"I checked it for you, she was going through the withdrawal procedures at the time. Haozi's voice on the other end of the phone, "Dead Bei, I think Lele must have some kind of trouble, don't you ......"

"Well, no more, I know. I understood that Haozi wanted me to calm down, but at this moment, how could I calm down, "Thank you, Haozi......! Let's do it for now, I want to be alone...... "Although my voice trembled slightly, I managed to control my emotions well.

"Uh, okay. I don't think Lele deliberately deceived you, maybe there is something hidden in this matter that you don't know, so don't care too much......" Haozi was silent for a moment, and he didn't seem to be able to come up with any way to comfort me, so he hung up the phone helplessly.

If it was just tourism, I think Lele would be completely unnecessary, and it would be impossible to go through any withdrawal procedures. Unless...... Unless she's going to leave the city completely! But if Lele is really alive, how can last year's car accident be explained? And where will she be now?

My mind was in a mess, my mind was full of doubts, but I couldn't think of a single reason. Probably only Lin Hui knows everything best, but will she really tell me everything?

"Xiaobei, do you believe me?"

"Believe ......"

"It's beautiful, isn't it...... Maybe I can help you bring it to Lele......"

"Bring Lele, but she's not ......"

"Uh...... Be...... It's a different way to bring her ......"

"I ...... Trust you. ”

......

The scene of this year's Qingming Festival suddenly appeared in my mind, and at that time, I felt that Lin Hui seemed to be hiding something from me, but after all, she was Lele's sister, so I naturally didn't think about it deeply.

It seems like a plot that only exists in a movie, but everything really happened. I tried to keep myself calm, and then I began to slowly clear my thoughts, remembering every detail of my time with Lele.

From what I know so far, I am about 80% sure that last year's accident was purely unnecessary. That's a good explanation for why I couldn't find the slightest news story about a car accident on the Internet. Lin Hui told me at the beginning that the government was afraid of affecting the tourism industry, so the news of the blockade was made.

But none of this matters to me anymore, I just want to know urgently where Lele is this year. The world is so big, and trying to find someone is undoubtedly looking for a needle in a haystack. However, with my deep understanding of Lele over the years, there are only two places she can go, Beijing or Spain!

"Lele's mother and I are usually abroad, and it is very likely that Lele will choose this path in the future, have you ever thought about this?" Lele's father's words came to my mind bit by bit, "I'm just giving you a reminder, you must be mentally prepared, it may not be Lele who will come to the end with you in the future...... Well, but I'll respect your choice anyway. ”

Yes, it must be! Lele must have gone to Spain with his parents!

A year later, there was finally news of Lele again, and I was like a traveler in the desert who had suddenly encountered an oasis, although I was not sure whether what was in front of me was real or just an illusory mirage.

The next thing to do is to ask Lin Hui for confirmation, although it is difficult, but I have already figured out how to deal with it.

I was a little nervous, but I still resolutely dialed Lin Hui's number. The ringtone on my phone rang for a long time, but no one answered, and just as I was about to hang up the phone in frustration, the call went through.

On the other end of the phone was Lin Hui's slightly uneasy voice: "What's the matter, Xiaobei." Is there something wrong?"

"It's taken so long to answer, could it be that I hesitated when I saw the caller ID?" I said, half-jokingly, half-seriously.

"What are you talking nonsense? Li Xiaobei!" Lin Hui's voice was unusually loud, as if she was angry, but I felt that she was deliberately hiding her true emotions in her heart.

"Give me Lele's number. I ignored Lin Hui's fierce reaction, and just said coldly into my phone.

"What number?" Lin Hui asked strangely, and then she seemed to suddenly understand something, and immediately lost her words.

"I want Lele's number in Spain! can you tell me?" I said in a calm, but resolute tone.

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and I didn't mean to urge at all, just waited quietly, waiting for Lin Hui to make a final decision.

After a long time, Lin Hui finally opened her mouth, but it was more like she was talking to herself, "You...... You know all about it? I ...... I can give you the phone, just her...... Lele her...... Don't blame her......"

"No, I guessed. "When I heard my speculation come true, I didn't have a hint of the joy of a victor, but more of a pain, a heart-wrenching pain of being deceived by the person I loved the most.

"You ......" I think Lin Hui should vomit three liters of blood at this moment, "Li Xiaobei, I'll serve you! Forget it! Forget it! I can't play this play anymore! Give you Lele's phone, you can ask her yourself! Uh, 003492......"

"Wait...... I don't have a pen, you can text me the number. I looked around, touched my pockets again, and then interrupted Lin Hui's number.

"Uh, okay...... But you have to believe it anyway...... Lele loves you!Don't ......" Before Lin Hui finished speaking, I hung up the phone impatiently.

Is deception also a form of love?

I don't know what kind of mood I should face Lele now, Lele is living well, isn't this the ending I want to see the most in more than a year? But why......

Human nature is hypocritical after all.

Looking at the long list of unfamiliar numbers on my phone screen, I couldn't help but get nervous for no reason.

"Wait for what, call Lele and let her explain!" a voice said to me.

"Don't be stupid! what's the use of calling her, she'll never come back!" another voice rang in my ears, and the two voices kept arguing, and I had never hesitated so much as I had today.

"Hello, your phone has not yet registered for international and Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan long-distance services, please go through the registration procedures......" Listening to the mechanical voice in the mobile phone, the courage I finally mustered disappeared without a trace like the sea water at low tide.

Lele, do you think I should hate you more, or should I love you more?

I simply can't answer myself.

(2010.10.19 This chapter has been revised)