Six

Liang Liang didn't expect things to end in such an ending, he didn't want to cause harm to anyone, he proposed to break up with Li Jing because he felt that Li Jing had deceived him and he had been hurt unspeakably. He is a perfectionist who does not allow the slightest stain on the people he loves. Moreover, the love between Li Jing and Chen Dahu is another "stain" that no one can say. This kind of stain, since he learned that Li Jing and Chen Dahu had such a relationship, his psychology and physiology have undergone obvious changes. His mind imagined the picture of Li Jing and Chen Dahu together again and again, and this imagination was due to his feelings with Li Jing. In the past, Li Jing in his heart was his, she was complete and pure, but now Li Jing is no longer pure, let alone perfect. He couldn't stand Li Jing, who had been defiled by others.

This series of physical and psychological changes led him to make up his mind and quickly end his relationship with Li Jing. He thought that this matter would pass when it passed, just like when Chen Dahu dumped Li Jing, the wind was calm and the water was not happy. Unexpectedly, Li Jing would end her life by jumping off the building. Liang Liang was really shocked by Li Jing's behavior, although no one was looking for trouble with him, his heart was still shocked like never before.

In those days, he didn't know how he got here. He imagined again and again that if he didn't break up with Li Jing, of course, the premise of envisaging this kind of ending was to tolerate Li Jing's past, but could he bear such a stain? The answer was no.

With Li Jing's transfer, his psychology gradually returned to normal. It was only then that he discovered that Zhu Daju had appeared frequently in his life at this time. He and Zhu Daju are two platoon commanders of a company, they usually always bow their heads at work and don't look up, their men's dormitory is on the first floor, the women's dormitory is on the second floor, and everyone eats in the same canteen, but it is difficult for the two of them to meet if they don't want to meet.

When Liang Liang had just fallen out of love and was at his lowest mood, Zhu Daju showed meticulous care for Liang Liang. Liang Liang's duty was taken care of by Zhu Daju. Liang Liang often didn't go to the cafeteria to eat, and Zhu Daju took care of the cooking soldiers every time to cook a sick meal for Liang Platoon Commander. In fact, there is nothing special about the sick rice, it is nothing more than the next bowl of noodles, beating two eggs, putting more oil and chopped green onions in the soup. Every time, Zhu Daju personally brought the sick meal to Liang Liang's bed, and then sat there to ask for warmth.

She said: Xiaoliangzi, eat it while it's hot, people are iron, rice is steel, and you have to eat when it's big, how can you do it if you don't eat?

She said again: Liang Zi, what's the point of losing love, that Li Jing jumped off the building and you didn't push it, a manly man, the water that was spilled out of the words was not recycled.

She also said: Liang Zi, do you regret it? But don't be like this, there are so many good girls, and I am afraid that you will not find a good girl based on your conditions.

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Liang Liang, who was depressed, took Zhu Daju's words as a deaf ear and did not take it to heart. At that time, he was recalling every detail of his love with Li Jing over and over again. Not for nostalgia, but for forgetting. When he thought of the details of himself and Li Jing, he would naturally fantasize about the various situations of Li Jing and Chen Dahu, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart.

Gradually, after he slowly calmed down from the trauma, he began to pay attention to Zhu Daju. The police platoon is responsible for the gate post of the division headquarters, as well as the guard post of the ammunition depot, including the mobile post in the compound of the division headquarters at night. As a guard platoon commander, he had the task of checking the sentry every night. During this time, every time Liang Liang went out to check the post, he could see Zhu Daju's figure. She carried a flashlight and walked from one post to another, looking tireless. After she found Liang Liang, she said: Liang Zi, you go back and rest, I am here.

This made Liang Liang very upset, he was the commander of the guard platoon, this was his duty, and he felt very guilty about letting others do his job. Zhu Daju saw that Liang Liang insisted on not leaving, and she didn't leave, so she accompanied him on the side, and persuaded while walking: Liang Zi, I know that you are not feeling good these days, so you can rest more, and I will check the post for you.

Liang Liang said: Platoon Commander Zhu, you have your job, my job has been done for you, how can I bear it.

Zhu Daju said lightly: Liang Zi, I am different from you, we rural people are used to hard work, what is this matter.

The two walked forward side by side, and after checking the post, they walked to the dormitory. When he walked to Liang Liang's dormitory on the first floor, Zhu Daju stopped at his door. At this time, it was the dead of night, Liang Liang had already slept before checking the post, the quilt had been laid, and he did not turn on the light when he entered the dormitory. Zhu Daju turned on the flashlight to illuminate Liang Liang, Liang Gao felt unnatural, so he said: Platoon Commander Zhu, you can also go back and rest.

Zhu Daju didn't pay attention to Liang Liang's unnaturalness, and said: You sleep, I'll go back when you lie down.

Liang Liang lay down, and Zhu Daju extinguished the flashlight and tiptoed away. When Liang Liang was about to fall asleep in a daze, he found a flashlight shining in, and someone was gently tucking the quilt for him. When the man turned to leave, he realized that it was Zhu Daju. Liang Liang, who came to his senses, had an indescribable feeling in his heart. He dimly realized that Zhu Daju had been a little abnormal recently, and he couldn't tell what was abnormal for a while.

In fact, Zhu Daju has long been in love with Liang Liang. From the day Liang Liang came to the police communication company, she was full of good feelings for Liang Liang. The first thing she took a fancy to was Liang Liang's appearance as a talent, which was difficult to see such a young man in their old area, even in the army, such a young man was rare. When she was a girl, Zhu Daju had a heart for Liang Liang, and the emotions at that time were still very hazy and indescribable to her, and of course they were also very distant, because the army regulations clearly stipulated that soldiers could not fall in love in the garrison. Later, both of them were promoted to work, and they both served as platoon commanders in a company, and Zhu Daju felt that his crush had some goals. In her daily work and life, she secretly cares about Liang Liang. Their female soldier communication platoon, under the advocacy of Zhu Daju, often helped the male soldiers wash their clothes, and her adoptive mother's pro-army nature was carried forward by her in the army. When the female soldiers grabbed the clothes of the male soldiers to wash, Liang Liang's clothes were almost contracted by her alone. Each time, she folded his clothes and sent them back with sharp folds.

At that time, Liang Liang didn't realize Zhu Daju's special feelings for himself, he always said: Even the good people and good deeds in the city have been done by you female soldiers, and we male soldiers have no status.

Zhu Daju smiled and said: You male soldiers work hard, the wind and the sun are exposed, and we female soldiers should do this.

In Liang Liang's understanding, they are a company, and it is also appropriate to learn from each other's strengths and weaknesses to do some good things. Sometimes when the communications platoon went out to check the line, he would also let the soldiers of his platoon help. In short, in the police communication company, the relationship between male and female soldiers is very harmonious.

