Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info preface, driving the spaceship to the universe, and dancing with the wind, dancing clouds, the dome reed ignites the spark, the moon swaying, pulling the turbulent tides, the waves fighting, like clapping hands, there is wind and rain Xiao Xiao, there are finches singing, calling friends, preparing a good wine, until the spark is extinguished, the Sanskrit sound is bright, and the wind and rain are still Xiao Xiao.

In ninety-eight years, he went to work in a city in the south and worked as a waiter in a sprinkler shop.

There is an old-fashioned building at the back door of the company, there are seven floors high, it is incredible, there is actually a dilapidated elevator, the seventh floor is the staff dormitory, Shan Tonghui has been working night shifts for a long time, getting off work at two o'clock in the morning every day, due to the resistance to the dilapidated elevator, often taking the stairs up and down, and not paying much attention to the elevator, in recent days, the elevator is a little strange, at first I heard a girl's voice, and then the elevator door 'bang' opened, there was no one inside, Shan Tonghui looked for the elevator from the staircase, and did not see anyone, thinking that he was dazzled, and continued to run up the stairs, when he climbed to the seventh floor, There was a sad singing voice in the elevator next to him, the singing voice was like crying, as if floating from space, ethereal and confused, Shan Tonghui felt that the singing was so strange, he was pondering, and suddenly heard a 'bang', the elevator stopped on the seventh floor, the door opened automatically, Shan Tonghui felt a little in his heart, and looked in timidly, the elevator was empty, Shan Tonghui panicked through the rooftop, and went straight to his dormitory, he looked back with the light from the corner of his eye, like a white figure, hanging in the elevator, and his long black hair was flying in the elevator

After work the next day, walked into the staircase, the elevator next to it "bang", the door opened, no one was seen, and then the door was closed with a "bang", Shan Tonghui heard a "bang" sound, a strand of black hair clipped in the crack of the elevator door, Shan Tonghui was taken aback, suddenly everything was silent, there was no sound quietly, he hurriedly climbed to the top of the building, and when he climbed to the top of the building, the elevator door was empty open, there was no strand of hair, and no one was seen, Shan Tonghui was relieved and walked to the rooftop

There are rows of bed sheets hanging on the rooftop, fluttering in the wind, Shan Tonghui looked up at the sky, there is not a star in the sky, he lowered his head, for a moment, layers of fog, rushing to his face, Shan Tonghui was stunned, as if he fell into a gossip maze array, all the vision in front of him was a white expanse, and then turned back, and found that he had been surrounded, in a strange world, thinking; Bad, is it the legendary white sha, he groped forward, all the outings, were shrouded in white curtains, in the inside a few circles, and returned to the original point, never dared to break in, if the seven-story high rooftop, there is a flash is not self-destruction, simply sit cross-legged on the ground, waiting for the dawn, he closed his eyes, deep and even breathing, at this time there was a sad erhu sound, and then there was a melodious lock sound, Shan Tonghui was in a daze, saw three figures moving over suddenly, a zombie-like girl in the middle, with her eyes closed peacefully, and two old people next to her, holding a white handkerchief in their hands, were crying, There is actually a child in the back, with smart big eyes and nitriles, bare feet, only to see the old couple move away two small handkerchiefs, a strange smile, beckoning to Shan Tonghui, Shan Tonghui was surprised, busy with his hands together and reciting a heart sutra, 'Observe the inside, see the Bodhisattva, in-depth practice, the five aggregates are empty, and spend all the bad luck' then feel the Sanskrit sound rises, the heart is refreshing, just now the confusion of the air, swept away, the heart of the lotus blooms, suddenly heard the rooster crow, the dawn of the glow bathed in the body, the eyes are clear, scattered hanging a few rows of sheets, hurriedly back to the dormitory, fell asleep.

