180 Wake up, she is dead
As soon as the time came, Mo Xize went to pick up Zimo from school after work, and since Xia Nian disappeared, there has been no exception every day.
In the past, Xiao Zimo was always like a proud queen, surrounded by classmates, who walked out of the school gate, but now, on Xiao Zimo's face, she can no longer see the arrogance of the past, only the sorrow and sadness that do not match her age.
Seeing Xiao Zimo walking out of the school gate, Mo Xize got down and walked towards Zimo.
Zimo's classmates saw Mo Xize again, and they were all envious of Xiao Zimo, but where did Xiao Zimo still have the heart to take into account the thoughts of her classmates, and when she saw Mo Xize who came to pick her up for the first time every day, she was most concerned about asking, "Daddy, is there any news of Mommy today?"
Mo Xize breathed a sigh of relief, but he didn't know how to answer, because he didn't want to see the disappointment in the eyes of the kid Mo, and the painful disappointment would only make him more painful.
"Baby, your mommy is angry with Daddy, so she deliberately hid so that Daddy can't find her, and when your mommy's anger disappears, we can find her. ”
Of course, Kid Mo knew that this was Mo Xize's words coaxing her, but how could she not understand that Xia Nian was not there, and the most painful and sad person was not her, but Mo Xize.
"Well, I see, Mommy will forgive you someday. ”
The corners of Mo Xize's mouth twitched, and he hugged the boy Mo into his arms in pain.
"Daddy, I'd like to say yes to Universal Music's invitation to give me a World Loop concert. ”
Mo Xize looked at Xiao Zimo, his immature face was full of maturity and atmosphere that was too inconsistent with her age, he knew that because Zimo won the gold medal in the Chopin International Piano Junior Competition, Universal Music had long intended to sign Zimo, a little genius piano princess, but Xia Nian did not agree, so this matter was never mentioned again, because Zimo has always listened to Xia Nian's words the most, and respected Xia Nian's choice the most.
"Why, baby?"
"Because of this, I can go to a lot of places, and everywhere I go, the media will follow me and my concerts, and we can find Mommy faster through the concerts, and I believe that when Mommy sees my concert, she will show up. ”
The corners of Mo Xize's mouth twitched slightly, but it was full of heartache and bitterness, and the fog under his eyes was uncontrollably, and he nodded lightly, "Okay, when you have summer and winter vacations, Daddy will accompany you to hold concerts around the world." ”
The boy Mo smiled, and finally had a hint of happiness, "Thank you, Daddy." ”
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In Mo Xize's villa, Xiao Yiling was anxiously waiting for Mo Xize to come home, never thinking that one day, she would stand in front of her son so humbly for her husband, just to beg her son to see his father for the last time.
It's her mistake, it's her and Mo Yuanqing's mistake, she has done so much, but in the end, her home is not like home, father and son are not like father and son, if Mo Xize and Xia Nian were fulfilled from the beginning, think about what a beautiful and happy scene it should be now.
When Xiao Yiling was silent in painful remorse, Mo Xize and Xiao Zimo walked into the door.
Seeing Xiao Yiling, Mo Xize was not surprised at all, but had already expected it.
"Mom. ”
"Grandma. Although the kid Mo doesn't like Xiao Yiling very much, and he doesn't like Mo Yuanqing even more, but after all, they are Mo Xize's parents, so she will still call people politely.
"Heizer, Zimo. As soon as she saw Mo Xize and Xiao Zimo, the tears in Xiao Yiling's eyes couldn't stop pouring out, "Your father is dying, mom begs you, you just go to see him one last time, let him go with peace of mind, is it okay?"
Mo Xize sighed inaudibly, turned his head to look at Zimo and said, "Baby, you go upstairs to change your school uniform first." ”
Although Xiao Zimo is very director and will understand him, Mo Xize still doesn't want her to see her ruthless and desperate scene in front of Xiao Yiling.
Xiao Zimo nodded, glanced at Xiao Yiling again, and was accompanied upstairs by the servant.
