Lily

When Li Li returned to the 423 Hospital, she was only in her early twenties. The 423 Hospital is the code name of the military hospital, and in a small coastal town, the nearby garrison has serious illnesses and minor injuries, and they all come to this hospital to see a doctor.

Li Li worked as a hygienist in this hospital three years ago, when she was still a soldier. Later, she was admitted to the army's nursing school, studied for three years, and then returned to the 423 Hospital. She's a platoon nurse now, and she's an officer in the army.

There is always a difference between an officer and a soldier, and Li Li now lives in a two-person dormitory. When she was a soldier or a cadet, she lived in a dormitory for six people. The surgical nurse who now lives in the same dormitory as Li Li is called Wang Yan, Li Li is in the internal medicine department, and although the two are in the same dormitory, they rarely meet. Either Li Li is on duty or Wang Yan is on duty, in short, there are few opportunities for the two to meet, that is to say, although they are in the same room, in fact, their respective activity spaces are not much different from one person in a dormitory. This is the superiority that Li Li feels after becoming a cadre. Li Li joined the army in the late 70s, she first served as a soldier for a year, and then went to nursing school for three years, which was already the early 80s. Many new things appeared in the 80s of the 20th century, when many people's ideas and many new terms could be said to be the same every few days.

What touched Li Li and these female soldiers the most was their military uniforms. In the past, although the military uniform was fat, it was even a little ill-fitting on the body, but many people envied this military uniform, which was a symbol of status and status. Especially female soldiers, who could become female soldiers in that era, the background is self-explanatory, and few children of workers and peasants can become female soldiers. Li Li's father is the director of the foreign trade bureau in the city of his hometown, and the word "foreign trade" was so eye-popping in that era. So Li Li can become a female soldier without making a fuss.

When Li Li was a soldier, she was not very satisfied with the fat military uniform, especially when a female soldier wore such a military uniform, and the lines and curves could not be fully displayed. It's the 80s, and the clothing of men and women in society has changed with each passing day, what bell bottoms, small lapels or something. The military uniform is so fat, even thick up and down, it is already a little outdated. But Li Li, these female officers, want to keep pace with the times, they have changed their military uniforms privately, they should be thin and thin, and they should be fat. In this way, the military uniforms became fashionable, and more importantly, the lines of their bodies were revealed, and youth and beauty were unreservedly presented in the modified military uniforms. There are regulations in the army that military uniforms are not allowed to be modified, but they are cadres, and the leaders turn a blind eye to them, and the soldiers are absolutely not allowed.

Li Li wears a modified military uniform every day, goes to and from work, and goes in and out of the hospital of 423 Hospital. Li Li is in her early twenties, this is the most beautiful time in a woman's life, and at the same time she has a military uniform to set off her, there is no doubt that she is the best among many women. When she went to work, she was wearing a white coat and a mask, revealing a pair of dark eyes, and crooked bangs.

The hospital is a mixed gender unit, where there are nurses and doctors, and most of the doctors are male soldiers, some older and some younger. Many of the nurses are married to our doctors. The hospital has regulations that there are many care policies for all dual-military families in the hospital, for example, the dual-military families in the hospital are given priority when they are assigned to the room, and their children are enrolled in nurseries and schools, and there are preferential policies of one kind or another. Many male and female doctors and nurses voluntarily formed a family and lived and struggled in the 423 Hospital. Such a combination also has the meaning that fertilizer and water do not flow into the fields of outsiders.

Most of the soldiers are 18 or 9 years old, and the cadres are also in their early twenties. They didn't have any serious illnesses in the first place, they had a headache and brain fever, and after a while, it was uncomfortable. The purpose of their visit to the hospital is very clear, and the reason for seeing a doctor is that it is true that they have come here to contact these female nurses. There are so many young female nurses of the opposite sex in the military hospital, and their mentality can be imagined. In short, they are very privileged and live in the happy and bright sunshine all day long.

Li Li and Liu Dong

Li Li is the lucky one of the 423 Hospital, and it can be said that she is one of the many nurses in the 423 Hospital. Against the backdrop of a modified military uniform, she is slim and curved, that is to say, uneven, and the situation cannot be described in words. In the eyes of the opposite sex, Li Li is the focus, and she is also the focus of 423 Hospital.

Liu Dong is a doctor in internal medicine, he is already 25 years old this year, and he is the first batch of military medical college students after the resumption of the college entrance examination at the military academy of the army. He was young, had a diploma, and felt good in the 423 hospital. Not only in the hospital, but also in any part of society, a college student felt good in any part of society. Liu Dong and Li Li were assigned to the 423 Hospital at about the same time, and they came to the Department of Internal Medicine at the same time.

Liu Dong is from the countryside, the conditions of the family are not very good, his father is a substitute teacher in his hometown school, his mother is a rural woman, and there are older brothers and sisters. But Liu Dong is a very smart person and studies very well, otherwise he would not have been admitted to the Military Medical College. Liu Dong's current status is also a golden phoenix flying out of the chicken nest in their hometown. He is a military doctor and an upright officer, and in the eyes of his family, this is a public meal. My father has been a substitute teacher for most of his life, but he still hasn't turned into a regular teacher, and if he doesn't become a regular member, he is not a public family, and he can only earn work, which is not a public meal anyway.

Liu Dong's family is proud of him, and his parents and fellow villagers are honored for him. The important thing is that Liu Dong also has a sense of getting ahead. At that time, Liu Dong hung a diagnostic instrument on his chest, put his hand in the pocket outside his white coat, and walked in the ward of the internal medicine department with his head held high.