For a few days, everything returned to calm, in a blink of an eye, the company invited employees to dinner, Shan Tonghui drank some wine, staggered back to the dormitory, climbed to the seventh floor, suddenly heard the elevator 'bang, flew out of a showy, dancing in front of Shan Tonghui, Shan Tonghui tilted his head, suspecting that he was hallucinating, suddenly ignited his virginity, reached out to catch, that actually did not dodge, did not move, Shan Tonghui couldn't believe his eyes, was pinched in his hand, a burst of ecstasy in his heart, looked down at the gorgeous in his hand, the wings were violently moving, struggling hard, and then weakened, tired, still, Throw it on the top of the tent, and then lie down and sleep in clothes, the moonlight is like water, the cold air of the autumn night comes with the wind, the lights of the dormitory, 'flutter' flutter 'flashed twice, the surroundings are pitch black, Shan Tonghui is in a daze, only to see a white figure, floating around in the house, and finally staying next to his bed, not feeling the breath of people at all, fluttering like air, hanging by the bed, a mournful moan, gently diffuse, Shan Tonghui wanted to shout, but couldn't make a sound, wanted to move his hands and feet, like a rope to fight, Shan Tonghui struggled to the death, couldn't move, rushed out of a sweat, desperate in his heart, thinking that he was afraid that he was in dangerShan Tonghui found scissors, tweezers, adhesive tape, cotton, pins, and then softened with boiling water, fixed with pins, spread out the wings and covered them with white paper, tape, and pins, spread out the wings and cover them with white paper, stick them with adhesive tape, draw a dimple on the thick cardboard, prick an eye in the abdomen, absorb the water from the cotton, freeze it in the thick cardboard, and the simple production of the specimen was completed.

In the second half of the night, Shan Tonghui returned to the dormitory after work, remembering that he was a little timid yesterday, he simply sat on the bed, he stared at the specimen he was holding, it seemed that one, lifelike dancing, Shan Tonghui half-dreamed and half-awakened, only to see the specimen, shining, flashing a golden light, in the white mist, gathered a slender figure, the figure gradually approached the bed, slowly sat down, 'sigh', Shan Tonghui heard an empty voice, and talked eloquently, 'I am from the same place as you, my name is Lin Xia, seven years ago, I also worked in this hotel, at that time in the Sanna Department, as a massage lady, there is a very bold, very rich guest, often find me for massage, come and go with some feelings, there is a **** Crying to me, he and his wife have not had children for many years, let me help him give birth to a child, after the fact, give me a million, never break the word, I was heartbroken, he paid a deposit of 200,000 yuan in advance, and the other gave birth to a child, paid off at one time, I made a miracle to agree, and then I was pregnant, he was very considerate to me, I was very pleased in my heart, ninety-three years, I gave birth to a baby girl, due to dystocia during childbirth, delayed time, lack of oxygen to the brain, after the hands and feet fell disabled, some inconvenience, the guest was very happy at the time, did not show dissatisfaction, told me to rest, since then there is no trace, after the full moon, I sent the child back to my hometown to entrust to my parents, I went southI was angry, ashamed, desperate, that night, I cried in the stairwell for half a night, and finally staggered up to the balcony and fell to my death, when my soul broke away from my body, I saw two old people and a child, I saw that they did not go to the underworld for a long time, but stayed in the world, I suddenly remembered my disabled daughter, I was unwilling, and stayed in the yang world, but my hometown is far away, separated by thousands of mountains, and the layers of roadblocks and obstacles are worse than the world, so I put my soul on it, hoping that one day I can return to your hometown' .

Shan Tonghui was excited, woke up from his dream, opened the wooden clip in his hand, and saw it lifelike, showing in front of him, Shan Tonghui sighed, "The law of the jungle, the survival of the wise, in this world, I am deceitful, disturbed, indescribable, and suddenly the bleak singing in the elevator sounded in my ears, and I was sad."

At the end of the year, Shan Tonghui decided to quit his job and go home, he felt that he was not suitable for the city, and his rural hometown was his stage. Swallow your anger, slave face and kneeling, always nodding and bowing, shaking your head and begging for a tail, wearing a mask to be a man, if you can't do two words, you will only be left with the word 'roll', you will be eliminated by the city, after Shan Tonghui failed in the college entrance examination, the scholar's temperament did not change, he did not bend his waist for the fighting rice, and he was not hypocritical, he was not good at hiding himself, he was destined to be high and widowed, not tolerated by the world, and finally had to leave the city and return to his hometown in the countryside.

Shan Tonghui returned to his hometown in the countryside, and his father contracted a piece of land by the Yangtze River, pulled a circle of barbed wire, planted grapes, got up in the early hours of the morning, pulled chicken manure, pig manure fertile soil, and then dug the water lees, built grape trellises, welded with stainless steel, once and for all, after everything was in order, he went to a training class, learned the cultivation and grafting of grapes, and was prepared, during which he went to Lin Xia's hometown again, and saw Lin Xia's father, the two old men had gray hair and a rickety body, since the death of the only daughter Lin Xia, he had already lost all his thoughts, such as walking with the corpse, Shan Tonghui explained the intention, Lin's father burst into tears, it turned out that the baby girl had already been abandoned by the two eldersLater, I heard that he was taken away by the old woman who picked up the garbage, Shan Tonghui listened, felt sorry in his heart, couldn't bear to blame, asked a few words, and didn't have a clue, so he said goodbye to go home, the two old men didn't lift it, dementia, whimpering, old tears.

