Part I

One

Li Jing, a demure, dignified, and beautiful nurse of the division hospital, fell in love with Liang Liang, the guard platoon commander of the division headquarters, and it seemed that all this was logical.

Liang Liang fell in love with Li Jing after he was admitted to the Normal Hospital. Before this, Liang Liang didn't know Li Jing, but Li Jing knew Liang Liang. Liang Liang is almost a celebrity in the division, not only because Liang Liang has a tall body, but more importantly, when Liang Liang was a soldier, he had an excellent figure, he was a pacesetter in the whole division to learn from Lei Feng, and he was also an activist who learned Mao's thoughts. Every year, the division organizes two speech contests, and Liang Liang stood out at that time. Many people know him, both as a cadre and as a soldier.

Liang Liang has a foundation for becoming a celebrity in the division, not long after he became a recruit, the 8341 unit of the central government came to the division to select people, and Liang Liang was almost selected. Unit 8341 is very famous, it is the central guard force, which is specially for the leaders of the state and the military commission to stand guard and sentry. Not only are these people required to be politically qualified, but also handsome, and they must be more than 1.76 meters tall, and if anyone can enter Unit 8341 at that time, it will be a supreme honor.

That year, Unit 8341 came to the division to select people, selected and selected, initially selected more than a dozen people, and the dozen or so recruits stood together, which was simply carved out of a mold, the young men were all energetic and upright, and then two rounds were selected, and in the end there were only three people left, among whom there was still Liang Liang. The people of 8341 have already approved these three people, and they can be appointed when they go back. This is where things change. This is a letter from Unit 8341 to the division, in which it said that the guard mission has changed, and the troops do not need so many people. In the end, Liang Liang and none of them went to Unit 8341. After a while, there was gossip that Unit 8341 came to select people to be a personal guard for Premier Zhou Enlai, but because Premier Zhou was admitted to the hospital, the guards were no longer needed, so Liang Liang and they didn't go. Regardless of whether this gossip is true or not, it has been a legend up and down the division for a while. Therefore, Liang Liang also became famous. Many people who enter and leave the compound of the division headquarters want to find an opportunity to see Liang Liang's demeanor. At that time, Liang Liang had already finished the recruit company, and the police communication company in the division was responsible for standing guard in the division headquarters compound. It is easy for people to see Liang Liang standing on the sentry, and whoever sees Liang Liang will praise in their hearts: this young man is not bad, and he has a heroic spirit.

This understanding is only a recognition of Liang Liang's surface. With the passage of time, people really discovered that Liang Liang was not only handsome and handsome, but he was also very talented. can write a good hand, can also draw, export into chapters, classical poetry comes as soon as he opens his mouth, especially reading Mao's poems, which is almost as high as a radio announcer. Such a character, in a small division, quickly stood out. Liang Liang is a diligent and motivated young man, who joined the party when he was a soldier for three years and was promoted. At that time, he was young, only twenty-three years old, and people saw infinite future and brightness in Liang Liang.

Liang Liang is very active, as long as there is something to get ahead in the division, it will be related to him. For example, the evening parties of "August 1st" and "Eleventh" and other major occasions, as well as the writing of various slogans and slogans in the division and courtyard, all had Liang Liang's participation. Many girls in the Normal Hospital are secretly in love with Liang Liang, and they imagine Liang Liang as a prince charming and a dream lover. This is the first time Liang Liang has been admitted to the division hospital, unlike some young cadres who always like to run to the division hospital when they have nothing to do, in order to be able to set up magnetism with those female soldiers in the division hospital, or to get a smile, a few jokes or something. Liang Liangliang has never been, and when he sees these girls in the Normal Hospital, he never squints. The more he did this, the more it tickled the hearts of those girls.

Not long ago, Liang Liang accidentally broke his calf in an obstacle crossing training, and there was no way, he was admitted to the division hospital, and the fractured calf was re-taken over, wearing a thick plaster, and recuperating in the hospital. Liang Liang's hospitalization has become a festival for those girls in the division, who come to Liang Liang all day long and have nothing to do. Liang Liang's hospitalization is indeed boring enough, what usually accompanies him is a "red light" brand semiconductor radio, and he will not refuse if someone can talk to him. But he has always maintained a proper distance from these nurses and female soldiers. In those days, there was always someone rushing to wash the clothes he had changed, including his underwear. Liang Liang felt that this was very bad, so he walked on crutches and moved to the water room to wash himself.

Li Jing is the nurse in charge of Liang Liang's ward, and she has to go in and out of the ward several times a day to dispense medicines, injections, and take body temperature for patients. Li Jing doesn't seem to be as enthusiastic about Liang Liang as those girls, and she has always been serious when dealing with Liang Liang. She never said anything more when she had nothing to say, and the most she said to him was: Liang Liang, this is your medicine. After saying that, he stared at Liang Liang and went out. Li Jing didn't say anything more to him, but also because of Li Jing's beauty, Li Jing is known as the first beauty in the division, others say so, she also knows this in her heart, and Chen Dahu's pursuit is also evidenced.

Chen Dahu is a staff officer of the training section of the division's organs, and none of this can explain Chen Dahu's identity, and the best way to explain Chen Dahu's identity is to mention his father, whose father is known not only to everyone in the entire military region, but also to almost everyone in the whole country, that is, Commander Chen of the military region.