Just when Zhu Daju expressed her admiration for Liang Liang in a subtle way, she suddenly heard that Liang Liang and Li Jing were in love. Those days were extremely gloomy for Zhu Daju. She didn't expect that she was so close to Liang Liang, but she was preempted by Li Jing. When Li Jing appeared in the police communication company, this was the first time Zhu Daju observed Li Jing up close, and she was also moved by Li Jing's beauty. is also a woman, looking at Li Jingsheng, she has to have a figure and a face, and then look at herself, she is black and thin. Since then, she has also learned to look in the mirror, learned to apply face oil to her face, and she hopes that she can become as beautiful as Li Jing overnight. During the time when Liang Liang and Li Jing were in love, she didn't know how she survived, she tasted insomnia, and several times she even cried under the quilt. Her heart was extremely uncomfortable, and she felt abandoned. Seeing that she had no hope, her eyes were full of Liang Liang and Li Jing pairing up all day long. Just when she was almost desperate, Liang Liang suddenly broke up with Li Jing again, which she didn't expect, just as she didn't expect Liang Liang and Li Jing to fall in love. The opportunity reappeared in front of her, she didn't want to lose such an opportunity, she wanted to go all out to confess her love to Liang Liang.

Seven

Zhu Daju doesn't want to lose Liang Liang, Zhu Daju is not the kind of person who beats around the bush, she wants to go straight and express her liking Liang unmistakably.

Her way of expressing it is simple and kind. On Sunday, Liang Liang hadn't gotten up yet. Since breaking up with Li Jing, his mood has been very low, and he is listless in everything. Although, it was he who took the initiative to break up with Li Jing, but when he really broke up, he was at a loss, and he didn't know what to do. Zhu Daju symbolically knocked on the door and came in. Liang Liang had already woken up, he was staring at the ceiling in a daze, he had now learned to be in a daze. It is not the first time that Zhu Daju suddenly broke in. He looked at Zhu Daju, and Zhu Daju tied his hands and said: "It's good today, I'll tear down your quilt."

Liang Liang said: Platoon Commander Zhu, I'll dismantle it myself in a few days.

Zhu Daju didn't want to hear Liang Liang's explanation, she lifted Liang Liang's quilt, rolled her bags and took them away. Liang Liang was hung on the bed, he subconsciously curled up, but Zhu Daju had already left without looking back. In a few moments, his quilt was already hanging in the open space in the courtyard like a flag. Liang Liang stood at the door, looking at his quilt that had been dismantled and washed hanging there so magnificently, he seemed to think a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything, just stared at his quilt blankly.

Zhu Daju looked at Liang Liang's quilt carefully like a catcher in the wheat field, stretching it for a while, dusting it for a while, and it seemed that what was hanging there was not a quilt cover, but a priceless handicraft. Liang Liang, who was numb in the mood, suddenly understood Zhu Daju's Sima Zhao's heart. Thinking of Zhu Daju, he was a little moved. His relationship with Zhu Daju seems to have always been a little unclear. When he first arrived at the police company, Zhu Daju had been a soldier for a year, and although the two were the same age, Zhu Daju looked like a veteran everywhere. A few times at night he stood on the sentry post, Zhu Daju was still a telephone operator at that time, they had to hand over the shift every night, after work she always took a few steps to the sentry post, saw him and walked over, pinched the corner of his clothes and said: Liang Zi, cold or not!

One night when the wind was blowing, she took out her coat and let him put it on. It was only autumn, and it was not yet time to put on an overcoat. He said lightly: Old soldier Zhu, thank you. Zhu Daju waved his hand and left as if nothing happened.

For Zhu Daju, he really didn't think deeply. As soon as he arrived at the police company, he knew that Zhu Daju was the adopted daughter of a model of supporting the army, and everything she did was linked by him and supporting the army. He was wearing Zhu Daju's warm coat and thought: Zhu Daju is supporting the army.

Now everything, Liang Liang knows that Zhu Daju is no longer just supporting the army. Regarding the relationship with Zhu Daju, it was like a fog, so that he couldn't see or touch it clearly, and he had a headache when he thought about it, so he simply stopped thinking about it.

At night, he covered the quilt that Zhu Daju had removed and washed for him, and there was still the fragrance of laundry detergent and the warmth of the sun, which was very comfortable. Liang Liang, who calmed down, really wanted to think about his relationship with Li Jing and Zhu Daju. Of course, Li Jing is more beautiful than Zhu Daju, more than twice as beautiful, the important thing is that Li Jing has the strength to attract people, which Zhu Daju does not have. What is that energy, after thinking about it for a long time, he can only describe it as "feminine". He and Li Jing are together, and they can feel that Li Jing is a gentle woman all the time, and Zhu Daju is his comrade-in-arms, they are colleagues, and some are just a kind of friendship. He remembered that Zhu Daju was not impulsive, but calm. When he was thinking wildly, suddenly the door opened, and Zhu Daju appeared in front of him. She was clearly freshened up, and she still smelled of alabaster on her body. Zhu Daju came to Liang Liang's bed as a night checker, she wanted to tuck the quilt for him, and when she bent down, she saw Liang Liang looking at her with a pair of eyes open, and her outstretched hand stopped.

She asked: The quilt is still warm, right?

He looked at her for a while before replying: Don't check my night in the future, it's not good for the cadres and soldiers to see it.

When Zhu Daju saw him say this, she sat on the chair in front of the table, she wanted to open the skylight and say something bright, she said: Liang Zi, except for the female soldiers' dormitory, I didn't check your men's dormitory, I came to see you.

Liang Liang sat up, put on a piece of clothing, and he lit a flue: What are you doing to check me?

Zhu Daju moved the chair to the side of the bed and said, "Liangzi, you really don't understand, or you are pretending to be confused."

Liang Liang looked at her, and she also looked at Liang Liang.

She simply didn't do anything, and said: Liang Zi, I Zhu Daju have you in my heart, don't you see this? Li Jing has what's good, I'm also a woman, what's less than her.

Liang Liang unscrewed the flashlight and removed the lampshade outside, and the light shone on the two people so diffusely. He didn't turn on the lights, the troops were disciplined, and the lights were turned off as soon as the lights were blown out.

Liang Liang said dryly: This kind of thing is the business of two people, how can one person do it?

What he meant by this was that it was not enough for Zhu Daju to like him, he had to let him like her too.

Zhu Daju misunderstood, and she immediately said: We are just two people, you and Li Jingxing, we can do it too.

Liang Liang was stunned, he didn't expect Zhu Daju to be so bold and so hot, it almost suffocated him.

Zhu Daju stood up excitedly and said: Liang Zi, I am clean, I have never been in a relationship with anyone, my hand has not been touched by a man, of course the handshake does not count; Liang Zi, I know that you want to find someone to be a girl, Li Jing and Chen Dahu have been in love, she is not clean, you don't want her, I am clean, you don't like me?

