Sitting on the bus, I involuntarily raised the mineral water bottle in my hand, and the sunlight refracted through the water bottle, which seemed a little blurry. I remember Lele once told me that she likes to look at the sun through the glass filled with water, and the sun is not dazzling at all, as if two people are in love.

Even though the sun was shining, there always seemed to be a hint of gloom in the sky in my eyes. Looking up at the sky, boundless, a familiar and unfamiliar voice kept echoing in the sky, from far to near, so clear, but so blurred, as if it was close at hand, as if it came from a distant wilderness.

"Beizi Pig, do you love me?" Suddenly, I saw Lele smiling at me.

Putting down the mineral water bottle, I couldn't help but sigh slightly, but I didn't answer, because I knew that Lele always liked to answer for me after asking, "I know you love me." ”

Maybe love is just a habit, like the faint scent of green apples that I've long been accustomed to.

Before I knew it, a year had passed, and I was staring at the more and more familiar scenery outside the car window, and it turned out that I finally chose to come back. Although there is always a voice in my heart reminding me, don't go back, it will hurt the scene.

But what should be faced has to be faced sooner or later......

"Li Xiaobei!" As soon as I got out of the car, I heard someone calling me, looking for the sound, I easily found Haozi who was waving at me not far away. A few days ago, when I told Haozi that he was going to come back for National Day, Haozi immediately said that he would come to the station to pick me up, and I had never enjoyed such treatment after knowing Haozi for so long, so I was naturally a little flattered.

After taking the luggage, Haozi casually put his arm on my shoulder: "Let's go." ”

"Where are you going?" I felt very strange when I looked at Haozi's mysterious face, but he smiled without saying a word.

Outside the station, Haozi stopped a taxi and instead of taking me home, he went straight to a restaurant.

Before it was time to eat, the restaurant seemed a little deserted, Haozi casually ordered a few dishes and asked for two more bottles of beer.

"Today I have a treat. Haozi smiled and poured me a glass of wine, and then filled it for himself, so many years of brothers, everything is in a word, we touched the glass very tacitly, and then raised our heads and drank it all.

"Thought you wouldn't be back this year. Haozi shook the empty wine glass in front of her and glanced sideways at me.

"Huh. I laughed helplessly, and then changed the topic, "Dead mouse, why did you suddenly remember to invite your brother to dinner on a whim today?"

"Damn, brotherly feelings tell me this!" Haozi immediately put on an angry expression, "That's it, brother, I'm so sad......" While saying, Haozi didn't forget to lower his head and pretend to wipe a handful of crocodile tears. Not to mention, Haozi really has the talent to be an actor, I almost believed it.

"Hey, Dead Bei, do you have any arrangements for the next few days when you come back?" I just wanted to lean over to comfort Haozi, but I didn't want Haozi to suddenly raise his head and smile at me maliciously.

Because there were no other guests, the dishes were served quickly, stir-fried three fresh, lychee meat, mixed water spinach, these are all my favorite foods. I glared at Haozi fiercely, then grabbed my chopsticks, picked up a piece of lychee meat, and threw it into his bowl: "Eat you!

Haozi happily stuffed the whole piece of meat into his mouth, and said while chewing: "Dead shellfish, if there is no arrangement tomorrow morning, accompany me to climb Beishan!"

I said "um" noncommittally, and I said yes......

Woken up early the next morning by Haozi's phone, he went out in a daze, and followed Haozi to catch a bus to Beishan.

I haven't exercised for too long, and I've only walked a few steps, and my legs are as heavy as lead. Soon, I was pulled a long distance away by Haozi, who looked back at me panting, so he stopped and asked me to follow.

"Dead mouse, slow down...... Ay...... I'm exhausted. "I put my hands on my hips, my tongue sticking out, and I looked like I was about to be honored.

"Damn, weren't you pretty fast at climbing the mountain before, it seems that you've really been home lately!" Haozi didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, and dragged my clothes forward, "I have to drag you up the mountain today." ”

"Stop, stop...... Stop! Don't ...... Don't drag ...... I can walk ...... myself" I broke free of Haozi, took a deep breath, and then followed Haozi, desperately burying my head and climbing up the mountain......

"31 minutes and 47 seconds. After walking the last step, Haozi glanced at the time on her phone and said to me helplessly.

"Isn't it! so long?" I weakly walked into a gazebo at the top of the mountain, it was incredible, I remember when I was in high school, I often came to climb North Mountain with Haozi every weekend, and it seemed that the fastest one only took 20 minutes, and it seemed that I couldn't accept it all the time.

After resting for a while, I came to my senses and pushed Haozi who was squinting beside me and reveling in the music world: "Wait, where are we going?"

Haozi casually took off the headphones and yawned violently: "What did you say?"

"Uh......" I was about to repeat what I had just said, but I noticed that the expression on Haozi's face suddenly became strange, "...... Wait...... "I finished the rest of the words with great professional ethics, and then inexplicably watched as Haozi slowly stood up as if he had lost his soul, and walked towards a cliff carving not far from the pavilion.

I didn't react at all, but I watched as Hiroko walked faster and faster, and finally almost trotted all the way to a girl squatting under the stone carving and drinking a soda.

I didn't know what Haozi was going to do, for fear that something would happen to him, so I hurriedly pulled out my legs and followed. It wasn't until I got closer that I realized that the girl carved in the stone was actually Xiaofei.

Regarding the breakup with Xiaofei, Haozi has always been tight-lipped, and occasionally heard it from others, but it was only a few words, and I didn't want to ask too much.

I didn't come any closer, turned and sat down on a nearby stone staircase, nervously watching Hiroko's every move.

Haozi kept swinging from side to side in front of Xiaofei, looking like a ruffian. But I know that it's just Hiroko's habitual action when she's nervous.

Suddenly, Haozi turned her head and pointed at me, Xiaofei followed the direction of Haozi's finger, poked her head forward and saw me, she immediately waved at me in a friendly manner.

I was thinking about whether to go over, but at this time, a man came from not far away, and I saw that the man hugged Xiaofei behind his back, there is no doubt that he should be Xiaofei's current boyfriend.

Even though there was still some distance away from them, I still clearly felt that Haozi's body was swinging even more, after all, it must be uncomfortable to see the girl I loved so much being hugged by another man, I think even if it were anyone, it would be like this.

It can be seen that Haozi has been suppressing his emotions, probably not wanting to cry in front of Xiaofei! Sometimes men are really strange animals.

Finally, Haozi hurriedly said goodbye to Xiao Fei, and then faltered, but resolutely turned around and walked back......

In the corner of my eye, I seemed to see a flash of tears in Xiaofei's eyes.

I didn't expect Haozi, who has always been giggling in front of me, to cry. Xiaofei was not by her side, and Haozi cried like a child, as if she wanted to vent all the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time.

"I love her......" Hiroko leaned against me, staring blankly at the sky.

"I know. "I can't think of any words of comfort, so that's all I have to say.

"Let's go down the mountain. We sat in silence for a long time, and finally Haozi opened his mouth first, "Dead Bei, wait a minute, accompany me to the Internet café......"

It seems like I haven't been to an internet café since my freshman year. Sitting next to Haozi and watching him surf the Internet, I felt a little bored. So I simply went to the service desk to open the desktop, logged in to QQ, and looked through my friend's space album idlely.

Suddenly, a photo in Lin Hui's album caught my attention. For a moment, I just felt a sudden chill all over my body, and my whole body was just stunned motionless.

(2010.10.19 This chapter has been revised)