family

Li Li's father has a great influence in this city, which can be seen from his courage in transferring Li Li and Liu Dong. Soon after Li Li and Liu Dong got married, the hospital gave them a two-bedroom house. Of course, this is also the courage of Li Li's father, and many associate professors in the hospital have not yet lived in the unit.

The days seem to have become calmer, the life after marriage is calm on the surface, but Liu Dong's inner world is not calm, which can be said to be very complicated.

In the early days of the wedding, Liu Dong seemed very impulsive in husband and wife life, as long as he lay down next to Li Li, he would think of the three men, and then he was impulsive and used body language to cover the petite Li Li very roughly. Li Li agreed, once she seemed to be annoyed, and said in extreme disgust: What are you doing, like a rapist.

After she said this, both of them were stunned. Li Li was crying, he froze there, not knowing what to do for a while. Then he lay down beside her, put his arm around her, and stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears, and gradually she calmed down, and he remembered what she had just said, and his heart felt as if it were bleeding.

In the dead of night, she fell asleep, but he couldn't sleep, looking at the night with his eyes wide open, he thought: My wife is Li Li, Li Li, who has been ** by three men. After thinking about it like this, his mind was a mess.

The feeling of being newly married passed after half a year. In the past half a year, there is only one woman in his eyes, Li Li is beautiful and beautiful in his eyes, she is stronger than any woman, and his thinking and life are occupied by Li Li. Half a year later, he became accustomed to this kind of married life, and seemed to be familiar with every pore of Li Li, who began to become less attractive to him in his life and consciousness.

In a hospital setting, there are always more women than men. There are so many young nurses and doctors around him, and they live vividly around Liu Dong. He looked at these women, and sometimes secretly compared them with Li Li, they didn't seem to be as beautiful as Li Li, some of them were plumper than Li Li, and some of them had a more cute personality than Li Li. After comparing and comparing, Liu Dong found that Li Li was not so good and not so perfect. Coldly, he would think of the three rapists who raped Li Li in the dark woods in the night. Half a year after he got married, when he thought of this, it was not impulsive, but it became a kind of physical disgust. In other words, Li Li is not clean. Gradually, Li Li became less important in his heart.

In the past, when he got home from work, he made dinner, and before going to bed, he would prepare the water for Li Li to wash his feet, and he washed his clothes and quilts. Half a year later, I didn't bother to do this kind of work, and even if I did it, I seemed absent-minded. He doesn't do this, he can only do it by himself. At first, Li Li seemed very uncomfortable, making pots and pans loud. He didn't say anything, opened a newspaper and read it for a long time.

One day, Li Li accidentally cut her hand while chopping vegetables, and she held up her injured finger to him and said: Liu Dong, you have changed, you didn't say that before marriage.

He didn't say anything, but found gauze to bandage her injured finger.

In the evening, the two sat in front of the TV and watched a TV series with no beginning and no end.

She said: Liu Dong, you have changed, you don't cherish me anymore.

Liu Dong said: I didn't.

Li Li said: Then why don't you cook anymore, and you don't bother to clean it.

Liu Dong said: I'm tired.

She said: I'm not tired if you're tired?

Li Li cried as she spoke, and as soon as she cried, his heart softened, and he reached out to hold Li Li in his arms, instead of hugging him with life when he was newly married.

Li Li suddenly said: Liu Dong, don't think that you are better than me, I am no worse than you in any way, if, if- I can marry you?

Before marriage, she made a promise not to mention the past, but she has been mentioning it in a roundabout way recently, although she didn't say it explicitly, but both of them understood. As soon as she said this, Liu Dong let go of her arm.

Seeing Li Li's sad appearance, Liu Dong wanted to be kind to her, but he couldn't. The night is to do things between husband and wife, and he always has to think about the lovely girls in the department in his head, so that he can arouse some fighting spirit. Liu Dong realized that life was tired, and he couldn't tell what the problem was. He sometimes asks himself, if he knew today, why did he get married in the first place. It seems that what you can't get is always good, and this sentence is true.

