Five days later, Ermao was discharged from the hospital, because he had no money to continue to live, and because it was useless to be hospitalized, according to Ermao's wishes, it was better to die in the Ping An Hotel than in the hospital, at least at home.......

"Brother....... I have a stomachache. ”

"Stomach ache....... What should I do if my stomach hurts? What should I do...... Mengxi, hurry up and bring the hot water bottle, don't it get too hot, do you feel comfortable?

"It hurts....... But it's much better, brother, don't cry, don't we look down on it a long time ago, and we don't have to suffer if we die, what's the matter, should I say something about my last words or something......."

"Don't talk to me like this, we don't like to hear it, you can say what you want to do, brother will do it for you." ”

"I....... I....... I miss my mom and dad......"

This child who has always been strong finally cried, he was homesick, he was unwilling to drag down the family and chose to run out, but he really missed his parents all the time.

"Okay...... What's your phone number, I'll call your parents. ”

"Hello, the phone number you dialed is empty, please confirm and dial again, sorry......."

Lin Qin called many times in the corridor, but his mobile phone kept reminding Lin Qin that this number was empty, and his mind became blank, only knowing that Ermao's last wish was estimated to be unfulfilled, and he returned to the room, but he still lied.

"Your parents are coming here, but you have to take the train, it will take a few days. ”

"A few days...... I don't think I'll be able to hold it out. ”

"Don't say it's useless, wait, your parents will be here soon. ”

"Then I'll wait...... Brother, do you think I'm unfilial, I ran out by myself, and I have to wait for them to take me home......"

In Ermao's last days, Lin Qin and Shen Mengxi were also tormented, the two kept sending messages on the Internet, posting photos of Ermao in major patient groups, and even contacting the media, hoping to contact Ermao's parents, but in the end, they ......

On the night of October 23rd, he vomited blood again, and his pants were already wet with blood, and his consciousness began to blur.

"Brother, bring me a photo, are you handsome......?"

"Handsome...... Much more handsome than your brother and me. ”

Lin Qin squatted on the ground and didn't dare to look at Ermao's face, because he was afraid that his tearful face would make Ermao clearly know the fact that he was going to die.

"I didn't ...... Brother, you are much more handsome than me, in fact, I don't want to call Sister Xi, although I haven't talked about friends, but I can see that you like Sister Xi, so I still want to call her sister-in-law. ”

Shen Mengxi hid at the door, hiding herself behind the other guests, she was scared to death now, but when she heard Ermao's words, she quickly got up, wiped away her tears, and forced a smile.

"Called....... Sister-in-law listened. ”

"Hey...... Sister-in-law, brother....... I'll help you get here, I'm sleepy....... When are my parents coming....... Mother...... I want to go home. ”

wiped his tears at the end of the palms of his hands, took out his mobile phone and glanced at the time, at ten twenty-three, Lin Qin gently picked up the posthumous photo that Ermao was holding, and beckoned Shen Mengxi to change the clothes he bought for Ermao.

After that, the resignation ceremony of the Ping An Hotel began again, but at Ermao's age...... No one can take his filial piety, according to the words of the old man Wang, Ermao died in another country, he didn't know the way home, and there were no relatives to pick him up, he was a lonely ghost, and he couldn't be at peace in the future.

It wasn't until noon the next day that a middle-aged couple came in a hurry, crying in Ermao's room, Ermao's relatives saw the news on the Internet, and contacted Ermao's parents, who hurried over, but finally couldn't see him for the last time.

There will be many regrets in this life, but only this one is the most painful, compared to life and death, everything else is in the past.

Lin Qin and Shen Mengxi are happy, to be precise, everyone is happy, at least Ermao doesn't have to be a lonely ghost, he has gone home.

It's just that both of them feel that something is missing, there is no bald boy in front of the computer, there are only two people who watch the gun version of the movie and don't contribute to the box office, and the landlord will always lack one.

People are social animals, so they need companionship, especially when they are about to come to the end of their lives, and they need a companion.

So on the night when Ermao was picked up by his parents, Shen Mengxi knocked on Lin Qin's door.

"It's so late, don't you sleep?"

"Stomach hurts, can't sleep......."

"What then? Shall I go to the hospital now?"

"Lin Qin ......"

"Huh?"

"I don't beg you to pay for my treatment, but if one day I really can't do it and I need someone to serve me, you don't leave, stay by my side and accompany me, can you do it?"