Liu Dong, who felt good, found the proud Li Li, in Liu Dong's eyes, Li Li is Li Li, first of all, she is Li Li, a city person, and Li Li, a female officer, and secondly, she is so beautiful. Although Liu Dong has finished college and has now eaten public meals, he still hasn't gotten rid of his background in his bones, no matter how good he feels about himself, once he thinks of his background, his upright waist will go down so short. In other words, Liu Dong, who was born in the countryside, has some inferiority complex in his bones, especially in front of a superior woman like Li Li. Liu Dong, who has low self-esteem, failed to control his good impression of Li Li, this kind of good feeling is a precursor to love, and all love in the world starts from good feelings.

In Liu Dong's eyes, Li Li is a fairy, and the plain white Li Li floats around in front of his eyes, leaving a wisp of feminine fragrance, and at the same time leaving Liu Dong's irrepressible heartbeat, which is the heartbeat of a young man falling in love with a woman. Liu Dong has already designed his future love, he is now a person who eats public meals, if he wants to find a woman from the city, he wants to completely leave the countryside and become a city person. Li Li in front of her is the most suitable candidate for Liu Dong.

Love sometimes doesn't have so many reasons, and Liu Dong still has so many reasons for Li Li. Li Li is not only from the city, her father is also the director of the foreign trade bureau, Li Li is an officer, and she is so beautiful, is there a more suitable woman than Li Li? The young military doctor Liu Dong has been struck by love. Looking at Li Li's figure floating around in the corridors and wards of the internal medicine department, Liu Dong fell into a crush on Li Li.

Unrequited love is painful and sweet. Unrequited love will give people a lot of wisdom and bravery. In the process of thinking about it, Liu Dong became bold, he wanted to confess to Li Li and pierce this layer of window paper. Love made Liu Dong take action.

Liu Dong and Li Li have many opportunities to spend time alone, a doctor and a nurse, which provides many convenient conditions for their communication. Li Li didn't feel the strange gaze that Liu Dong had been wrapping around her recently, and it was not accurate to say that she didn't feel it, because Li Li was surrounded by this kind of gaze all the time, she was already accustomed to this kind of gaze, and she was not surprised, and the other layer meant that she was not interested in Liu Dong. Although Liu Dong is a doctor and she is a nurse, in the hospital, there is a difference between the status of doctors and nurses, but there are many young doctors with good conditions, and Liu Dong is not ranked at all in Li Li's mind. Liu Dong doesn't know this, he is a young man, and he has the right to love a young woman.

We can often see such scenes in the duty room of the internal medicine nurse on duty at night. Li Li was sitting behind the nurse's desk napping, or leaning back in a chair with her eyes closed. After 10 o'clock in the evening, the nurses and doctors finished their work in the ward. As mentioned earlier, none of these cadres and fighters who were hospitalized had any serious illness, and there would be no such work as rescuing them in the middle of the night. But there is discipline in the military hospital, nurses are not allowed to sleep, doctors can sleep, and nurses can call doctors if there is something to do. When Liu Dong and Li Li had their turn to work a night shift, Liu Dong was reluctant to sleep. After ten o'clock, Liu Dong quietly slipped into the nurse's duty room. As soon as Liu Dong walked into the duty room, Li Li opened her eyes, yawned and said, "Doctor Liu hasn't slept yet."

Liu Dong smiled, sat on a chair opposite Li Li, and said in a soft voice: I'll accompany you.

Li Li smiled again, she couldn't say that she was disgusted by Liu Dong's arrival, and she couldn't say that she liked it. It's nice to have someone to talk to you during this long night. The two chatted next, and they both talked about the school they went to. Li Li talked about the school, about their classmates, about her feelings when she saw the corpse for the first time, and about the emergency gathering of the school. Liu Dong also talked about his profession, saying that the first time he went to the operating table to cut the appendix for someone, his hands were so shaky that he couldn't hold the knife, and so on. The two of them let out a knowing laugh from time to time. At this time, Liu Dong seemed to be in high spirits, Li Li had no match, and when it came to interesting things, he was also very devoted, and time passed in their small talk. Sometimes they wake up to the fact that the sky outside is already shining. Liu Dong came to his senses at this time, patted his head and said: It's all time, why don't you go to my place to rest for a while, and I'll keep an eye on you here.

Li Li glanced at her watch and said: Forget it, the shift diary has not been written yet, and it is time to hand over the shift after writing the diary.

Liu Dong said goodbye, he returned to the doctor's office still couldn't sleep, thinking back to the conversation with Li Li just now, he was happy and satisfied, until he calmed down, and just about to be confused, the doctor who came to take over the day shift had already come. So, Liu Dong looked forward to the next day of night shift. Because Liu Dong was a young doctor and unmarried, Corey arranged many night shifts for him. Because of Li Li's presence, he likes to work night shifts. He always runs into a night shift with Li Li once a week.

After a long time, Li Li seemed to have lost interest in chatting. Sometimes Liu Dongzheng is talking about it, and Li Li turns on the sleepiness, little by little, looking very cute. Liu Dong gave birth to a lot of sympathy and pity, and then said: Li Li, you go to my place to rest for a while, and I will keep an eye on it for you.

After saying it a few times, Li Li really said: Then thank you. After Li Li finished speaking, she got up and went to the doctor's duty room. She received Liu Dong's wishes, and although there was no one to accompany him here, he still felt happy and satisfied. He sat on the chair that Li Li had just sat on, and there was still the warmth of Li Li's body on it, and he felt this, both mentally and physically.

Later, Liu Dong learned to care about Li Li. Once, when he was on night duty, he gave her a bag of milk powder, and he said: I always stay up late and my body can't bear it, and I am hungry to make a cup of milk.

She took it, smiled like that, and said thank you lightly. There was really nothing in her heart, because she often received such gifts from the opposite sex, and she could only smile calmly. In the bedside table of her dormitory, biscuits, milk powder, and some girls' toys are almost impossible to put down. Among the people who gave the gifts were young officers who came to see her, doctors from the hospital, and of course some people of the opposite sex she knew from outside the hospital. So, Li Li didn't take all this seriously.