Commander Chen's son, Chen Dahu, pursued Li Jing for a while to the point of going mad, as long as he got off work, he almost soaked in the division hospital, constantly smiling at Li Jing with a shy face, and doing everything possible to please Li Jing. There are so many girls in the teacher's hospital, he is not tempted by others, but he is tempted by Li Jing, which is enough to show that Li Jing is not an ordinary character. Li Jing is not only beautiful, but also has a good family background, her father is the political commissar of the provincial military district. Although there is still a big gap between the provincial military district and the large military region, it can be regarded as a high-level cadre. Li Jing's father and Commander Chen's relationship was not ordinary, and the communication room said that Li Jing's father had worked as a correspondent for Commander Chen, and Commander Chen was only a battalion commander at that time. The relationship between this son and his father is greedy for everyone, just when people thought that Chen Dahu and Li Jing, the golden boy and girl, were about to come together, people suddenly rarely saw Chen Dahu in and out of the teacher's hospital. Soon it was reported that Chen Dahu fell in love with Ma Lisha, a soloist of the Military Region Art Troupe. Everyone knows Ma Lisa because they have seen her perform, and her best repertoire is "Nanniwan" and "Embroidered Red Flag". When she sang with a loud voice, people couldn't help but think of Guo Lanying. Chen Dahu fell in love with Ma Lisa, and people can understand it. Soon people no longer pay attention to the relationship between Li Jing and Chen Dahu, but people know in their hearts that it was Chen Dahu who dumped Li Jing, and people looked at it better.

It may also be that after such a setback, Li Jing has become different. She wrapped her frustrated heart with indifference and dignity. She no longer believes in men's rhetoric, and she is even more reluctant to give her first love to men casually.

Li Jing has a good impression of Liang Liang, in that era of single aesthetics, anyone who sees such an excellent officer as Liang Liang will be tempted. Li Jing also had a heart for Liang Liang in private, but she wouldn't behave like those girls. Because she is beautiful, because she has had a period with Chen Dahu, and because her father is the political commissar of the provincial military district, and other superior conditions are enough to make Li Jing stand out.

Liang Liang's view of Li Jing is also different, the more she behaves differently, the more he feels that Li Jing cannot be equated with those enthusiastic female soldiers. Liang Liang rarely came to the hospital, so he knew almost nothing about Li Jing and the situation of these female soldiers. But he could tell at a glance that Li Jing was different from other female soldiers. Not only because of Li Jing's indifference, nor because of Li Jing's beauty, these are not all, the important thing is that Li Jing has a unique energy, which makes Liang Liang full of curiosity and affection for Li Jing. Every time he saw Li Jing walking into the ward, something in his heart would move, and then his eyes would move with Li Jing's figure.

Li Jing didn't say anything more to him, finished distributing the medicine, explained a few words of precautions for taking the medicine, and left. Sometimes inadvertently, the eyes of the two quickly collided, and they quickly avoided it. After Li Jing left, Liang Liang lay on the hospital bed and looked at the ceiling, stunned for a while.

Two

Men and women in hazy romances, sometimes separated by a layer as thin as paper, once pierced, will enter a new world.

What shortens the distance between the two people is Liang Liang's spirit of pursuing perfection. Liang Liang, who has been lying on the hospital bed for more than a month due to a broken lower leg, finally ushered in the day when the plaster cast on his leg was removed. That is, he removed the plaster cast from his leg and was able to walk freely. The plaster cast was removed, and both the doctor and Liang Liang were stunned, and Liang Liang's calf was not completely reduced when he was grafted. That is, his thighs and calves are not in a straight line. As a direct consequence, his injured leg will never be able to walk as much as he did before the fall. Liang Liang was stupid, and the doctor lamented again and again because of his mistakes. Beads of sweat rolled down Liang Liang's head, and he changed his tone and said: Doctor, is there a way to make my leg reconnect again?

The doctor subconsciously replied: Unless it is broken again.

Liang Liang stared at his misplaced leg for a while, then at the doctor, and then limped towards the ward. When he entered the ward, he covered his head with a quilt and lay on the bed for a long time. During this period, Li Jing came to check the ward several times, and she saw Liang Liang lying there motionless. When she saw him like this, she wanted to say something, but when she saw him motionless, the words of comfort came to her lips and she swallowed them back. Liang Liang's appearance lasted until noon. At this time, it was the time for the doctors and nurses to change shifts, and they heard a loud bang from Liang Liang's ward. When the doctors and nurses swarmed into Liang Liang's ward, they were stunned by the sight before them, Liang Liang stuck the injured leg in the railing of the bedside, which was iron and painted with a layer of white paint. Liang Liang broke his injured leg again with the iron bedside, and he was already fainting on the bed at this time.

The news that Liang Liang broke his misplaced leg again was interpreted into many versions and spread. Either way it was shocking, they were all deeply impressed by Liang Liang's pursuit of perfection. That kind of pain is not something that ordinary people can endure, even if they can endure it, and they don't necessarily have the courage to try it. Liang Liang did this, and he did it thoroughly, and he let his imperfect leg break from the wound again.

When Li Jing broke into the ward, she saw that Liang Liang, who had passed out, was still biting the bed sheet in his mouth, so that she could not separate Liang Liang's mouth from the sheet, and finally she had to use scissors to cut the bed sheet. On the spot, Liang Liang was pushed into the operating room and was grafted again.