Since then, Liu Dong has often not been able to return home on time, and Corey's little nurse often takes him to dance or play poker in their dorm. At the beginning, Liu Dong could still think of Li Li waiting at home, but as soon as he was engaged in playing, he simply forgot about Li Li.

Or home

After marriage, Li Li still belongs to that kind of beautiful woman, but she is so beautiful that she is not moisturized at all, that is, she does not have that sense of brightness.

Liu Dong sometimes came back very late, and after work, Liu Dong either danced or played mahjong, and danced with the little nurses. Li Li knew all this that after she got off work, she could only face a deserted home, she cooked, finished her meal, heated Liu Dong's share in the pot, and then sat coldly on the TV for a night. When she went to bed, the tears finally flowed. At the beginning, her heart was unbalanced, scolding Liu Dong for being a liar, and thinking about why she wanted to marry someone like Liu Dong. When she calmed down, she thought of herself, if that incident hadn't happened in the seaside park, would she have been able to marry Liu Dong? No! Marrying Liu Dong was a kind of helplessness, and she had the meaning of compromise, and after thinking about it, she also figured it out. She pretended to be nothing on the outside, but in her heart she never forgot the shadow of being insulted, she wanted to be tough in front of Liu Dong, but she couldn't. In other words, the shadow in her consciousness has been hanging over her, making her neither proud nor happy. Although she was transferred back from the 423 Hospital, there is no impermeable wall in the world, and her affairs still spread here bit by bit. Many of the doctors and nurses in the 423 Hospital are in this hospital, and when they mention Li Li, they will say: Li Li has had an accident with us. What happened? The following words are private and specific.

When Li Li was not married to Liu Dong, people often talked about Li Li behind their backs, and as soon as Li Li appeared, they stopped talking, but their eyes were full of content. At that time, Li Li was weak and frightened, and in front of these people, her face was white and red. Her determination to marry Liu Dong has something to do with all this, she thought that she was transferred out of the 423 Hospital, and everything in the past would stay there, but what she didn't expect was that that disgraceful thing would be with her for the rest of her life. For Li Li, the blow was fatal.

This kind of blow made her unable to be tough in front of Liu Dong, she was tough before marriage, she said everything she should say, and she had three chapters of the law. In fact, all this is a lie, Liu Dong doesn't say that it doesn't mean that there is no such thing, or Liu Dong doesn't know. Everyone knows that saying it and not saying it are actually the same thing.

Li Li began to become lonely, when she went to work, she was the first to put on a mask, she was willing to let the mask cover herself, and then without saying a word, she went to the ward or worked in the treatment room, and she didn't speak until she had to say something. Other doctors and nurses talked and laughed, but she felt that those jokes were all directed at herself, and she became more and more lonely. Finally got up to work, she changed her clothes and hurried home, as soon as she entered the house, she didn't want to go anywhere, she looked forward to Liu Dong coming back early to fill her loneliness. But Liu Dong often came back very late, when he came back, she had already lay down, and inadvertently he touched her tears dripping on the pillow, his heart sank, hesitantly stretched out his hand, she took advantage of the momentum and threw herself into his arms, she cried happily, he asked: What's wrong, what's wrong with you?

She couldn't tell what was wrong with her, she just felt uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. After crying for a while, she gradually calmed down, and then whispered: Liu Dong beg, can you come back early after work in the future? She talked to him in this tone, and he suddenly found a balance in his heart, remembering the long process of pursuing her before marriage, he smiled in his heart, so he thought: Women are all the same, and there is nothing left when you get married. Then he "snorted" in his nose, which was kind of an answer to her. She was a little moved, tears flowed out again, she stroked his chest with her hand, and said in a choked voice: Liu Dong, we are the closest people in the world, you can't leave me alone.

