Twenty-eight. Breaking up turned out to be simple
Hua Ruoquan has done enough to her, he has tried to give her a chance, a chance to let her enter his heart, but she doesn't have the ability, she doesn't have the ability to make him fall in love with her.
Late at night, Chang Xing sat in the park under Ruoquan's apartment building, turned on his mobile phone, and sent a text message to Hua Ruoquan to tell him where she was.
Not long after, Hua Ruoquan arrived by car, looking at the familiar but unfamiliar figure who walked down from the car, Chang Xing got up from the chair with some strength and looked at him quietly.
Hua Ruoquan walked quickly in front of her, grabbed her shoulders, the expression on his face was not completely relaxed, and he said a little angrily: "Where have you been all day?"
Hua Ruoquan was still a little out of breath when he spoke, and he could feel the heat on his body from a distance, it seemed that he had really been looking for her all day.
Think of it as the last time he worked hard for her.
Anyway, never again.
Chang Xing raised his head, looked at Hua Ruoquan, and said softly: "Ah Quan, I know everything." ”
Hua Ruoquan's eyes darkened, as if he had already expected Chang Xing's reaction, and he was not too surprised, but he just exhaled and said calmly: "Fortunately, you listen to me, I was indeed at Jin Chen's house yesterday, but we ......"
"I know. Chang Xing smiled slightly, but the smile looked a little forced, she swallowed her saliva, and continued to speak: "Ah Quan, I just want to ask you one question. Do you still love Jin Chen? This time, please don't deceive me and answer me honestly. ”
Hua Ruoquan stood in place, staring at Chang Xing.
I knew very early that even if Chang Xing knew everything, he would not have too violent reactions, but seeing her forbearance as expected, his mood was more complicated and indescribable than he imagined, and he felt a faint pain.
After being silent for a long time, Hua Ruoquan finally replied: "I admit that there is no way to forget her so quickly for a while......"
"I see. Chang Xing interrupted Hua Ruoquan's words, still looked at Hua Ruoquan calmly, spoke softly, and said what he had been thinking about all night, "Ah Quan, let's break up." ”
Chang Xing's calm words made Hua Ruoquan a little surprised for a while.
He knew how deep Chang Xing's heart was for him, and he thought that even if the truth was exposed one day, she would not easily give up the relationship between the two. But I didn't think that Chang Xing's final decision would be so irretrievable.
He never thought of breaking up with her, although the two started out because of a one-night wrong love, although he had more responsibility than love in his heart, although he didn't understand whether the imprint in his heart was deeper or deeper than her. But he did want to form a family with her, plain and happy.
"Luckily, I have no intention of breaking up with you. If you're angry about what happened last night, I can explain it to you. ”
"No, I'm feeling a little tired. Chang Xing shook his head, still smiling and said, "We are really suitable to be friends." I have known you for more than 20 years, and if there was a possibility of development, it would have been developed a long time ago, so why delay until now. ”
Chang Xing said softly, her voice was as soft and slow as usual, but now it sounded a little heavier.
Chang Xing didn't look at Hua Ruoquan's expression, raised a hand and pretended to touch his forehead, blocking Hua Ruoquan's gaze from her, "The two of us feel no different together than before, and we don't seem to have the passion to fall in love." Moreover, I'm too cautious, and when I think of those things, I really still care. ”
Hua Ruoquan clenched his hand at his side, Hua Ruoquan, who was calm and self-controlled on weekdays, was now inexplicably anxious, but he couldn't speak.
Chang Xing lowered his head, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "It's just, why didn't you tell me?"
She is not a person who will force it, if she had known earlier that she had no position at all in this threesome love, she would have let go early, backed down early, and dispelled her unrealistic extravagant hopes early.
It really doesn't feel good to know the truth for the last one. It's a terrible feeling to know that you've been deceived by the people you care about the most.
She's a very sluggish person, but she can also get hurt and be sad.
Without waiting for Hua Ruoquan to answer, Chang Xing suddenly smiled again: "I think, you may have known that I liked you for a long time, don't tell me, just don't want to hurt me." It's that I'm so stupid, I don't understand anything, and I'm stupid enough to rush forward. ”
"Fortunately, ......" Hua Ruoquan looked at Chang Xing, who was always smiling and seemed to have nothing to do, and the inexplicable emotions in his heart made him hate himself now.
"Thank you for giving me a chance. Worried that the fortress he had built with great difficulty would collapse again, Chang Xing hurried to say before Hua Ruoquan spoke: "From now on, we will still be friends." Here's this. ”
Chang Xing handed Hua Ruoquan an envelope that had been clenched in the palm of his hand, "Fortunately, we didn't tell my family about our engagement, so it saved a lot of trouble." Now even God has given you a chance, you should take advantage of it and don't let yourself regret it again...... You also wish me to find a good man who loves me more soon. In the end, Chang Xing's voice had changed a little, and strong sadness surged up from her heart to her throat, she tried her best to suppress it, and said with a slight smile: "It seems that my measure is really small, and I can't give you a blessing now, so be it." ”
When Chang Xing spoke, she always kept her head down, and she always maintained the curvature of the corners of her mouth, as if that arc carried the tears overflowing from her eyes.
For a while, Hua Ruoquan only felt that Chang Xing in front of him made his chest stop breathing. Hua Ruoquan involuntarily reached out and hugged Chang Xing, but Chang Xing pushed him away and took a few steps back. Chang Xing shook his head, didn't speak, just waved his hand to Hua Ruoquan, and then turned around and left quickly with his luggage.
Tears flowed down the moment she turned, blurring her vision.
Hua Ruoquan stood quietly in place, watching Chang Xing stop a taxi, sit in the car with his suitcase, and then go farther and farther.
Bowing his head, Hua Ruoquan looked at the envelope in his hand, opened the seal, and a white gold ring fell out of it, and a blank piece of paper floated down at the same time.
Two juanxiu handwriting - goodbye.
Unspoken goodbye, perhaps, she never wanted to see him again......