Zhu Daju's confession really stunned Liang Liang. He sat there, looking at Zhu Daju in the light and shadow. At this time, Zhu Daju looked excited, his face was ruddy, and there was a layer of tears in his eyes. At that moment, he was really moved, a woman, a clean woman, confessed her emotions to a man so sincerely, and the other party was covered with a stone, not to mention that Liang Liang was a flesh-and-blood person, and his lovelorn heart needed comfort and love. Liang Liang shuddered, he felt that he had been hit by Zhu Daju's warm emotions. He said: Comrade Zhu Daju, I understand your emotions, and you let me think about this again.

Zhu Daju clapped his hands and said: So you agree that we are together?

Liang Liang lowered his head and muttered weakly: Let me think again.

Zhu Daju didn't want to say anything, she stepped forward, helped Liang Liang to lie down like a child, tucked his quilt again, and said easily: Liang Zi, you just have to sleep a little more tomorrow, and I will lead the team out to exercise.

She turned around and walked away with unusual gentleness, closing the door for him gently.

That night, Liang Liang almost didn't close his eyes all night, all he saw was the figure of Zhu Daju, Zhu Daju had entered his life silently, and he couldn't get rid of it if he wanted to.

This news soon spread among the company, and the cadres and soldiers looked at them differently, and suddenly someone shouted: Platoon Commander Liang, Platoon Commander Zhu - that meaning is far-reaching, and everyone who hears it will smile knowingly. When Zhu Daju heard this, his face turned a little red, and then a smile slowly spread on his face. At first, Liang Liang didn't feel comfortable.

Until one day, the instructor said to Liang Liang in the office: Platoon Commander Liang, I think you and Zhu Daju are really a suitable pair, she is so capable, you kid just wait to enjoy the blessings. After saying that, he slapped him on the shoulder.

Liang Liang wanted to explain a few words to the instructor, and wanted to say that it was all a shadowless thing, but the instructor said: Yes, if you two platoon commanders can be combined, what else can our company say.

All the people in the company took this matter seriously, and Liang Liang began to feel that it was difficult to argue, so he could only shake his head and smile bitterly.

Soon, the news of his and Zhu Daju's love spread like the wind in the divisional organs, and many cadres of the organs asked as soon as they saw him: Platoon Commander Liang, when will you invite us to drink your wedding wine?

He hurriedly said, "What's the matter?" People said: You still don't admit it, Zhu Daju has already been recruited, you are not as brave as a lesbian, really.

He was stunned when he heard this, he didn't expect Zhu Daju to be so bold.

One day, the division commander called him to the division commander's office with a phone call. After being a soldier for so many years, it was the first time he came to the division commander's office. The division commander was very enthusiastic and very happy, asked him to sit, handed him a cigarette, and then said with a smile: Daju has reported everything about you to me, and I think it is very good; she is a descendant of the old area, and she has feelings for the troops, she herself does not say wow, I still want to help her Zhang Luo; it seems that Daju has a good eye and has taken a fancy to you; Daju is a very good child and can do it, and he is worthy of being a descendant of our old area.

Master Fan has always called Zhu Daju a child, and it is rumored in the division that Master Fan has accepted Zhu Daju as his goddaughter. Regarding the relationship between Master Fan and Zhu Daju's adoptive mother, the whole teacher is also clear, it is a life-saving grace, which is extraordinary. It is natural that Master Fan cares so much about Zhu Daju.

When the time comes, I will be a witness to your marriage, so if there is no problem, we should do it as soon as possible; when we were in the war, the troops rested for three days, and several couples got married.

Master Fan has already made it a certainty, what else can he say, he has to seriously consider his relationship with Zhu Daju.

Eight

Liang Liang chose to remain silent amid the discussion before and after him, he couldn't defend himself, and he couldn't explain the relationship between himself and Zhu Daju. At this time, Zhu Daju was still very vague in his heart, and he couldn't tell whether he liked her or not.

Zhu Daju has been in happiness these days, her face is ruddy, she walks with a tiger, and she has more smiling faces when she sees people. Under the nourishment of love, she suddenly became much more charming. In front of the public, she did not shy away from the eyes of others looking at her and Liang Liang, and her gaze at Liang Liang also had a lot of content. As soon as Liang Liang appeared in her sight, her eyes began to watery, and when she walked with Liang Liang, she would stretch the corners of his clothes from time to time, dust off his collar or something. Liang Liang couldn't accept her behavior in front of everyone, so he whispered: No, this is not good. Zhu Daju said loudly: What are you afraid of, I like your handsome appearance, how good it is.

Zhu Daju treated Liang Liang so meticulously, Liang Liang couldn't be indifferent, he began to think about Zhu Daju's various benefits. After thinking about it, he began to like her a little. In addition to being not as charming as Li Jing, the rest is no worse than Li Jing, at least she is more capable than Li Jing, the important thing is that Zhu Daju is perfect, and Zhu Daju is her first love. After thinking about it like this, there was a lot of sweetness in his heart.

After Zhu Daju checked the female soldier's dormitory every night, she couldn't help but walk into Liang Liang's dormitory, tuck the quilt for him, or stand in front of his bed, staring at her sweetheart. Since the relationship between the two was made public, it seemed natural for her to enter and leave Liang Liang's dormitory again.

On this day, without exception, she walked into Liang Liang's dormitory again. Liang Liang had just come back from the night shift, and before he fell asleep, Zhu Daju came in with a flashlight. When she entered the door, she turned off the flashlight, and came to Liang Liang's bed with ease, and she habitually stretched out her hand to tuck the quilt for him, and her heart was filled with strong maternal love when she did this, as if she was treating a toddler. At this moment, Liang Liang grabbed her hand, and with an "oh" in her throat, her body threw herself into Liang Liang's arms. She hugged Liang Liang and said indistinctly: Liang Zi, I like you, I really like you.

Liang Liang couldn't restrain his impulsiveness for a while, and hugged her with his arm, and the rest of the matter can be imagined. When the two calmed down, Zhu Daju turned over and got dressed, the first thing she did was to tear off the list on the bed, then turn on the flashlight, shine the light and shadow on the traces on it and say: Liangzi, look at it, I am complete. At this time, Zhu Daju seemed to Liang Liang, and her face was as bright red as somewhere on the sheets.

Then everything that followed developed very quickly, and the two soon went to the local ** to get a marriage certificate. The adoptive mother also came from the old district, and the adoptive mother, who is in her sixties, is in good health and cleans up. She didn't come empty-handed, but brought a lot of military supplies, such as insoles, red dates and so on. The old man gave a pair of insoles to the people's children, and of course there were also Master Fan, Liang Liang and Zhu Daju. When Liang Liang took the insoles, he was almost moved to tears. Since he got along with Zhu Daju, he knew a lot of adoptive mother's deeds from Zhu Daju's mouth, as well as all kinds of difficulties in pulling Zhu Daju. When he didn't see Zhu Daju's adoptive mother, he already felt the affection and righteousness of his adoptive mother.

