When I heard Lele's familiar voice on the phone again, it was a brief moment of joy, and then the flash of joy immediately turned into deep resentment.

I tried to calm myself down, and it was like a pool of stagnant water.

"Give me an explanation. "It doesn't matter what the outcome is, maybe all I want is a reasonable explanation for Lele, even if it's just a cover-up.

"Xiaobei, I'm sorry......" Lele's voice seemed weak, but I felt that it was her lack of confidence, "I ...... I'm scared...... Fear of facing the ...... separation"

"If you really want to leave, I'...... How could I stop you?" I muttered to myself incoherently, completely forgetting about Lele on the other end of the phone, "No...... If you ...... If you say you're leaving, I'll be happy to take you to the airport...... You know? I ...... I'll be happy to say goodbye...... But why...... Why? What tour, what car accident, everything is fake! You deceived me! Lele!"

"I just, just want you, let you remember me forever and ever......," Lele defended weakly, his voice choked with a hint of choking, wandering in the air, intermittently, just like the trajectory of my life over the years.

"Hehe!" I suddenly wanted to express my crying with laughter, I didn't know what else I could say, I missed her for a whole year and a month, I was sad for her, I was sad for her, and I even thought about giving up my life for her. However, she is alive and well on the other side of the world, living freely.

Am I wrong? Or am I too persistent? I suddenly feel that this year is really worthless, but why can't I hate it no matter what? Why do I still have her in my heart?

"Right...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Lele just kept repeating these three words on the phone, and he could hear Lele crying, crying very sadly. I thought to myself, the boyfriend you found in Spain must be handsome and rich. Eat well, dress well, you cry, I haven't cried yet!

"You...... You just keep putting me ...... Think of me as the woman who died...... Okay?" Suddenly Lele stopped crying and said to me in a slightly negotiating tone.

"Is it okay?" I replied coldly, "Han Lele! This year should be my return to you, from now on, you and I will not owe each other!

"I ......" Lele sobbed quietly again on the phone.

Fate has come to an end, maybe we have nothing to say.

The phone was squeezed down, and the dark room was empty, except for the icy cold wind that crept in and spread all over the body through the cracks under the eaves.

"Oh, it's raining...... "Quietly leaning his head against the window, looking through the windowpane, looking at the rain falling from the sky, dripping.

I still remember that the spring of that year was very cold, and it seemed that there was a snowfall, a rare snow in the south......

"Beizi pig, come out, it's snowing......" In a trance, I vaguely returned to the past, that day, it seemed that I was leaning against the window pane of the classroom like this, and on the playground outside the window was Lele who was waving at me with snowflakes on one side.

As soon as I got out of the classroom, Lele rushed over and gave me a big bear hug, so I took the opportunity to hug the girl into my arms, and my nose was instantly filled with a faint smell of green apples, and there was a slight warmth in the cold air.

"Beizi pig, I heard that the snow in Beishan is so thick......" Lele tried to pull his hand out of the body that was being hugged by me, and gestured with care.

"What? want to go?" I dotingly looked at Lele's face, which was frozen red by the cold air, and didn't forget to gently rub the beautiful girl in front of me with my beard.

"Hmm!" Lele nodded vigorously and looked at me expectantly.

"But didn't we just come back from watching the snow in Huangshan?" "In such a cold weather, climbing the mountain is simply nothing to find guilt.

"Go, go!" Lele shook my arm vigorously as if she was a child who didn't grow up.

"That'...... Then you have to shout sweetly first, maybe I'll think about it. I teased Lele, then reached out and gently scratched the girl's red nose.

Suddenly, a strange look flashed in Lele's eyes.

"Xianggong...... Xianggong!Xianggong!" Lele shouted as he took off his gloves, and then took advantage of my defenselessness to probe those cold slender jade hands into my thick clothes, followed by a scream like killing a pig......

The picture freezes in an instant.

The corners of his mouth involuntarily raised a smile, but what followed was a deeper pain in his heart. I vaguely found that I still loved that girl so deeply, even though she had hurt me deeply not long ago.

I don't dare to remember anything anymore, all the good memories that used to be have now become a reason to be sad. The whole person seems to have suddenly fallen into a labyrinth, and everything in front of him can't be seen or touched!

The rain outside the window was still stubbornly falling bit by bit according to the predetermined trajectory, but my heart couldn't help but start to hesitate!

At this moment, the screen of the mobile phone suddenly lit up, and the faint light of light blue flickered like a ghost.

The name of the caller ID is Lin Hui.

"Li Xiaobei, what did you just say to Lele?" picked up the phone, and before I could speak, Lin Hui couldn't wait to speak, and her tone was full of anger.

"It's nothing, just let her explain......" I said nonchalantly, pretending not to care.

"Did Lele explain?" Hearing the tone of my voice, Lin Hui couldn't help but become even more angry.

She said she was afraid to face separation...... "I feel very inexplicable, it seems that I am the victim!

"Then you yelled at her?" Lin Hui's voice was obviously crying, and she vaguely felt as if she was hiding something from me.

"How is it possible!" "Even if I hate Lele again, how can I ...... No, how could I hate her? The latter words are what I silently said to myself in my heart.

"It's okay!" Lin Hui was tired and ready to hang up the phone.

"Wait! what a mess, you haven't told me what's going on!" I couldn't help but shout into my phone, afraid that before I could finish speaking, the call would be interrupted.

There was a moment of silence on the phone, and then, Lin Hui seemed to take a deep breath, and then shouted at me word by word: "Li Xiaobei, you listen to me! If something happens to Lele, I will never forgive you!"

I was dumbfounded by a busy sound.

(2010.10.20 This chapter has been revised)