"I'm dead, will you miss me?"

"Dad!!"

sat up from the kang, put on his shoes and walked around the room, but he still didn't see that familiar figure, in fact, Lu Ze knew that his father couldn't come back, and he couldn't come back......

The glass on the window had cracked, and the plastic sheeting nailed on the outside had long since rotted, and when the wind blew, it was lifted up, making a rattling sound.

The temperature in the room is very low, and taking a breath is just a breath.

Back in the room, back to the quilt, the quilt was dirty, the original pink sheets were left by Lu Nan, and now the color can not be seen.

With the only residual warmth in the quilt, he curled up in a ball, and his head shrank into the quilt that ordinary people didn't even think of taking a breath, and fell asleep again.

Lu Ze woke up after not sleeping for a while, the clock at home had long been broken and had not been repaired, and he didn't need anything to tell him what time it was, because he wanted time to be still.

This time he didn't feel sleepy, he rubbed his hair that was enough to fry vegetables, got up and put on the military coat left by his father, put on a dogskin hat and went out, and the door was not locked, because the rats had to cry when they entered his house.

"The big devil is coming, run!"

On the street, the children in the village are afraid of Lu Ze, because he is really not mentally normal, most of the people in the village have seen him talking to himself, where is he like a normal person?

Lu Ze's mother had taken him to the hospital for a check-up before, and the doctor told his mother that he had paranoid schizophrenia caused by witnessing his father's death, which was a serious mental illness, and also caused Lu Ze's auditory and visual hallucinations, and he could often see his father coming home covered in blood.

The people left in the village do not have a high level of education, and they don't know what schizophrenia or paranoia is, and they are all embarrassed to speak, so everyone calls Lu Ze ......

Idiot.

Every seven days of the month, a group of vendors will sell goods at the bridge, Lu Ze wants to buy a pair of socks, his socks have exposed four holes, two on the left and two on the right, and he will always feel a little strangled on his toes.

Yes, he lives on a pair of socks.

"Did you have any money in your pocket?"

"Yes, why not, I want to buy socks, Daqiang, you let me go, don't touch me......"

The little ruffian in the village who didn't go out to work teased Lu Ze twice, this kind of person is a cheap skin, stealing chickens and touching dogs all day long, chasing madmen and teasing fools, and letting them do all the damage.

But today, it's okay, the market has given them something else to do, no longer teasing Lu Ze, just kicking Lu Ze's buttocks, and leaving with a smile.

After buying two pairs of socks, a total of five yuan, and putting the socks in his arms, Lu Ze suddenly saw Lu Nan walking towards him, which made him very nervous.

Glancing around, he ran to a stall selling loose sugar, threw down a dollar, grabbed a few pieces of candy and left, the stall owner knew Lu Ze, he saw that Lu Ze grabbed the most expensive sugar and didn't stop it, just pay for it.

"Xiao Nan ......"

Today's high school holiday, just in time for the market, Lu Nan made an appointment with two classmates to go around, and her eyes were a little tangled after seeing Lu Ze, everyone knew that her brother was a madman, but she still had no way to face this brother.

She couldn't figure out why the brother who had beaten her twice in three days, but also hurt her to the bone, suddenly went crazy?

"Well, what are your shortcomings? I'll buy it for you. ”

Lu Nan knew that Lu Ze had no income, he wandered around the village all day long, and he went crazy from time to time, and now he had a little pocket money in his pocket, what was his shortcoming, so he bought it for him.

"I don't want anything...... Give you candy, you can share it with your classmates. ”

"No need, I won't eat it, you keep it for yourself......"

"Here, take it, brother is gone, ......"

Lu Ze pretended to be indifferent, with a smile on his face, grabbed Lu Nan's arm and put the candy in her palm, turned around and ran away.

Is he like a madman? He was afraid that his appearance would make Lu Nan lose face in front of his classmates, could he be a madman like this?

Lu Nan felt uncomfortable, she hadn't seen this brother for a long time, since her father died, Li Yumei took her to remarry, because the man said that he couldn't accept anything and had to raise a madman, so Lu Ze took the initiative to propose that he live at home and not go anywhere.