Liu Dong doesn't know this, a girl accepts your kindness to her, what does all this mean, isn't it a good feeling? Or is it the first love? In those days, Liu Dong was immersed in a huge sweetness, and he whistled when he had nothing to do, blowing "Young Friends Come to Meet", and blowing a song happy and full.

Later, he found out that Li Li liked to read, anyway, when she was on night duty, she often flipped through a magazine, and the name of the magazine was "Chinese Youth" or "Youth...... Liu Dong also loves to read, and Liu Dong reads literary works, such as China's "Dream of Red Mansions", foreign "The Troubles of Young Werther" and so on. At this point, Liu Dong found that he and Li Li had a common hobby. So he often borrowed books for her to read. The books he lent her were selective, that is, he chose books that depicted the love of young men and women, and he often put himself and Li Li in the same seats as the protagonists of the books, such as Paul and Tonya. He borrowed her books, she returned them, and in the process of going back and forth, he wanted to find a change in her mood, that is, he wanted her to be different to him through reading. As a result, she was still like that, glancing at him with her eyes, and then saying, "Thank you." He didn't feel her heartbeat and blush, no, not at all. This time he was somewhat disappointed.

He came up with another idea, and in the process of reading, he sketched out all the passages that he thought had "content" in a red pen, wrote his brief thoughts on the world, and then lent her such a book, and the result was still nothing. Sometimes, after she returned the book, he hoped to exchange some reading experience with her, but she seemed to be unable to lift her spirits, yawning and saying, "I haven't finished reading this book."

His heart sank, and he felt a sense of being struck. When he returned to the doctor's duty room, he still couldn't sleep, lying on the bed tossing and turning. He imagined Li Li who was close at hand in his heart a thousand times. So he couldn't lie down any longer, got dressed up, and quietly walked into the nurse's duty room. Li Li fell asleep at the table, with the book he had lent her in front of her. He stood beside Li Li for a while, then for a while, then took off his military shirt and draped it lightly over her. In the process, she lay on her stomach, her nose making an even breathing sound. He then lightly exited the nurse's duty room and returned to the doctor's office. It was another sleepless night, and he imagined what it would be like for Li Li to wake up and find that his body was covered with his clothes, and his heart was sweet and happy at this time. At some point, he fell asleep, and when he woke up, the doctor who took over was already working. When he came to the nurse's duty room, Li Li had already left work, and his military shirt was on the back of the chair. He picked up his shirt, and he had a different taste in his heart. He thought that when Li Li found his clothes, he would send them back lightly, and even if he didn't send them back, he would fold them neatly and put them in a hidden place, but his imagination did not come true.

When he saw Li Li alone again, Li Li seemed to have forgotten about it a long time ago. Naturally, he didn't have a good idea of what to say. In those days, he felt the pain of unrequited love. After thinking about it, he decided to write a letter to Li Li, write out his love for her, and then show it to her. He spent most of the night writing her first letter. The content of the letter was beautiful, he borrowed a lot of rhetorical devices, and in the end he felt that it was not much different from those romance novels, so he copied it word by word on the manuscript paper, and then sandwiched the courtship letter in a novel. Then he waited for his chance.

Soon, he and Li Li were on the night shift alone. After ten o'clock, after checking the ward, the lights in the ward were turned off, and he couldn't wait to come to the nurse duty room where Li Li was on duty. He took out the book and said in a trembling voice: Li Li, this book is very beautiful. After saying that, he handed the book over, his heart skipped a beat, his face flushed, he put the book in front of Li Li, and then walked away without looking back. He was afraid that she would read the letter in front of him, and it was difficult to open his heart to love you, and love was always difficult to speak.

The signal of love was released, and he waited in torment. During this period, he had met Li Li several times, and each time he did not dare to look her squarely, he hoped to get her unusual words or a look. And he didn't get it. It wasn't until the two of them were on the night shift again that he went to her, and she didn't mention the letter or the book, and he went in and out several times, and she didn't mention what she was like before and what she is now. In the end, he finally couldn't help but ask her: Li Li, have you read the book I gave you?

He found that his voice was shaking.

She then remembered something, opened the office drawer, took out the book, and gave it back to him.

He panted and said, "Look, have you seen it?"

She said, "Yes."

Then she didn't talk anymore, and was busy writing something in the nurse's diary. Liu Dong took the book and left Li Li as if he were fleeing. He found that the letter was still in the book, and it seemed that it had not been touched at all. From this, Liu Dong deduced that Li Li didn't open the book at all. He was disappointed, and then hope was ignited, he didn't want to confess his feelings so roundaboutly, he wanted to express his heart and send the letter directly to Li Li.

Li Li read the letter, the night he gave her the book. Although she didn't have any feelings for him, she was still very happy to read Liu Dong's letter, any girl wants to hear good words, and Li Li is no exception. But she didn't like Liu Dong, and they couldn't use their strength in one place. After thinking about it, she simply pretended to be confused.

Liu Dong revised the letter again that night and copied it again. This time, he put the letter in an envelope, affixed a postage stamp, and put it in the mailbox at the entrance of the hospital overnight. Only then did he breathe a sigh of relief.

Li Li and Ma Gang

In the process of Liu Dong's unrequited love for Li Li, Li Li and Ma Gang already had signs of love, all of which Liu Dong didn't know.