The next day, when Li Jing walked into the ward again and saw Liang Liang, Liang Liang had already woken up. The injured leg that had been picked up was suspended high, and he was looking at his injured leg with a calm expression. When Li Jing walked in, he didn't blink his eyelids.

Li Jing stood beside his bed, first put the medicine on his bedside table, usually she should leave after a few words, but today she didn't leave, just looked at him like that. He realized and glanced at her. This time, she didn't avoid his gaze, just looked at him so calmly.

She said: "Yesterday's sound was too scary.

He grinned.

She also said: Actually, it's nothing if you don't reconnect again, and if you recover well, outsiders won't be able to see it.

He said, "I can't accept it in my heart, then I will be uncomfortable."

She stopped talking, and looked at him with more content.

Since then, the two have often exchanged ideas in the hospital room, and the topic has gradually widened since the initial injured leg. When Liang Liang was in a better mood, he would lie on the bed and read a poem of Chairman Mao to her in a low voice, and he liked the one most "thousands of ancient romantic figures, still in the present day". Liang Liang is in his early twenties, he is strong in blood and vigorous, young and vigorous, he yearns for those romantic characters, why not regard himself as a romantic character?

Li Jing was moved by Liang Liang's expression, she had seen Liang Liang's recitation countless times at the party organized by the division before, but none of them had heard it at this distance, this was his recitation for himself, after thinking about it, she had a different taste in her heart.

After a long time, the conversation between the two went deeper, and it was only then that Li Jing knew that Liang Liang was born in an intellectual family. Liang Liang's father is a professor in the Chinese department of the university, and under the influence of his father since he was a child, he has read a lot of books, and it is not surprising that he can write and draw.

Once, Liang Liang said to Li Jing: Can you help me find a book? I have been lying down for almost two months, suffocating to death.

The next day, Li Jing quietly stuffed Liang Liang with a book, and the book was wrapped in a pictorial cover. Liang Liang stretched out his hand and flipped through it, and knew that this was the book "How Steel is Made" without reading the book cover. When he was in high school, he read it. But he didn't say anything, and gladly accepted it. He lay in bed and read it again, and found that when he read the book again, he felt something strange. He felt more and more like Paul in the book, which Li Jing had obviously read, and the book still exuded a feminine atmosphere. As soon as his hand touched the book, his nerves stirred.

That afternoon, the sun shone warmly into the ward through the window, Liang Liang was lying on the bed with a book in his hand, looking at the ceiling in reverie, Li Jing pushed the door and walked in. She did not wear a white coat, but only a military uniform, which indicated that she had left work, and she sat idly on a stool. Ever since the loud bang that day, somewhere in her heart has been so loud. After that, she treated Liang Liang less reservedly, and her heart was touched. Her good impression of him has obviously been implemented in her actions, and after this period of interaction, she has become somewhat dependent on Liang Liang. In her subconscious, she always likes to run to his hospital room when she has nothing to do. This is a ward for four people, the division hospital is very small, mainly to receive cadres and soldiers in the division, although there are many people who enter and leave the hospital every day, but there are not many people who are really sick and hospitalized, so Liang Liang's ward has been so empty.

She sat in the sunshine and asked with a smile: "Finished reading the book?"

He looked at her in the sun, and there was a faint layer of fur on her cheeks, which made his heart feel sweet and ticklish. He didn't say anything, just nodded. Then the two talked a lot, he said "Paul" and she said "Tonya". In those days, "Paul" and "Tonya" were synonymous with love. When the two of them cautiously touched on the topic, their faces were a little feverish, but they were still very excited to continue the topic.

She suddenly asked: If you were Paul, how would you face that difficulty?

He muttered for a long time and replied: I want to live intact, and if I really do like Paul, I would rather die.

When he said this, her heart shook, as if the loud noise had sounded again, and the sound grew louder and stronger, and repeatedly pounded in her heart.

After a while, she said, "If I were Tonya, I wouldn't leave Paul, because he needed her."

He looked at her intently, his eyelids jumping and his breathing began to be a little heavy because he was so focused. Her face was flushed and she looked shy. A sensation of electric shock quickly flowed through his body, and at this point she was perfect in his eyes. The beautiful and virtuous Li Jing walked into Liang Liang's emotional world indestructibly.

Feelings are sometimes tacit and unstoppable, and when they shouldn't come, it's useless to call for them. In the ward, two equally excellent young men and women, their hazy love sprouted.

The next day, she found another book for him, and that book was called "The Gadfly". He had read it before, but he had read it again, and he had a different taste. When he read this book, it was as if he was reading Li Jing and himself, it was so deep and perfect. He was so enchanted that he couldn't help himself.

Because of Liang Liang, Li Jing's monotonous life as a nurse suddenly has color, and the meaning of life is also different. Just when the relationship between the two people was thriving, Liang Liang's leg was removed from the plaster cast for the second time. This time it was ideal, and his leg had been put back in perfect shape.

Liang Liang was discharged from the hospital in a perfect mood, and his relationship with Li Jing did not come to an end, and they opened a new chapter. Liang Liang sometimes secretly congratulates himself on his experience of hospitalization, if he is not hospitalized, or if the first bone grafting is successful, he will not have anything to do with Li Jing.