The heat wave is rolling, the sun is like fire, unconsciously in July, the grapes are ripe one after another, Shan Tonghui father and son every day against the scorching sun, pulling a tricycle, to sell grapes in the market, the father and son are full of the joy of harvest, seeing that they are about to recover the cost of the early investment, the sky is not beautiful, it rains, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, endless, it has been raining for more than half a month, and nearly half of the grapes are rotten in the ground, the father and son want to cry without tears, the heart is like a knife, most of the busy half a year, have not recovered the cost, everything has been over, it is really helpless, fortunately, the sky is endless, and some seasonal vegetables are planted to alleviate their losses.

Busy, stumbling, almost the New Year, Shan Tonghui and his father go to the riverside to work every day, Shan Tonghui walked in front, suddenly heard a cooing sound behind him, hurriedly turned back, his father fell to the ground on his back, Shan Tonghui hurriedly held up his father, only to see his father's teeth clenched, unconscious, Shan Tonghui was taken aback, while shouting in a panic 'Dad, Dad' while pinching his father's people, tossed for a while without reaction, quickly called a farm vehicle, went straight to the city hospital, came to the city hospital, Shan Tonghui sent his father to the emergency room, a middle-aged doctor told him to pay the fee, Shan Tonghui agreed to come to the payment office, a rich, white young woman, glanced at him disdainfully, Shan Tonghui took out a stack of money from his arms, and crushed it in his hand, about four or five thousand, and handed it to the young woman who charged, and the young woman looked at him with a stunned face, "Comrade, you are only five thousand, where is the operation fee, fifty thousand may not be enough/'Shan Tonghui looked at the doctor who charged in surprise, "Why is it so expensive"/'Your father has a stroke, and the rescue cost is more than five thousand, medicine, hospitalization and other expenses, and I will save you it/ Shan Tonghui was stunned motionless, the young woman urged, 'Is there any, if you don't ask for a transfer, we can't guarantee the medical effect', 'Oh, yes, yes, it's getting late now, tomorrow will be ready', Shan Tonghui begged, the young woman who charged looked at him suspiciously, as if she was pondering, Shan Tonghui hurriedly added, 'I am a local, the patient is my father, don't get in the way, tomorrow will be all right', the young woman who charged nodded, 'Okay, tomorrow the money is not in place, we refuse to treat', Shan Tonghui hurriedly agreed, his self-esteem was greatly damaged, he silently walked back to the emergency room, pacing back and forth at the door, thinking about raising money, all the savings of the family are not 50,000 ah, the family was poor in the 70s, life improved slightly in the 80s, and in the 90s, I had some savings, built a tiled house, contracted a vineyard, how can I still have money/

Father pushed out of the emergency room, the first phase of the operation was successful, the father woke up from the coma but his hands and feet were stiff, the lower body was numb, I am afraid that the lower half of the body will not be tunneled, Shan Tonghui did not dare to say, kept comforting his father, and told him to take care of his illness, his father's eyes were round, he kept grinding his fingers, and asked him how much he spent, Shan Tonghui hid from him and said, "It doesn't cost much, you don't want to be foolish" Father's lips couldn't help trembling, and he said one by one, "I'm afraid I can't cure this stroke, let's not spend money in vain, keep it for you to marry your daughter-in-law", Shan Tonghui hurriedly interrupted his father 'I know, you have a good rest, I will find a way', Shan Tonghui settled his father, walked out of the room, heard the sound of firecrackers outside, fireworks actually bloomed, suddenly thought that today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, Chinese New Year's Eve, hurriedly rushed home, and then the family went to borrow money, mixed feelings in my heart,

Five hours later, Shan Tonghui returned to the hospital, the entire inpatient department was empty, all the silence, maybe they all went back to reunite, he went straight to his father's ward, the scene in front of him, he was stunned, his father's body rolled under the bed, his head was covered in a rope sleeve, the rope was fixed at the head of the bed, his father had committed suicide by hanging his neck, Shan Tonghui was in a flash, tears were like rain, his father did not want to affect himself, think about his father had never eaten a big meal in his life, wore a new clothes, this world is between people and people in heaven and earth, the dream is difficult to come true, the heart is pitiful, the tears in front of the bed are raining outside the curtain, dripping until dawn.