The wedding scene was a completely revolutionary wedding, and the division hall was decorated with lights. It was a Sunday, and most of the cadres and soldiers of the division attended the wedding of Liang Liang and Zhu Daju. The wedding was indeed presided over by Master Fan, who talked about the liberation war to the construction of the troops, and then to the couple in front of him. In the end, he invited the model of supporting the army to the stage, and at this time the audience reached **, and everyone was applauding the model of supporting the army, thanking her for her support to the army, and also thanking her for cultivating an excellent daughter like Zhu Daju for the army. After a couple of newcomers solemnly saluted the statue of Chairman Mao and saluted the division commander, they dedicated their military salute to the model of supporting the army. At this time, there were already tears in the eyes of the newcomers, and the adoptive mother took the hands of the two children and said: Children, today you are married, and tomorrow you will make new contributions to the army.

After the wedding, the newlyweds entered the cave room, and the aunt who supported the army was also taken home by Master Fan to relive the old feelings.

Liang Liang and Zhu Daju no longer live in the dormitory of the police communication company after they got married, and they live in a row of bungalows in the family area, where many family members who come to the team temporarily live. Soon after marriage, due to the needs of work, Liang Liang was transferred to the Propaganda Section of the Political Department of the division and became a propaganda officer. Being a platoon commander was overkill for Liang Liang, and his expertise in writing and painting came in handy only after he arrived in the Propaganda Section.

Soon after the marriage, Chen Dahu, a staff officer of the division, found Liang Liang, and the two drank once in Chen Dahu's dormitory. Chen Dahu is also married, and he is Ma Lisha, a singer and actor of the Military Region Art Troupe. Every weekend, Chen Dahu has to go back to the military region to reunite with his new wife. The reunion of the two was proposed by Chen Dahu, who pulled Liang Liang to the dormitory. This is the first time Liang Liang has spoken to Chen Dahu face-to-face so closely. Chen Dahu poured wine for the two of them with a water cup, and after the two drank a few sips of wine in a dull manner, Chen Dahu said: Director Liang, how do you feel about being newly married?

Liang Liang smiled, Zhu Daju after marriage was more gentle to him than before marriage, he was immersed in the happiness of the newlywed, and when he saw Chen Dahu say this, he grinned happily.

Chen Dahu whispered: Director Liang, you should marry Li Jing, she is a good girl.

Liang Liang looked at Chen Dahu with some astonishment.

Chen Dahu didn't care about Liang Liang's surprise, just said: I talked with Li Jing for a while, and many people know that later I blew it with her, and she didn't have anything, but if you blew it with her, she jumped off the building, and she couldn't stand it, which is enough to prove that she loves you more.

Chen Dahu raised his head, said with red eyes: Do you understand?

Liang Liang really hadn't thought about this before, and as soon as Chen Dahu said this at this time, his head suddenly became bigger, and the strength of the wine seemed to be on his head all of a sudden.

Chen Dahu whispered: You dumped Li Jing, but married Zhu Daju, you will regret it.

Liang Liang put down the cup and looked at Chen Dahu in a daze.

Chen Dahu said: I know why you blew with Li Jing, isn't it because I have talked with Li Jing for a while? Tell you, Li Jing and I have nothing, it is all nonsense from others, and we are clean.

Liang Liang was stunned again, he didn't understand why Chen Dahu was saying this to himself. Inexplicably, he had anger, and he couldn't tell where this anger came from, he pointed at Chen Dahu with his finger and said: Staff Officer Chen, you don't need to say this to me, you think Li Jing is so good, why don't you marry her?

Chen Dahu took another sip of wine unhurriedly before saying: As soon as I got married to Ma Lisha, I realized that I was wrong. You are married to Zhu Daju now, haven't you found out that you are wrong?

Liang Liang bumped his head with enthusiasm, he didn't know how to answer Chen Dahu, he really hadn't thought about it before.

Chen Dahu seemed to have drunk a little too much, and he said with his tongue open: Li Jing is a good girl, and we are both blind. He burst out laughing.

Liang Liang staggered to his feet, he grabbed Chen Dahu's neck and said, "Then why didn't you say it earlier?"

Chen Dahu still smiled and said: Why, you also regret it? Do you think that it is great for the teacher to officiate your wedding, and you also regret it?

Liang Liang suddenly punched Chen Dahu, Chen Dahu struggled to tear with him, and after a while, the two stopped, and they sat on the ground staring at each other drunkenly.

Chen Dahu wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with his hand: surnamed Liang, you dog bite Lu Dongbin - I don't know the hearts of good people. If Li Jing can jump off the building for me, I will fucking promise not to leave her.

Liang Liang stood up, he opened the door, and walked out with a stagger. He cried in the dark hallway.

Next

Nine

In the years after Zhu Daju and Liang Liang got married, Zhu Daju was already the instructor of the police communication company, and Liang Liang was still working as an officer in the propaganda department, and his position changed from the original platoon level to the main company. They have been working in the army for more than ten years. Life has made them accustomed to everything, including their marriage. Zhu Daju, who is full of motherhood, still cares about Liang Liang's daily life. Every night, Liang Liang had to go home to write a manuscript, and Zhu Daju would get up from time to time to pour tea and water for Liang Liang. When Liang Liang was busy at the desk, Zhu Daju was wearing clothes and pacing in front of and behind him with his hands behind his back, looking like an instructor. Liang Liang was disturbed, he turned around and said angrily: Can you stop for a while, I can't concentrate like this.

Zhu Daju tiptoed back to the bed and lay down slowly, but she couldn't sleep, and after a while, she got up quietly, sat there, and looked at Liang Liang very carefully. When Liang Liang raised her head and lit a cigarette, she lost no time in whispering: Liang Zi, if I don't make you a bowl of noodles, it's the middle of the night, I'm afraid you'll be hungry.

Liang Liang waved his hand absentmindedly and said: Whatever.

As if she had received an order, Zhu Daju quickly got off the bed, walked to the kitchen, and carefully closed the door. After a while, a bowl of hot noodle soup was brought to Liang Liang's desk. Liang Liang couldn't write anymore when he saw the steaming bowl of noodles, and he devoured the bowl of noodles.

In normal times, Zhu Daju seems to have a lot to say to him, as long as she enters the house and sees Liang Liang, she has the desire to speak. She was an instructor in the company, and from the time the soldiers of the company joined the party to the time they were demobilized, she had to constantly do ideological education work for the soldiers, and when she returned home, she was still in the working state of an instructor. Liang Liang was not enthusiastic about the company's bits and pieces, but he couldn't dampen Zhu Daju's enthusiasm, so he let her babble. Suddenly, he would think of Li Jing, if he and Li Jing got married, would she be like Zhu Daju? If not, what would it be?