Li Li met Ma Gang in the hospital. Ma Gang is a staff officer of the military sub-district, he is very handsome, his hair is flicked and his hair is flicked, and he looks indifferent to everything, and he is very indifferent. It was Ma Gang's uniqueness that attracted Li Li. Ma Gang seemed to have something wrong with his guts and was admitted to the 423 Hospital, but Ma Gang was often not in the hospital, and as soon as the treatment time passed, Ma Gang threw his clothes on his shoulders and rushed out of the hospital with his body rushing forward. Ma Gang's patient number is a serious violation of the hospital rules, but no one cares about him, the hospital seems to be very familiar with each other, and even the dean and department director take the initiative to greet Ma Gang when they see him. At this time, Ma Gang naturally didn't take Li Li and her little nurses seriously, they gave him injections and medicines, and Ma Gang didn't even look at them. After the injection or medicine, Ma just took off the hospital gown, changed into civilian clothes and went out. looks very chic, as if the hospital is his home, familiar with the way.

Later, Li Li learned from the old nurse that Ma Gang was the staff officer of the city's military bureau, and Ma Gang's father was the deputy political commissar of the military region. When Li Li heard this, her heart "banged", and Ma Gang's eyes were not strange. She was fortunate to see Deputy Political Commissar Ma once, that was on the eve of her graduation from the nursing school, Deputy Political Commissar Ma went to the army to inspect the work, and took her feet to the nursing school to have a look, accompanied by so many leaders in all aspects. They had received the news that Deputy Political Commissar Ma was coming a day earlier, and they had cleaned up and sorted out their housekeeping ten times more seriously than usual. The principal gathered them together and practiced "Good Chief" countless times.

That day, Deputy Political Commissar Ma was surrounded by everyone and walked into the nursing school, and only stayed in the principal's office for less than five minutes before being surrounded by everyone and left. I didn't see it, and I didn't hear the "good chief" that I practiced countless times. This is the deputy political commissar Ma in her impression, the official is very big, and he is as high as the moon in the sky.

After Li Li learned that Ma Gang was the son of Deputy Political Commissar Ma, she began to pay attention to him. Ma Gang is very tall, very thin, doesn't seem to like to talk much, and belongs to the kind that doesn't care about people. Sometimes Ma Gang also stayed in the ward for a while, he lay on the hospital bed and read, he looked very chic, with one arm on his head and the other hand holding the book, after reading a page, he turned it so gently with his fingers. Li Li couldn't help but look at Ma Gang a few more times again and again.

Once, after Li Li gave Ma Gang an injection, she found that Ma Gang glanced at her, and his gaze stayed on her eyes for a few more seconds, because she was wearing a mask, he could only see the area above her eyes. He let out a "huh" and stretched out his finger to hook her, which meant to let her pass. She leaned down and said to him, "Bed 23, what are you going to do?" Ma Gang's bed number is bed 23, which is the patient's code. Unexpectedly, Ma Gang took off her mask as soon as she reached out her hand, she was startled, stood up and said: You- Ma Gang smiled and said: What is your name? She whispered: Li Li. Ma Gang nodded and said: Li Li, you shouldn't wear a mask if you're so beautiful. After speaking, he held up the book and continued to read.

Li Li's face was red, her heart was beating, and she didn't know how to get out of the ward in the clouds. She didn't know if it was nervousness or happiness, Ma just talked to her, not only talked, but also praised her for being beautiful, what does all this mean?

The answer was found quickly. That day, she got off the day shift, and as soon as she got out of the internal medicine department, Ma Gang came over to her and said: Li Li, is there something wrong at night?

She didn't know what to say, and he immediately said again, clearly an order: Dance with me. She couldn't tell the right from wrong at that moment, her mind was empty, and she walked out of the hospital with him in a daze.

The venue of the ball was in the small hall of the city, when dancing was just popular in the society, and there was no equipment in the auditorium, and only a four-speaker tape recorder was placed on the table. At the dance that day, Li Li met the son of the mayor and secretary of the city, as well as the director of the bureau and the girl of the director. In short, that night's ball was a gathering of the sons and daughters of the city's top officials. That night, Li Li heard the singing of "Teresa Teng" for the first time.

Ma Gang seems to be familiar with this place for a long time, as if he is the master here, commanding this, commanding that, everyone also listens to him, he seems to be the boss here, so like a fish in water, he is at ease. They just started to dance "disco", and then the lights went out, a candle was lit in a corner of the room, everything went dark, and the song of "Teresa Teng" floated out of the tape recorder at this time, and everyone danced as if they had agreed. At this moment, Li Li was surrounded by Ma Gang. At first she was at a loss, but after a while, she saw that everyone was dancing in this position, and she no longer stiffened, and threw her body to Ma Gang with peace of mind. Ma Gang hugged her, put his mouth to her ear and said: I didn't expect that there would be such a beautiful girl as you in the 423 Hospital. When she heard his words, her head suddenly dizzy, and she wanted to laugh, so she laughed in her heart.

At midnight, the dance was over, she followed Ma Gang out, Ma Gang said that he would go back to the hospital tonight, and the two walked to the 423 Hospital. The moonlight shone coldly, and the occasional car passed by on the road.

She said, "How often do you come to this place?"

He said: Sometimes.

She said, "How do you know them?"

He said: I have known each other since childhood.

His words were as short as a telegram, and later she learned from him that the mayor and secretary of the city were all transferred from the army, and they were all in the military compound at the earliest, and they were the subordinates of Ma Gang's father. Knowing this, Li Li had a little more awe of Ma Gang. Now the horse was just two paces away from her, and she was a little lost at the thought that he was so close to her that he was holding her, and she could hear his breathing.

When he was about to get to the entrance of the hospital, he stopped under a tree, and she stood too, looking up at him, and she saw that he was staring at her. He snatched her in his arms with lightning speed, kissed her the mouth, then let go of her and strode towards the hospital.

She stood there stupidly, until his figure disappeared, she came back to her senses, the blood on her body "hula" flowed, burning her blood boiling, and finally that little bit of heat condensed on her lower abdomen, and "hula" again, she was wet.