Lin Qin was stunned for a long time, she brought a wig tonight, and it looked even more charming in the dim light, so it was accurate to say that he looked straight, and finally nodded subconsciously.

"Can ......"

A dilapidated hotel full of cancer patients actually sounded the sound of calling for beds in the middle of the night, which was also strange, and everyone knew it, and they didn't get up to stop it, but listened to the wheezing of the two and the creaking sound of the dilapidated bed boards, smiled knowingly, closed their eyes and fell asleep.

.......

"Wash me. ”

"No, go aside. ”

After piercing that layer of window paper, the words of the two did not become greasy and numb, but more bland, if it weren't for the fact that Shen Mengxi was scrubbing a pair of men's underwear, it is estimated that everyone would still think that the two were quarrelling.

It's really not good to have no hair, so she wears a wig, ties her hair into a ponytail, and wears Lin Qin's T-shirt and sports shorts, which is simple but also charming and beautiful.

"Kill two sets?"

"I don't play chess with you. ”

Lin Qin didn't care whether the old king was willing or not, sat down and took out the chessboard and began to set up the chess pieces, and by the way, the chess pieces of the red side were also placed......

"Cut, can't you say it, I'll eat you!"

"It's said that she is married and has a man, even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about her, and this will go to hell. ”

Lin Qin took out the cigarette case in the old man's shirt and put it on his mouth, hung the cigarette in his mouth, looked sideways at the old king's head, and laughed.

"Where's Hell? It's here....... Look at the blue sky and fragrant flowers in hell, damn it, I forgot it was autumn, you see how yellow the leaves are, and the breeze blows cool? ”

"You...... I won't go down with you, just pack up and go to the house. ”

"Do you know what's going on with her? She, fell in love at the age of seventeen, got married two years after graduating from college, just got married for a year and a half, a check-up, stomach cancer! And then what? Do you know what the grandson did? When she was hospitalized for surgery, she ran away~ The name of the grandson was on the real estate certificate, and her mother-in-law's family broke off contact with her, and her parents didn't agree with her marrying the grandson, so she didn't tell her parents that she was sick, a woman, she looked good, right? I don't have money for treatment, I came to your hotel with a broken suitcase to stay in the dead man's hotel for ten yuan a night, what about her? Then the grandson should go to hell, what to pull out the tongue, what hob mountain to try, you look at me again, I can be sucked up by the magnet when I spit and foam, I said I take care of her, as long as I don't die in front of her, I really take care of her, lord, do you feel that I am with her planting husband...... Who is more like her?"

"I can't say you're okay, right? It's not big or small....... Flying elephants. ”

A white and tender hand grabbed Lin Qin's half-burned cigarette in his mouth, threw it on the ground and stepped on it twice, and pinched his arm again before holding the laundry tub and preparing to dry the clothes.

"Even if I'm a wild man, I'll be a dignified wild man, General! Bye, I'm not going to play with you, whoever loses will clean up, I'll help her dry her clothes." ”

Walked over and picked up a piece of clothing and shook it and hung it on the drying rack, smiling at her flatteringly, in exchange for a roll of eyes, Lin Qin bent down and picked up a piece of clothing again, but as soon as he got up, his brain flickered.

The top of his mouth was a little wet, he reached out and touched it, looked down and saw that it was blood from a hand, and slowly, his eyes began to be bloodshot, and his eyes were red.

His legs were weak, and he sat on the ground with his buttocks, and the water stains dripping from his clothes mixed with mud stained his pants, he tried to get up, but he lay directly on the ground.

Barely opening his eyes, Shen Mengxi was shouting something, he couldn't hear it, but he felt that the water droplets that were completely different from the water droplets falling from his clothes fell on his face, warm, and then cool.......

.......

He entered the acceleration period and was diagnosed, that is, if he did not change the bone marrow, he would die, sitting at the head of the bed in the ward, he looked at the pathology and looked a little dazed.

Until now, he felt that he could live, and he had asked the doctor before, and there were those who took imatinib to stabilize his condition in the chronic stage, and there were not a few of them, he felt that he should be the majority, who could have thought that he was so different.

Shen Mengxi massaged his legs, she had cried enough during this time, and she had learned to be strong, even if she had only been with this man for a day, but since he had made a promise to herself, then on the contrary, she would keep her promise to him and accompany him until the day she died.