In the years after marriage, he thought of Li Jing from time to time, of course, when his thinking was in a vacuum. As soon as he thought of Li Jing, he had more content and more flavor in his heart. He couldn't tell what it was like, and his heart was empty, and he looked like he was unsettled.

Liang Liang subconsciously paid great attention to Li Jing's news, but he had never heard from her since he learned that Li Jing had left the Normal Hospital. He only knew that Li Jing had been transferred to the General Hospital of the Military Region to work. During this period, Officer Liu of the Propaganda Section went to the military hospital for surgery for appendicitis and stayed in the hospital for more than 10 days. After Director Liu was discharged from the hospital, when he went to visit Secretary Liu, he hoped to hear the news of Li Jing from Director Liu's mouth, but Secretary Liu did not say a word.

He didn't have anything to say: You didn't see any acquaintances when you were hospitalized there?

Director Liu shook his head in confusion, and then said as if he woke up: You mean Li Jing, I haven't seen it, the main hospital is too big, there are thousands of people in the hospital, and I live in the internal medicine department.

He walked back a little disappointed and tired.

For a while, Zhu Daju has been talking about the child in his ear. has been married for a few years, but they have never had children, because he doesn't want them, and he is afraid that having children will drag down his work. Since getting married, Zhu Daju has hoped to have a child, but he has not been able to let her succeed. Recently, Zhu Daju's central topic has been talking about children, and she is very strategic when she says it, starting with other people's children. Zhu Daju is really a woman who likes children, she can't walk when she sees other people's children, her eyes are straight, in order to contact other people's children, she is willing to buy gifts for other children, and then use such and such excuses to send the gifts over, take the opportunity to play with the child for a while, she was happy at that time.

Zhu Daju couldn't wait for the child's problem, and she began to discuss it directly with Liang Liang.

She said: Liangzi, why don't you want children?

Liang Liang had already answered this question a hundred times, and he was too lazy to answer it, just looking at her so tiredly.

She said again: I know why you don't dare to have children, for fear that if we divorce in the future, the children will drag you down, right?

Liang Liang opened his eyes a little wider, he had no passion for Zhu Daju, but he really hadn't thought about divorce, besides, what does the child have to do with divorce?

Zhu Daju took advantage of the victory to pursue, and she said again: Liangzi, don't occupy the pit and don't, you can rest assured, I won't delay you if you have a child, you are the same as now, you can do whatever you want, okay?

Liang Liang said: Do you really like children so much?

Zhu Daju said: As long as I have children, you can do whatever you want.

Liang Liang didn't have a good idea to say anything, and then worked together with Zhu Daju to have a child. Finally, Zhu Daju became pregnant. When she walked with her waist straight, the news of the disarmament of the troops reached the division, and when there was no definite news, there was all kinds of news. Some said that this division could not be saved, and that the establishment would be abolished, while others said that this division would be reduced by half and merged with other divisions, and all kinds of rumors grew like grass.

Zhu Daju was originally wholeheartedly caring for the growing child in her belly, but such news did not make her realize the seriousness of the problem, according to her words: Where is the loess does not bury people. Whether she changes jobs or stays in the army, it will not delay her from giving birth.

Liang Liang was very anxious, he knew that the disarmament of the army at this time was not conducive to Zhu Daju, if he left the army, he would have to change to a new environment, and it was difficult to find a job for demobilized cadres in the army. He expressed his worries, and Zhu Daju also realized the seriousness of the problem, but when she saw Liang Liang's sad look, she immediately said: You don't have to worry, it's a big deal that I won't change jobs, and I will stay in the army, that is, our division will not be gone, the army will not be gone, I will write to Division Commander Fan and ask him to help me.

At that time, Division Commander Fan had been transferred to the military region as a minister, and Zhu Daju did what she said, and she enthusiastically wrote a letter to Minister Fan, but Fan never replied. Just two months after the birth of the child, the order to reduce the number of troops finally came down, and the division retained only one regiment, which was merged with other units. Zhu Daju stayed in the army because of the special situation, and Liang Liang was announced to have changed jobs along with most people.

Zhu Daju, who had survived the difficulties, took a long breath at this time and said: I am right, this is fate, who has a fate, Minister Fan will not ignore me.

Then, the whole army changed greatly, and those who remained were happy, and those cadres who had been transferred to other jobs began to run around for their reemployment. Liang Liang also joined the search for work. Their division is a unit directly under the military region, and most of the demobilized cadres have returned to their hometowns to work, because Zhu Daju has not changed jobs, and Liang Liang can find jobs locally.

In order to better communicate with the demobilized cadres, the relevant departments of the province specially organized a job fair for demobilized military personnel. All units that have the task of receiving demobilized cadres have set up booths at the job fair. Liang Liang has always thought that he is still young, and he has the specialty of being able to write and draw, and he always feels that he has a strong competitiveness. When he arrived at the job fair, he saw a lot of demobilized cadres clamoring in front of the booths of various employers, and his self-confidence suddenly plummeted. He put the dozen or so personal materials he had prepared in his hand on the table of the recruiting unit silently, and without raising his head, he quickly left the recruitment venue.

At that time, Liang Liang's mood was extremely gloomy. Now the division is just a place to stay, Zhu Daju and he are still living in the original house, there are still dozens of kilometers from here to the provincial capital, it is very inconvenient, he can only wait for news. During that time, Liang Liang really felt a little cornered. Zhu Daju looked like a full man who didn't know how hungry he was, she comforted Liang Liang and said: Don't worry, what's the hurry. I can't find a job with me, I can support you and your children.

As soon as the child was mentioned, Liang Liang was angry, this child would not come sooner or later, but at this time, wouldn't it make matters worse? After Zhu Daju gave birth to the child, he asked his adoptive mother to rush over from the old area, although the adoptive mother was over 70 years old, her body was still strong, and it was more than enough to help take care of the child. As soon as his adoptive mother came, Liang Liang was completely relaxed, and he lived in fear all day long.

Suddenly, one day, he received a letter from an employer, informing him to go to the employer for an interview on a certain day. Liang Liang, who was confused, seemed to see hope again.

Ten

Liang Liang never dreamed that the person in charge of talking to him in the receiving unit was none other than Li Jing. At that moment, Liang Liang thought he was dreaming.

Li Jing seemed to be mentally prepared, her appearance was calm and calm, and she faced Liang Liang so calmly. Liang Liang didn't understand why Li Jing was sitting here. In the end, Li Jing opened her mouth first, she flipped through his personal information in her hand, and said: You also changed jobs?

He didn't look at her, looked at the corner of the table and said, "Yes."

She seemed to sigh softly, and then turned the pages again, she didn't look at him, and continued to ask: Do you want to work in our unit?

He didn't speak, his eyes fixed on the pages that belonged to him in her hand.