Three

Liang Liang and Li Jing's love has opened a new page, and people can often see the following scenes:

Every day at dusk, Li Jing and Liang Liang would walk on a small road outside the division barracks, the road was very narrow, the two walked almost next to each other, looking very intimate, they were talking in a low voice. No one knows exactly what was being said, only they knew what was said.

As soon as he had time, Liang Liang would appear in the division hospital with the standard steps of a soldier, and he became a frequent visitor in the division hospital, and many doctors and nurses were also familiar with him. Maybe it will be a long time, maybe it won't be long before Liang Liang will walk out of the division hospital with a smile on his face, as if he had been injected with a heart booster by Li Jing, and he looked very fresh.

In the dormitory of the police company, Li Jing can often be seen coming and going. The police company is half male and half female, it stands to reason that the police company is balanced by yin and yang, and they will not be surprised by the arrival of a female soldier, but every time Li Jing appears in the police company, it will cause a lot of commotion. Li Jing is so beautiful that the female soldiers of the police company are ashamed of themselves, they follow Li Jing's example to dress themselves, or bend out a wisp of bangs, or turn out the collar of a corner of a floral shirt, but no matter how they clean up, they will never get out of Li Jing's effect. Li Jing's beauty is revealed in her bones, and she can't learn it. On the one hand, they were jealous of Li Jing, and on the other hand, they imitated Li Jing. Although Liang Liang is their platoon commander and lives together every day, Liang Liang's girlfriend is Li Jing, and he can only be their dream lover.

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In those days, Liang Liang and Li Jing were left intimate inside and outside the courtyard of the division headquarters, and their happiness from the bottom of their hearts was also engraved. There are many people who suddenly realize that they are so compatible and harmonious when they come together, that they are a natural pair, and that they are not compatible with anyone else.

Just when Liang Liang was immersed in the joy of love, he got the news that Li Jing and Chen Dahu had been in love for half a year. During this period, Li Jing took advantage of her vacation to go with Chen Dahu to Chen Dahu's house in the military region of the provincial capital, and the two returned a week later.

When Liang Liang got the news, it was like pouring a scoop of cold water in a charcoal basin. In her dealings with Li Jing, Li Jing never mentioned that experience.

As for Chen Dahu, of course Liang Liang knows, they are all in the division headquarters, so it can be said that they don't look up and see each other. Chen Dahu enlisted in the army two years earlier than Liang Liang. When Liang Liang enlisted in the army, Chen Dahu had just been promoted. He didn't have a good impression of Chen Dahu, and when he learned that Chen Dahu's father was Commander Chen of the Military Region, he came to a conclusion in his heart, that is, the fox is a fake tiger. And he himself is excellent, relying on his own ability to get to today, Chen Dahu must rely on his Lao Tzu. This is his impression of Chen Dahu. The two were about the same age, and after having this impression, he began to look down on Chen Dahu from the bottom of his bones. His preconceived notions doomed the distance between him and Chen Dahu. He doesn't take the initiative to have anything to do with Chen Dahu, and Chen Dahu definitely won't take the initiative to have anything with him, the two often walk opposite each other in the division compound, they look at me, I look at you, sometimes nodding, sometimes not even nodding. Liang Liang is versatile, and he is indispensable for any kind of activity; Chen Dahu is because of his background, and many young cadres envy and flatter Chen Dahu, and even Master Fan often calls Chen Dahu to his home for a few drinks.

Division Commander Fan often talked about those war years at the division meeting, and every time he mentioned the war, he couldn't do without Commander Chen, he said: Commander Chen, but a fierce general, all of them have become division commanders, and they are still charging like us, holding a light machine gun, rushing left and right, and fighting a bloody road, Commander Chen was a great figure back then...... Every time Senior Commander Fan said this, he looked fascinated, and gradually people knew that the relationship between Senior Commander Fan and Commander Chen was not ordinary.

On one occasion, Commander Chen went to the division to inspect the work. When Division Commander Fan reported on his work, others did not see anything special between Commander Chen and Division Commander Fan. After the report, the two drank wine once in Commander Fan's office, the wine was brought by Commander Fan from home, and there were no dishes, a plate of fried peanuts, a plate of eggs, and finally both of them drank too much, and they both talked about the past war years. The more they talked, the more excited they became, and they couldn't go back to the old days of lying on the ice and snow. In the end, Commander Chen proposed that Commander Fan accompany him to the soldiers' quarters for one night. Division Commander Fan returned home, took his bedding and really came to the soldiers' dormitory with Commander Chen. They drove the soldiers to the upper bunk, and the two slept on the lower bunk. According to the soldiers who were fortunate enough to sleep with the commander and division commander that night, they did not sleep all night, at first they were excited, and then the commander and division commander both snored, and both of them snored very well, and the competition was like a competition, so that the six soldiers tiptoed up before dawn. They automatically acted as guards for the commander and division commander inside and outside the door.

The relationship between Chen Dahu and Master Fan is not ordinary, so Chen Dahu will not look at a few people in the division, and he is very arrogant.

There has indeed been something about falling in love with Li Jing, of course, Chen Dahu took the initiative, with his conditions, as long as he takes the initiative, few girls are not tempted.

