Zheng Xinguang and I sat quietly until dark, because of the previous topic, the two of us were silent, each with something in our hearts.

After a long time, Zheng Xinguang said, "Juanzi, I'll go buy you some food." ”

I was stunned for a moment, then shook my head and said, "It's okay, I'm not hungry, save some money for your own use." ”

But my refusal couldn't bear Zheng Xinguang's tough attitude, he suddenly got up and said to me: "Although you are in a bad mood, you still have to eat things." ”

"No, I don't have the heart to eat right now. I pursed my lips as I spoke.

But Zheng Xinguang suddenly stood up at this time, waved at me, turned around and ran away.

I saw Zheng Xinguang running away slowly, and then inadvertently looked in all directions, and found that in the dark world, the bridge next to it was lit up.

The lights were brilliant and it looked so good that it caught my full attention.

I slowly walked towards the center of the bridge as if fascinated, and when I reached the middle of the bridge, I held my hands together and tried to climb the fence.

Before I could stand firm, a man suddenly rushed over and hugged me.

He said, "Li Juan, what are you going to do!"

I suddenly entered a strange embrace, was stunned, and then struggled.

"Chen Nianmo let me go!"

Chen Nianmo hugged me for a moment, but at this time he didn't let go and said to me: "I know all about you, it's okay, whatever they say in the school, you must not think about it!"

He seemed to think that I was going to commit suicide, and he nervously persuaded him: "Have you ever thought about your mother? If you are gone, how sad your mother will be, how can you be so stupid?"

When I heard this, I immediately scolded, "What is this?"

I tried to break out of his arms, but he hugged me tighter and shouted, "I'm not going to let you jump!"

In desperation, I could only explain out loud: "I don't have the idea of suicide. ”

Chen Nianmo didn't believe my words, and shouted loudly: "You are about to go down on the bridge, and you still say that you have not committed suicide! Are you stupid?

"You're like my stupid sister, don't even think about settling accounts with them when you're dead! Only when you live can there be hope, what can't you pass?"

I was angry or funny when I heard this, and at the same time I was faintly moved in my heart.

I shook my head and said, "Not really." ”

Chen Nianmo still didn't believe it, he said: "I don't believe you, you hurry up and come down and speak." ”

I was a little helpless when I saw him like this, and knew that my idea would not come true, so I let go of the railing and jumped back inside.

Chen Nianmo saw me stand firmly, and only then did he let go of the hand that was holding me tightly.

But he still looked at me warily, very close to me, as if he was afraid that I would take another suicidal act.

At this time I leaned against the fence, and he leaned against the fence, and both sides were silent for a while.

After a while, I said to Chen Nianmo: "Actually, I just want to see if I can see farther if I stand tall, and I also want to try the feeling of condescending."

Chen Nianmo was stunned when he heard this, and then looked at me with a somewhat complicated expression.

In fact, I can't tell what the state of mind when I climbed the railing at that time, maybe there was a slight possibility of suicide, maybe I was oppressed and humbled to the dust for a while, and I still wanted to be able to climb high and look far away one day.

But now those thoughts are over.

At this time, I thought that Chen Nianmo would say something stupid about me, but he said in a muffled voice: "The night club is replaced by day." ”

When I heard this, I smiled and didn't speak.

What I didn't know was that Zheng Xinguang was already out of breath at this time with food.

When he saw me and Chen Nianmo together, I smiled at Chen Nianmo, and in an instant, all the things he bought that I loved to eat fell to the ground.

But he didn't come over and question me or shoot at me, he just left without saying a word.

At that moment, his eyes were full of disappointment.

I inadvertently raised my eyes and saw the back of Zheng Xinguang leaving and the food scattered on the ground.

Suddenly, my heart sank, I couldn't care about Chen Nianmo beside me, and I hurriedly wanted to catch up.

I shouted, "New light!"

Zheng Xinguang seemed to hear my call, and his movements paused, and then he continued to walk forward without hesitation.

I didn't have time to say a word to Chen Nianmo, so I raised my foot and chased after him.

As I walked, there was the sound of rapid footsteps behind me.

Chen Nianmo didn't ask, and he followed me.

I chased Zheng Xinguang's back behind, and Zheng Xinguang strode forward, as if he wanted to shake off my tail as soon as possible.

But no matter how fast I stride, there was always some distance between me and him.

The distance that I felt at the school gate during the day has evolved into the distance in reality.

I was really at a loss at this time, so I could only keep shouting "new light" and chasing him non-stop.

What should I say to him when I catch up, and how should I get him to forgive, I have no idea at all.

There was a mess in my mind, and now Chen Nianmo was still following me behind me, if I wanted to be with him and see Zheng Xinguang, I think his anger would be even more serious.

But at this time, I don't care about anything else, I just want to catch up with that back.

Because I'm afraid that if I let him go, there will be a gap between the two of us.

I'm trying, trying not to let us fall into that place.

By the time I got to the night market, it was bustling and the lights were shining brightly on the bustling crowd.

But at this time, Zheng Xinguang and I were dispersed by the crowd.

I searched for a while without giving up, but to no avail.

Standing in place, crying bitterly for a while, I shouted: "Xinguang, Zheng Xinguang!"

Chen Nianmo followed me inch by inch at this time, saw my gaffe, and didn't say anything.

I continued to desperately search for a long time in the night market, and Chen Nianmo followed me so far, although he didn't say anything, he also saw Zheng Xinguang leave like this.

After a long time, he said to me, "Don't look for him, he should have left." ”

With his words, I stopped, and I felt a little soreness in my legs.

I bent my knees slightly, gasping for air, feeling very uncomfortable for a moment.

Zheng Xinguang became like this because of me, he bought food for me should have been quiet and peaceful, but when he suddenly saw me and Chen Nianmo together, I think his heart should be very uncomfortable.

Moreover, he bought so much food, he must have spent a lot of money, but all these hard work was wasted because of a misunderstanding.

I was both self-blaming and sad in my heart, shook my head, covered my mouth and couldn't speak for a long time.

Chen Nianmo looked at me from the side, and for a while he was a little troubled, and said to me: "It's not your fault, and you don't have to feel sad about it." ”

I shook my head and didn't speak.

Then I searched for a while, and finally I was really tired and annoyed, so I said to Chen Nianmo behind: "Then I'll go back first." ”

Ignoring his words, I walked away.

What I didn't know was that when I left, Chen Nianmo followed me dozens of meters behind me, silently waiting for me to return to the hair salon before leaving.