Now Li Li has said such things in front of Liu Dong, was it possible before? Don't say it before, even after that incident, Li Li never said soft words in front of Liu Dong. It was only after he had written his tenth courtship that she heard back from him.

Li Li really felt very lonely. In this city, there is her own home, there is also her parents' home, at first she was very diligent to go back to her parents' home, thinking that she would find warmth or something there, but her parents' attitude and the atmosphere at home made her unbearable, her parents were cautious, lest they hurt her, the more they didn't want to hurt her, in fact, the more they hurt her, she hoped that her parents would treat her the same as before, and do whatever they wanted. But her parents couldn't do it, as soon as she returned home, the way her parents treated her immediately reminded her of the rape case, and she couldn't stand it. Since then, she has rarely returned to her parents' house, and she can only go back to her own home. Liu Dong came back earlier, she would feel better, sometimes Liu Dong came back later, or on the night shift, she was left alone at home, she was afraid and lonely. She made up her mind and was ready to have a child. That night, she said to Liu Dong, Liu Dong didn't say anything at the time, and only said after a while: You have thought about it? She nodded.

The child was soon conceived, and soon the child was born. As soon as the child was born, trouble came, the first question was who would take care of the child, during the confinement, Li Li's mother took a month off to take care of Li Li and the child, and as soon as the confinement was out, Li Li's mother went to work. Liu Dong wrote a letter to let his mother come, this is the first time that his mother has gone out so far, and there is nothing to say about taking care of her grandson, she is devoted to it wholeheartedly, and she also works hard. Liu Dong's mother is a rural person, who has farmed the land and fed pigs all her life, and all her habits and life are different from those of people in the city. For example, if you don't wash your hands, you will give your child milk, and you will not let the window open the door, saying that you are afraid that your child will catch a cold. The mother also has the habit of smoking, and when she puts her child to sleep, she will sit in front of the child's bed, carefully roll a leaf cigarette, and then smoke it contentedly for a while, looking at the child in front of her, as if she was sitting in her own field and looking at the crops that are about to be harvested. The old man who smokes always has a lot of phlegm, and the mother clears her throat and easily clears out a mouthful of thick phlegm, and the mother spits the phlegm on the ground casually and loudly, and in order to show civilization, she will step on the phlegm with the sole of her shoe a few times, and rub it on the ground for a while, until the phlegm stains are light and dry, and then she will stop her feet.

This is unbearable for Li Li, Li Li is a nurse, and after working in the hospital for a long time, she has the habit of loving cleanliness, how can she endure her mother-in-law's this? At first, she patiently corrected these habits of her mother-in-law. My mother-in-law's face was very ugly, and my mother-in-law said: We rural people have been living like this all our lives, aren't we also living very well, what's wrong? I don't wash my hands and breastfeed my children, and I still raised Liu Dong so much, and I was admitted to university.

Liu Dong is the pride of his mother's life. Liu Dong married a wife and had children in the city, which is also his mother's achievement. After a period of time, the mother was satisfied with her son's home, but she had an opinion about her daughter-in-law. Can a woman who is beautiful but has no milk when she gives birth to a child, who is not so down-to-earth in her work, and who eats like a cat licking food? The mother complained a lot.

As soon as Liu Dong came back from work, his mother muttered to Liu Dong when he took the time, and his mother said: Why doesn't your daughter-in-law have milk, the daughter-in-law of the old Wang family in the east of our village, the milk is "swishing", the children are three years old, and the current milk has not been cut off.

The mother said again: Your daughter-in-law's dry and thin body, you see the daughter-in-law of the old Jiang family in our village, she gave birth to two sons in one go, and her body is like a calf. Carrying a hundred pounds of rice is like playing, is your daughter-in-law okay?

Mother also said: What's the use of being good-looking, whether it's good or not, I don't think you're having a prosperous life.

Mother said again: ......