She stood up and said as she cleaned up the things on the table: If you want to come, come and go through the formalities in a few days.

After Li Jing finished speaking, she didn't look at him, she walked into the office inside and left him there alone. Afterwards, he had time to think about Li Jing. Li Jing is still so young, she is a little fatter, and Li Jing, who is not wearing a military uniform, is even more moving. The way she looked when she jumped off the building in grief no longer exists, and she is a plump and beautiful woman again. Only later did he learn that Li Jing had changed jobs not long after she was transferred to the General Hospital of the Military Region, and she was now the personnel section chief of this unit.

In fact, he has not forgotten Li Jing for so many years. At first, he wishfully thought that Li Jing had deceived him. Ever since that fight with Chen Dahu, he began to have a sense of remorse, which was very complicated, not only for Li Jing, but also for himself. After he married Zhu Daju, he didn't realize the happiness and joy that Zhu Daju brought him. Zhu Daju was indeed complete before marriage, which is also what he pursues and hopes. When Zhu Daju became a part of his life, he didn't cherish this life, he wanted to be happy, but he couldn't be happy. Zhu Daju does care about and understands him everywhere, but he is not happy. This kind of unhappiness is not because of the existence of Li Jing, if there is no Li Jing, he and Zhu Daju would not be happy. In the depths of his consciousness, he didn't forget Li Jing for a day, and at some point, fragments of his time with Li Jing would flash in his mind, which made him nostalgic and nostalgic. This is indescribable, like a negative, more and more clear in his heart.

After he reported to his new unit, he was assigned to the trade union of the organ, and he still gave full play to his strengths in the army, writing and drawing, and was also responsible for the welfare of the organ and some spare time activities. The trade union and personnel department of the organ work on the first floor, and he can often see Li Jing's figure, which is still as beautiful as it was back then. When he learned that Li Jing was not married, his heart rang with a "bang", which was a huge shock to him. From that moment on, he paid attention to Li Jing's every move, that is to say, Li Jing at this moment was deeply attracted to him again.

After he came to work in the agency, he lived in the dormitory provided by the agency, on the basement floor, and only went back to his home in the army on weekends. It's not that he doesn't want to go back, because it's really inconvenient, and it's dozens of kilometers to go back and forth. In this way, he has a lot of time, and he is almost the last one to leave the office every day.

One day, when he left the office, he saw that the door of the office of the personnel department was open, and Li Jing was talking to someone on the phone in the room. When he found out that Li Jing was alone in the personnel department, his heartbeat suddenly increased in rhythm, and then he clearly realized that he had been looking for an opportunity to meet Li Jing alone. He stopped at the door of the personnel department, and after Li Jing put down the phone, he knocked on her door in time, only to hear Li Jing ask inside: Who?

He pushed the door and walked in, and Li Jing glanced at him, not at all surprised. While she was busy with the things in hand, she said: It's you, something?

He sat on the sofa in the room, didn't know what to say to her for a while, and was silent for a while before he said, "Thank you."

She raised her head, looked intently at him and said, "Thank me for what?"

Thank you for accepting me. He whispered.

She smiled and said, "Who made us comrades-in-arms, your conditions are so good, this unit doesn't want you, and other units will definitely want you."

His heart trembled again, she still thought that his conditions were so good, and that he had been proud of his conditions for a while when he was in the army, and at that time he thought that his future must be limitless; after marriage, this sense of superiority disappeared little by little with the washing of time; and this time when he was transferred to a different place, that residual sense of pride could be said to have been completely lost. At such a time, she also said that he was in good condition? A warm current suddenly welled up in his heart. This sentence seems to have brought the relationship between the two closer all of a sudden, at least that's what he thinks.

He plucked up the courage and said: Back then, I couldn't stand you. After speaking, he quickly glanced at her.

When she heard this, she seemed to have been hit by a shot, her face turned white, and her eyes suddenly turned red. After a while, she said: That matter has long passed, why do you still mention it?

He looked at her and felt even more guilty in his heart, feeling that he had a thousand words to say to her at this time, but he didn't know where to start for a while. He twisted his hands vigorously and said helplessly: I really regret it now, I regret that I shouldn't have done that to you in the first place.

At this time, Li Jing had calmed down, she put a pile of things on the table in her bag, and looked at him calmly.

He also said, "I heard that you haven't married yet, and I feel even more uncomfortable."

She smiled: There is no causal relationship between this and that incident, are you okay with that Zhu Daju?

He nodded wordlessly, then shook his head again. She didn't seem to look at him, took the bag and slung it over her shoulder, and stood up. He knew that she was leaving, and he hurriedly stood up and stepped out of the office of the personnel section one step ahead of him. When she closed the door, she said: You and Zhu Daju were a pair of celebrities in the army back then.

She didn't seem to want to hear his answer, so she walked towards the elevator entrance, and as soon as the elevator door opened, she walked in without looking back. The moment the elevator doors closed, he saw her arranging her hair in front of the elevator mirror. He stood there and saw the elevator stop on the first floor. It took him a long time to press the button of the elevator.

That night, he couldn't sleep in his dormitory bed. Everything he had before and Li Jing flashed out again and again, Li Jing was satisfied with himself at that time, and even admired him, and that feeling still made him feel satisfied when he recalled it now. However, now, he has become Zhu Daju's husband, Zhu Daju is satisfied with him, but when the two communicated, Zhu Daju was not satisfied with his current situation, thinking that her husband would have a bright future in the army, otherwise she would not have resolutely married him. Not to mention that Zhu Daju is disappointed in himself, even he looks down on himself. The dream of youth is always an ideal, and the reality is always a reality, this is his summary of life. He thought of this, and then thought of what was in front of him, he changed jobs and entered the government organs, became a civil servant of a state organ, and went to work every day just to receive that month's salary, and time passed day by day, but what about his own ideals? This kind of life will doom him to live a calm and plain life like all living beings until he is old. The fierce ideals of the year have left him, and men in their early thirties can only learn to be pragmatic. When it comes to real life, he can't help but think about Zhu Daju and his newborn child, he loves her, right? Thinking of Zhu Daju, he thought of Li Jing again, and when he thought of Li Jing, he had that feeling of a warm heartbeat on his face, just like his first love with Li Jing. At that time, he felt the same way. When he was in love with Zhu Daju, he was almost passive, and when he didn't feel anything, he got married in a daze.

He lay in the darkness of the dead of night, and had a faint premonition that his relationship with Li Jing was not over, because Li Jing was in his life. It was she who left herself in this unit, and all this must indicate something. After thinking about it, his body began to get hot.

