When I heard Zheng Xinguang's words, I smiled, but as soon as the smile overflowed, I couldn't help crying.

At the beginning, I clearly made an appointment with Chen Xi to celebrate the Spring Festival together, but now, ...... It's really a response, things are people, not everything.

"Juanzi, it's New Year. Zheng Xinguang gently wiped away the tears on my face and said gently, "Be happy today." ”

I couldn't help but hug Zheng Xinguang, choked up and said to him, "I made an appointment with Chen Xi to celebrate the Spring Festival together." ”

Zheng Xinguang took me in his arms, sighed, and said softly: "I don't think Chen Xi wants you to be sad during the Spring Festival." ”

When I heard this, I felt the warm breath on Zheng Xinguang's body, and the chill in my heart was less.

I couldn't help but tell Zheng Xinguang about me and Chen Xi, we were lying on the bed, head to head, I kept talking, Zheng Xinguang listened, and gave me responses from time to time.

That night, Zheng Xinguang accompanied me to say a lot of things.

In the end, I cried, buried myself in Zheng Xinguang's arms, and fell asleep crying.

This night, for the first time since Chen Xi's death, I fell asleep.

The next morning, when he woke up, Zheng Xinguang had already left the room.

When I went out, my mom had already made dumplings and served me a plate on the table.

Zheng Xinguang sat at the dining table, looked at me, and greeted me with a smile: "Happy New Year." ”

I smiled slightly and replied, "Happy New Year." ”

This morning, I finished a plate of dumplings with an unexpectedly calm mood.

After eating the dumplings, Zheng Xinguang went out, and when I returned to my room, I found that Zheng Xinguang had left me a note.

"Juanzi, see you at the old place. ”

I looked at the note and was stunned for a moment.

This old place, it should refer to the sports square.

When I think of this place, I think of Chen Xi and the scene when we went there to exercise together.

Although this place has sweet memories of me and Zheng Xinguang, it is more than that, carrying Chen Xi's hard work and hard work.

I was a little hesitant in my heart, I was afraid that when I got to that place, my heart would be uncontrollably sad.

But I thought that on this snowy day, if I didn't go, Zheng Xinguang would be alone in the sports square for a long time, and I couldn't bear it.

I hesitated, but in the end I chose to go to the appointment.

When I went out, I whispered to my mother, "Mom, I want to go out for a walk." ”

Although my mother didn't say anything, there was a little joy between her eyebrows, because this was the first time in so many days that I took the initiative to ask to go out. She nodded hurriedly and said, "Okay, pay attention to safety on the road." ”

When I went out, I saw the snow all over the ground, and I was in a trance.

Looking at the snow scene blankly, in a trance, red blood stains seemed to flash from the snow white.

When I arrived at the sports square, Zheng Xinguang smiled as soon as he saw me.

He hurried forward, holding the ball in one hand and pulling me to the basketball court with the other.

Zheng Xinguang said: "Come, exercise, you can vent your bad mood." ”

When I saw this stadium again, I couldn't help but feel a little touched in my heart, I only planned to talk to Zheng Xinguang and leave, but I didn't think about playing basketball.

Zheng Xinguang also seemed to feel my mood swings, and deliberately provoked me to say: "You haven't come out much during the winter vacation, and if you don't do any more activities, I'm afraid your little body will fall apart, right?"

Seeing that I was still a little reluctant, Zheng Xinguang reached out and rubbed my head, and said, "If you don't exercise again, I'm afraid you'll forget the basketball you learned from me, right?"

I stared at him blankly. At this time, Zheng Xinguang suddenly slapped the ball on the ground, passed the ball to me, and said, "Let's move!"

I subconsciously took the basketball, and when I saw him waving at me in front of me, I couldn't bear his repeated requests, so I had to agree to him.

I dribbled the ball and ran towards Zheng Xinguang.

Zheng Xinguang laughed and started playing basketball with me.

Exercise does make people feel good, I played for a while, sweated a lot, although there was still sadness in my heart, but also expressed some depression.

Zheng Xinguang handed me the water he bought, and we rested for a while.

As I was drinking water, I saw Fang Zhiwen standing at the door from afar.

This seems to be the first time I saw Chen Xi after his death.

Chen Xi's funeral before, because his mother stopped him, he was not present.

When I saw him, I had mixed emotions.

You don't kill Beren, but Bern dies because of you.

No matter how good Fang Zhiwen was to Chen Xi before, in the end, Chen Xi went to a dead end, Fang Zhiwen also had an indispensable relationship.

Fang Zhiwen also saw me at this time, the light in his eyes flashed a few times, and walked towards me.

When I approached, he whispered to me, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry about Chen Xi." ”

My eyes were red, and I said, "It was none other than us who killed Chen Xi." ”

When Fang Zhiwen heard this, he froze for a moment and was speechless for a while. His eyes also flashed with self-reproach.

I couldn't help but blame Fang Zhiwen and said, "Why did you pester Chen Xi in the first place? Do you know that your appearance brought disaster to Chen Xi? You keep giving her hope, but you bring her despair again and again, don't you know what Chen Xi has paid because of you?"

The price of this is life.

"I'm sorry, it's my fault. Fang Zhiwen kept apologizing, lowering his head and being very sincere.

I said with tears in my eyes: "Why did I agree to take Chen Xi to see you, if I didn't go to see you, maybe Chen Xi wouldn't ...... I used to accuse those who spoke ill of Chen Xi in school, but in fact, it was us who should be condemned the most! It was we who caused Chen Xi to become like this......

"Juanzi, that's not your fault. Zheng Xinguang watched my emotional eruption and comforted me on the side, "We don't want this to happen." ”

I looked at Fang Zhiwen's self-blame, and listened to Zheng Xinguang's comfort, and the emotions that had been hidden in my heart were hysterically vented here.

"I'm sorry. Fang Zhiwen still insisted at this time.

At this time, I tried my best to yell at Fang Zhiwen: "Don't say sorry while doing hurtful things! Since Chen Xi's death, I haven't had a good night's sleep!"

I cried and screamed, scolding Fang Zhiwen and myself. While scolding me and crying, Zheng Xinguang comforted me vigorously beside me.

When my emotions gradually recovered, Zheng Xinguang wiped away my tears and proposed, "Juanzi, Zhiwen, let's go to the bar together."

"This sadness in my heart, maybe I will be happy after drinking. ”

I wiped away my tears, the emotions in my heart weighed on my heart, and I was a little moved by the proposal, so I nodded.

Fang Zhiwen also agreed at this time, and the atmosphere between me and him returned from being tense to calm.

Then the three of us went to drink together, and it was the first time in my life that I had drank.