In short, in the eyes of her mother, Li Li is very unqualified, in her eyes, her daughter-in-law has no merits, and she is so exquisite, wash her hands, spit, etc., isn't this hypocritical?

Mother and Li Li had many conflicts. Liu Dong is not at home at work, only Li Li and her mother are left at home, and the contradictions between the two women, one old and one young, are irreconcilable. The child fell asleep, and the mother began to smoke leaf cigarettes again, the smell of smoke was very strong, Li Li couldn't bear it anymore, and opened the doors and windows with a "bang". The mother was upset, and she said in a long voice, "What are you going to do?" Why do you want to freeze my grandson, why do I smoke cigarettes? It's just that the cows and horses are tired, and they are feeding them grass and food.

Li Li said: Is it okay for you to smoke and go to the kitchen in the future, and you will poison such a young child?

Mother said: What kind of poison, I smoked when I was pregnant with Liu Dong, and I smoked when I was born, isn't he good?

What else could Li Li say? She ran to the back room, lay on the bed and cried. Leaving the mother sulking there, she spat again, rubbed her feet together, and slammed the doors and windows shut again.

In the eyes of rural people, only men are the heads of the family, and what are women? With this mentality, her mother really didn't take Li Li seriously, how could Li Li, who had been pampered since childhood, suffer from this, she wanted to have a child, but she didn't expect to have a child, and such a situation occurred. She finally couldn't help but have a showdown with Liu Dong.

She said to Liu Dong: Why is your mother like this?

Liu Dong also couldn't get used to some of his mother's practices, such as not paying attention to hygiene, etc., but Li Li said this, his heart was still unhappy, his mother had no credit and hard work, so old people, how many times at night to get up to feed the child, change diapers? He felt a little sorry for his mother. Seeing Li Li say this, he pulled down his face and said: Your mother is good, but she has brought us the child for a few days?

Li Li cried when she heard this, she knew that the two of them were working together to deal with her alone. She didn't expect to be bullied by an old lady in the countryside, and marrying Liu Dong by herself was a way to compromise and seek perfection. She didn't expect that Liu Dong would change soon after marriage, she thought it would be better to have a child, but she didn't expect that between Liu Dong's mother and her, Liu Dong stood on her mother's side again, the more she thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, so she sobbed and cried. As soon as she cried, Liu Dong was upset, he sat up from the bed and lowered his voice and said: Are you still finished?

Can Li Li have an end? Especially at this time, Liu Dong's attitude towards her, Li Li was so sad that she wanted to die or live, and tears flowed down in strings.

Early the next morning, Li Li seemed to have made up her mind, and she said to Liu Dong with red and swollen eyes: I can't stay in this home, you can live with your mother.

After packing up her things and leaving, she went back to her parents' house.

As soon as Li Li left, her mother trembled with anger, and said to Liu Dong one after another: I have never seen such a daughter-in-law, if you are in the countryside, see if a man does not discount her legs.

Liu Dong went to work without saying anything with a dark face.

A few days passed, Li Li still had no intention of coming back, as soon as she left, she handed over the child to Liu Dong's mother alone, and took the child and cooked, the old lady couldn't bear it. His blood pressure rose and he fell in the bathroom, and the child was crying in bed. When Liu Dong came back from work, he saw his mother's blue nose and swollen face. Liu Dong had no choice, he could only go to Li Li.

The mother was very strong, she gritted her teeth and said: "Son, don't go, you are not wrong, why do you want to go and beg her? I can do it, I brought up several of your brothers, and I don't believe that I will not bring up a grandchild."

When his mother said this, Liu Dong still felt sorry for his mother. Li Li never comes back, and it's not a problem. He found Li Li, and Li Li had only one condition, that is, it was okay to go back, but Liu Dong's mother had to go.

Liu Dong said: Let my mother go, can you take care of the child alone, once the maternity leave is over, you won't go to work?