That night, she didn't sleep well all night, tossing and turning, reminiscing about everything that happened to her and Ma just now. When the sky was getting brighter, she suddenly understood that she was in love, and the person she was in love with was Ma Gang. That day, she got up very early, dragged her body that had not rested all night, and ran lap after lap on the playground.

When she saw Ma Gang again, it was in the ward, she gave him medicine, her hands were shaking, she almost spilled the medicine on the ground, he said: Wait for me at the entrance of the hospital after work.

His words were commanding, but she didn't hear the smell of command at all, she was so excited and impulsive. In that day, she couldn't wait to get off work and see Ma Gang immediately. In the expectation of love, she spent the day, and as soon as she got off work, she rushed out. Ma Gang was already waiting for her at the door. Ma Gang borrowed a motorcycle from nowhere, he ordered her to sit in the back, and asked her to hold him, and with a "boom", the motorcycle jumped out. They came to the city's waterfront, which was beautiful and not crowded with tourists, and on one side of the seashore there was a hill covered with dense woods. When Ma Gang led her into the woods, she saw several pairs of men and women hiding behind the trees and falling in love, saying that they were in love, but they did not speak, and all their love was transformed into body language.

Li Li blushed and heartbeat again when she saw this. Ma Gang led her to sit down on a rock, she didn't dare to look at Ma Gang, her eyes looked away. Ma Gang's arm came over and wrapped around half of her body, and then Ma Gang's body leaned over. Next, her mouth was blocked by his mouth, and at the moment of ventilation, he said: I didn't expect there to be such a beautiful girl in the 423 Hospital!

From the night of the dance until now, he had only said this one sentence to her. Next was his body language, and soon she used it to match him. That night, they stayed late in the bushes, and he didn't ask her anything, but used body language, and she could only respond to him with body language, and she was set on fire by him that night, and a fire raged all over her body.

Lying in bed at night, her brain was still excited, and she relived everything that had just happened over and over again. She said to herself in her heart: I'm in love, I'm in love with Ma Gang. From knowing Ma Gang to having a skin-to-skin relationship with Ma Gang for just a few days, she has been passive in this process. But she was willing to be passive in front of Ma Gang, she was hit by Ma Gang's initiative, and Ma Gang was not dragging in front of her at all.

Since having this relationship with Li Li, Ma Gang seems to be very relieved to be hospitalized, he doesn't go anywhere all day, his eyes follow Li Li. The rest of the time, I lay in bed and read. Once, he said to her, "I'm done reading my book, help me find a few books." She returned to the dormitory and put the book that Liu Dong lent her in front of Ma Gang without hesitation. Ma Gang only smiled at her, and she felt unprecedented happiness in his smile.

Liu Dong

Liu Dong sensed Li Li's recent changes. In Liu Dong's eyes, Li Li is happy, and her face is brighter than before, which is the result of love nourishment, Liu Dong thinks so. He realizes that his courtship letter is working, and he watches the situation in the dark. He always had a feeling of going to cry in those days, and he knew it was the result of excitement. What he had to say had already been said in the letter, and he was going to wait in secret. He hoped that one day Li Li would blush and say to him: Liu Dong, I have received your letter, and I agree that we will be in the same place. In that case, his courtship could be said to have been declared a success. But he never waited for Li Li's words.

Li Li received Liu Dong's letter at noon one day, and as soon as she saw the handwriting on the envelope and the address with the word "inside", she knew that it was written by Liu Dong. She didn't read the letter on the spot, but took the opportunity to go to the toilet, took out a few handfuls of the letter, tore it up, threw it in the toilet, and flushed it away with the current. Only then did she take a long breath, she didn't need to read it, she knew what was written in the letter, she would not accept Liu Dong's love, not only because she had a love like Ma Gang, but also because without Ma Gang, she would not accept Liu Dong. With her current conditions, if she wants to find someone like Liu Dong, how can she look at the ordinary Liu Dong?

In the torment of waiting, Liu Dong couldn't hold back first. That night, it was finally Liu Dong's turn to be on duty with Li Li. During the day, Li Li and Ma Gang went on a date, the two swam on the beach, and had dinner together, and then Ma Gang sent her to the hospital again. Because a day ago, Ma Gang had been discharged from the hospital. After being discharged from the hospital, Ma Gang has a full rest of the week, and time is not a problem for Ma Gang.

Li Li was in a very happy mood that night, and after checking the ward at ten o'clock, while keeping a handover diary, she hummed a song in her mouth, which was Teresa Teng's song "Night Shanghai". At this time, Liu Dong walked in, he was wearing a white coat, a stethoscope hung on his chest, and one hand was in his pocket. When he walked in the door, Li Li found it, but she didn't even lift her head once. He walked back and forth in the nurse's duty room twice, and when he saw that Li Li still didn't mean to speak, he asked: How about the 2nd bed tonight?

Li Li replied: I've taken the medicine, but I'm afraid I'm asleep now.

Liu Dong asked without words: 5 beds will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

Li Li didn't say anything this time, she was flipping through the handover diary, hiding something.

Liu Dong finally couldn't help it, he said in a trembling voice: Li Li, I gave you that letter, did you receive it?

Li Li raised her head, looked away, exhaled and said, "Do you believe it?"

At this time, Liu Dong's heart was about to jump to his throat, he looked at Li Li, hoping that the words would come out of Li Li's mouth, and he would have the feeling of crying again.

As a result, she said: Liu Dong, I don't think we are suitable.

He stood there and stammered.

After a while, he said: Li Li, I am not good enough, I will work hard in the future.

Li Li smiled faintly and shook her head again.

Liu Dong took a step forward and swore that I would try.

Li Li knew that if she didn't say something, Liu Dong would continue to say, and she didn't want to see Liu Dong look pitiful. Then she said, "Then you go for it."

