Many people's first profound experience of the word impermanence in life is that when they were students, the people they knew or even knew around them suddenly had a change in their families, resulting in great changes in their personalities and behaviors, or simply subverting their lives and disappearing into the world of others.

Qin Qian is usually very popular in school, but whenever she performs on stage, she is definitely a beautiful figure that many people look forward to on the stage, not to mention that she has always been not arrogant, and she is also generous with her friends, and her family is superior, so she is also the object of people's attention, and even in the eyes of many people, it can be called perfect.

But perfection is actually just a wishful thinking of a person at a certain time.

No matter how much you don't eat the fireworks in the world, you will actually experience firewood, rice, oil and salt.

Qin Qian's wealthy family had a crisis, and his father's factory had problems, so he could only sell his property and was forced to go into debt.

For a while, it was so popular, part of it may be that there is real sympathy for her, empathy for this situation, of course, there will be regret that a delicate and perfect thing has been broken, and there is no lack of rumors from some jealous people before.

If it is really as Zhang Ping said, then it is likely that Qin Qian's family has an accident, which is caused by the impact of the war between his own family Fulong and Beituo, which can be regarded as a part of his butterfly effect?

And the things about Qin Qian's family were all spread from the parents of students who had relevant connections with her father in the school, but on her side, there was not much abnormality.

Because of some circumstances, although the students were spreading it in private, when Qin Qian's face, no one opened his mouth to ask. It's just that Yuan Huiqun, a friend who is with her, has been worried about it recently.

Although Qin Qian was reluctant to say it at first, as her best friend and friend who knew her best, how could Yuan Huiqun not be able to open her mouth and not be able to find out what was going on.

It turned out that Qin Qian's father made equipment, in order to upgrade the demand of the market, he once planned to introduce better machine tools and expand the factory, so he borrowed a few sums of money, which came from the original partner Beituo, and her father was actually mainly producing Beituo's orders, but in the past year, a company called Fulong has risen strongly, and the other party's policy is also very good, there is no situation of coercing the factory with orders, and people's orders are more benign, her father secretly took part of Fulong's orders in private, but he didn't expect to be secretly mastered by Beituo。 On the one hand, the large company of Beto used the high-level business problems as an excuse to compress the payment to his father, and on the other hand, it asked the loan shark company that had borrowed the money to collect the debt.

It was also because her father was eager to upgrade and seek development, so he borrowed a lot of money from the financial company under Bei Tuo's hands, and if there was no Bei Tuo's order to return blood, the interest demanded by the loan shark was like a noose, enough to strangle the factory step by step.

Beituo Group also seems to want to make an example of others, and wants its partners to see the consequences of working for Fulong in private, so it seems to have made up its mind to take her father's factory.

It is said that above, there is also the underworld of Rongcheng involved, although Qin Qian's father is in charge of dozens of people, businessmen with a certain net worth and ability, but he is contaminated with those people, how can he deal with them.

Not only was the underworld threatened to force debts, but even her mother frequently quarreled with her father at home, blaming his father for going to Fulong's order, and now she got into trouble with Beituo's Wang Ligang and burned himself.

When Yuan Huiqun knew this, she realized how much pressure Qin Qian was under now, and even every day she didn't want to go back to the miasma where her parents quarreled as soon as she entered the house, and from time to time some characters of unknown origin came to visit, and when she talked to her parents about debts, she occasionally glanced at her smiling expression.

For Yuan Huiqun, who heard these things from Qin Qian, it was like a huge and gloomy rule, like letting the air pour concrete, dense and invisible pressure, enveloping his originally perfect and enviable good friend.

It was an iron curtain that even their parents couldn't break, and it was dominated by a higher force, and it was the bloody rule of this society.

As students, they are more powerless than anything about this force that can destroy and torment their families, and can only wait for the arrangement of fate.

"It'll all pass. ”

For Qin Qian, Yuan Huiqun said such things, as if the biggest thing she could do was to say such things.

