Chapter 144: And Encouragement
Hearing the movement around her, Qin Qian subconsciously raised her head vigilantly, and when she saw Cheng Ran, she was obviously caught off guard, and her hand wiping her face trembled.
She quickly turned her head, looking at the road, at the trees, at the flowers, but she only looked at the person beside her, as if such a person sitting next to her did not exist.
And from Cheng Ran's side face, although she had stopped her tears, there were still traces of crying on her face, stained and red, and her eyelashes trembled slightly, like her chaotic mood.
Qin Qianwei was really taken aback, and immediately felt a huge embarrassment, she didn't know how long Cheng Ran had seen her, and even if she had even seen everything just now...... The most important thing is that she would rather face what can be described as her "enemy" in ordinary times, such as Zhang Duanqing and Wei Xiao, who are very annoying, rather than being seen by Cheng Ran just now. I can't say why, but she is stubborn in her heart, she would rather show him the proud side and only give him a back, rather than see her side that is neither tall nor beautiful.
She still remembers that on her birthday, she invited a lot of people, dozens of friends, and booked eight tables at the Jinjiang Hotel, and she actually thought in her heart that he would know about her birthday party, but he didn't invite him, so he should know what her feelings were for him......
She couldn't say why she did this, she just felt that if she did this, he would be lost, and she would feel left out...... Thinking of his usual calm and calm, she will also have a hint of revenge pleasure......
If it were possible, she would rather ignore him forever, always be indifferent and contemptuous to him, and then let him remember his actions for the rest of his life.
But now, such a person is sitting next to him.
But between the two, there is so much unspeakable embarrassment.
However, in the debate against Sun Xiao, the sunshine that day may have been too strong, and his appearance, his thoughts, and his words were so dazzling.
"I've heard about your family, so it's all true...... Your father worked for Fulong, but he was retaliated against by Bei Tuo, and the underworld came to force debts......" Cheng Ran asked.
Qin Qian was stunned, and then nodded, she was wearing a close-fitting woolen sweater in her thin jacket at this time, her curves were exposed, her lower shorts were open, and the two legs that had made countless boys bloody on the stage were tight and slender under the wrapping of black cotton socks, the calves fit together, and the two kneecaps protruded a little in the black socks, which is said in dance, in fact, it is very suitable for dancing, coupled with the perennial leg press exercise, the calves are slender, the knee ligaments are lifted, the kneecaps look delicate and delicate, and the leg shape will be very good-looking.
She is not very good at this time, but if she stands up, the straight leg bones and swan neck are integrated with the straight and back, which is even more pleasing to the eye.
She was touched in her heart, and said softly, "You know everything......" There was a hint of weakness in her voice, which was realized when she was very vulnerable, even if she could still hold it in front of Cheng Ran at the beginning, but when Cheng Ran opened her mouth like this, her disguises were pierced.
"So what are you thinking?" Cheng Ran's tone suddenly became powerful in the next sentence, "There was a problem at home, so the jar was broken? I don't care...... What are you looking for? Looking for a man? When your father can protect you, you lie peacefully under the soft comfort zone feather wings, you are a princess who grew up under the protection of the wings, you are greedy for the comfort zone, once you want to get out of the comfort zone, you panic, desperately looking for a life-saving straw. β
Qin Qian was stunned, she didn't expect that Cheng Ran, who had always been gentle, would show her the appearance of Sun Xiao in the lecture hall at this time.
It's like a lot of sharp blades, pulled through the heart, and I can't feel the consequences for a while, but I already feel the slightest chill in my heart.
Her eyes, which were still slightly swollen, were once again covered with moisture, and at the same time, her chest rose and fell rapidly, and she looked at Cheng Ran with unprecedented eyes.
Cheng Ran was not uncomfortable at all, "You are very beautiful and popular, and some people will feel vain about it, but this does not appear in you who have been starry since you were a child, so in the face of the harassment of those suitors, you are unbearable, and you feel that your comfort zone has been compressed to the greatest extent, so you have found a lifesaver, Guo Yi." β
Qin Qian's eyes widened one by one, as if he was shocked how could he say this.
"Because Guo Yi, you think that the conditions are the best and the most controllable. And then you get used to this comfort zone of having a boyfriend to care for...... Then something happened in your family, you found that the family that had been protecting you all this time was gone, you were no longer safe, so you were confused, you wanted to rely on, Guo Yi became your target again, you fell in love with him, relied on him, you need a crutch, even if it is a false comfort and safety, you want to be protected, you are useless!"
Qin Qian bit her lip with her teeth, tears fell hotly, and listened to Cheng Ran in front of her say that anyone who told her before would break off their relationship.
Cheng Ran was still as sharp as a knife, staring at her eyes without giving an inch, "What are you thinking?" You fantasize that Guo Yi can protect you...... What else are you thinking, someone you can rely on, do you want to be fostered, or I will support you, I am very rich...... Your father's company is bankrupt at a loss, I will support you, as long as you are willing to pay the price of ruining your studies and future, you don't mind having a big belly in high school and giving me a child before graduating...... This ensures that you are in a secure position......"