Li Li said: We won't hire a nanny.

Liu Dong failed to pick up Li Li and came back dejected.

When my mother saw her, she said: What did I say, this kind of woman can't beg her, what's the use of being good-looking, I saw her as soon as I saw her, she is not a person who lives.

And so it went on for another two days. Although the mother was very strong, but after all, the mother was old, and she was busy, and she lost everything, and once the milk was not cold, and when the child cried, she used hot milk to feed the child, and as a result, the child's mouth was burned. Liu Dong felt sorry for his mother and his children, and in the end he made up his mind to let his mother go back to his hometown.

When her mother heard that she was letting her go, she cried, and her mother really wanted to help Liu Dong. She raised a few girls and sons, and she was alone with Liu Dong, and she felt sorry for Liu Dong. Later, she also knew that if she didn't leave, her daughter-in-law would not come back, and in the end, she turned back three times and left with tears in her eyes.

As soon as her mother left, Li Li came back, and she asked someone in the countryside to find a nanny. Since then, the family has been a little more peaceful. Since having a child, Liu Dong really has no leisure, he is in a hurry to rush back as soon as he gets off work, and when he arrives at home, he sees the child and his heart is down-to-earth, which is what Li Li hopes to see.

Half a year later, Li Li went to work after taking maternity leave. As soon as the two left, only the little nanny and the child were left at home, Liu Dong was not at ease, and Li Li was not at ease. The two of them ran home when they had time, sometimes Liu Dong just went out, and Li Li came back in a hurry, the two didn't bother to say hello, one was busy rushing to the department, and the other was busy running home. This is also the situation that Li Li expects, she now has no time and energy to think back to what happened back then, and she has no heart to care about what others say and say. In this way, the complexion on Li Li's face recovered, and she was moisturized again.

She hugged her child every day after work, babbling and teasing the child, peeking at the busy Liu Dong, and felt a sense of accomplishment. As soon as she was happy, she hummed the song "Teresa Teng", she hadn't sung for a long time.

The spirit is happy, but the problem comes out. With children and a babysitter, their finances began to strain.

At that time, the policy of reform and opening up had already been released, and the pace of reform and opening up could be said to be a big step forward one day. Li Li, who returned home, said: Her classmate, so-and-so went to the sea to do business, and earned more than 3,000 a month. He also said that so-and-so changed jobs, started his own company, and earned tens of thousands of dollars a year.

Liu Dong was unmoved, he studied medicine, and his position could only be in the position of a doctor, and he was not interested in doing business and starting a company. Li Li said so, and she said it. He could only answer Li Li with silence. He is now the head of the family, he has no reaction, and Li Li is helpless.

Great disarmament

The opportunity has finally arrived. In the year of the disarmament, Li Li was confirmed by the hospital to change jobs. Don't look at what she's talking about this and that, but if she really changes jobs, she's really at a loss. This is the general trend of millions of disarmament, and Li Li finally left.

Li Li didn't want to be a nurse anymore, so she transferred to work in the local construction committee. Another half a year later, she returned home and suddenly announced to Liu Dong that she was leaving her job without pay and was going to go to the sea to do building materials business.

For this matter, Liu Dong also quarreled with her, Liu Dong blamed her for not asking for his opinion in advance, besides, Li Li's current unit is good, and her income is much higher than in the army hospital.

Since Li Li had a child, her mentality has improved significantly, she doesn't have to look at Liu Dong's face now, she can do whatever she wants.

Although Li Li's father retired, the relationship that he had been operating in the city for decades was still there, which provided Li Li with a network to move on.

Half a year later, Li Li's building materials company has improved. One day, as soon as she came back from outside and entered the door, she happily threw a passbook in front of Liu Dong, and then said confidently: Look at when you can earn this amount if you go to work.

Liu Dong opened the passbook, and he was also surprised, there were 50,000 yuan stored on it.