As a colleague of the department, she was more clever in refusing, and she rejected Liu Dong again, but she didn't embarrass Liu Dong too much. For Liu Dong, he was surprised, and at the same time he saw a glimmer of hope, which was far and far, and near and near. That night, Liu Dong left Li Li as a loser. He has to work hard, in order to get Li Li's love, he opened the thick book of "Internal Pathology", but he didn't read a word, and said over and over again in his heart: I want to work hard, I must work hard.

It was only then that he realized that he loved Li Li too much, and how would he live without Li Li in this life?

Ma Gang

Ma Gang didn't expect to go to the hospital because of some problems with his gall, and accidentally found Li Li. He used to come to 423 Hospital often, he hadn't taken a fancy to any girl, and this time he accidentally found Li Li, which was his accident.

Ma Gang grew up so big, everything went well, he joined the army after graduating from high school, joined the party in the third year, and then went all the way down the ranks. His father was the deputy political commissar of the military region, and he took care of him all the way down the army. Ma Gang has not encountered any difficulties, including his love. Since he was stationed in this coastal city, he has fallen in love several times, some have been introduced by others, and some have known him, of course, the other party is very good, but he has no taste to talk about, he can talk about it if he wants to, and if he doesn't want to talk about it, he will withdraw in time without encountering any trouble. Those are all very good girls, and the family background is naturally not wrong, and no one pesters him or relies on him.

He is twenty-five years old, and he has reached the age of love, no one says anything about him, and he thinks it is time to fall in love. Unintentionally, he met Li Li, and as he expected, he conquered Li Li without much effort. This can be seen from the way she listens to him. In his eyes, Li Li is very fashionable and modern, and of course, she is beautiful. Li Li's beauty played a vital role in his heart. He felt that this love was different from before, it was the girl who took the initiative before, but this time it was he who took the initiative, and Li Li completely mobilized his love.

If there hadn't been that accident, maybe Ma Gang would have married Li Li and had a good life, but there was an accident that night.

The rape case twenty years ago

That night was no different from many other nights, it was an early autumn night when the sky was high and cloudy. Ma Gang and Li Li are dating in the seaside park, lovers, always find a quiet place, it is best to stay as far away from people as possible. Ma Gang and Li Li were naturally no exception, they snuggled up to each other in a forest, using a lot of body language. Both of them are very impulsive, and if they weren't in the wild, maybe the two of them would have done something out of the ordinary.

She asked over and over again: Ma Gang, do you love me?

He replied over and over again: love, of course love.

After asking and answering, the body language is even richer.

At this moment, a flashlight beam shone through, and the two instinctively separated. Three people came, and one said: It's still the People's Liberation Army. After speaking, someone made a move on Li Li.

Ma Gang, who calmed down, stood up and wanted to protect Li Li, but was pressed down by the two, and then tied his hands and feet with a belt, he wanted to shout, Li Li's socks were stripped off and stuffed in his mouth. In the dark, Li Li was stripped naked by the three people, this is what he felt, Li Li's mouth must have been gagged by something, and she only made a sound of snorting.

Next, the three of them ** Li Li, just two or three meters away from him. He couldn't move, his hands and feet were tied, and his socks were stuffed in his mouth, and he watched Li Li being raped. The process of the three of them was very long, at first he could feel Li Li struggling, but then she stopped struggling, and only made a sound of babbling in her throat. Later, when the three rapists left, he heard one of the rapists say in a low voice: "It's still a People's Liberation Army."

After a long time, Li Li crawled over, she was crying quietly, and she helped him untie his hands and feet. He got up from the ground, his hands and feet were numb, and he couldn't move.

Li Li began to cry and get dressed again, she either wore her trouser legs backwards or wore them in a different way, she tinkered for a long time, and finally put her pants on. Next, she hugged a tree and cried wholeheartedly. Ma Gang's hands and feet were able to move, he walked over with heavy steps, standing beside Li Li, he also shed tears, he said: Let's go, I can't spare them.

In the end, Li Li and Ma Gang walked out of the woods and returned to the moonlight. Ma Gang was in front and Li Li was behind, and the difference was two or three steps away. The seaside park at night is beautiful, with lovers whispering in the moonlight and waves crashing against the reef not far away. Neither of them was in the mood to appreciate the sentiments. Li Li was crying all the way, low, faintly. In front of the hospital, the two stopped, she was still crying, he walked over, got closer to her and said: This matter is over, you don't say it, I don't say it, no one knows.

Li Li threw herself into Ma Gang's arms all of a sudden, Ma Gang hesitated, and finally reluctantly hugged Li Li. Li Li cried for a while, and she wet Ma Gang's shoulders with tears. Ma Gang said: Go back, you have to be on duty tomorrow.

Later, Li Li held back her crying, nodded at Ma Gang, and then turned around and walked towards the hospital three times in one step.

Ma Gang stood there until Li Li's figure disappeared, and then he lowered his head and walked towards the military division. At that moment, Ma Gang knew that his relationship with Li Li was over. He shed two lines of tears for the accident in this accident, and also for the love that died young. This was the first and biggest setback he encountered since he was a child. Three strangers raped Li Li in front of him, which Ma Gang couldn't accept.

Li Li is crazy about love

In the first few days, Li Li gritted her teeth and persevered. She put tears in her stomach when she faced her comrades, and on her pillow when she was alone at night. She was hurt, and this hurt can only be healed by Ma Gang's love. She was anxiously waiting for Ma Gang to come and heal her wounds, both mentally and physically. But a few days passed, and Ma Gang did not come, not even a phone call. Li Li couldn't wait, she wanted to see Ma Gang, she wanted to say to him: I want to marry you, get married now.