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"Don't say it, what are you talking about, Cheng Ran, don't say itββ Cheng Ran!"
Qin Qian cried, she waved her hand and threw it at Cheng Ran, but Cheng Ran raised a hand to block it.
There was a crisp crackling sound, and Cheng Ran's hands turned red. But in fact, Cheng Ran is not very painful, but the voice is loud.
But seeing that she was eager to eat herself alive with pear blossoms and rain, Cheng Ran still eased up a little, "So I said that you are used to the safe zone and used to relying on people." Yes, you are indeed very good at dancing, and you are very talented in this area, but this is also a talent supported by your family, and it is the result of your parents who have the conditions to send you to relevant institutions for many years of training. β
"Your talent is just a vase, it looks good on the surface, and if you break the vase, it's empty. But one thing must be admitted, dancing is hard, and since you can persist in this for so long, why not use this perseverance to fight against life in the same way. Why do you have to compromise? Why do you have crutches and rely on, can't you rely on yourself?"
The first time I heard someone call herself a vase, the first time I heard someone say so unscrupulously that she was trying to rely on a man, the first time I heard someone say that she wanted to support herself, she should have moved the stool she was sitting on and stoned the man in front of her to death on the spot.
But she didn't do this, but felt that her heart was empty, but there was a kind of vastness after the extreme release.
Cheng Ran lashed her mercilessly, although Qin Qian was sobbing and her chest was rising and falling violently, her hands were so stubborn that she kept wiping away her tears, her eyes were red at this time, and the tip of her nose was also red, just staring at Cheng Ran with hatred.
But it seems that Cheng Ran's words are enlightened, Qin Qian wiped her tears after a while, and her mood calmed down a lot, and her nose twitched, "Cheng Ran, I really want to bite you, beat you, kick you, and kick you now...... But you...... That's right. Maybe it's true, I've always been greedy for my comfort zone, and when something happens, the first thing I think about is finding a crutch...... But I think, if I don't do this, what can I do? Although I am in the thirteenth grade of Chinese dance, without my parents, I can't even pay the tuition for dancing, just like my family is like this now, if my family has a lot of debts in the future, I will go out to work, and I may not be able to do well...... I'm just a person who is protected under the ivory tower of the school and the wing of the family, and if I go out and find something to do in this society, I will fail to do it......"
After a pause, she clenched her fist slightly, "I...... Isn't it really useless......"
"Not really. Cheng Ran shook his head.
Qin Qian raised her head, slightly stunned.
"You're here again, and before you do a thing, you start to deny yourself in advance, so you're still so weak, unconfident, and unproductive. β
"I warn you, oh, though you're right, but if you say that about me, I'm ...... I'm going to kick you...... I grew up dancing and it hurt to kick people. Qin Qian's eyes flickered, and the long legs of the black socks on her lower body moved, and she said solemnly. After a pause, she added, "But I don't have a chance to do anything like that......"
Cheng Ran thought about it, took out Jiang Zhou's business card from his pocket, and put it in the space in front of the bench between the two.
Qin Qian picked it up, saw the words on it, and held his mouth with one hand, "Tianxing Dao Pavilion, store manager...... Jiang Zhou!?"
"There are opportunities, but in fact, opportunities in this world have never been blocked for a person. I know this person, if you go to him, he can arrange you a part-time job, you can try, try to get out of your comfort zone and build self-confidence. It's to see if you can do it well. Of course, you are still a student, and reading is also the most important, which can be regarded as a social practice. β
"Is it really possible?" It can be seen that Qin Qian is holding the business card, and his eyes are full of expectations, the Tianxing Daoist Hall is on the Biancheng Street in the past of the Tenth Middle School, and everyone in the Ten Middle School knows about it, in fact, with the current reputation of the Daoist Hall in Rongcheng, there are probably nine out of ten young people who know it.
"You say it's my classmate, and others also have to consider your situation, whether you can let you work part-time in the end depends on yourself. Cheng Ran said.
Qin Qian put away the business card and nodded, "Okay, I understand." I'll think about it. β
Cheng Ran looked at her appearance and said, "I know that your family is very difficult now, I probably know what kind of environment it is, but if you want to change the environment, you have to change it from yourself, don't you." If your parents can't see the future, then you should let them see that you are their future. β
Qin Qian thought for a moment, then nodded lightly and looked at him, "Thank you." After a pause, she added, "Now you are the same as when you faced that authoritative expert Sun Xiao in the lecture hall that day...... It seems like. β
"It was me. Cheng Ran couldn't laugh or cry.
But immediately Cheng Ran was right, "It should be that the underworld is also looking for trouble with your family, how to set up a trap for your father and blackmail you from loan sharks...... Can you tell me more about that?"
Qin Qian was stunned for a moment, "I didn't say that there is an underworld......"
Cheng Ran said, "This matter is not a secret. β
Qin Qian hesitated for a moment and said softly, "Cheng Ran...... Don't ask about that, okay...... I promise you, I'll pull myself together and try to do one thing and prove myself. But those people, these things in our family, don't inquire about them...... Ordinary people, it's too late to hide. The more you know, the more you're hurting......"
"That's a ...... that ordinary people can't afford to provoke"
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