Chapter 256: Do You Know Shame?

When I got home, my mother sat in the living room with a calm face and asked, "Where did you go? ”

I looked at my mother's gloomy face, wondering if she was still angry about Village Chief Guo's affairs, and said in a muffled voice, "I just want to go out and relax." ”

At this time, my mother's eyes suddenly sharpened, looked at me and asked, "Where did the phone in your room come from?"

I suddenly lost a beat and asked my mom, "Why are you rummaging through my drawers?"

My mother suddenly slapped the table and threw the mobile phone that Lin Keer gave me to the ground.

She yelled, "What the hell is going on with the video inside?"

When I heard this, my heart sank to the bottom.

I've never been so scared for a moment.

My mom found out about me and Uncle Zheng.

When I saw the phone, my heart felt as uncomfortable as a knife for a while, and my eyes became sour.

At this time, my mother said with a sad face, "How can you be willing to fall to this point?"

The deepest wound was opened by the dearest person, and my heart was completely confused, and I was dumb for a while and did not respond.

Seeing that I didn't answer, my mother stood up suddenly, took a few steps to my side, and slapped her hands down.

My body ached for a while, and I suddenly shrunk back.

My mother scolded indiscriminately while beating: "Do you want to be shameless? How did I give birth to a daughter like you, how could I do such a thing and be photographed by someone, do you know shame?"

I don't know which button my mother touched when she dropped her phone, and the video on the phone suddenly played out of thin air, over and over again.

It is undoubtedly Ling Chi for me, and it is undoubtedly a stimulus for my mother.

I looked at my mom with tears in my eyes and couldn't speak.

I began to think to myself that maybe my mother needed such a rage to release all the depression that had been building up in my heart all these days.

I don't have the face to do this kind of thing when I am discovered, and it may be a relief for me to beat me like this.

Because I'm disgusted with myself, and I'm even more overwhelmed by what to do after my mom found out about this kind of thing.

Then my mother became more and more ruthless, and the words that scolded me became more and more ugly.

When she waved her hand angrily to hit me in the face, my body instinctively tried to dodge, but her palm missed.

At this time, my mother said: "I developed the gallery just to give you a good environment, we have already come out, and it has nothing to do with that person at all, how can you still do such a thing, are you ashamed?"

As she spoke, tears welled up in my mother's eyes, and even tears ran down her cheeks.

I couldn't help but cry when I heard my mom say that.

I said indignantly, "Why should I be born in such a family......"

After a long period of pressure, Lin Keer sent the video, Zheng Xinguang's affairs, and various things in the school destroyed me at this moment.

I am really very sad in my heart, thinking of Lin Keer's video, I must have expected such a day, and her current move has indeed had a huge effect.

My world fell apart because of her misdeeds.

My mother's scolding made my heart ache even more, and I vented to my mother the grievances that had been pressing on my heart for a long time.

"Do you think I want to do something? I don't want to, but he forced me! He forced me to do this kind of thing! This video was taken by Lin Keer through the camera in my school bag, and she still held this video and threatened me again and again......

When my mother heard this, she slapped me on the hand, and her anger seemed to wane a lot.

"Why don't I want to be like Lin Keer, appearing in front of my classmates every day? But I've been inferior since I was born!"

I have always had an inferiority complex in my heart, and when Lin Keer faced me, she was always proud in her bones, even if she was a threat, she could be so confident.

And one thing is that as long as she sits with Zheng Xinguang, the classmates unanimously praise them as fairy couples.

One time I passed by them, and before I could speak, the person next to me scolded me directly: "You eye-catching vixen, get out of here!"

I was holding the dinner plate, and after this push, the meal fell.

I was suddenly in a mess, compared to Lin Keer, who was holding a dinner plate in a good posture, and my tears flowed down at that time.

But Lin Ke'er said to me arrogantly: "Li Juan, are you okay?"

I shook my head, not wanting Zheng Xinguang to see my embarrassing posture now, so I left.

And after I left, when I looked back, Lin Keer and Zheng Xinguang, who came back from dinner, stood together and laughed.

Lin Keer was in the admiration of everyone, and went to eat with Zheng Xinguang.

Although this is a small scene, more of the same scenes have been engraved in my heart since then, which makes me know that I am such a humble person, and I can never compare with such a person.

Even if I recognize Lin Keer's true face, but her family background is so good, what can I do?

I couldn't learn it all the time.

As I spoke, tears flowed uncontrollably.

"Mom, how can you beat and scold me so indiscriminately, and what do you know? Do you know how much of an impact these videos have had on me?"

When my mother heard this, she fell silent, and I think these words also caused a great shock in her heart.

At this time, my mother also cried and could no longer say anything to blame me.

She stretched out her hand, hugged me tightly, and said, "It's not right, Mom didn't take you to a good life." Mom was careless and didn't notice your abnormality, it's all Mom's fault. ”

The words that have been buried deep in my heart finally found a way to confide, and I regretted it after I said it.

I shouldn't have said these things to my mother, ask yourself, these things make my mother feel uncomfortable.

Let her be considerate of me, why should I not be considerate of her?

My mom kept holding me, crying, talking about her fault.

Her emotions suddenly became excited, and I also cried at this time, and kept saying to my mother: "I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry......"

My mom and I hugged each other and cried.

For a while, the pulse and emotion flowed between us, and I felt some relief in my heart for a while.

The thing that is deeply pressed in my heart, heavy, at this time, it is really good to have a relative, and the person closest to me understand.

It's just that I didn't think about the consequences of what I said at the time.

But at this time, my mother and I finally released all the pain buried deep in our hearts in hugs and words, hugged each other, and cried silently.