"Don't look at it, go to sleep when you're sleepy. ”

"Sleep....... Can I sleep? As soon as I closed my eyes, I dreamed that I was dead, and you said that when a person died, where would he go? Is there really a palace of the king of Hades? Or will I never be conscious again, just like sleeping, and I don't know anything? During the time when I was in a coma, I saw Lao Zhao and Ermao, and they said that they were here to pick me up, but I didn't go, and I woke up after struggling. ”

"Why are you still alive now, when the time comes, and...... I'll be with you when I'm dead, and you know that I've spread to lymph. ”

Lin Qin looked up at her, wondering why she was so calm, death! That's death! As soon as her eyes were closed and her legs were kicked, she was gone! After two days, it would stink!

"You're not afraid?"

"What am I afraid of? With you by my side, I will die, anyway, you said that you want to accompany me, I am not afraid of anything. ”

Taking away the pathology on Lin Qin's hand, she held Lin Qin's hand, massaged his tiger mouth, smiled, and put it on her cheek, her face was a little cold, but it gave Lin Qin a very warm illusion, no...... Maybe it's not a delusion.

But the more she was like this, the more Lin Qin didn't want to die, he really wanted to live.

After that, my life was endless pain and chemotherapy, accompanied by vomiting day and night, fainting from time to time, and gradually began to like to report and tell everyone every day in the patient group.

"I'm alive. ”

Then he rummaged on the Internet, and a patient said that there was a Taoist priest in Hebei who knew what home remedies and what special spells could cure leukemia and various cancers.

He endured the torture day and night, looking at the little money left in the card and the high cost of surgery, and Shen Mengxi also began to receive chemotherapy, the process was equally painful, after a few days of inner entanglement, the two discussed it, and resolutely set off to Hebei to start their life-saving journey.

When I arrived at the place, I saw the Taoist priest, who was indeed dignified, with a big white beard, claiming to be a great disciple under the Almighty God Throne, and there were many believers, but the two were also the most different.

After that, I followed a group of brothers to release the life, visited the statue every day, and after offering tens of thousands of incense money, I got the medicine of Almighty God, and after the two of them ate it, not to mention that they really felt a lot more relaxed, and it was not so painful.

This made the two even more mad worship, in order to be able to cure the disease, they had completely lost their minds, and finally in order to show great sincerity, the two walked on the street and arrived at the door of a university.

Unscrewing the mineral water bottle, drawing a circle on the ground with water, the two of them meditated in the circle in the midst of many onlookers, chanting nonsense scriptures on their lips, and shouting loudly from time to time: "Almighty God! I am your most faithful believer! Have pity on your child, save your child!"

In the end, the two were taken back to the police station by the police under the photos of countless people......

"Yang Suo, these two people...... Both are terminally ill, and it is estimated that this is the reason why the two of them believe in cults. ”

A young policeman quietly told the truth of the matter in the director's ear, which made Yang Suo's expression freeze, and after a while, he sighed and carried his notebook into the interrogation room.

"You two let me say something? There was such a big mess, and now you two are celebrities, are you happy? What else is Almighty...... You dare to believe in this kind of cult! You are also asking for medicine, and the test results have already come out, do you want to see it? Do you feel that your body is relaxed? It contains a large amount of morphine? Who eats it and your body does not float? If you are sick, you will go to the hospital for treatment! Both of you have gone to college, received higher education, and are both people who have participated in the work, don't you understand the truth of believing in science? Do you really want us to detain you for disturbing social order?

Yang Suo slapped the table, in fact, he felt sympathy for the experience of the two, and was angry, being terminally ill is not a reason to believe in cults, believing in this thing will not really make people healthy, it will only push people to death faster, but no matter how loud he said, both of them looked at him calmly until he closed his mouth and waited for the two to answer.

"Will we not know?"

Lin Qin's answer made Director Yang freeze, but the hand holding the thermos cup kept squeezing hard and tight.

Yes, they really don't know that this is fake? But who has a little bit of intelligence will believe this thing? But they really can't live, the right medical treatment can't save them, what can they do? They just want to live! What can they do if they don't find a way out for themselves! Even if they know in their hearts that it's fake, they need a spiritual sustenance to deceive themselves and believe that Almighty God can live!