When she was a child, Lu Nan couldn't stand her sister who suddenly appeared, and she didn't treat her well, so she always ran back to Lu Ze's house to cry, but with the remarriage of that sister, she also got used to the new family, so she only went to send Lu Ze a stutter during the New Year's holidays.

She began to escape the fact that she had a crazy brother, and she couldn't stand the roll of other people's eyes on her, but when she suddenly saw Lu Ze, he still remembered to buy herself a few pieces of candy when she was in the market, and she was still very uncomfortable in her heart.

"Do you eat sugar?"

Handed it to the two classmates, they shook their heads and refused, Lu Nan already knew that this was the result, so he tore one open and ate it, the taste did not change, it was still as sweet as before.

......

When he got home, he picked up a bundle of firewood from the firewood pile and heated the kang so that he could watch the fire burn until it was extinguished, which became a necessary part of life, and every winter.

There are still a few acres of land left in the family, and when his mother remarried, he brought a few acres with Lu Nan's name, and Lu Ze also had two acres of land left, and he usually made a living by farming.

The cabbage for the winter plus vermicelli, a simple bite, the sun has run to the west, he picked up the pickaxe and left the house again, he planted sweet potatoes, he should go to harvest today, otherwise they can let Daqiang steal them.

He didn't have gloves, so he dug in the ground with his hands, and no matter how big or small, he put it in a basket if he could eat it, so that no one else would damage his ground.

When all the sweet potatoes were harvested, it was already dark, and after he finished harvesting the sweet potatoes, he took out a bag, picked them up and walked towards Li Yumei's current home, he wanted to give the sweet potatoes to Li Yumei and Lu Nan to eat.

"Take your hand away from Lao Tzu! Did you give the money to that demon again! Shall I ask you! You ruined girl, take Lao Tzu's money! Raise that dead ghost seed, don't you!"

"Don't hit my mother, I beg you, uncle, don't beat my mother, I beg you!"

After a long distance, Lu Ze heard the sound of beating and scolding from the house, as well as Lu Nan's crying, which made Lu Ze panic and hurriedly rushed into the house.

Li Yumei fell to the ground, and so did Lu Nan, Li Yumei's eyes were empty, and Lu Nan was full of tears.

"Don't touch my mother! Get out! Or I'll kill you! I'm mentally ill, and I can't kill people!"

Lu Ze came up with a burst of anger, and there was a small shovel in the room, which was picked up by Lu Ze and shouted at the man in front of him.

The man had obviously drunk too much, without the slightest fear, pointing to his face, grabbing the shovel, and raising his tone a lot.

"Come on! You hit here! Come on! Lao Tzu is afraid of you? Little rabbit cub! You come and beat me up! You spend Lao Tzu's money, and you are still awesome?

"I didn't spend any of your money!

Since Lu Ze got sick, he has become a lot less courageous, and the man saw Lu Ze's middle and strong external cadres at a glance, and he gave Lu Ze a slap when he came up.

"Don't beat him! Who took your money and you don't have any points in your heart? Do you know that your daughter is a good gambler, and she takes money from you, and you don't want to, just drink some wine and make me angry, why did you beat him? Did he spend a penny on you?"

Li Yumei told the truth, which made the man angry and embarrassed, kicked Li Yumei who was protecting Lu Ze down, and then gave Lu Ze a big slap.

This hit very hard, Lu Ze fell to the ground, blood dripping from his nose, and the man was also startled, he thought that Lu Ze could dodge, but he didn't expect that his strength would be so great.

He also understands that dogs will jump off the wall when they are in a hurry, not to mention that he is a psychopath? If he really wants to kill him, Lu Ze really does not break the law.

Lu Ze wiped a handful of nosebleeds, and just wanted to stand up and kill this man, otherwise Li Yumei would be beaten by him, but suddenly a bloody hand grabbed his palm.

Lu Weiguo was lying on the ground, covered in blood, his left eye had become a hole, and his right eye was staring at Lu Ze.

"I'm dead, will you miss me......."

Lu Ze was already stupid, and he wanted to stay away from Lu Weiguo with his legs, but he just grabbed Lu Ze's hand like this, and his eyes stared at Lu Ze without blinking.

"Ah!!!h

Lu Ze got up, ran out of the house like crazy, and disappeared into the night with a creepy scream.