Eleven

Li Jing shone like a lighthouse in front of Liang Liang's eyes, and this feeling has changed a lot from the beginning. At that time, it was natural for Liang Liang and Li Jing to be together, he was recognized as the most heroic and promising young officer in the division, and it was normal for him and Li Jing to be together. However, time has passed, and his fate, like that of millions of soldiers, has been transferred to other places one after another, and he has started another difficult business. And Li Jing is still so young and beautiful, she is already the head of the personnel department in her early thirties, and Li Jing, who has never been married, is still so pure and elegant, blooming in front of his eyes like a white lotus on a snowy mountain.

It was only at this time that Liang Liang deeply regretted his relationship with Zhu Daju, because with Li Jing's existence at this time, he suddenly realized that he and Zhu Daju were not happy together, and he had never really loved her since he got married. In the whole process of interacting with Zhu Daju, he has always been passive, and Zhu Daju has led his nose to the present. He married Zhu Daju before he woke up halfway, and then, he had a child with Zhu Daju in a daze. Now that he has changed jobs, he has distanced himself from Zhu Daju, and this distance has allowed him to see the relationship between them clearly. At the same time, he is also clearly aware that for so many years, he still loves Li Jing. If he didn't meet Li Jing this time, maybe he would bury this love in his heart and think of Li Jing coldly. Now Li Jing is in front of him, so eye-catching, he can't stand his silence anymore, he wants to act. Then, he thought of his relationship with Zhu Daju, and for a while he was covered in fine sweat. He tried hard to persuade himself, even without Li Jing, his marriage to Zhu Daju would not last long, because he had never really loved her at all. After thinking about it like this, he felt a little more at ease.

When he paid attention to Li Jing again, his eyes became strange, and when he didn't see Li Jing for a day, his heart was empty. Their union office was only a few rooms away from the personnel department, and sometimes he could hear the movement of the personnel department when he stood at the door, and he could quickly distinguish Li Jing's sweet and mellow voice in the noise.

Often, he would involuntarily walk around in front of the personnel department, hoping to see Li Jing's figure. It stands to reason that they are all colleagues, and it doesn't hurt for him to push the door in, but he doesn't have the courage to do so. He could only glance at Li Jing from a distance, Li Jing occasionally raised his head at this time and glanced at the door unintentionally, and their eyes met for a short moment. As soon as he came into contact with Li Jing's gaze, he couldn't help himself, and his whole body trembled up and down, like the first love of youth. This feeling is only available to him and Li Jing, he and Zhu Daju have never felt this way, and after thinking about it, he and Zhu Daju have distanced themselves a little. When no one was around, he once again thought of his first love with Li Jing, every look, every subtle movement, made him fascinated now.

One night, when he was about to get off work, he suddenly received a call from Chen Dahu. Chen Dahu was transferred to work in the organs of the military region before the disarmament, and Chen Dahu asked him to sit down in the evening. After he got off work, he came to the hotel he had made an appointment, Chen Dahu had already arrived first, and the food and wine were ordered. As soon as Chen Dahu saw him, he waved at him from a long distance. Chen Dahu's appearance is very relaxed, and he seems to be a little more sophisticated than before.

Chen Dahu said: You kid, you don't contact me when you get to the new unit, I checked a lot before I found your phone number.

He smiled at Chen Dahu.

The two were gossiping while eating and drinking. When they were in the army, he looked down on Chen Dahu a little, and always felt that he had Commander Chen behind him to support him, and his progress was not his own ability, but the influence of Commander Chen, including his transfer to work in the military region. At the time of this disarmament, Commander Chen also retired. At this time, he did not see the taste of the old and the young in Chen Dahu, but seemed to be more moisturized than before.

Suddenly, Chen Dahu said: You kid tell me the truth, how are you doing with Zhu Daju?

He was stunned for a moment, he didn't understand Chen Dahu's intentions, and just looked at him like that.

Chen Dahu took a sip of wine and said: Let me tell you, Ma Lisa and I are leaving.

Liang Liang opened his eyes a little wider, Ma Lisa was the most beautiful woman in the whole military region. In this disarmament, he heard that the art troupe of the military region had also laid off a lot of people, and Ma Lisha was also among them.

Chen Dahu said again: Really, I don't lie to you, it's the procedures that I did today. After speaking, he raised his arm and glanced at his watch and said: If there is no accident, she will already be in the south by this time.

Only then did Liang Liang know that the divorce was proposed by Ma Lisha, she did not look for a job after changing jobs, but wanted to go to the south to be a singer, she wanted to go on a journey and become a star, but her only request before leaving was to divorce Chen Dahu. When Chen Dahu said this, Liang Liang felt some sympathy for him.

Chen Dahu didn't mean to sympathize at all, he drank and said: If you leave, you will leave, what is this, we can't find a woman.

Chen Dahu suddenly asked coldly: I heard that Li Jing is in your agency and has become a section chief?

He nodded.

Chen Dahu was silent, took a sharp puff of cigarette, looked at the chandelier above his head and said: Li Jing is a good woman, I regret my original choice.

Chen Dahu's gaze moved down, stared at Liang Liang's face and asked: What about you?

When he asked, Liang Liang broke out in a cold sweat. He stammered at Chen Dahu, not knowing how to answer.

Chen Dahu laughed, he laughed and said: We are both a pair of fools, if I go back to the past, I will definitely marry Li Jing, not Ma Lisha.

It seems that Chen Dahu and Ma Lisa have not been happy since they got married. For a while, Liang Liang found the same feeling, he no longer underestimated Chen Dahu now, they are now a pair of difficult brothers. Driven by the strength of the wine, he suddenly said: Dahu, Zhu Daju and I have to leave sooner or later.

When he said this, even he was startled.

Chen Dahu was stunned for a moment, then laughed, he stretched out his hand and patted Liang Liang's shoulder and said, "Okay, okay." After a pause, he said: I heard that Li Jing is not married yet, if you get divorced, let's go back to the past, see which of us can chase Li Jing again?

Chen Dahu's half-truth joke suddenly made Liang Liang's wine sober up half. He knew that he loved Li Jing deeply, and he couldn't lose her anymore, he wanted to seize the last opportunity to express his love to her, but the premise was that he had to divorce first, so it seemed that Chen Dahu had taken the lead again. At this time, Liang Liang's blood was rushing, and there was only one thought left in his mind, that is, divorce. Later, Chen Dahu said something, but he didn't hear a word clearly.

The next day, he went home. Zhu Daju was a little helpless about his sudden return, and she was playing with her child on the bed in the back room. Zhu Daju hugged the child and greeted her, still asking for warmth, she was obviously very happy. Liang Liang looked at Zhu Daju and the child, and suddenly lost his courage. At night, the child was asleep, and he was still smoking outside. Zhu Daju came over, sat beside him and asked: Liangzi, what's wrong, is there something wrong?

He didn't look at her, his eyes were on the ground, and he said: Daju, let's get a divorce.

She gasped and didn't speak for a few minutes, then froze there, staring at him with good eyes.

He leaned back on the sofa, closed his eyes and said: Let's go, I've already thought about it, it's not appropriate for us to be together.