Looking at these two young people who were as old as his own children, or even a little younger than his own children, he couldn't say a word of accusation, because if he said it, he was also stabbing a knife in his heart, and it hurt to kill people.

In the end, Director Yang just sighed, got up and left the interrogation room, when he pushed the door open, he looked back at the two of them, that kind of indifference, that sense of despair no longer whipped his heart all the time, walked out, closed the door, Director Yang wiped his tears, and began to have a meeting with other leaders of the institute, how to solve the problem committed by these two people.

In the end, because the two were just ordinary believers, not organizers, and were terminally ill, they were released and sent to a nearby hospital for treatment, sitting in a police car, the two looked at each other, smiled gently, and touched each other's cheeks.

"Are you still cured?"

"It's gone, what about you?"

"If you don't cure it, then I won't cure it either. ”

That night, the two disappeared from the hospital, and the next morning they appeared at the door of the Ping'an Hotel.

"What?"

"Stay. ”

"Sorry, it's full, not accepting. ”

"We're dead. ”

"Upstairs 217. ”

.......

"Isn't it good-looking? Isn't it too earthy? Why don't you learn Ermao and dress up fashionable?"

Wearing a tunic and putting his hat on properly, Lin Qin walked in front of Shen Jinghan and turned around, asking her to see if the dress fitted properly, Shen Mengxi was also wearing a tunic and glanced up at Lin Qin.

"How old is Ermao, how old are you? It's normal for a little boy to be handsome, after all, no one has a girlfriend, and it's easy to find a girlfriend if you're handsome, you have me, it's not enough?"

"Cut....... I don't have too much with you, so let's do this, how much is the boss. ”

To be honest, the boss has never met anyone who came to the shroud shop to buy a shroud like a shopping mall, and brought himself to wear it to try, and as soon as he came, his frightened face turned green, and he took the initiative to give a discount to the clothes that were never discounted.

Carrying the shroud, the two went to the nearby countryside again, and the two of them had no money to buy the serious cemetery, so they heard that a family was going to sell the cemetery, so they came to have a look.

Good guy, said to be a cemetery, in fact, it is a large area circled in the cornfield, not as chic as the cemetery, but it is really big, not to mention burying two people, it is enough to be the ancestral grave, and the price is not expensive, 12,000 can be used all the time, and there is no need to pay any management fees, how long the two of them can lie is purely to see when the land moves.

The two discussed it, and also studied feng shui that they didn't understand at all, and finally paid the money and decided to settle here, but I don't know what the expression of the eldest brother who sold the cemetery would be when he saw the two of them on the tombstone.

Go back to the hotel and hand over the old man Wang's fare, the money for wine and food, the godfather doesn't need it, and now there is no one younger than the two of them in the hotel, anyway, the last two of the more than 4,000 yuan left over will be given to the old Wang, and the medicine will be officially stopped.

Lying on the bed after washing, Shen Mengxi lay in Lin Qin's arms, looking at the old photos taken in the Ping'an Hotel on his mobile phone, most of the people on it were no longer there, some died in the hotel, and some were picked up by their families to give up treatment, but the patients were endless, and it was soon full of people again.

The two talked about the past, but they didn't imagine the future, because there was no future at all, Ermao, this kid was really not on camera, and how ugly he was if he didn't shoot a picture, which made the two laugh for a long time.

"Lin Qin, I have a stomachache...... The kind that hurts a lot. ”

"I'm also uncomfortable, bear with it, rub your stomach, warm up, does it still hurt?"

"You can cure all kinds of diseases when you are your hand, of course it hurts, then again, you never told me that I love you, so do you love me?"

"I love you. ”

"Cut...... Then tell me, what's the love method?"

Lin Qin rubbed her stomach and looked out the window and thought for a while.

"That's it...... I miss you in the morning not because I am in the morning, and I miss you in the evening not because I am lonely. ”

"That'...... I love you too, hehe. ”

With her head buried in Lin Qin's arms, she smiled happily and was a little naughty, this is the bullshit love story of a wild man and a married woman, which may be disgraceful, but ......

Whatever.

When she woke up and touched the people around her, her body was already cold, Lin Qin knew that she was dead, but she finally fulfilled that promise and accompanied her to the end.

got up calmly, took out a shroud from the cabinet and put it on her, put a wig on her, her body had exceeded the limit load, she was tired and out of breath for a while, covered her with a quilt, pressed a piece of dark paper on her face, and then gritted her teeth and got up and went downstairs.