After Chen Dahu enlisted in the army and was promoted, he also reached the age of getting married, he was Chen Dahu, and he had to choose. Li Jing was the first one he chose, and he couldn't remember it clearly. He once took Li Jing back to his hometown once, but he didn't dare to take Li Jing home, he was afraid that his father would kick him out. All this is decided by her mother, who secretly came to the military guest house to see Li Jing, of course, Li Jing did not know. Mother looked at Li Jing left and right with a critical eye, and observed. In the end, the mother concluded: This child is good-looking, but not rich, and he will not be able to do it when he is old.

These are his mother's original words, without his mother's support, Chen Dahu's heart is half cold. But at that time, he and Li Jing were in love, and he was reluctant to leave Li Jing behind, but it was not good to oppose his mother, so he still secretly ran to the guest house to meet Li Jing. Mother could only call Ma Lisha of the Art Troupe to her home to meet Chen Dahu, Ma Lisha is the future daughter-in-law of her mother in the Art Troupe for Chen Dahu. Marissa is really plump and abnormal, and she is very good at getting into trouble. When he met for the second time, Chen Dahu felt that he couldn't do without Ma Lisha. Ma Lisha's enthusiasm and big watery eyes made Chen Dahu unable to resist, and he was determined to break off that relationship with Li Jing from then on.

The failure of that love hit Li Jing hard, and she didn't slow down for almost a few months. At that time, she swore that if she found a boyfriend in the future, she would be better than Chen Dahu. As a result, Liang Liang appeared. Liang Liang is just not as strong as Chen Dahu in background, but he is better than Chen Dahu in all aspects. After she and Liang Liang pierced the layer of window paper, they fell in love with Liang Liang wholeheartedly. At this moment, Liang Liang knew that she had a relationship with Chen Dahu, so the story of the two took a turn.

Four

Liang Liang learned from Counselor Wang that Chen Dahu and Li Jing had fallen in love. Staff Officer Wang lives in a dormitory with Chen Dahu, and he should be said to know Chen Dahu's private life well.

That day, Liang Liang and Li Jing had just come back from a date, and they saw Counselor Wang walking on the playground. Staff Officer Wang looked at Liang Liang with a smile, looking like he wanted to say something. At that time, Liang Liang was in a state of great happiness, the things and people he saw were so beautiful, of course, in his eyes, Counselor Wang was no exception. When he saw Counselor Wang, he stopped, took out a cigarette and handed it to Counselor Wang, and the two of them smoked as they walked forward. Counselor Wang said: Gone on a date?

Liang Liang smiled, he acquiesced.

Counselor Wang said: Li Jing, this girl is really good, you two are a natural pair, in our division, it is most suitable for the two of you to come together.

Liang Liang had already heard a lot of such words, but he still felt very useful when Counselor Wang said this today, so he walked forward while smiling.

Staff Officer Wang suddenly sighed at this time, and then turned around and said: Chen Dahu is not blessed, Li Jing is so infatuated with him, he said that if he doesn't want others, he won't want it, it's really fate!

Liang Liang listened to Counselor Wang's words, and stood up for a moment, he turned back to Counselor Wang and said: Who do you say don't want whom?

Staff Officer Wang also widened his eyes and said: Li Jing and Chen Dahu have been in love, don't you know?

Liang Liang opened his mouth wide and said: Li Jing and Chen Dahu have talked?

Counselor Wang said: I thought you knew, the two of them talked for so long, and Chen Dahu also brought Li Jing home, you really don't know?

Liang Liang's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and he felt the blood rushing to his head, and he looked at Counselor Wang in a daze.

Staff Officer Wang said: Li Jing is a good girl, she is too kind. When she fell in love with Chen Dahu, she washed Chen Dahu's socks, and she must not be wrong with you.

Liang Liang's eyes suddenly darkened, and he didn't know how he walked back to the company. Zhu Daju, the communications platoon commander, was putting water-drenched clothes on the clothesline. The communications platoon is all female soldiers, and Zhu Daju is the platoon leader of the female platoon, and of course she is also a female soldier. Zhu Daju was born very dark and had great strength, she often wrestled with the male soldiers of the guard platoon, and many male soldiers couldn't wrestle her. She also took the initiative to ask to wrestle with Liang Liang, Liang Liang didn't try to compete with her, he was not afraid that he couldn't compare with her, he always felt that she was a woman, even if she won, her face would not be bright. As a result, Zhu Daju has always been obsessed. She saw that Liang Liang's expression was wrong and his complexion was not good, so she ran over and said, "Xiao Liangzi, what's wrong?" Did Li Jing bully you?

Liang Liang didn't want to say anything more to Zhu Daju. He is the same age as Zhu Daju, but Zhu Daju enlisted in the army a year earlier than him, and he posed like a veteran everywhere in front of him, and she always called him "Xiao Liangzi".

The more Liang Liang was like this, the more Zhu Daju wanted to know the details, and she followed Liang Liang back to the dormitory on impulse. She walked behind and kicked the door with her heel when she entered. They are all cadres of the police company, and the two are naturally very familiar with each other, so familiar that Zhu Daju never knocks on the door when he has something to find Liang Liang, and pushes it open and enters. Once Liang Liang once said to her implicitly: Platoon Commander Zhu, this is a men's dormitory, aren't you afraid of seeing what you don't want to see when you come in like this?