Chinese New Year's Eve transported his father's body home, transported it to the crematorium on the first day of the new year, but the crematorium rested, and waited until the second day of the new year, Shan Tonghui had to move his father's body to the morgue, thinking that he had nowhere to go, just so-called; The poor are in the city and no one knows, and the rich have distant relatives deep in the mountains.A person sat quietly on the steps of the door, at this time the sound of a police car sounded, a police car drove into the courtyard, a fat policeman got out of the car, carried out a corpse, asked for cremation, the cremation worker on duty, busy explaining, Chinese New Year's Eve, the first day of junior high school rested and the second year of junior high school before starting work, the fat policeman nodded 'Let's come over tomorrow and dispose of the body of the garbage woman' The cremation worker smiled with a smile 'must cooperate, must cooperate', two policemen drove, turned around, and there was an old woman's body in the morgue, the body was a little wet, and there was a lot of dirt, a pair of broken cotton shoes, two toes stretched out of the shoesWhen his eyes fell on the old woman's hand, he suddenly remembered the one, only to see the old woman's hand tightly holding a rattle, it was clear that the child's toy did not let go until death, Shan Tonghui began to fidget, and his mood was anxious.

On the second day of the Lunar New Year, he was cremated by his father, Shan Tonghui held the urn, sat on the steps and waited for the two policemen, and finally waited for the two policemen, Shan Tonghui couldn't wait to meet the two policemen, Shan Tonghui couldn't hurry forward, "Comrade police, where is the old woman from, do you have any relatives", the fat policeman looked at him suspiciously, "Comrade, what is the matter with you, do you know this old lady", Shan Tonghui was stunned for a moment, and casually made up a lie, "My friend's grandmother disappeared two years ago, I will help him inquire about the situation", the fat policeman 'Oh' sounded, 'It turns out to be like this' The police officer said, 'The old woman is from the countryside of northern Jiangsu, picking up garbage here, there is a period of Chenguang, two days ago, she fell ill on the road two days ago, no one to help, lying on the side of the road for a day and a night, after someone called the police, the police station turned the phone to 120, the hospital ambulance drove over to see, it was estimated that it was a foreigner, ragged, afraid that the medical expenses were not settled, turned around and left, the dying old woman, finally couldn't stand it and died, someone called one/one zero, so we sent her to the crematorium, the specific situation, but also to investigate,','Where does the old lady live'/'There are several garbage points on the Yangtze River in the suburbs, presumably living there'.

Shan Tonghui bought some food, rushed to the outskirts of the city, asked a few garbage points, and finally found the old woman's residence, he walked into the old woman's residence, here is the previous construction site, a row of board houses, and a courtyard, Shan Tonghui walked into the yard, the courtyard door is not locked, wine bottles, cans, piled together, there is only a path left in the middle, straight to the board house, the door of the board room is locked, Shan Tonghui went around the window, look inside, the dim room, full of newspapers, paper, an iron bed, a little girl lying on the bed, with pigtails, black curvy face, bone, two big eyes, looking out of the window sluggishly, Shan Tonghui's heart tightened, scalp a little numb, hurriedly returned to the main door, arched his shoulders and slammed the door open, he rushed to the bed, looked at the dying little girl, the little girl did not recognize the birth and said weakly, "Big brother, I am hungry", Shan Tonghui hurriedly took out milk and bread from his body, "Big brother knows, you see what this is" The little girl trembled and stretched out her swarthy little hand, Shan Tonghui stopped him, "Big brother, feed you" The little girl greedily sucked the cow, Shan Tonghui tore the bread with his hand, stuffed it into his mouth one by one, and didn't dare to let her eat more, so he coaxed her to say 'I don't have it now, I will buy it for you to eat later', the little girl was very well-behaved, looked at him pitifully, Shan Tonghui couldn't help but feel distressed, Pity said to her, 'Grandma went to a far away place, will you follow the big brother in the future?' The little girl's eyes were red, 'Grandma doesn't want me anymore, I don't want to wear new clothes, I don't want to go to school, I don't want grandma to spend money for me, I help grandma pick up garbage, grandma don't leave me, okay'/ "It's not that Grandma doesn't want you, grandma really can't take care of you, you will follow the big brother in the future, the big brother buys milk and bread for you to eat every day, okay" Shan Tonghui coaxed her, when will the grandma come back' The little girl asked, Shan Tonghui bent down, 'When you grow up, white and fat, grandma will come back, come, big brother carries you', 'Grandma said I'm so heavy, I'll go by myself'.

The little girl limped along, Shan Tonghui followed slowly, the river surface is boundless, the smoke is vast, the cold wind on the river embankment is miserable, the reeds are rustling one after another, one is coming, dancing, at the moment of reunion of ten thousand families, the dense sound of firecrackers sounded in the distance, the land of China, the whole world celebrates, the New Year is auspicious.

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