Zhu Daju asked in a low voice: ...... Have you made up your mind?

He nodded and glanced at her, her face was slightly distorted, which made his mind quickly flash Li Jing's beautiful and youthful face.

Zhu Daju's tears welled up, she covered her face with her hands and said: I already knew that there would be this day, Liang Zi, from marriage to now, I know that I am not worthy of you, I thought that you could accept me in front of the child, but I didn't expect that you didn't want to live with me so soon.

Only then did he understand why she wanted children so strongly. His heart ached, and he felt a little pity for Zhu Daju in front of him. At this time, another voice said in his ear: Sympathy is not equal to love, Liang Liang, you have to hold on. Sure enough, he stood up, for the sake of his perfect life and love, he wanted to divorce Zhu Daju.

That night, the two sat like that all night, Zhu Daju kept wiping his tears, and he kept smoking. Everything that needs to be said has already been said, and there is no need to say more.

At dawn, he left the house, and the moment he got on the long bus, he suddenly relaxed. After coming to the agency, when he saw Li Jing's figure again, his heart was in another realm.

twelve

Zhu Daju called Liang Liang a month later, and she said on the phone: I figured it out, if it's convenient for you, come back to go through the formalities.

When Liang Liang received Zhu Daju's call, he felt that Zhu Daju was a good person, but he knew that this was not love. During this time, he never returned to his home in the army. His determination has been decided, and during this period, his relationship with Li Jing is also developing in a good direction. Once, Li Jing took the initiative to come to his office, of course, after everyone got off work. Li Jing sat on the opposite side of his desk, Li Jing looked at him silently, and only said after a while: Are you still used to here?

He looked at her sincerely, "Thank you."

She smiled, a very subtle expression, he was too familiar with her smile, and finally he mustered up the courage to say: I ...... I'm getting a divorce.

She glanced at him seriously, a bright color flashed in her eyes, and she paused for a while and asked: So, are you not happy?

He wanted to talk to her, and it was the perfect opportunity for him. Just as he was in a posture of confiding, Li Jing interrupted him with a wave of his hand, picked up the bag and said: I still have something to do, whether you divorce or not is your own business. After saying that, he walked out.

He sat there, his heart cold and hot, hot and cold. Although Li Jing cared about him, his feelings and life, she did not accept his feelings, which was the reason for his coldness. Soon, he understood that he hadn't really divorced after all, and he didn't have the right to show love to Li Jing now. He expects that he can get a divorce soon, and then he can express his feelings to her easily. Li Jing has not been married for so many years, all of which is enough to show that he still has a chance, at least apart from him, she has not met a more suitable person. These are naturally Liang Liang's wishful thinking. Since then, although he hasn't talked to Li Jing alone, Li Jing is smiling every time he appears in front of him. He saw her affection in her smile, as if behind the smile she was asking him: Why haven't you left yet?

He finally separated from Zhu Daju, he didn't expect things to go so smoothly. When he appeared in front of Zhu Daju, Zhu Daju had already calmed down, and she said calmly: Liang Liang, if you want to leave us, you can leave, you don't love me, what's the point of being together? I have nothing else, and you don't need to worry about me, I am a person in the army, and the troops will not ignore me if I am in difficulty; I only ask you for one thing, you take a good look at the child, this is your child, since he was born to the present, you have not seriously looked at your son.

He subconsciously came to his son's bed, who was more than a year old, and he was sleeping sweetly in his dream. To be honest, he was very reluctant to have this child, before the child was born, the army began to disarm, and then he changed jobs and looked for a job, and for more than a year, he was really not in the mood to hug his son, even if he looked at him carefully for a while. Now, he was about to leave his son, and suddenly he felt a little sorry for him. When he looked up, tears fell on his son's face, and the little one stirred up in his dream.

Zhu Daju sighed on the side and said: Okay, as long as you still recognize this son, I will be content. I don't want my children to grow up and not know who their father is.

He listened to Zhu Daju's words, and suddenly had mixed feelings. Before and after getting married, he never found that Zhu Daju had such advantages - generosity and tolerance.

Three days after the divorce, his emotions returned to normal, and he was looking for an opportunity to confess to Li Jing. At noon, seeing that there was no one in the office, he called Li Jing, and before that, he saw Li Jing return to the office. After Li Jing picked up the phone, he said: It's me, I want to invite you to dinner at night. She didn't speak, and then he said the time and place. She still didn't say anything, but put down the phone first, and then he put it down too. Her failure to speak means that she agreed, and only lovers would be so tacit. All afternoon, he felt good.

After getting off work, he came to the restaurant early, ordered the wine and the dishes, and waited for Li Jing to make an appointment. Sure enough, ten minutes after the time he had agreed, Li Jing appeared in front of him, and she sat across from him silently.

He poured her a little wine, then picked up his glass, ready to clink glasses with her.

She didn't move, but said calmly: Liang Liang, just say something.

He took a sip of wine, smiled and said, "Li Jing, tell you that I am divorced."

She didn't move, still looking at him.

He said again: Li Jing, I was sorry for you back then, and I shouldn't have proposed to break up with you.

She was still looking at him, but her eyes were red all of a sudden.

His heart moved, and said: Li Jing, do you know, my divorce this time is for you, because I have been loving you for so many years.

She wiped her eyes with her hand, and said in a choked voice: Liang Liang, you finally have today, you dumped me when you said that you would dump me, I wanted to die at that time, but unfortunately I didn't die. Do you know how I got over the years? Chen Dahu dumped me, and you dumped me, you were recognized as the two best qualified officers in the division at the beginning, but I was dumped by you, and I didn't have the courage to fall in love for so many years. I have seen a psychiatrist, but it is useless, I know that only you and Chen Dahu can cure my heart disease, Chen Dahu came to me a few days ago, and he also said that he loves me the most, and you say the same today......

She couldn't go any longer, so she took out a tissue to wipe away her tears.

He was speechless for a moment, not knowing what to say.

She said again: Now it's okay, I finally see your end, you are not happy, my heart disease is cured, and the self-confidence I lost in you is finally back. Liang Liang, don't say anything, I'm sorry, I'm leaving.

Li Jing just left, and disappeared into Liang Liang's sight with a beautiful figure. For a moment, he didn't know where he was, and just sat there. As a result, he drank too much that day. When he returned to the dormitory, he closed the door and cried under the quilt.

Soon, the organ was reformed, and a new adjustment was made in personnel, and Li Jing left the agency to work in the company. Not long after, Li Jing got married, and many people from the agency went to her wedding, but Liang Liang didn't go.

When I went to work the next day, I don't know who put a bag of candy on his desk, which was Li Jing's candy. He subconsciously ate one, and then another, and as a result, he ate all the bags of candy. An hour later, he threw up, and since then he feels like he wants to vomit when he sees sugar again, and Liang Liang is already allergic to sugar.