"Mom, go back, I won't go see him. Seeing Zimo's figure disappear from sight, Mo Xize replied to Xiao Yiling.
"Heizer, do you really hate your father so much, and even if he is going to die, you won't see him for the last time?"
Since Mo Yuanqing's second stroke, he has been paralyzed and has never gotten out of bed again, and now, the whole person's consciousness has been blurred, and occasionally when he is awake, his only wish is to see Mo Xize for the last time, and he wants to tell Mo Xize face to face that he was wrong and ask Mo Xize to forgive him.
"Yes, I hate him, if it weren't for his selfishness, Xia Nian's father wouldn't have died, Xia Nian and I wouldn't have been separated for seven years, Xia Nian wouldn't have to be born Zimo to suffer for seven years, even if I came back after seven years, I would have to torture her for so long before I understood the truth. When I understood everything and thought that I would never have to be separated from Xia Nian again, and that I could give Xia Nian everything in the best world to Xia Nian, he once again let Xia Nian hear from me. Speaking of this, Mo Xize's tears had already fallen uncontrollably, and his heart seemed to be torn apart again, making him feel painful, "It's been three months, it's been three whole months, I've tried everything I can, but there is no news about Xia Nian." Do you know how I spent these three months, and how Zimo spent it?"
"But he will always be your father, and he will always care and love you the most. ”
"If possible, I really want to be disconnected from all relations with him, and he will never be my father again. Mo Xize looked away, trying not to look at the helpless and humble pleading in Xiao Yiling's eyes.
"Xize, forgive your father once, forgive him for the last time, he has already regretted it, he already knows that he is wrong, for my sake, you go back to see him for the last time, okay?" Xiao Yiling grabbed Mo Xize's arm, and the whole thing had become a tearful person.
"What's the use of regretting now, if he regrets it, can Xia Nian return to me immediately?" Mo Xize turned his head suddenly, and his cold and sharp gaze fell on Xiao Yiling's face, "If he can let Xia Nian return to my side now, then I'll go and see him." ”
Xiao Yiling looked at Mo Xize, and his clenched five fingers released his arms one by one, his eyes revealing endless despair and desolation.
"Do you think Xia Nian is really still alive? Falling from such a high cliff and shedding so much blood, do you think she really can survive?" Xiao Yiling smiled bitterly, "It's been three months, if she is still alive, why doesn't she contact you, why doesn't she come back to you? Even if she hates you, how could she be willing to give up Zimo, how could she leave Zimo." So, wake up, Xia Nian is dead, she is dead, she is already dead. ”
"No, you shut up. Mo Xize roared loudly like the most ferocious lion, the whole villa seemed to tremble because of his roar, and people's hearts seemed to be shattered by his roar, he looked at Xiao Yiling, almost wanting to eat her alive with his gaze, "Xia Nian, she is not dead, she is not dead, she must not be dead." ”
Xiao Yiling was frightened by Mo Xize's gaze and retreated, and she couldn't tell whether what she said just now was right or wrong.
As a mother, how could she bear to see her son live like a walking corpse every day for the sake of a woman, she told Mo Xize that Xia Nian was dead, and she hoped that Mo Xize could let go of Xia Nian, forget her, and start a new life.
However, when she heard Mo Xize's heart-rending roar that she had never felt before, and when she saw his terrifying eyes that she had never seen before, Xiao Yiling knew that she was wrong, Mo Xize's feelings for Xia Nian were so deep that they were completely beyond her imagination.
"Xi Ze, mom beg, how can you be willing to let go of Xia Nian, how can you go home to see your father for the last time?"
Mo Xize's reason gradually returned, looking at Xiao Yiling who was trembling in front of him, he looked away again, not wanting to have any senseless disputes with her again, "You go, don't come to me for Mo Yuanqing again, what I said will not change." ”
When the words fell, Mo Xize ignored Xiao Yiling anymore and strode upstairs.
"Hizer, Hizer, mom please..."
Xiao Yiling looked at Mo Xize's absolute back, but she didn't know how to speak anymore.