But Qin Qian also nodded at this and smiled at her, "I'm fine." They said it was an adult problem and told me not to worry. ”

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Qin Qian can't deceive herself "don't worry", after something like that happened at home, her father never talked about the relevant predicament in front of her, and even the money that should be given to her every day for school is a lot, but the quarrel between her parents who can be heard when she closes the door, and her mother's complaints to herself, are enough for her to outline the whole picture of the matter.

On the side of the dance class, she has missed several classes, and every time she goes to class, she actually walks aimlessly on the street with the pocket of her dance costume. ”

In fact, she likes dance lessons very much, and a sweaty dance can relax her body and mind, and can make her feel a little bit of confidence at this time. But the reason why she missed classes was because after a few more classes, she had to pay the next year's tuition.

She didn't want to burden her family at such a time.

In fact, she also knew that the teacher had actually called her home to say that she was absent from class, and the reason why her father did not expose it to her face was because she knew her own thoughts. At the same time, the man who is the breadwinner of the family also feels a little ashamed of himself.

So after that, in school, when school was over, Qin Qian didn't accept other people's invitations, and when she ate, she was more alone, at most with Yuan Huiqun.

As a result, there are also rumors about "Qin Qian's family has got into trouble with the underworld", "usury forced debts, and her father is about to go bankrupt in gambling".

On December 19, the author Qian Zhongshu passed away, and some scholars lamented that "Chinese classical culture and the 20th century ended at the same time". This news did not cause enough social repercussions at the time, and even many people did not know the time of the famous writer's death, but remembered that in the memoirs of her wife Yang Jiang five years later, she wrote, "The three of us were separated." It was so easy to get separated. "The good things in the world are not strong, and the colored clouds are easy to disperse and the glass is brittle." ”

However, some students in the 10th middle school still felt sad about this, some took notes, and some wrote the words of the memorial in the new newspaper.

Zhang Ping, who had been paying attention to Qin Qian, said to Cheng Ran when he was in class that day, "Qin Qian and Guo Yi are together again." It is said that in the cafeteria that day, Guo Yi directly went crazy with a group of girls who said Qin Qian in private. After that, Qin Qian and Guo Yi got very close...... However, I always feel that Qin Qian has also changed. In the past, she went home as soon as she got out of school, Guo Yi used to complain about Qin Qian, except for at school, she couldn't shout at all at other times, and it didn't look like a boyfriend and girlfriend at all...... As a result, now I often go out with Guo Yi and a group of people after school. went ice skating at the ice rink, went to eat and sang KTV, and even followed Guo Yi to Internet cafes and game halls......"

Zhang Ping said, his expression was a little worried, "I think Qin Qian is because of family changes, Guo Yi reappeared, she is like grabbing a cane...... Now it is said that Guo Yi has eaten Qin Qian to death, and she may be looking for someone to rely on now......"

"Really," Zhang Ping was indignant, "I know that Guo Yi's side is a dead end, but now she has no support, is she going to repeat the mistakes of the past, doesn't she understand what Guo Yi has in mind for her? This is drinking to quench her thirst, Guo Yi complained that he couldn't get on Qin Qian in the early days, and he didn't even touch his hands, and now he will definitely take advantage of the weakness, and Qin Qian is in danger now." ”

In the end, Zhang Ping looked at Cheng Ran, thinking of his speech in the face of Sun Xiao's speech that shocked the audience, and had more speculation that he had learned from him, and thought for a while, "But then again, we don't seem to be able to stand on a high place, so we think we have seen the whole picture, pointing and commenting on the parties." After all, what happened to her, we have not experienced. No one knew what she was carrying now. It's us men, if this kind of thing happens, we may also be hit, let alone a girl. Perhaps at such times, one shoulder and leaning on is a great comfort, and the other ...... It doesn't really matter. ”

Cheng Ran did not say anything about it.

In fact, this kind of thing can't help, although Qin Qian's family was affected by the war between Bei Tuo and Fu Long, but Cheng Ran didn't think that he could compensate.

This is essentially Beituo's improper means, and Cheng Ran certainly can't punish himself with the enemy's mistakes.