Li Li believes that she will only feel happy if Ma Gang marries her, she was raped in front of Ma Gang, and her injuries need to be healed by Ma Gang. He didn't move at all for a week, and she was going to go to him and tell him what was on her mind.

She had been to the dormitory building for single cadres in the military sub-district organ. Ma Gang lived in the same dormitory as another staff officer, whose home was in the city, and he went home on weekends. On previous weekends, Li Li came, and she and Ma Gang performed many body language on Ma Gang's single bed, but now in retrospect, Li Li still remembers it vividly and lingers. She easily found Ma Gang in Ma Gang's dormitory, Ma Gang's appearance was very unnourished, his expression was unusually uneasy, when Li Li didn't come, he must have been lying on the bed, and at this time there were traces of pillows on his face. As soon as Li Li saw Ma Gang, she wanted to cry again, she sat on the edge of Ma Gang's bed, every time she came, she almost had to sit in this position, Ma Gang didn't say a few words to him before, and the body language came up, and she was excited and excited at that time. She was still waiting for Ma Gang's body language, but Ma Gang didn't mean that, and sat side by side on the bed with her, looking out the window, looking helpless and painful.

Li Li wanted to change from passive to active, she took the initiative to lean her body towards Ma Gang, and she stretched out her hand to hug Ma Gang. Unexpectedly, Ma Gang dodged, he sat on the chair, and then said to her very sadly: Li Li, our business, I think this is the end of it.

Li Li opened her mouth wide and looked at Ma Gang with her beautiful eyes.

During this week, Ma Gang's heart was also fighting fiercely. As soon as he closed his eyes, the image of the three strange men on Li Li's body appeared. He tried to drive the image away, but he couldn't. From then on, he thought that his relationship with Li Li was over, and he had no enthusiasm or passion to love Li Li. His love was raped by the three men at the same time. For a week, Ma Gang spent the time in agony.

Li Li was stunned for a while, then came to her senses and said: Ma Gang, you said we were finished?

Ma Gang didn't speak, he hung his head and looked like he had mixed feelings.

Li Li's eyes turned red, and then tears flowed down. I don't know why, her legs were weak, and she knelt in front of Ma Gang all of a sudden, and she said in a trembling voice: Ma Gang, who else wants me if you don't want me?

Ma Gang said: We both know about this, I don't say it, you don't say it, no one knows.

Li Li cried, covering her face and kneeling there, looking pitiful and sad. She cried and said: Ma Gang, I love you.

Ma Gang grabbed his hair, beat his chest, his eyes were moist, and he said in a dumb voice: "Three people, you let those three people—when I think of this, I can't do it......

Li Li understood everything at this time, she stopped crying, stood up, glanced at Ma Gang, and then at the hut that had left her warm and beautiful memories, and left without looking back. She had many things in her heart that she didn't say. Walking all the way outside, on the way, many cadres and soldiers of the military sub-division looked at her and looked at her for her beauty. Before, she was proud, but now she is numb. She turned a blind eye to the gaze of the opposite sex and walked out of the military division with her head held high.

Since then, Li Li has changed as a person, she doesn't like to talk or laugh anymore, she is healing her wounds with indifference. Because of the trauma, the beautiful love left her, causing even more trauma in her heart, and Li Li made up her mind to use time to heal herself.

During this time, Liu Dong observed Li Li's changes most carefully, and he felt Li Li's changes, which made him more careful in front of Li Li. He never took the initiative to talk to her, he was afraid of provoking her anger or displeasure, so he watched her silently. When it was the turn of the two of them to work a night shift, he took his washed sheets and quilt covers to the doctor's office in advance to change. As soon as ten o'clock passed, he let Li Li stay in the doctor's office, he switched places with her, and he took on the responsibility of a nurse. He read all night, and he promised her that he would make himself better, and only then would he be worthy of her. The power of love is enormous, he doesn't ask her what's going on, he loves someone in his entirety, including her flaws and privacy. Liu Dong is doing this, sometimes he buys a bag of chocolates and secretly stuffs it in her drawer, sometimes he borrows a good novel, and silently puts it in front of her for the first time.

When Liu Dong did all this, Li Li did not respond at all, but Liu Dong still did it, he felt happy and down-to-earth for love, love itself means sacrifice.

If things develop like this, Li Li relies on time to heal herself, even if she doesn't marry Ma Gang or Liu Dong, she may have a good ending, but things just happened. The accident was caused by the three rapists. The three rapists often committed crimes in the middle of the night at the seaside park, and someone had already reported the crime. As a result, the rapists were caught when they carried out the rape plan again, and they also confessed to Li Li. There is a detail to explain, that night the three people did not know Li Li's name, only knew that she was a female soldier, and the next day, during the day, the three rapists returned to their hometown - the grove, and found Li Li's military ID card on the ground. The three rapists not only knew Li Li's name, but also her age, workplace, and so on. The three rapists provided this clue to the Public Security Bureau. In order to collect evidence, the public security officers first found the leader of the hospital, and then found Li Li.

The fact that Li Li was raped spread far and wide, and the wind spread in the corners of the hospital. After the people from the Public Security Bureau left, people could clearly hear Li Li crying in her dormitory. The hospital leaders made an emergency treatment and asked Li Li to temporarily leave her job with the nurse in the dormitory and accompany Li Li day and night to avoid accidents.

After three days passed, Li Li's spirit seemed to have calmed down a lot, she stopped crying, she was just in a daze, and she often said to herself: I want to marry you-

On the fourth night, her companion relaxed her care for Li Li, and Li Li jumped downstairs from the dormitory window. Unfortunately, Li Li's dormitory was on the second floor, and she failed to commit suicide, but her lower leg was fractured, so Li Li was admitted to the surgical ward.