Zhu Daju said with a big grin: Cough, what is there, what can you male soldiers have, isn't it just a change of pants or something, what is there, I have seen a lot.

Liang Liang said this, she still went her own way, she and Liang Liang always spoke in a rough voice, regardless of the appearance of you and me. Zhu Daju is also a figure in the division, and she once had a glorious background. She enlisted in the army from the old district, and her adoptive mother was a national model for supporting the army. At the time of the Liberation War, the adoptive mother was the commander of the army, and what was made of cotton clothes, insoles, and red dates from her hometown was continuously sent to the hands of the front-line soldiers through the hands of the adoptive mother. When the troops crossed the Yangtze River, the adoptive mother once pushed a cart and followed the army south to Hainan Island. The adoptive mother's fame is very prominent. The greatest contribution made by the adoptive mother was to save Master Fan. Division Commander Fan was a platoon commander during the Liberation War, and was wounded by enemy shells in the Battle of Menglianggu. According to Master Fan's words, he was about to be blown to pieces. It was Zhu Daju's adoptive mother who carried Master Fan back with a stretcher team. Division Commander Fan stayed in the field hospital for a few days before the troops were transferred, and Division Commander Fan was too seriously injured to go with the troops, so he could only be placed in his hometown. Zhu Daju's adoptive mother took the initiative to ask for help, carried Master Fan home, and then boiled porridge with millet and red dates, raising Master Fan little by little. Half a year later, Master Fan was a ruddy-faced and lively young man again. Master Fan was moved when he left the life-saving benefactor, he knelt in front of the life-saving benefactor, and said with tears in his eyes: "Eldest sister, you are my own sister, if my little Fan comes back alive, I will definitely repay your great kindness."

The adoptive mother also cried, and after more than half a year, she had already had feelings with Master Fan, and she had long regarded Master Fan as her own relative. She hugged Master Fan's head and cried and said: You go and kill the enemy, if you are injured, find the eldest sister, as long as you still have a breath, the eldest sister will definitely be able to use millet porridge to revive you.

The troops went farther and farther, and then Commander Fan and the life-saving benefactor broke off contact, until a few years ago, Commander Fan saw the deeds of Sister Zhu in the newspaper, at that time Sister Zhu already had a name, called Zhu Yongjun, the more he looked at it, the more he felt that Zhu Yongjun was very much like his life-saving benefactor back then. So he went to the old area, and sure enough, it was Sister Zhu back then. Master Fan and Sister Zhu were emotionally moved again, they hugged each other, needless to say, they had mixed feelings. Before leaving, Master Fan said to Sister Zhu: Sister, if you have anything, just say it, I will do it for you.

At that time, Zhu Daju had just come back from school, and Zhu Yongjun really had something on his mind when he saw Zhu Daju. Zhu Daju was not born to her, she had never given birth in this life, and she knew the root of her illness herself, when she was young, she fell ill with the army in the rain and the north. So, when she was older, she raised Zhu Daju. She has no other wishes, she just wants Zhu Daju to be a soldier, she loves the people's soldiers too much. As soon as she was halfway through her thoughts with Master Fan, Master Fan waved her hand and said, "Sister, don't say anything, can you really be willing to let the girl go with me?"

Zhu Yongjun patted his leg and said: What is there to be reluctant to be a soldier to protect the motherland.

On the same day, Master Fan took Zhu Daju away.

Zhu Daju really lived up to expectations, the girl in the old district was nothing to suffer hardships, she was influenced by her adoptive mother since she was a child, her consciousness has nothing to say, and she can do anything that male soldiers can't do. So Zhu Daju quickly joined the party, and was soon promoted to be a platoon commander. Zhu Daju is deeply loved by Master Fan. Teacher Fan often praised Zhu Daju at the all-division meeting, praising her for not losing the true character of the old district. Division Commander Fan burst into tears when he talked about the old area, and Master Fan was a person who valued feelings, and his heart was not only full of troops, but also full of deep friendship for the people in the old area.

Because of Zhu Daju's experience, Liang Liang also has great respect for her. That's when a person's origin and background are crucial.

As soon as Zhu Daju entered the door, he crossed his waist with one hand and danced with the other and said: Did that Li Jing dump you? You said, if she dumps you, I will go to her to reason.

Liang Liang didn't have the heart to grind his teeth with Zhu Daju now, so he said lukewarmly: Platoon Commander Zhu, let me be quiet alone for a while, you can go busily.

Zhu Daju didn't seem to hear Liang Liang's voice, and still crossed his waist and said: What does Li Jing have, isn't she just beautiful, when Chen Dahu dumped her, why didn't she coax?

Liang Liang once again verified the fact that Li Jing and Chen Dahu had fallen in love from Zhu Daju's mouth, and knew that Li Jing had let Chen Dahu dump him. It seems that many people know about Li Jing and Chen Dahu, but only they don't know, which shows that it was a mistake for them to fall in love with Li Jing in the first place.

It stands to reason that whether Li Jing has been in love with others or not should have nothing to do with him. The reason why Liang Liang can't accept it is that he is a person who pursues perfection. He learned from Counselor Wang that Li Jing even washed Chen Dahu's socks, and also went to Chen Dahu's house, it seems that the relationship between the two is extraordinary, but the result is still dumped by Chen Dahu. In this way, Li Jing is already a broken melon in Chen Dahu's eyes. This is one of them, and there is another important point, that is, Liang Liang has never looked down on Chen Dahu in his heart, what kind of person is Chen Dahu, except for his father who is the commander of the military region, he is better than Chen Dahu everywhere. Many people are talking about Chen Dahu behind their backs, saying that he is a big carrot, relying on his family background to constantly fall in love, and playing with women in the name of falling in love.