Not long after, Li Li bought a house in a development community in the city, with three bedrooms and one living room, with luxurious decoration. She moved her home without asking Liu Dong's permission, and Liu Dong didn't find it empty until he returned to his original home after work. He could only reluctantly live in Li Li's newly bought house.

I don't know when, Li Li is already the head of the family, Li Li's name is written on the real estate certificate, and Li Li's name is also on the head of household column in the household registration book.

Their son has reached the age of entering the nursery, and Li Li is in charge and sends her son to the best and first private kindergarten in the city, and the sponsorship fee alone costs more than 10,000 yuan. Liu Dong can only watch all this, he doesn't even have the right to speak, the money is from Li Li, and the place is also contacted by her, what else can he say?

Now when he comes home from work every day, he feels as if he is a guest, the children are not at home, Li Li is busy with business, and she can't come back until the middle of the night. He looked here and there, and finally could only sit in front of the TV and watch TV for a while.

One morning he got up and found that Li Li was still asleep, her hair was hot, her nose was reshaped, her eyebrows seemed to be retouched, she became more graceful than before, and most importantly, she slept comfortably, her eyebrows and eyes were completely open. Liu Dong remembered that a few years ago, after that incident, Li Li was lying on the hospital bed, he went to see her, she was so pitiful, it was at that moment that he finally made up his mind to marry her. Now, that situation no longer exists, and Li Li is still so confident and comfortable in her sleep.

Li Li and Ma Gang

Li Li is no longer the Li Li she used to be, although her son is four years old, she is still young. What's more, the success in business has made her a hundred times more confident, and as soon as she appears in public, everyone's eyes will revolve around her, because she is beautiful and because she is a successful person. The eyes of the people are their best mirrors. All the unhappiness and frustration before, now it seems like nothing. She is the arrogant Li Li again, and when she looks back at Liu Dong again, the dissatisfaction in her heart becomes stronger and stronger. When she was at her lowest, she married him, because he was the only one who brought comfort to her. Since the day she got married, she has not been willing for a day, and she is just helpless. Liu Dong is nothing in her eyes, when she was young, she wanted to find a boyfriend, and she would find someone better than Liu Dong with her eyes closed. finally found Liu Dong, but he just took advantage of the situation. She now thinks back on her married life with Liu Dong for nearly five years, and she has not left her a trace of sweetness and something worth remembering. A man like Ma Gang is what she dreamed of, although Ma Gang dumped her at the beginning, she didn't hate Ma Gang, she only hated the three rapists. In the past five years of marriage, Ma Gang often appears in her mind, so tenacious and so vivid.

From pursuing her to getting married, he has never occupied an important position in her heart. If that accident hadn't happened twenty years ago, the two would have been two parallel lines that would never have crossed, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will take my single-plank bridge.

Twenty years ago, when she was a little girl, she was really frightened, at a loss, in pain, and even had the heart to die. If you put it now, it will be a different result. In 20 years, she figured out that men and women, in addition to feelings, are not chaste, and being raped is not betrayal, extramarital affairs are real betrayal. Li Li recalled that twenty years ago, she actually had a taste of white clouds and dogs.

She doesn't take that little thing about 20 years ago anymore, she is a successful person, a successful and beautiful woman, and no one in her life circle knows what she did 20 years ago. Only Liu Dong knows what Liu Dong is in her eyes, just a rag to erase time. She really doesn't take Liu Dong seriously, if Liu Dong mentions that matter again, she will not hesitate to divorce and let the last thorn in her life leave her life forever.

Li Li is now a successful woman, she is now saying everything she wants to do. Liu Dong's status can be imagined, he has changed back to the poor man he was twenty years ago, begging her, looking at her, and observing her in front of her.