After school that afternoon, Cheng Ran thought that the ink at home was going to run out, and there was a stationery store when he walked across the cross street in the tenth middle school, and he thought that he walked a little more from the bus stop and bought a bottle of ink in a stationery store, a pen that looked good and wrote very smoothly, and a few notebooks, carrying plastic bags out of the store, and when he was about to go to the platform to go home, he suddenly saw two familiar figures in the park next to him.

Cheng Ran stopped and saw Guo Yi, who was wearing a thin black down jacket, and Qin Qian, who was wearing a white and black sweatshirt with shorts and black stockings and sneakers, walking on the park trail.

Guo Yi first asked Qin Qian if he didn't go home. Qin Qian just shook her head and didn't say much, in fact, most of the time she would face a quarrel from her parents when she went home at this point, and secondly, she didn't know if she would meet a debtor who came to the door. I used to feel warm when I thought of home, but now it seems to be a place that I can't wait to escape, not to mention that my mother washes her face with tears every day, and her spirit is in a trance, and she goes back early and late every day, and now no one cares.

Guo Yi immediately reached out to hold Qin Qian's hand and held it, Qin Qian struggled a little, but Guo Yi's hand was very hard at this time, Qin Qian didn't pull out his hand after a few strokes, so he could only let him hold it forcibly.

Guo Yi was ecstatic, after Qin Qian's family had an accident, he was steadily approaching, and he could feel Qin Qian's defense of him and her own confusion, Guo Yi was not impatient, and then step by step, he took her to play games and skate together, and pretended to have no intention of holding her hand on the way, and she didn't resist the situation on the skating, and then ate hot pot until seven or eight o'clock, and took her to KTV to sing and play with his friends, which recently deepened Qin Qian's trust in him a lot.

Just holding hands and walking for a while, Guo Yi suddenly turned around and hugged her sideways, Qin Qian was probably frightened, but he didn't obey as he expected, but struggled a little, "Guo Yi don't ...... like this"

Hearing the weakness of Qin Qian's words, Guo Yi slammed her shoulders hard with his hands, leaned his head forward, and wanted to kiss her, Qin Qian didn't know where to get so strong in his hands, and pushed him away suddenly, "You stop!"

Qin Qian was frightened and stared at Guo Yi, whose face was white and blue for a while, and he didn't expect that he was unfavorable, seeing Guo Yi's appearance, Qin Qian felt as if he had never been treated like this, and was a little at a loss for a while, but said, "Don't be like this, okay, don't you do this...... Give me some time......"

Guo Yi's face was not good-looking, but when he heard Qin Qian's last sentence, he still nodded and said generously, "It's okay, I just like you too much, I can't control it for a while, we can take our time......" Guo Yi looked at the road outside at this time and said, "My car is here, I have to go back early today, I'll go first, then you can go home with you." ”

Guo Yi signaled that Qin Qian didn't need to send it, walked out of this small park, got into the car, and after seeing Qin Qian's figure getting farther and farther away, his expression immediately darkened, "What's the matter, what are you pretending......

Guo Yi left, Qin Qian sat on the bench in the small park in a daze, suddenly felt something, and clasped her shoulders with her hands, not because of the cold, but because she felt out of breath.

She was no different at school, listening to her parents' quarrels at home, listening to their helplessness in life, she didn't show weakness, and even heard rumors about herself at school, she didn't go to dance class, and she never lowered her head when her classmates talked about her in private.

But at this time, she finally couldn't help it, held her face with both hands, and cried bitterly.

A sanitation officer in the park looked at Qin Qian from a distance, shook his head, and thought that it was a couple quarreling, of course she couldn't step forward at this time.

At the door of the stationery store next to him, Cheng Ran turned his head and walked towards the bus stop, and waited for a few minutes at the bus stop.

It was dark, and Qin Qian was still burying her head on the bench in the park.

Cheng Ran carried a plastic bag containing school supplies and was on the empty seat on the other side of the bench...... Sit down.

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It's late, I'm sorry, you can't beat me, but you can smash me with a ticket.