At that moment, Liang Liang suddenly realized that Li Jing was thrown away by Chen Dahu, and why did he pick up the things that others had used. For a while, the good impressions that Li Jing left on Liang Liang were gone.

Liang Liang hated himself for having no eyes, how could he fall in love with a rotten melon that others had thrown off, and at the same time, he also hated Li Jing and hated why she wanted to hide herself. He lay on the bed in a state of unease, one moment angry, one moment remorseful, the next sad, his face hot to cold, blood rushing to his head and then to the soles of his feet. In short, I couldn't tell what it was like for a while.

He hated to see Li Jing immediately, asked her why she deceived herself, and then told her that the two would never have anything to do with each other from now on, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will take my single-plank bridge. Chen Dahu can dump her, why can't he. What is Chen Dahu, he Liang Liang is a talented man in the division, not only is he handsome, but he can also write and paint, and his future is limitless, what kind of woman can't be found on his own terms, why bother to gnaw on the rotten melons that others have bitten. On today's date, he kissed Li Jing, although she was a little evasive and shy at first, but then she catered to him hotly. At that moment, he thought he was happy, but now he felt that he had been humiliated like never before. Li Jing and Chen Dahu have been in love for so long, they even wash their socks, and they have lived in other people's homes for several days, and there is nothing that can happen between them. Alas, how can such a rotten melon be worthy of himself?

Five

Liang Liang came to the division hospital in a rage, and he had only one thought in his heart along the way, that is: Li Jing is a rotten melon, a rotten melon that can't be rotten anymore.

When Liang Liang came to the Normal Hospital, Li Jing was in class, she was surprised how Liang Liang chose this time, but Liang Liang said to her with a cold face: You come out.

Li Jing said: Something?

He said, "Something."

Li Jing saw that Liang Liang had never been so serious, she explained a few words to the other nurses on duty, and then came out with Liang Liang. In this process, because Liang Liang's footsteps were too hurried, she also pulled him and said: It's not on fire again, it's up to you to be in a hurry. Liang Liang didn't speak, and walked straight forward.

Finally, they stopped under a tree outside the hospital, and Li Jing gasped a little and asked, "What's the matter?"

Liang Liang looked at Li Jing fixedly and asked straight to the point: Have you ever been in love with Chen Dahu?

Li Jing didn't expect Liang Liang to ask this, she said puzzledly: What's wrong?

Liang Liang shouted angrily: I asked if you had talked to him?

Li Jing's face turned white, she had a premonition that something was going to happen between them, and whispered: I had such a period with him, what's the matter?

Liang Liang: Then why didn't you say it earlier?

Li Jing: He's him, you're you, the past is over, why mention it?

Li Jing's heart was a little empty when she said this, and her eyes seemed to wander.

Liang Liang raised his voice again and said: What did you do when you fell in love, do you think I don't know? Don't treat me Liang Liang as a fool? No way!

After Liang Liang finished speaking, he flicked his arm and left, leaving Li Jing in a daze. Liang Liang broke off his love, and all the good past of the two of them was thrown away by him. He had already thought about it before he came, he and Li Jing would be decided, Li Jing was a rotten melon, how could he fall in love with a rotten thing.

Li Jing stood there stunned for five minutes, she didn't know where she was for a while, she didn't understand what happened to Liang Liang today. Many people know that she is in love with Chen Dahu, she doesn't want to hide anything, and she doesn't want to treat anyone as a fool, what's wrong with all this? All afternoon, she was absent-minded and lost everything. Corey's phone, she had never paid so much attention, she hoped that someone would call her to answer the phone, of course, that call must have been from Liang Liang. In the past, when the two were dating, he called her to ask for an appointment, but today the phone rang countless times, but none of the calls were to find her.

Li Jing suffered herself all afternoon, and she didn't go to eat after work. After thinking about it in the dormitory for a long time, she didn't think clearly why Liang Liang was so angry about this matter. At that moment, she didn't realize that her fate with Liang Liang had come to an end. She always thought that this time was just a small misunderstanding between them, and it was over and over.

In the evening, she took the initiative to come to Liang Liang's dormitory. Liang Liang's life didn't seem to be easy, he was locking himself in his room and smoking, and the room was full of smoke and miasma. Liang Liang seems to have calmed down. When Li Jing came in, he didn't look at her, and inhaled the cigarette in his hand wholeheartedly.

Li Jing just sat quietly on the edge of his bed, looking at half of his face. In the past, when the two chatted in the dormitory, most of them were in this posture. Li Jing didn't speak for a while, and Liang Liang naturally didn't speak either.

Li Jing was silent for a while, and she suddenly felt a little more tenderness in her heart, at this point, women are more affectionate than men. She put her hand on Liang Liang's arm and said softly: "You're still angry, you listen to me explain to you."

Liang Liang pulled out his arm, waved his hand and said: No need to explain, our relationship is over here.