The world is already small, and Li Li and Ma Gang met again. It was at the investment promotion conference of the building materials merchants in the provincial capital, when Li Li saw Ma Gang, her eyes were straight, and the fire that had been buried in her heart for twenty years was lit again, she stared, opened her mouth, and her heart was beating like a girl. Ma Gang also saw her, and was stunned for a moment, but after reacting, he stretched out a hand to her, and then said, "It's you?"

The two hands were clasped together, and she found that her hands were wet and shaky. She was a little choked, and her eyes were covered with a layer of moisture, and it was only then that she understood Ma Gang's place in her heart. Ma Gang was her first man, and he was also the man she will never forget.

But what about Ma Gang, who was a little stunned when he saw her, he immediately calmed down, he was still the same as he was twenty years ago, he didn't care about anything, his eyes were empty. And then he said: how are these years?

She looked at him, her eyes were complicated, her mind was unsettled, and she choked up and said, "What about you?"

He said: That's it, so-so, changed jobs, went to the sea, and now doing building materials business, it's not bad, aren't you the same?

She nodded, this is their experience, complex is complicated, simple is simple. In a few words, they reported their respective situations, and nothing was left. Later, the two broke up and went their separate ways.

In the evening, when she returned to the hotel, she still couldn't calm down. During this day, she was sleepwalking, opening and closing her eyes, and her mind was full of Ma Gang's figure. When she returned to the hotel, she suddenly had a bold idea, and Yoma had just come to talk, and it was tonight, in this room, otherwise, she would have difficulty sleeping. At this time, she remembered the list of participants sent by the conference affairs team, and the room number was behind the list. Before that, she hadn't even looked at the list.

The phone was quickly connected, and Ma Gang was really in the room, and she said: Ma Gang, I want to talk to you.

Ma Gang pondered there for a while, and then said: Okay, wow, not now, I still have some things to deal with, I'll go to you in two hours. After saying that, I asked her room number and hung up the phone.

As soon as she put down the phone, she became excited, what did it mean two hours later? In the dead of night, two old lovers met in the room...... She didn't dare to think about it anymore. Every cell in her body was excited now, and she didn't know what she was busy with for two hours. First I kept changing my clothes, and then I washed myself thoroughly and made myself watery. As she walked out of the bathroom, she suddenly decided to greet him in her pajamas. It was a very sexy pajama that was given to her by a friend in Brazil, and she never wanted to wear it. To be exact, this pajama has not been used until now, and this is finally coming in handy. Wearing pajamas, she looked left and right in front of the mirror and found that she was really sexy. If she was an ugly duckling twenty years ago, now she is a white swan. She was anxious, and finally waited for Ma Gang's knock on the door, and she couldn't wait to open the door.

Ma Gang stood in front of her in a well-dressed manner, and she noticed that Ma Gang's eyes jumped when he looked at her, and her blood suddenly flowed happily.

She sat in a corner of the bed, he sat on the sofa, the bedside lamp was half-lit and half-dim, and she thought of the scene in Ma Gang's dormitory twenty years ago. At that point, they had no more words, and everything was replaced by body language. Now, Ma Gang looks very calm, he is smoking, and his smoking expression is as handsome as twenty years ago.

Next, the two talked a lot, talked about their respective experiences, and also talked about marriage, Ma Gang said: I got married once, and I divorced again, I was very tired, and I got married again two years ago.

When Ma Gang said all this, he was very calm, as if he was talking about someone else's business.

Later, Ma Gang asked again: That Liu Dong, how is Dr. Liu?

She married Liu Dong, and everyone knows this.

She said, "That's it."

Her mood is a little depressed now, it turns out that she has some thoughts about Ma Gang, but after hearing Ma Gang's divorce and marriage, it seems that he is still very satisfied with his current marriage, but then she thought: Why bother to love someone, if you can be the lover of someone who loves each other, it is also a happy thing. After thinking about this, her mood rose again, her face was hot and moist, and her breathing was a little short. At this time, she is like a woman in love, her expression is confused, her eyes are scattered, just waiting to fall in love with her beloved.