Liu Dong was the last in the internal medicine department to learn the news of Li Li's rape. He was stunned at first, not believing that it was all true, but when he was convinced, he ran back to the dormitory and cried under the covers. How perfect Li Li is in his eyes, she is simply a goddess, high up, ice and jade, so beautiful. Now, someone has broken his god, can he not be sad? At that time, Liu Dong hated to slap himself, hated that he had not protected Li Li well.

During Li Li's stay in the surgical ward, Liu Dong had to appear in front of Li Li's hospital bed several times a day, sending a bouquet of flowers today and a bag of milk powder tomorrow. He was like a faithful slave guarding Li Li.

Li Li didn't look at Liu Dong who came in, but only looked at the ceiling in a daze. Liu Dong never said anything, stood for a while, and then left. Sometimes when Liu Dong came, Li Li was sleeping, her beautiful hair was spread out from the pillow, her face was serene, Liu Dong would boldly look at Li Li for a while, in his eyes, Li Li was beautiful, beautiful and a little bewitching. At this time, he thought of the three rapists, his body was a little hot, and Liu Dong left Li Li's hospital bed with a guilty mood. When he walked out of the surgery, he had the idea of slapping himself again. At night, Liu Dong was lying on the bed, missing Li Li, his heart was not beating as before, when he thought of Li Li before, she was so far away, so ethereal, at this time Li Li was close to him, and he seemed to be able to touch her with his hand. As a result of thinking about it, he thinks that he loves Li Li, both in the past and now.

During Li Li's hospitalization, her father came once, held his daughter's hand in front of the hospital bed and shed two lines of tears, and then said to his daughter: Girl, it's not a big deal, let's change the unit when you are discharged. Then he walked away with his hands behind his back.

As soon as Li Li was discharged from the hospital, she received an order, which was sent by the city garrison hospital in her hometown. Li Li left quietly, she didn't alarm anyone, and the people in the same department only learned the news of Li Li's transfer two days after Li Li left.

When Liu Dong heard the news, his heart was empty.

Liu Dong

After Li Li was transferred, Liu Dong had something on his mind. He was frowning all day long, and he looked preoccupied. When he was alone, Li Li's voice and smile appeared in front of his eyes, and at night, when he was lying alone in bed, he missed Li Li even more unprecedentedly. Li Li was raped is an indisputable fact, he has never seen the three rapists, he imagined the three rapists as three big men with the shape of a man, the three big men used body language to operate on Li Li's petite body, and then he imagined the three rapists as three thin men who were weak. In short, when he thinks of Li Li, he thinks of the three rapists. For some reason, every time he thinks of a rapist, he has a physical urge. After the impulse, he missed Li Li even more, Li Li was transferred, and internal medicine became lifeless in his heart. Liu Dong couldn't do anything, and often prescribed the wrong medicine to the sick number. This was discovered when the head of the department checked the prescription. Liu Dong was criticized by the director at the general meeting of the general staff.

Liu Dong endured the torment of love, and he couldn't let go of Li Li in his heart. It was only then that he realized that if Li Li was not raped, he might not have a chance to get Li Li. After Li Li was transferred, he learned that Li Li was raped when she was in a relationship with Deputy Political Commissar Ma's son, that is to say, if Li Li was not raped, sooner or later she would marry Ma Gang. Liu Dong knew that there was an opportunity in front of him, and if he worked hard, maybe Li Li would belong to him. He decided to write a letter to Li Li, and when he wrote the letter, the appearance of three rapists appeared in front of his eyes, and later he convinced himself in his heart: he regarded Li Li as a woman who had been divorced once, except that she was not a virgin, and she was no different from a normal person. After thinking about it like this, Liu Dong's mentality calmed down, and he wrote his love in the letter with deep affection, and every word was bloody and tearful. Liu Dong has a principle, that is, not to expose Li Li's scars, nor to use the tone of a strong man, he still portrays Li Li as beautiful as ever, as if she has never been raped at all, or has been raped, and Liu Dong does not know at all.

When the letter was sent, Liu Dong was left with a nervous wait, and the first letter was lost. Liu Dong is very resilient in love, he began to write a second letter, and immediately wrote a third letter, the content of the letter is more sincere and urgent than the other, making people feel that without Li Li, Liu Dong simply can't live. Finally, when Liu Dong sent the tenth letter, he received a reply from Li Li, in which Li Li wrote very simply, she only said: If your feelings for me are sincere, then you should come to my house.

Liu Dong cried after receiving Li Li's letter, and was so excited that he ran upstairs and downstairs several times. Liu Dong took a leave of absence very smoothly, bought a ticket to Li Li's hometown and set off.

Li Li received Liu Dong in her living room, when Li Li's parents went to work, and there were only two people left in the house, Li Li and Liu Dong. Liu Dong was not as excited as he imagined when he saw Li Li. Liu Dong saw that Li Li seemed to have come out of the pain, and she was still so beautiful. Li Li looked calm, as if nothing had happened.

Li Li said calmly: Are you sincere to me?

Liu Dong replied in a trembling voice: It's true, if I have a lie, there will be five thunderstorms in the sky.

Li Li said again: Liu Dong, listen well, if I agree to marry you, it will not make you pity me.

Liu Dong replied: I know, you are ten times stronger than me, no, a hundred times.

Love almost made Liu Dong kneel down for Li Li.

Li Li asked again: I want to promise you, you have to promise me two conditions.

Liu Dong stood up, his legs trembled, and said: You say, don't say two, even ten I promise you.

Li Li said: After we get married, you have to be transferred.

Liu Dong said: No problem.

Li Li said again: You can't say a word about the past in front of me, otherwise you will get divorced.

Liu Dong choked up and said, "Okay."

Liu Dong's tears flowed.

After the two reached an agreement, they soon got married. Not long after, Liu Dong was mysteriously transferred to the military hospital in Li Li's hometown, where he was still working as an internist.