Fifty-six said to break up after Valentine's Day
"Isn't it pretty?" Sitting on the audience platform next to the playground track, I gently held Huang Xin's hand and carefully put a bracelet on her wrist.
Huang Xin nodded noncommittally, then stood up and whispered to me, "Xiaobei, let's go to class." Before I could react, Huang Xin had already taken several steps.
"It's not a bad day, isn't it! Valentine's Day, can't you go to study at night?" I shouted at Huang Xin's back as I stood with my hands in my pockets.
Huang Xin didn't pay attention to me, just walked vigorously in the direction of the classroom.
"Huang Xin!" I was a little anxious, and immediately rushed over in three steps and two steps, "You wait for me." ”
Huang Xin slowed down slightly, allowing me to catch up.
"Don't go to class, just go anywhere, just accompany me, okay?" I have never spoken to others in such a low way since I was a child, and I don't know why I am like this, maybe I have a faint uneasiness in my subconscious.
"Where are you going?" Huang Xin finally stopped.
"That'...... Let's go to the student street and find a cold drink shop. "Although I am very dissatisfied with Huang Xin's attitude of ignoring her, after all, she has changed her mind, and I can't say anything more.
We turned around and walked down student street, and at a cold drink shop, I ordered two cups of green tea. The small shop was already full of couples, talking to each other, or playing with each other, and the only thing that was the same was that they all had happy smiles on their faces. Huang Xin and I were the only exceptions, both of them didn't say a word, just buried their heads in the green tea in front of them.
It turned out that we had nothing to say to each other, although in order to make the atmosphere not too embarrassing, I chatted with Huang Xin without words, but her reaction was still very cold.
Finally, Huang Xin stood up and interrupted the nonsense I had painstakingly created for the cold scene: "Xiaobei, I'm tired, go back to the dormitory to rest first." ”
"Then I'll give it to you. After hurriedly buying the order, I followed Huang Xin out of the cold drink shop.
"No, I'll just go back by myself, you can go back to the dormitory early, you have to have classes tomorrow!" Huang Xin immediately declined my kindness and left without looking back.
Looking at Huang Xin's back as he walked away, I had a trace of doubt inexplicably, and I decided to follow and take a look.
This was destined to be a decision that I regretted a lot, because when I saw Huang Xin again, there was already a man next to her. It's just that that man is not me.
"Huang!Xin!" I gritted my teeth and shouted the name in my heart.
I stumbled along the way, and I didn't know how I got back to my dorm.
"Xiaobei, why did you come back so early today?" I accidentally bumped into Brother Monkey at the top of the stairs, and I didn't pay attention to Brother Monkey, but walked into the bedroom with my head buried in a tangled face. Seeing my appearance, Brother Monkey didn't ask any more, took the basin and went to the water room to wash clothes.
There was no one in the dormitory, lying on the bed, I was bored to read the novel on my phone, but after reading it for a long time, I couldn't read a word.
"It's not early, it's almost time to go back to the dormitory. "The more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and somehow, I sent a text message to Huang Xin.
After clicking send, I regretted it, I really regretted it! But despite my desperate attempts to cancel! Unfortunately, it was too late!
After a while, the mobile phone rang, and the caller ID was Huang Xin.
Since I got to this point, I didn't want to go around in circles anymore, so I simply made my words clear, and asked Huang Xin coldly: "Tell me, who is he?"
"Xiaobei, you misunderstood! He was my high school classmate and came to our school to play. Huang Xin tried his best to defend on the phone.
There is no shame in betrayal, what is shameful is that knowing that it is a betrayal, the other party is still weaving beautiful lies for betrayal. I didn't speak, just listened quietly.
"Xiaobei, I don't want others to deceive me, so I won't deceive others. Huang Xin was still explaining on the other end of the phone, but her words suddenly made me feel a little ridiculous.
"I hope so. I didn't want to listen any further, so I sat up and hung up the phone.
Her mind was like a mess of mush, maybe Huang Xin hadn't lied just now? According to her previous personality, this explanation seemed to make sense. I was still comforting myself, and although my heart was still full of doubts, I finally decided to trust her again.
Huang Xin's seat was in front of me, and the next day in class, perhaps because she was tired of listening to the lecture, Huang Xin subconsciously reached out to support her chin, which was her habitual action. But the moment I raised my hand, I keenly noticed that the chain I gave her yesterday was gone, and was replaced by a red rope, just a single red rope, thin, not bright, but very dazzling.
Angry, uncomfortable, and maybe something else. As soon as I got out of class, I left the classroom straight away, and I was not in the mood for the next class, so I sat quietly on the playground by myself and thought a lot.
Maybe this farce should really come to an end.
In the evening, I made up my mind to ask Huang Xin out, and walked along the road that I don't know how many times I walked to and from class, and the two of them were silent.
"Find me out, what's the matter?" Huang Xin stared ahead expressionlessly, looking absent-minded.
"I'm in a bad mood and want you to walk with me. "Although this relationship has long existed in name only, there is nothing left to save. But for Huang Xin, I still seem to have some nostalgia.
"Follow me ......" Soon, we came to the front of the teaching building, I couldn't help but look up at the dim starlight in the sky, and then gritted my teeth and pulled Huang Xin into a remote corner on the side of the teaching building.
Although I didn't know what I was going to do, Huang Xin still followed.
"Huang Xin, tell me, do you love me or not. "I think as long as she's willing to nod, then I'll not say the rest, and I'm still not willing to give up easily.
"I don't love ......" Huang Xin replied without any hesitation, but this was also expected by me.
"Then break up!" I said in a soft, but resolute tone, as if my heart had been stabbed hard by something at this moment. Although I kept telling myself that I had never loved the person in front of me, I could clearly feel that my voice was trembling involuntarily at this moment.
Huang Xin raised her head, looked at me very seriously, and buried her head again.
"I'm sorry!" After saying this, Huang Xin turned around and left, leaving me standing there alone in a daze......
When I went to class the next day, I unexpectedly found the chain for Huang Xin in a drawer, with a note attached to it. I didn't look at it, I crumpled the note into a ball, then grabbed the chain and threw it out of the window.
A flash of silver light flashed, and then vanished like a meteor.
(2010.9.6 This chapter has been revised)