She muttered: Ma Gang, I have been thinking about you for so many years.

Ma Gang looked at her, I don't know if it was joy or something else, but there was not much expression on his face.

Finally, she stood up and snuggled up on top of Ma Gang. The scent of her body enveloped him for a moment, and he was a little confused, his hands roaming on her smooth back. She hugged him tightly, and now all they had left was body language.

She finally took off his coat, and they collapsed on the bed. She said urgently and anxiously: Ma Gang, I have been thinking about you for 20 years, if it weren't for the incident 20 years ago, I would definitely be your wife.

When he heard this, he suddenly stopped moving, and lay there as if he were stiff.

At this time, she was disheveled and pale. She saw that he stopped moving, as if he had been hit by a bullet, and she asked: Ma Gang, what's wrong with you?

He sat up, turned his back, and said: Li Li, I can't, I really can't, as soon as I think of twenty years ago, I ......

She suddenly understood, tears flowed uncontrollably, the surging passion just now disappeared at once, and her body became cold.

He stood up, and she saw that his face was also wet with tears, and he whispered: I'm sorry Li Li, I really can't help it.

After saying that, Ma Gang picked up his coat, opened the door without looking back, and disappeared from her sight.

She was completely knocked down, both mentally and physically, and she collapsed on the bed. Twenty years, she thought it was enough to heal people's inner pain, but it turned out that she was wrong. She is now a strong woman, and she thinks that the title "strong woman" will make up for everything, but she is still wrong. That night, she waited until dawn with her eyes open, and the experience of twenty years kept flashing back before her eyes, and all the happiness and misfortune, on this night, she seemed to live again.

And not the result

After that investment promotion, Li Li's mood suddenly became much lower, as if she was a different person. She rarely went out to socialize, and spent most of the night at home, staring vacantly at something.

Liu Dong was surprised, and the unexpected result was that he was more cautious about her. The TV was on, and he glanced at it one moment, and then at her.

She said, "Why are you so loud?"

He busily turned down the sound of the TV.

After a while, she roared hysterically: The voice is so small, you can't let people listen to it, the TV is yours alone?

He hurriedly turned his voice up a little louder.

In short, no matter what he does, she looks at him unpleasantly and uncomfortable. He couldn't do anything, he could only be more careful.

When she went to bed at night, she slept on the sofa, and sometimes woke up in the middle of the night, and walked back to the bedroom angrily and shouted to the sleeping Liu Dong: Why do I sleep on the sofa, you go.

Liu Dong went to the sofa sleepily.

Suddenly, one day, Liu Dong finally couldn't bear it anymore, he said: Do you want people to live this day?

If he is angry, he will also be angry? Li Li looked at him in a daze, unable to say a word.

He said, "If you are not in your heart, don't be angry with me, you have the ability to turn your anger at the people who hurt you."

She finally said: Liu Dong, who do you think you are? Aren't you just a peasant, tell you, from the day I met you until now, I have never liked you!

Liu Dong also hit his head with blood, he had enough days like this, he didn't want any consequences, he stood up, crossed his hands on his hips, and said loudly: Li Li, don't look down on the peasants, I know that you married me, I feel a little lost, but don't forget that you couldn't get married at the beginning, no one wanted it, I wanted you, what do you want?

It erupted, and the silent volcano finally erupted. Can we live this day? No, certainly not. Li Li roared in her heart.

Next is the divorce, which is like a bamboo. Soon, Li Li transferred her building materials company, sold the house, and she disappeared with her children all at once.

Some people say that she went to the south and was also engaged in the building materials business.

It is also said that she went abroad and her savings are enough for her life.

It is also said that Li Li, who is a monk, was seen in a certain monastery.

All kinds of statements seem to make sense, and the people who say them seem to be accurate.

No one knows where Li Li went, only herself, and went to a place where no one knew about her experience with her own secrets.