58. Rebuild the old good

Lele is no longer the original Lele.

Still in the taxi, I saw Lele standing at the school gate from a distance, I haven't seen each other for so long, I feel that Lele seems to have changed a lot, but I can't say what has changed. Maybe it's because after going to college, I have lost a little bit of youth and a little more mature and charming.

"Lele. "I paid the fare and hurried out of the car and ran over.

Lele didn't show the slightest joy after a long absence, just stood there motionless, and when he saw me approaching, he turned his head and walked straight to the campus. I hurriedly stepped forward and followed Lele, and the two of them walked side by side in silence.

"I'm hungry. Lele suddenly burst out.

Before I knew it, it was more than 2 o'clock in the afternoon, and I rushed to the station early this morning to catch a car, and then got on the taxi to Lele School non-stop. After running around for most of the day, and now being reminded by Lele, I suddenly realized that I was already so hungry that my chest was pressed against my back.

"Yes, I'm hungry. I scratched my head.

"Then I'll take you to dinner. "Lele has really changed, and he has become a treasure trove of words. Suddenly, I missed the nagging Lele in the past, maybe those years will never come back.

It's not the weekend, and it's time for afternoon classes, so it's full of students hurrying to the classroom. Walking beside the beautiful woman and looking at the envious eyes of the boys around him, the whole person's mood instantly became better.

"Lele, it's very rewarding to walk with you! They will say, look at that man is so obscene, but the girl next to him is so beautiful. I couldn't help but tease Lele.

Lele didn't speak, just turned his head and smiled faintly at me.

Walking against the flow of people, it didn't take long for us to arrive at the school cafeteria.

There are a lot of people on the road, but in stark contrast, there are not many people in the cafeteria at all. It's no wonder that it's long past dinner time, and the huge canteen is empty, except for the chefs sitting around the table joking with each other.

There was no more fast food, so I casually asked for an egg fried rice and ate it.

"Lele, how have you become such a lady recently, I don't even know you anymore. I bit my chopsticks and glanced at Lele, who was sitting across from me.

Lele held his chin and looked at me quietly: "Isn't it better not to know?"

"Well, by the way, Haozi said that you don't seem to be in good health lately......" Before I finished speaking, I saw Lele's whole body tremble violently as if he had been electrocuted, and the expression on his face instantly became unnatural.

"Lele, you...... Are you alright?" I couldn't help but feel a little worried.

"It's okay, what can I do?" Lele hurriedly buried his head, "There's a lot of nonsense, eat it!"

Is it really okay?, with a confused look, I gulped a mouthful of food into my mouth.

After eating, Lele said that she would take me to visit her dormitory. For me, who was used to staying in that school with strict rules, the girls' dormitory was as mysterious as a forbidden place.

I thought it would take a lot of trouble to enter the girls' dormitory, but I just signed my name with the caretaker on the first floor and went upstairs easily. Since each dormitory has its own balcony, I couldn't see the spectacular display of flags flying in our school corridors. I don't know if it's because of the girls living here, the whole corridor looks particularly neat and clean.

"This is my bedroom. Before I could come back to my senses, Lele had already pushed open the door of a bedroom.

A fresh and elegant aroma immediately rushed to the face, and when I walked into the bedroom, I found that the space inside was not large, and the four beds were neatly arranged on the left and right sides of the room, and the upper bunk was the bed and the lower bunk was the computer desk. Outside the floor-to-ceiling glass doors is a separate balcony on which the bathroom is located.

Perhaps this is what I always remember of a college dormitory, I pulled a chair and sat down, and it was very quiet in the dormitory, and there was no one else.

Before I could speak, Lele guessed my doubts: "They all went to class." Lele leaned sideways against the floor-to-ceiling window in front of the balcony, the sunlight gilding her figure with a layer of gold.

"Then don't you have to go?" I looked up at Lele, but was surprised to find the Snoopy doll I had seen in Lele's room, and the three faint handwriting of "Beizi Pig" on it were still clearly visible.

