chu Chu for a year, and although I know that what she said just now is just casual and may not really invite me, I still feel very happy.

Those emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were finally vented in the chat with Chu Chu, and the mood was much better all of a sudden. After hanging up the phone, I comfortably climbed into bed.

I didn't pull the curtains, and before turning off the lights, I couldn't help but glance at the dotted lights of the residential building opposite, and I was very proud: "Hehe, Mr. Li, after tonight, you won't be able to control me." ”

I was used to sleeping with the light on, but the sudden darkness made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Come on tomorrow!" I muttered silently in my mind as I lay on the bed.

(2010.8.16 This chapter has been revised)