"Lord Wang, Mengxi is gone. ”

Although the language was calm, the old king turned his head and saw that his face was reflected by the sun's golden luster, and he was sad in the end.

.......

She was cremated, but she was not buried, Lin Qin wanted her to wait for herself, and when the time came, a piece of the soil would be put into the ground, as he said, handsome is a lifelong thing, so he also studied Ermao and took a handsome posthumous photo of himself.

Now he used all the strength of his body with every step he took, causing him to walk like a zombie, and took the photo back, the old man Wang was sleeping in the house, he slowly went upstairs, and an old lady with lung cancer looked at him with a mask, and then closed the door.

The new guest with pneumoconiosis was lying on the bed watching TV with the door open, the woman who had leukemia like him, but was an acute lymphoid leukemia was crying in the house, she was the last guest to come in now, the room was not well insulated, he walked over and knocked on the door, and then there was no sound in the room, the man who had liver cancer nodded to him on the door, and then closed the door, he was the oldest resident of the Ping An Hotel, and everyone knew that he was dying.

He took down the stopped clock and hung up his posthumous photo, which looked even more handsome than the real person, so that he was very satisfied, locked the door and went to wash, turned off the light and went to sleep.

Until the next day, the old lady with lung cancer informed the old lady Wang that Lin Qin was going to die, the old man Wang threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it, carried the incense burner and brazier and slowly went upstairs, pushed open the door of 217, carried a stool to put the incense burner on it, and took out the incense and wax from the bag, and Lin Qin watched all this with a blank eye.

"Lord Wang, you said that the name of your store is ....... Ping An Hotel, none of the people who live here are fucking safe, they're all fucking dead balls. ”

"When you die, you still owe so much, let's take a break, lest you go down and be pulled out of your tongue, the name of my store is a meaning, and it's not who lives and who is safe, to put it bluntly, there are so many sick people, isn't it you poor ghosts who die. ”

"Like you're not poor, and who can not die? I haven't heard of it...... Whoever is rich and rich will live to be 200 years old. ”

"Don't say a word, don't you get tired. ”

"Tired...... I'm going to die, the dead are the greatest, so I don't respect the old and love the young, and I don't bother to talk to you with a dirty word...... BB with you. ”

A group of people watched from day to night, Lin Qin was sure that death was indeed a premonition, he saw a lot of people, many patients, calling him over, last time he didn't go, but this time, he decided to go, because there were not only Ermao inside, but also Shen Mengxi.......

"At 9:18, it's a good time to die, and it's eight when you die, and you will be reincarnated, and you will be on the road!"

"Lin Qin! Qinhuang Daoren, Hebei Province! He passed away on 22 January 2017! At the age of 28! Before his death, he and his beloved wife paid me 500 yuan for the fare! 300 yuan for paper wine and food! I promised to send 1,500 yuan to relatives and friends! 1,500 yuan for the soil workers, a total of 4,800 yuan! It was set to be spent on Lin Qin and his wife! I did not dare to hide it privately! When the deceased returned to his hometown, wild ghosts on the roadside must not interfere with it! Otherwise, I would break yin virtue and bring disaster to my family and have nothing to do with Wang Shucai! Farewell to relatives and friends! Send Lin Qin off!"

.......

"Hah...... Ha...... Ha ......"

In the summer, a young man walked into the alley near the 102 Hospital with his suitcase, a little thin, wearing a mask, panting and standing in a small hotel in the alley, looking down at the simple paper business card, and carrying the suitcase into the hotel.

It was very shabby, exuding a faint musty smell, and when I pushed the door open, there was a board hanging on the wall facing him that patients with infectious diseases would not be accepted, and an old man sat on a chair in the reception room, listening to a little song, and heard the bell hanging on the door ringing, and turned his head to look at Lin Qin.

"What for?"

"Stay. ”

"What disease?"

"Liver cancer. ”

"Show me the case, fill in the identity registration by yourself, and give you the book, how long will you live? Pay the money every month, 300 a month. ”

"Stay for a month, fill it out, give me the case. ”

The old man took off his reading glasses and returned the young man's medical records, took three hundred yuan, held it up in the sun, looked at it, confirmed that it was real money, and threw the young man a string of keys marked 217......

The movie ends.

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