"You're here, of course you're absent from school, great. Lele covered her mouth, as if trying to hide her smile.

"Lele, in fact, you really look good when you smile. I looked at Lele stupidly, it seemed that I hadn't looked at this girl like this for a long time, it was really a taste of another world, thinking of this, my heart couldn't help but feel a burst of pantothenic acid.

"Then let's see, I'll let you see enough today. Lele also sat down next to him, and then took the Snoopy on the bed in his arms.

At this moment, Haozi called me: "Dead Bei, when did you arrive?"

"Well, it's been noon, and I'm in Lele's dormitory now. I glanced at Lele and whispered.

"Damn, don't be so heavy and light on friends! Don't say anything to me when you come, it's really unkind!" Haozi complained angrily, "I also deliberately missed the afternoon English class, and I am going to accompany you on a special trip!"

"Uh, I'm sorry, I forgot. "Originally, I was planning to contact Haozi, but as soon as I saw Lele at the school gate, I forgot about it, and now that I think about it, I really can't stand Haozi.

"Hey, forget it, you and Lele have a lover and eventually become married, so I won't bother you to reunite as a husband and wife. Oh, by the way, call Lele out in the evening, let's have a meal together! "Once again, Haozi forgave me very much......

After dinner, Haozi consciously left first.

I'm going back to school tomorrow, walking around the campus with Lele, I think there are some things that I don't say now, I'm afraid I won't have the opportunity to say them in the future: "Lele ......" My voice is very small.

"Huh?" Lele replied softly with his head down.

There are not many people on the whole road, and the street lamps reflect our shadows, which is very an atmosphere of encounter.

Suddenly, I stopped: "Lele, do you think it's possible for us to continue?" I didn't know how to speak, and I didn't know what to say.

Lele turned his head and stared at me faintly, and from Lele's eyes, I saw a trace of resentment.

In an instant, I was a little at a loss, and my heart swelled with great apologies: "Lele, I'm sorry!"

Although in my heart, I have rehearsed today's scene countless times, and tried to prepare every sentence to be said, but when it comes to my mouth, it is still only a trivial "I'm sorry". I suddenly hated myself, why is my mouth always so wooden?

"I'm sorry for what?" Lele tilted his head, pretending to be nonchalant.

"I ......" I opened my mouth wide and couldn't speak for a long time. I don't know what I'm sorry for, I just think that Lele looks at me and that I must have done something wrong.

"Give me a reason to continue. Lele's tone changed back to the coldness he had when he first met.

"Because I love you. "Maybe I've never been a romantic person, and when I say the word love, I clearly feel that my face is burning hot.

"No?" Lele didn't seem satisfied, "I can't be impressed by this reason, Beizi Pig." ”

It's been a long time since anyone called me a pig, and when I heard it at this moment, my heart instantly became entangled. Lele was still walking forward on his own, unconsciously distancing himself from me.

Lele, I'll never miss you again!

I stepped forward quickly, grabbed Lele's wrist, and then hugged the beautiful girl in front of me tightly into my arms. At first, the girl was still struggling, but gradually the girl stopped moving, just leaned quietly on my chest, I easily felt the trembling of the girl's body, and Lele cried.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" I kept repeating that I was sorry, and if I could, I would love to be able to say it ten thousand times, "Lele, don't leave me again, okay?"

I hugged Lele tightly, as if as soon as I let go, I would lose her forever and ever.

Lele raised his head and stared at me seriously with swollen eyes: "Beizi pig, do you know, I did this because I had confidence in you. Actually, I regretted it that morning, as long as you ......"

"Don't say it...... Don't say Lele anymore, I was wrong...... I will never be again. "At this moment, I secretly swore in my heart that I would spend my life guarding this beautiful relationship, and we would never be separated again.

"Do you remember that song, that song that used to be our favorite?" Lele hid in my arms and hummed softly, "I want to hold your hand like this and not let go, can love be pure forever without sorrow......"

I wish this song could go on forever until one day we all lose our teeth, I said to myself.

(2010.9.8 This chapter has been revised)