XXVII. Who should back down?
didn't want to face Hua Ruoquan, Chang Xing asked the company for leave, turned off his mobile phone at the same time, and walked slowly aimlessly. It wasn't until he didn't have the strength to go on anymore that Chang Xing came back to his senses, only to find that he had walked all afternoon, and the sky dyed by the sunset gradually darkened.
Chang Xing silently looked at the white gold ring on the palm of his hand, the delicate white gold ring was set with three small diamonds, gently wiped off the dirt on it, and it was still dazzling. It was by chance that she found the ring, and in the afternoon she unconsciously walked to the grove in front of her community, as if it was fate, she picked up the ring that Hua Ruoquan threw from her upstairs a few months ago.
What is the probability that a small ring can be found again if it is thrown away?
The discarded ring can be returned, so what about Hua Ruoquan's feelings for Jiang Jinchen? Will it be like this lost and recovered ring?
Hua Ruoquan verbally proposed to her, but she didn't wait for anything, and now, the ring that once represented the relationship between Hua Ruoquan and Jiang Jinchen was picked up by her again.
Whether fate is already hinting at her future.
Holding the ring gently in the palm of his hand, Chang Xing slowly walked towards the apartment. As she walked around the corner of the apartment, she was stopped by a sound on the road. She took a step back, hiding her form.
"Still no news from Luck?"
"Hmm. Hua Ruoquan looked up in the direction of Chang Xing's apartment as he walked.
The windows were still closed, the curtains were drawn, there was no light in the room, and it seemed that the chances of her coming back were also very low.
Hua Ruoquan retracted his gaze, and the expression on his face became even more gloomy.
"Don't worry, Chang Xing is probably going somewhere to relax, nothing will happen. Jiang Jinchen looked at Hua Ruoquan's anxious face, paused, and said, "Ruoquan, I won't go up, I'll leave after a few words with you." ”
Hua Ruoquan stopped and looked sideways at Jiang Jinchen.
The two stood in front of the apartment building and were silent for a moment, Jiang Jinchen smiled slightly, and said, "Ruoquan, you know that I pretended to be drunk yesterday, right?"
Hua Ruoquan looked at her and said lightly: "Your alcohol consumption will not be worse than mine." ”
Jiang Jinchen shook his head with a smile, "Ha, you are really an indifferent man, and you don't even want to leave me a memory." Let me pretend to be drunk, but you don't want to get drunk with me. The smile on Jiang Jinchen's lips was faint, with a hint of self-deprecation, she looked at Hua Ruoquan's handsome face, and said, "The reason for rejecting me...... Because you're ...... right now It's a blessing, isn't it?"
Hua Ruoquan looked at Jiang Jinchen's smiling face without saying a word.
Jiang Jinchen took two steps closer to Hua Ruoquan and looked up into his deep eyes. She put away the smile on her lips and said calmly and seriously: "In the years I have been away, I have not been truly happy for a single day. I've tried to fall in love with someone else, but I can't find another man who appeals to me like you. ”
Seeing Hua Ruoquan's eyebrows twisted slightly, Jiang Jinchen shook his head and smiled: "You don't have to bother, this is the last time I say such a thing." I'm going back to England tomorrow, and the deputy general manager will take care of the rest. Originally, I just took this opportunity to come back and take a look, but now I can finally give up completely and go back without worry. Jiang Jinchen looked at Hua Ruoquan deeply and said softly: "Ruoquan, I wish you and Chang Xing happiness." ”
The two faced each other and stood silently. Hua Ruoquan's eyes deepened and intensified, and after a long time, Hua Ruoquan spoke again, "I can't forget you, but I have Chang Xing now, and I must be responsible for her." ”
Hearing that familiar and cold voice, Chang Xing's heart seemed to be split in half at once. She pressed heavily on her heart, her heart contracting violently, and a burst of colic came from her. Chang Xing looked sideways at the two of them, his face was pale, and cold sweat was slowly dripping from his forehead.
It turns out that there is a difference between hearing it with your own ears and seeing it with your own eyes......
Responsibility, she's just responsibility......
Jiang Jinchen looked at Hua Ruoquan, and after a while, he spoke quietly, "I understand, that's also the reason why I left in the first place." Chang Xing thinks I am her best friend, and I snatch the man she loves the most. I listen to her whisper in my ear every day about your goodness, your past, everything you make her heartbroken, and I can't resist the temptation. I'm really a bad woman, right? I can't help but get close to you, fall in love with you, and betray a friend who trusts me the most. Chang Xing is a woman who is very serious about her feelings, which is really unbearable. …… It was I who betrayed her friendship back then, and this time, I can't betray her again. ”
Staring at Hua Ruoquan, as if to say his last goodbye, Jiang Jinchen flashed a beautiful smile, "Ruoquan, give me a hug of separation?"
Hua Ruoquan slowly stretched out his hand, grabbed Jiang Jinchen's shoulder and pressed it against his chest.
Even though the sun had set, the hugging figures could still be seen so clearly. Although the expression on Ruoquan's face is faint, the complex emotions and suppressed feelings in his eyes cannot be mistaken.
Obviously, Ruoquan rejected Jiang Jinchen and chose to stay by her side, but Chang Xing felt that he was far away from their world.
Separated by a barrier that can never be crossed.
Hua Ruoquan may not have betrayed their promise last night, but it had already made her understand what he really thought in his heart. Which hurts more, a cheating body or a detached heart?
They are people who love each other, and she's just a liar who takes advantage of the situation. She deceived Hua Ruoquan's happiness, and even deceived herself into getting the person she loved.
If you don't find out today, then if Ruoquan is with her in the future, can she still have two women in her heart at the same time?
In fact, in Hua Ruoquan's heart, she may not be qualified to stand in the same position as Jiang Jinchen at all.
He loves Jin Chen, but he doesn't love her.
And she, now that she knows the truth, can she start over with Ruoquan without any guilt? as if she never knew anything?
Even if they are together, she will not forget that she is hindering their relationship.
Four years ago, Jin Chen rejected Ruoquan's marriage proposal because of her. Now, four years later, Ruoquan missed the opportunity to get back together with Jin Chen because he didn't want to hurt her.
……
Letting go of the cramping pain that spread in his heart, Chang Xing turned away silently.
It's not that she doesn't want to fight for it, but this battle, which has no beginning and no gunsmoke, has already decided the ending.