Li Jing slowly stood up, her face flushed and turned white. She had thought about all the difficulties before she came, but she never thought that Liang Liang would break up with her. Her mind didn't turn for a moment, and she just looked at him in a daze.

Liang Liang leaned back in the chair, looked ahead with his eyes and said: I can't fall in love with a rotten melon.

Li Jing had tears for a while, and she said incoherently: You ...... You say I'm a rotten melon?

Liang Liang closed his eyes coldly and said: Who knows, I, Liang Liang, do not lack arms and legs, why should I fall in love with a rotten melon.

In an instant, Li Jing understood everything. She glanced at Liang Liang seriously, looked at it again, then wiped the tears on her face, and said word by word: Liang Liang, did you say that we will break it off?

Liang Liang said weakly: Yes-

Li Jing turned around abruptly and ran without looking back, and her footsteps quickly disappeared. The door of Liang Liang's dormitory was not closed, it was so open.

Zhu Daju walked in with the duty diary. She had been here for a while, and when she first saw Li Jing walk in, she didn't come in.

Zhu Daju put the duty diary in front of Liang Liang and said with a big grin: It's time for you to be on duty next week.

Liang Liang didn't look at it and said: Put it there.

Zhu Daju didn't seem to have the intention of leaving, she looked here with her hands behind her back, looked there, seemed to see the signs of something, and said in an excited voice: What's the matter, you and Li Jing blew?

Liang Liang didn't speak, he lit another cigarette.

Zhu Daju said again: When Li Jing went out, I saw her crying, and you didn't give it away?

Liang Liang said: What does it have to do with me whether she cries or not?

Zhu Daju's judgment was verified, and now she was really a little excited, and walked around the room with her hands behind her back over and over again, she said while turning: "That's right, Xiaoliangzi, you are so good, why are you looking for her, where is she good, just have a beautiful face, what's the use? A good-looking face can't grow sorghum, don't you say?

Liang Liang smiled bitterly, noncommittal.

Zhu Daju said meaningfully: Besides, she and Chen Dahu have been in love for so long, who can say how far they have come. What's the matter, you can't find a second-hand good, can you?

Liang Liang's heart suddenly became chaotic again, he could say that Li Jing was a rotten melon, but when others said this about Li Jing, he was still uncomfortable in his heart. He suddenly turned around and said to Zhu Daju: Platoon Commander Zhu, don't go around in my house, you will be dizzy, I will rest.

Zhu Daju hurriedly said: Okay, Xiaoliangzi, you can rest, if you can't get out of bed tomorrow, I will lead the team out for you.

Liang Liang waved his hand at Zhu Daju impatiently, and as soon as Zhu Daju left, he lay on the bed, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. What he opened and closed his eyes were the details of the past few months of his interactions with Li Jing - Li Jing's smile and the whispers they had said, as well as the sweet kisses, all of which lingered in front of his eyes. But he realizes that all this will be a thing of the past, no more. After he broke off with Li Jing, he did not get relief, but tormented himself over and over again in pain, and he fell into a new round of pain. He couldn't stand Li Jing's "uncleanness", but he couldn't let go of the beauty that Li Jing once had. He loves her, and if he is cut in two, he will feel uncomfortable.

This night was also a sleepless night for Li Jing, and she cried bitterly under the quilt. The two relationships she has had ended in failure, and they were both dumped by others, and then she remembered an old saying: Since ancient times, there is a thin life. The truth of this sentence was unmistakably confirmed in her at this time. In both relationships, she went all out. When she was with Chen Dahu, she experienced the joy of love for the first time, although Chen Dahu did not have many advantages, but she liked Chen Dahu's manly energy, and any problem was a trivial matter in his eyes. The relationship between Chen Dahu and her is also extremely brave, and she likes his stormy expression. Later, Chen Dahu quit because of Ma Lisha's woman. She had seen Ma Lisha, she was indeed beautiful, and she found a reason for Chen Dahu's withdrawal. She was sad and painful, but soon her heart stopped. Later, she met Liang Liang. Compared with Chen Dahu, Liang Liang is simply another scenery, not only is he handsome, but the important thing is that he has so many advantages. The little sisters in the hospital envied her, saying that they were talented and beautiful, a natural pair. Just as she was immersed in happiness and sweetness, there was a thunder explosion in the clear sky, and she and Liang Liang broke off. It was devastating to her body and mind. Since she was a child, she has never been hit like this, and her self-esteem has been shattered for a while. It took her three months to get out of the predicament of breaking up with Chen Dahu, because it was her first love, and this breakup with Liang Liang made her even more unacceptable and unable to face it.

On that night, Li Jing's rational bottom line had come to the edge, and she had no way out. After a night of struggle, Li Jing no longer saw a little hope. So at dawn, she pushed open the window of the dormitory, jumped down with all her might, and she jumped from the third floor.

Li Jing did not succeed in ending her life, and the clothesline on the second floor hung on her as she fell. The flower bed downstairs was full of flowers, and Li Jing let out a miserable scream among the flowers. Upon examination, her left hand was found to be fractured.

The day after the incident, Li Jing, the political commissar of the provincial military district and Li Jing's father, picked her up in a Shanghai car. Li Jing left and never came back. Her transfer procedures were completed a month later, and she was transferred to the General Hospital of the Military Region. Since then, the news about Li Jing has been interrupted.